Rage!!!

[Gracefromabove]

Been almost two years now sense my car accident and life sense then has never been the same. I am desperate with know one to talk to. Around two years ago I was leaving from college when I was suddenly hit from the side. The other driver had no drivers license but I was blamed when I should not of been I will end it there because when I think about it I get angry. Sense that day my life has turned upside down. I am considered unable to ever return to work. I had full coverage on my car but the insurance company has found ways to get out of paying for the help that I need. The people who the insurance company is allowing to help has said they will no longer help me because the insurance company is not paying them and they are suing the insurance company. Everyone says I need an attorney but I can't seem to find one who is willing to help. There is so much that has happened and is happening. I am afraid to even go to the mailbox because of what I might find there. Anyways I suffered from a head injury which, effected my vision and while put under stress I get sick. I have Headaches that cripple my judgement and way of life. Before the accident I was very easy going but, now I have a hard time controlling my anger. I also have crying spells where I might cry for a hour at a time and I can't stop. It's been hard on my family and they don't know what to do any more. I have no friends and all I do is stay home because to much of something and I will get sick and I can't really drive anymore. All I get from people is we are so sorry and we wish we could help you or I will keep you in my prayers. I am so sick of hearing that it's like a broken recored. There is one thing though I feel like God wants to do something great with me. I fell stupid saying this because how about if I am wrong but, here it goes I feel like God wants to use me to heal others, stupid yes I have had dreams of it in the past but, no more.I don't know I am so caught in all these legal matters. My mind has been attacked and clouded its hard to find the truth. I can't pray the words aren't there and right now I am crying so I can't say anymore.

[realtmg]

Trust Him.

GBU

Real

[tricia777]

I don’t know the specifics on your situation so my response will be somewhat general.
Let us remember our battles are not here on earth but in the spiritual realm. I understand where your comment on prayer is coming from. I can hear the anger as I read. Prayer is a vital component in healing but prayer without faith means nothing.
I believe your journey needs to begin with forgiveness. “And whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father also who is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.” Mark 11:25
It seems like your outlook is somewhat outside of Gods word. When we doubt his plan when we worry about tomorrow it’s really a lack of faith on our part. You believe in God and therefore I can only assume you believe in Heaven and spending an eternity with him. So we will trust him with an eternity but not with out lives here on earth?
Forgive those who have wronged you and find something every day to be thankful for. You have been presented with the opportunity of an amazing testimony. God has a plan for you and this is just the beginning. Draw close to him and grow in his word so that you may be prepared for what he has to come. Make a decision to rejoice on a daily bases and find things to be thankful for. Pray, you may not want to hear this but you must talk to our father. Call on Him ask Him for comfort ask Him to draw you near to Him and He will better you daily. This is the foundation for healing.
The legal, financial and physical battles that you are facing are all opportunities to allow the power of God to shine on your life. You need to make the decision to see things in a different way. With a grateful heart praise the Lord and he will work in your life. There is nothing you are going through that hasn’t happened before. No situation is new no circumstance is different from the trillions of times it has happened over history.