My state of mind....

by **chantel103** » Fri Jul 08, 2011 5:14 pm

I was diagnosised ( when I was 13) with spd (split personality disorder) and ocd and i do suffer with depression and anxiety. I have been taking a combination of medicine since I was 13 and it has always seemed to help a bit but lately I feel like its not helping as much and Im finding myself having panic attacks, random out burst of rage and anger, and ive had two episodes of what i use to call "time lost" its where ive done something and I dont remember doing it but its not like ive blocked the memory, its just not there at all. I have been in a mental hospital a few times and really would like to not go back. So ive called the doctor and he talked about changing some of my medicine and trying to get me back to where I can function normally again. So I would like to ask everyone to pray that we can work this out and I can feel in control of my life again. Thank you. *hug*