feeling gilty stepping stone 2

De weeding my garden how did I get there. beliving the lie that I was'nt wanted unless I did as others did. or I gave up my sprit to make others happy. let my x step all over me. feeling fooled for going over and above the call of a wife. thinking that would fix everything. now that am divorced I look to God to light my path. the only real gilt is that I cannot be there for my daughter and my x blames me for his struggles. go figure.