Lani, my dear, sweet sister in Jesus,
Aww, sis..my heart goes out to you. You have so much going on around you with your mom and your lil one. My prayer for you is that He would give you peace beyond understanding and that He would touch your son and mom with His healing hand. As always, His perfect will be done.
I so understand the anger, feelings of helplessness, feelings of despair at times...and all the other emotions that come along with dealing with illness in the ones we love so very much. Lani, you are human. God created us with the emotions we have to enable us to feel...I know you know this, and I know its so hard to share those human emotions, but you are doing so..and allowing God to bless others who would minister to you through His leading. He created us to love...to love Him..and to love each other. To allow someone to help you carry the burden..even if it's just a listening ear or yet one more prayer rising from a saint..do you see where Im comin from?
Im praying for you..and for your mom...and for your son. And, Im here if you want to vent. Ive been there..with a sick lil one.
Thats all I can say at this point. Im here...and more than willing to listen. Please know that you are such a blessing here..this is where you belong. I love you. And I know you already know He loves you.
In Jesus,
love momo