Woke up
singing a song I have not heard in ages,
Woooohooo!
Ok, I don't
think its a Christian song lol but only God knows?
It was sang by one in the secular world and I don't listen to
secular music any more ...
but I had it
singing sooo deep in my heart I had to look it up ...
I would like to share that with any song you sing and bring into
ur mind/heart should be positive, pure and with a message of
good or hope ...
(always look
up the lyrics) PROOF!
I want to
share a little of my life with you SHEEPYs and show you who I am
...
All yall who know me, know I have a love for singing
but thats just a touch of what I truly love!
Its alot of all in one, kinda like Father Son and Holy Spirit 3
in 1 lol
Thee ARTS of ...
CREATIVE
WRITING, MUSIC and DANCE!
I was raised
in
NYC where there's was a lot of varieties
and multicultural! Rap and free style break dance was back in my
time as I watched them perform in the streets WOW sheepy's lol
was one of my things and there was something called burning,
that's when one would challenge another to freestyle breakdance
and they try to out do each other ... aka burning! It was like
physically challenging and was giving each other a message while
dancing ... I saw and liked what I seen and I was blessed by the
art in the MUSIC/DANCE. I was raised growing around a lot of
multicultural life style and places like
Central Park in
Manhattan
NY. Where there's people every on the streets
SINGING, DANCING, ACTING and MIMING lol even playing MUSIC
on GARBAGE CANS and
RADIO CITY
MUSIC HALL was one of my fav places as well checking out
BROADWAY PLAYS and MUSICALS that inspired me of and made
WHO I
AM TODAY SHEEPY's!
I never
knew, I would ever teach DANCE or PLAYS aka MUSICALs and WRITE
my own SKITS and MUSIC! It was never a thought would come to
play but God was preparing me for a day SHEEPY's! A journey to
share somewhere of these Arts and to share that God was always
there ... was my choices the reason why He got my Praise and He
got the Glory and I had sooo much fun! The fire that burns with
in from ... GODS MUSIC/DANCE!
I
love everything He has inspired and am sooo amazed how He used
me and even gave me a WAY ...
So, if you have Dreams never let them fade
Sheepy's cause its the vision God sees thru your eyes and
watches all you do, He even said He'll grant you desires of
your heart too ...
Delight yourself also in the
Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart.”
Psalm37:4
Soooo
never give up dreaming!
He
showed me SHEEPYs!
... that I
can and could have and achieve goals in life by what He did for
me,
In Christ I
can do all things! Philippians 4:13
"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me"
and no longer NOT dream? ...
I learned
all this while serving God in my walk for Him!
He opened Doors no one else can open and no one else could shut!
SHEEPY's He
gave me soooo much more!
I
share with you cause its TRUE and it can happen to YOU!
I grew up in a abusive home and low self esteem and fear ...
The feelings I felt like im never ever gonna amount to nothing
and how bad and messed up I was ...
pathetic poor Carmen could not see in front of her face ...
Quit school at a very young age and went right into the world
cause I was seeking something but did not know what that was ...
come to find
out it was God and Love ...
Soooo many years down in the dumps feeling and seeing no hope no
future ...
but
what I did not see oh man all that was waiting for me ...
Once, I
found Jesus and let Him in my heart the blessing that started
flowing and life style I could not part ...
The doors
that were opening had sooo much for me ... I even had choices to
pick from how awesome is HE ...
Sooooo, all
them years I thought I too wasted had something to do with my
life today ... cause what satan meant to hurt us with, God can
turn around and fix! Wooooooo hoooo!
Soooo,
if ur reading this, it was no accident, cause, I don't believe
in
coincidence, I believe in ...
" DIVINE INTERVENTION AND
APPOINTED TIME! "
All what I
did not see,
God was all along behind the scenes workin for my good
and working it out for me! The inspirations and DREAMs
I had I did
not ever thought would be ...
