Lost for words

[Newbeginings]

Hey journal. I'm back (once again) this time around I have a frown on my face a broken heart and my head is hanging low. I have been going through to much all at the same time and it makes it harder to deal with . I always turn to jehova God for forgiveness strength repentance and guidance as I know he is my only true friend and the only one who can help me . Please pray for my life. Iam ready to put everything and everyone behind me and make a big change in my life. I can't go on living this way. No amount of money or material things or "friends" will make me happy while living this lifestyle. I rather be broke and have just enough to live on and have no friends but yet be in a better happier place in my life. I'm slowly but surely picking myself up again but I know I couldn't do it without jehova God . It's sad how some people just stay around to try and destroy you . I trust in no one but God. And that's all I need. He will provide the rest . I love you jehova God. In Jesus name I pray amen

[dema]

It isnhard to give something up without replacing it with something better. Please, get busy in your church, find volunteer work to do, pray for guidance in how to spend your time. And also, find a time to just be still and ask what to do with your time.

God bless.