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by **Dora** » Sat Dec 05, 2009 6:44 pm

Yeah

No sling!

And who's this kid that kicked a ball and hit it?
Want me to beat him up for you?

by **praisetheking95** » Sat Dec 05, 2009 7:21 pm

naaaaah i didnt know the guy.. pineey...control yourself

you might poke an eye out with that bat

teee heee

I KNOW! *run*

by **praisetheking95** » Thu Dec 10, 2009 6:25 pm

hellooo all *hug5*

been to busy to post reccently

But im free todaay so hii

School real hard at the moment..

One of my good friends just found out her grandma has cancer

My best friend's grandma died a year ago and she pretty upset about that

and my other best friend having boy trouble

and im just like aaaahh...it seems to have all come at once...as soon as everything becomes good for me... all my friends start having big problems

But i know that God is with me...strengthening me

It's kinda hard to know what to say at the moment... i do have an occasional habit of saying the wrong thing...so im just trying not to bring anyof it up toooo much and praying for them... just trying to make my self available if any of them need a chat....

Hopefully things will get better soon

Im veery excited about CHRISTmas! :D *run*

i reallyyy appreciate your friendship my oasis peeps :D...
things at school are real difficult and its nice to come on here and be with y'all *hug5*

Loooove you so much!

gbua

praiiseeeey
xox

by **praisetheking95** » Sat Dec 12, 2009 4:39 pm

hiya all

today was pretty horrible to be totally honest....

I had a nice morning watching my friend in a show

and that was real nice because i have never seen her on stage before

BUT

then i went to rehearsals...there was noo heating and we were all shivering for the whole thing...i had a headache...and nothing there seemed to be going right...

and then something happened

I have never ever been clostraphobic..and have never been bothered about being stuck in small places before this and now i dont think im ever gunna be able to cope with it again

I needed the toilet so i went ... this was in a school i had never been in before and i didnt realise that the lock was VERY stiff...

and the lock got totaaally stuck!

it was one of those closed in types where the door is the only exit

So i noticed the lock wouldnt open..and i started freaking out

so i started to pray

but i still couldnt open the door

so i went over to the window...it too was locked

I started banging on the door and shouting for help

but no one was coming because they were all all the way down a corridoor in a different room

With great difficulty i managed to open it

I came out and saw one of my good friends Niamh

was standing there on her way to help me

she had heard me but wasnt sure who it was and wanted to get someone else to help

I was shaking so much...she gave me a hug

but i just started sobbing

I was SO scareed... the rest of today i been really shook up...if anyone says the littlest thing i start crying...

Hopefully things will be better tomorroww

GBUA

lovee you *hug5*

praiiseeey
xox

by **praisetheking95** » Thu Dec 17, 2009 7:13 pm

hellooo

SO much has happened since i last wrote lol

i cant even begin

But heres just a little clippet

It has snowed, someone stabbed themselves with a knife :S, the police turned up and I DID MY FIRST PERRFORMANCE TODAY

Yep rehearsals have literally been all I have had time for

BUT they have certainly been exciting lol

So many things have happened which have made it very difficult for us to continue...

But the show has kept going through it all

and I'm excited to see what the next 4 performances bring

because I know whatever happens we have all come waaaay to far to give up now *Clap*

Lovee you all *hug5*

GBU

praiiseeey
xox

by **Dora** » Thu Dec 17, 2009 9:07 pm

That sounds funny. The cops showed up and you did your first performance. rofl

by **praisetheking95** » Tue Dec 22, 2009 7:08 am

haaa i just read that back rofl

didnt notice that before... Love you pinooody rofl

Sorry i havent written for a few days been so busy with the play

But now its over :'(

It went perfectly though with very few hiccups

Sunday night was very emotional...we all said goodbye..and we were all crying our eyes out lol

twas verrryyy sad!

Im pleased though that I can start comiing on here more again :D
Because I have missed you all lots! :D

Looooove you all *hug5*

gbu

praiiseeeey
xox

by **praisetheking95** » Fri Jan 01, 2010 12:02 pm

Hiya all

Today God spoke to me in a way that was weird and kind of unexpected...

Basically in my room I have a pink bucket...the kind you put bath stuff in...

I decided to clean in out and when I turned it upside down it had a sticker on the bottom

I randomly really wanted to take it off but It was very very stuck to the bottom

About an hour later I will still trying to get it off..

But I just wouldn't let myself give up

And then I had a thought...

As some of you may know I love running

I love the sensation of it and I love to race

I may not be amazing but I still love it

Anyway when I run long distance

often I push myself too hard because I want to win and do well

Sometimes I push myself so hard that I can't breathe

People around me tell me to give up and stop

But I just can't;, I have to reach the finish line!

Its almost as If I don't I will be a failure...

And failing is something I have never liked

A few times I have had asmtha attacks and stuff because of it

But when I cross the finish line I feel relieved.. I usually end up falling to the floor
because I can't even stand afterwards but I feel like I have achieved something.

God said something to me while I was sitting there trying to get the sticker off

and that was this

"You don't need to push yourself so far that you break, you don't have to win all the time because it doesn't mean you are a failure and I will still love you!"

It really hit me

Not something I was expecting

so I put down the bucket and left it... without feeling like a failure for giving up because God stills loves me anyway.

by **Mackenaw** » Fri Jan 01, 2010 1:12 pm

Hello Praisey *hug*

WOW!!! That is a huge revelation!!! Thank You Lord!!!

Awesome, Praisey!

God is so Good.

God bless you, Praisey.
Love and hugs,
Mack

by **praisetheking95** » Fri Jan 01, 2010 1:15 pm

Hello Mack *hug5*

I know God is SO good! it actually blooows me away! :D

Loooove you *hug5*

GBU

praiiseeeey
xox

by **praisetheking95** » Sun Jan 03, 2010 4:24 pm

hiyaaa all *hug5*

Had a very good day yesterday :D

Me and my mum had a heart to heart till 2:30am

Ended up telling her something I been wanting to tell her for a year but never got the guts to because I was scared of how she would react...

I didnt want to tell her a year ago because she was suffering badly with stress at work and I didn't want to add to her pressure...

anyway I told her EVERYTHING

i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders

and you know what... she reacted much much better than I thought she would and i think it has brought us a lot closer :D

THANKYOU GOD! :D *run*

the thing I have beeen dreading all this time...

is finished... me worrying about my mum finding out was the one thing holding me back from moving on...and now its outta the way I can move on now and that thing that was getting between me and God has gone... :D

Loooove you all so much *hug5*

GBU

praiiseeeey
xox

by **Dora** » Mon Jan 04, 2010 7:16 am

love you too my little happy meal!!

Praise God you are now free.

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