Still wandering

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Still wandering

Postby helenau » Thu Mar 09, 2017 12:47 am

Life is tough, I had to do so much to help myself, pick myself up, now I am home, but I am very, very sad, I can't smile, I can't talk to anybody in church because of the mental disorders I have
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Re: Still wandering

Postby Mackenaw » Thu Mar 09, 2017 11:02 pm

Hello Helenau

Welcome! Feel free to express yourself in written form.

Try to listen to some sweet music -- nothing heavy, sad or dark sounding. Remember that King Saul's tormenting thoughts were calmed by the sweet sounds of music.

The Lord God (Father, Son and Holy Spirit) loves you so very much.

God bless and keep you,
Mack
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Re: Still wandering

Postby helenau » Fri Mar 10, 2017 1:01 am

Thanks, Mack.

Sweet music helps, but I just find it very difficult to control myself this year.

I suspect that my depression recur this year. I'm waiting for my antidepressants.

I sob every time I listen to music. I sob every Sunday in church. It's weakening my immune system, not to mention that I am in the middle of PTSD and just pulled my weight up to the normal range.

Right now I just can't control my tears.

I want to be set free.

I realize that I need to write another post in Rising Above It All and talk about self destruction.
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Re: Still wandering

Postby notforgotten » Mon Mar 13, 2017 11:05 am

It's ok to cry. I feel like I don't belong in this world sometimes too.

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Re: Still wandering

Postby mlg » Thu Mar 16, 2017 9:51 pm

Hi helenau,

I am so glad you are here at the Oasis. Please know that you are welcome to share here. We care about you. May you know how much Jesus loves you and wants to heal you of your past and your health issues.

Take care
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