Sooooo, I
luv yall and hope you enjoyed my sharing and hope the words to
this song ... BLESS and INSPIRE YOU!
SHEEPYs NEVER GIVE UP ON UR DREAMS!
I hope ya
don't think bad of me for sharing a worldly song but
who am I to judge this man if the words were not harmful or
wrong...
He sang of Love and How much it meant to him and how it leads
his life now. Sooo,
I hope for
you to find True love in God and not wordly Love from no other
first cause I too been there done that ...
25 yr later and i'm back at the starting gate, but a little
secret ill share,
I am today right now who I was created to be and most where God
wants me,
Woooo hoooo
AMEN!
I am at my happiest and I am sooo very blessed and even with all
the ups and downs, I try not to frown cause the good (GOD) in
each situation is what has brought me thru and to where I am
today ...
Matthew
6:33 states,"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His
righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."
Soooo
remember who comes first,
and leads ur life cause you spent time in things with no meaning
waisting precious time, like the Israelites in the wilderness,
when all ya have to do, is right now just choose ?
Is to just get it right... *JesusSign*
Remember to
Dream ... hey and with what I know now ... How He opened them
doors 10 yrs in ministry! I shared God in Music/Dance ...Drama
... Puppetry ... Clowns and Face Painting ... Mimes now you
know why I love to laugh lol
cause I love people who can ... and make me laugh ...
Oasis ...Viss
... Forever .. Mac ... Kim ... RC ... Splash ... My Steppy ...
Miro ... and
sooo many
...
ty all for making me smile and lose my breath ... needing a
cyber paper bag to help when I hyper ventilate! lol
Ya know I
shared on Cool Crew we need Our very own ... COOL COMEDY HOUR!
lol
ok,, ok here
I go dreaming again lol but sooo much He can do in us ...
Sooo much I
have done and soo much more He still wants to give!
Street ministry shared, CHRIST with sooo many and in many
places
I
never expected ... Churches ... Parks ... County Fairs we took
our Musicals they even gave us our very own stage ... Nursing
Homes ... and even in Bereans Christian Book Stores we did there
Saturday kids Club ...
Tell me God is not amazing!
I tooo
followed another Dream .. I got my GED! COULD of been my score
but I know it was God cause they mailed me a High School Diploma
instead! Doesn't say Equivalency? lol I studied sooo many years
for that test and attempted it twice but never
did,accomplishtill this year! Sooo, I think my time was well
spent, and
GOD SAW,
I DESERVED IT!
LOL
But most what's funny is SHEEPYs only with God could I have
A+chieved!
I even went
to school and got certified in the medical field sooo things I
thought I could never be was just someone evil and false
whispering to me and we all know who that is... but most I
share cause I was a mess ... a few months ago and thought all
hope was gone. Needed some guidance from my marriage that was in
Christ had died and I couldn't understand why?
Thinking, I gave up all my ministries cause I was no good for
me. How could I be! good to lead? So I was seeking God for
answers and He showed me and brought me here! I typed in my
search engine CHRISTIAN COUNSELING lol no lie cause, I needed
help again and more cause here I was a Christian and had God
wondered what do you do when you have God and things fail? Well,
I felt satan was not gonna get any more of me so, I too prayed
God would give me a ministry soo that I would not be not used
for His Glory even when I was still searching ...
He brought me to Thee Oasis not only in counseling did he help
me but I could not afford and it was all free and on top of all
of that, He gave me back a Ministry! Woooooo hoooo! There was
one other wish on my list that I am still seeking God for that I
did pray that same day ... lol
But see what happens when you Dream but they won't come to be
unless you know the one who does grant you these ... aka Father
God Jesus and Holy Spirit!
If yall want
to read more about me... heh heh ...
I wrote a book its on my site here called ...
"How to survive in this world and make it, and
see you on the other side"
BUT Most , Most SHEEPY's,
Who NEVER gave up
&
Will NEVER give up on
US!
