This is not an mistake I am

I have had many ups and downs in my life and I have always been different. I have sinned many times and I am still working on my some. I always have tried to run my life my way, but the thing is I never was sure what I wanted or maybe I was running from my calling. During the time that I have walked the earth I have always had complete faith in my lord and savor Jesus Christ. When I have never really been worldly or ambitious as far as school or work, but I have always been a spokes person for God. the I can recall lord leading to the alter to become baptized when I was 12. I am now 43 and I am feeling a strong calling on my life. I can't focus on anything else but doing his will. Many people around me don't understand or are attacking me for my beliefs. They can't figure out why I am no caught up in car's, home's career moves. I don't have much and have been going through hard times every since I change my lifestyle several ago. Thanks to this website now I know why, it is time to step my game up for God. I would love peaching about faith. I thank you lord for leading me home.