Steven's Counseling Day 5
Today, I felt like crap and I have not been getting enough sleep lately, I have had my anxiety flare up again and I somehow feel as if the world is spinning out of control. I feel a pull towards God, yet I still feel a pull towards the world. I have a lot of worries like when and where am I going to find a job? How am I going to pay my bills? I got fired a few months back from Wal-Mart because of my anxiety problem and I have not yet found a job and I am frustrated that I had four interviews and not one job offer. I know that Satan is fighting me more than ever, and that he does not want me to succeed. Today, I did not even want to do this today, and I nearly missed something. I know I have a lot of weeds in my garden that I need to get out, yet in some way, I don't feel worthy since I have not been to church in a while. But I know that you guys will continue to pray for me and I will get better and I will do better in my life.
So the enemy is chasing you today huh? Trying to plant thoughts in your head about you not being worthy, and the job anxiety, etc. Well rebuke him in the name of Jesus and chase him away. No one is worthy of God's grace...not me, not you...not one of us...but what we are is loved by God and His grace is freely given...we don't have to do anything to earn it. Going to church does not make you a Christian hun. A Christian is someone who follows Jesus and loves Him. Going to church is good for your relationship with God, cuz it nourishes that relationship and helps feed you the Word...but church does not save you.