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My Journal Entry #2
What an insight!  My garden has been weeded many, many times throughout the last several years, however, I believe I have done light weeding, and the "root" of my problem has only grown bigger and stronger.  I need to slowly work at this weed -- to attack the root.
Even though I have been divorced for many years, the guilt and shame of my wanting the divorce has been haunting me. I've cried out to God for forgiveness, and I know he's forgiven me. It has been difficult to feel forgiven because I am dealing with the consequences of my sinful choice -- the rebellion/hurt of my kids when they were teenagers. But, God has turned my daughter's pain into a blessing. She is a strong Christian young woman now -- with a faith that can move mountains. God can use all circumstances for His good, and he did.
I've allowed Satan to continually punish me for a sin that God has already forgiven. I know I'm a completely different person, and have fully repented. But Satan knows my weaknesses, and he continues to pursue me.
Thank you Jesus for forgiving me. I have Faith you can heal me. I will pray and ask for your healing hand, and appreciate others prayers.
~Lynn
			
		Even though I have been divorced for many years, the guilt and shame of my wanting the divorce has been haunting me. I've cried out to God for forgiveness, and I know he's forgiven me. It has been difficult to feel forgiven because I am dealing with the consequences of my sinful choice -- the rebellion/hurt of my kids when they were teenagers. But, God has turned my daughter's pain into a blessing. She is a strong Christian young woman now -- with a faith that can move mountains. God can use all circumstances for His good, and he did.
I've allowed Satan to continually punish me for a sin that God has already forgiven. I know I'm a completely different person, and have fully repented. But Satan knows my weaknesses, and he continues to pursue me.
Thank you Jesus for forgiving me. I have Faith you can heal me. I will pray and ask for your healing hand, and appreciate others prayers.
~Lynn
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Lynnstan 
- Posts: 12
 - Location: minnesota
 - Marital Status: Married
 
Re: My Journal Entry #2
Hi Lynn.....I hear you. When satan starts telling you things to make you fel guilty  just tell him you are not going to listen to him. Just say to yourself " God loves me and has forgiven me and I forgive myyself".  It really does work.....you may have to do it for a while but eventually satan gets tired of not winning . I also ask Jesus to overcome the things I have to weed out. Mine is trusting and being positive. I'm getting better. Thank God I am not where I used to be . God bless!!!
I will keep you in my prayers. Karen
			
		I will keep you in my prayers. Karen
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Leilove 
- Posts: 10
 - Location: Pa
 - Marital Status: Widowed
 
Re: My Journal Entry #2
Hi there and thanks for allowing me to read your post.
I f one ask for forgiveness with their whole heart to HIM; they are forgiven.
Forgive self is the hard part.
GBU
keep it up!
Real
			
		I f one ask for forgiveness with their whole heart to HIM; they are forgiven.
Forgive self is the hard part.
GBU
keep it up!
Real
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realtmg 
- Posts: 1051
 - Location: KY. LAKE
 - Marital Status: Divorced
 
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