Hi, Amie80! And welcome to Oasis!
I have clinical depression/anxiety issues (among others) also, and I know what it feels like to "feel sick and tired of feeling sick and tired."

Right now, my husband, Carl, wants to watch TV/movies, and all I want to do is lay down (which I'm doing,

).
Do you ever have trouble falling asleep? I have sleep meds/anxiety meds/anti-depression meds that are supposed to help me sleep. They don't always work... I have found something that helps. I "sing" in my mind...alphabetically (I also have OCD,

). I start with "All to Jesus I Surrender" (and have to remember to actually SURRENDER everything, including my depression/anxiety/etc), "Blessed Assurance," etc., and sometimes before I hit "My Jesus I Love Thee...," I'm asleep! You can use any list you want to, but praising the Lord works for me. And if I'm still awake, my anxiety level has fallen to a point of peace, just because I know Jesus is there with me - through the good, and through the bad.
Hope you get to feeling better. This is a safe place to post your feelings and thoughts, positive and negative. We pray for each other, too. And now I hope to hear from you soon...
GBU,
Sylvia49
