Dear Holy Spirit (journal)

[Maverick_Reborn]

Im not really sure how to start this one, but I guess ill start by talking to the holy spirit.... Hm.. To be honest, I dont know much about you yet, but I think im becoming more aware of Your presence. I seek to know you better, that you may guide me in my thoughts and actions. I sincerely want to know you better, so that ill never feel the overwhelming loneliness I have dealt with for most of my life. I know this is short, but Im not sure what else to say. I thank you for guiding me even when I wasn't aware of it, and I ask that you continue to guide me. =)

[Mackenaw]

Hello Repentionofignorance

God bless you this day.

I'm so excited for you that you are seeking to know The Holy Spirit. He loves you so very much.

I don't know if you are reading The Spirit of Truth Study -- a 7 Day Study that is so AWESOME, but, just in case you were not aware of this blessed study, here is the link: http://www.christianityoasis.com/Spirit ... tepOne.htm

Father God and Jesus sent The Holy Spirit to all born again Christians, to indwell them, and to lead them into all Truth, and He changes us from the inside out.

God bless and keep you.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack

[Maverick_Reborn]

Hello sister mack =) thank you for your response, and I just started the spirit of truth study =) GBY

[Maverick_Reborn]

Ok, today is day two of the spirit of truth study, and my second official entry in my journal. I just finish reading the second step of the study, and I wanted to talk about the part that said spirits can be seen. I remember when I was little I was able to see a bad spirit, (it was more weird than scary though). I know i've shared tr his story before, but I feel that I should share this with the Holy Spirit too. Anyway, when I was about 4, there was this painting in the family room in my jouse. It had.a green background, and the woman in it was wearing orange. I don't remember what she looks like, and for that I am grateful, because if I did know her face, I'd probably have those weird nightmares again. Anyway, when I stared at it, i'd sort of pass out, and I'd be in a place where I could only percieve as hell. Me and the woman were on separate platforms, over a lake of fire. I think she was trying to kill me or something (i dont remember much). Than, id suddenly wake up in my bed, even though.i was sure I passed out in front of the painting downstairs. The weird thing was, this only happened in the morning, and only my brother who is 1 year older, remembers it besides me. I also remember staring into the tv screen, and if I stared at it long enough, my image would smile back at me (not a plesant smile). To be honest, I have no idea why im sharing this, but I think these encounters strengthen my faith. I dont know if I should share this, but it makes it seem evwn more real. Anyway, ill be back tomorrow, but I will try to clear my thoughts tonight, so I can hear your voice. Until next time =)

[Maverick_Reborn]

Day three;
I'm feeling a lot more comfortable today. I've been doing other studies with the spirit of truth study, and I've noticed that almost every study i did today was about You. Therefore, I am more than willing to let You control my mind, spirit, soul, and body, so that I can glorify God, follow His path, and so that i won't feel lonely again With You i have complete faith that anything that anything that happens to me, will help me as long as I follow You.