HI

[searching]

Hi im looking for some answers I love God but to be real honest I really cant stand religion I am really not trying to be rude I just dont understand why as soon as i start to go to church and turn things around me and my family get hit really hard my other half for 14 years tommorow was almost killed in a car accitdent and our life is now falling apart i just dont get it im angry all the time no matter how many times i wake up and say today im going to be positive i just keep getting kicked harder im use to hardships for my self been fighting to stay alive since i was a baby but now its affecting other people i even told my BF that we should have stayed broke up because then he would not have been hurt so bad it seems that everyone that has anything to do with me gets hurt in some way what is wrong with me

[mlg]

Hi searching, welcome to Christianity Oasis. Glad you are here. Nothing is wrong with you...you've just been thrown some stumbling blocks in life...see we have an enemy who seeks to destroy us...he wants us to be broken forever....and there is one way to truly get through the hard times...and His name is Jesus...seek Him and He will become your best friend...and He will help you get past these roadblocks that have been thrown your direction.

I want to offer you a link to a program that I think will help you alot. http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

There is hope in that link...I encourage you to take a step and check it out.

Praying for you. Come visit us in the chatroom sometime.

Take care and God Bless

[Dora]

He searching

Welcome To Christianity Oasis.

Glad you found your way here.

If you haven't already found the counseling I'd like to introduce you to it. It's a wonderful 14 day program that helps you get connected with God and the Holy Spirit while walking you through todays and yesterdays struggles.

http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

Praying for you.

[searching]

WOW I dont need counseling or what ever i just want to know why its ok for others to be messed with when i go to church or pray or what ever it makes me really angry when other ppl get messed with because of me I have known I have had a target on my back since i was a little girl and all that is left to be taken from me is me i can handle that but I dont understand why its got to mess with other ppl I can take care of myself but how do i protect others from the target of me the only other opition is to walk away from everyone and im not sure if even that would protect them I have seen and felt this thing that comes after me and it has tried to kill me many times and never wins but why is it ok for it to mess with others to get to me it just doesnt seem fair

[mlg]

Searching the counseling program is so much more than "counseling per say" I think the answers you seek will be found within the steps. I encourage you to give it a chance.

Praying for you.



Take care and God Bless

[Dora]

Are you speaking of evil spirits? Maybe some more information would help us understand what you are going through. If this is what you are talking about do you know if Jesus resides with in you, you have the power to bind these spirits?

Here's a study on evil spirits that may help answer your question.
http://www.christianityoasis.com/EndTim ... pirits.htm

I still suggest the 14 day step. Something with in your shared words made me think you would enjoy that study.

Obviously it did for mlg as well.