Hello I like to introduce myself ... I am JCsmediator also known as JCs.

I want to first welcome you here to the Pastures. I have created this site in hopes of bringing unto others a place to come and rest your head from a world we have no place to rest. Jesus has given me this opportunity to live my life in following in His footsteps. I have not always followed and found my self wondering in my wilderness for over 25 years. I thought I was following cause I was a Christian and served in a church for 14 years and did all the things to be a good steward but was living in hopes of a lie. I was married to someone unequally yoked. He toooo got saved and served as a praise minister. What took years to build up was torn down in just seconds by a wrong action and choice. I was left to fence for myself. My husband had fallen. Sooooo I started seeking God wondering why? He spoke to my heart and clarified, I had given my life to my husband first and God was second. I never thought I did but always felt a nudge of hey your going the wrong way. I didn't listen cause I thought I could change his ways. I realized I can only plant a seed, God does the watering and we choose to see. Sooooo I realized soooo many years later, as one day I woke up one morning on the wrong side of the bed? Saying oh my God what have I done! I knew then my eyes were open and I could see so clear and hear Him saying come on home with me. Feeling nothing cause I could no longer feel because it was something which I lost. I  couldn't love and feel love and couldn't smile and feel happy. I lost myself somewhere in between. That is why I am sharing with you here today. He has changed my life !!! I also can laugh now when sooo many years, I just couldn't. All those years wasted !!!. I now have found what I was looking for and most needed when it was always knocking on my door. I am learning to love again cause True Love is from God! Soooo my purpose is He and goals are for me. . .to share with others alllll I can  and is to help others aka those who are in need. I have lived with out Him in my life and now with Him in my life and there is no comparing of the two!!! He overrules and is soooooo coool!!! I am sooooo filled with Joy and peace and most love He has given to me. I want to give back to Him soooooo here I am just for Him!!! He loved me soooo much and  He loved you sooooo much that He gave His life to save us from this awful lie He never intended for us to have from the beginning! Sin aka  Sickness, Sorrows and Death!!! That came from the devil the father of lies who played this awful trick on all our lives but Gracious was HE who DIED for ME and YOU to come back to SAVE us like He says... He would, never leave us nor forsake us!!! That is why I am here right no to share His Love and show you how? He cares for you! We have already won this fight!!! He died on a cross!!!  For all and all sins. . . todays, tommorrow are all been forgiven!!! He just wants you home. Sooooo come on just follow Him on this road. The road that I now live is the best of allll because of HIM!!! Hope you will find Him too and share with others like I do.!!! A road of True  Peace, Love and Hope even while thru the storms of life! AMEN!!! God Bless You!!! Luv ya very much JCs