need help!!!!!!!!!!!!

[fireyheart]

I need help. This might be too much information but I need help to figure out what to do. I got married to my husband after 5 years. And had three kids together. We broke up plenty of times over stuff. This last time, my husband choked me. I decided to leave my kids with his mom and dad and took off so he could not kill me. While I was gone, m ids ended up being in foster care. I got the call and was told that he molested my two oldest kids. I couldn't breath and was shaking. I had thoughts of killing him but then I did not want my kids to know I was in prison. So, I tried to get back so I could get my kids but had no way to get back until the last court date. I feel so guilty because I should have known what he was doing to them. My kids have been adopted and I miss them everyday and love them. I been separated from him for 4 years now. I know God does not like divorce, but I cannot stay with my husband and I believe that God has a man for me that will love me. But I am afraid that God will not forgive me if I get a divorce. I tried to get a divorce but he refused to sign. And now I have no money to get divorce since I am a fulltime college student. And my grandma who I live with, tells me to focus on school instead of a job. Will God forgive me if I get a divorce? Does anyone have suggestions about getting the divorce?

[dema]

I have been divorced twice and I know God loves me and blesses me.

Have you heard of Joyce Meyer? She is a world wide Christian evangalist and she is divorced. She talks about it. joycemeyer.org.

God bless you. I imagine there are family services in your area. Please check with a family services agency. You also might talk to a preacher. He wouldn't likely help you directly, but could guide you in the right direction.

[Mackenaw]

Hello Fireyheart

God bless you this day.

I'm sorry to hear of all your troubles -- you must be so very tired and needing a hug. (((hugs)))
Fireyheart, The Lord God Almighty loves you so very much, and He doesn't want any of His children, young or old, to be abused by another.

There is a blessed study on this site about Christian Divorce, and I highly recommend it to you. http://www.christianityoasis.com/Keywor ... ivorce.htm

Prayers are rising to our Lord in the name of Jesus on your behalf. May God's blessed will be done.

God bless and keep you, Fireyheart.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack

[fireyheart]

I have heard of her. I will check her out more. Thanks. Someone in chat last night, actually told me about that class. I started it last night. So, far I like it. Thanks.

[eagle4031]

I have been divorced twice and I know God loves me and blesses me.

Have you heard of Joyce Meyer? She is a world wide Christian evangalist and she is divorced. She talks about it. joycemeyer.org.

God bless you. I imagine there are family services in your area. Please check with a family services agency. You also might talk to a preacher. He wouldn't likely help you directly, but could guide you in the right direction.

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