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I'm trying to find the right place to post a 'blog about how i'm feeling ?
is this the right place?

GodsAngelBaby

This is a great place. Share away sis.

luv ya

im having trouble there are so many things going on in my life and i feel so alone and depressed and confused and hurting and i have no idea what to do or how to over come any of the things that is going on.
i just want to give up sometimes jus lay down and go to sleep and not have to feel the pain or think or deal with life and sleep and not dream and not have to wake up just be happy for once.

i want to move out of my parents house its not a good place to be and i am not loved or welcome and my faith is not welcome im not even allowed to go to church. but its tough i don't drive i am out of a job don't have any money so to move i would have to rely on my b/f and i'm not sure how that will work out..

im a christian now since 2005 and God has helped me over come so many obstacles and since so far and for that im humble and grateful but now jus not sure if i can be tough enough to keep going for him there are still things i cant let go of like things from the past and sins that i am trying to overcome with no luck so far

everything is tough and i feel alone even wen im with family im an outcast they don't no much of me or my past or my feelings or thoughts ..ect i'm not loved and are always dumped on i have hardly no friends other than online and that is real tough for me now cuz i feel really alone and jus want to be loved and have someone to talk to..

what i want out of my life is to be humble to be happy i've never really ever ben happy ever since i was born. i've been through so much and its hard to let go of things on my own , i would like to be with my ba/f have a job and someday get married even have a family if that is in my future
and do good things for God
i don't want to be rich or famous or have all the worldy possesions i've been living withought and don't feel the need to have unnecessary things and i feel bad wen i have things that others don't and it breaks my heart to see all the ppl that have even less than the little i have some say being sensitive is a good things but its tough for me sometimes and i just wish i could stop crying so much at least

i ramble on and proly don't make no sense at all .. but that how i feel
everyone has a breaking point i no i've been there 3 times in my life already i don't want to go back



GodsAngelBaby

Hey GAB good to see you sharing thoughts. I read the words you share, about how lonely and depressed you are. Then towards the end I read how you have dreams of the future...and Hope. That is what is going to carry you through sis. The hope of a better day, and one in which God is the center. I want you to know that God has a promise of that day. Right now things have got to be difficult. Not having a job, or having your own place. But this is all just temporary. I want to share something else with you sis. Most of my friends are online friends as well. I have a couple of close friends that I did not meet online, but I'd say 90% I have met online. It's ok to have online friends. We are real people just like you. We love, and we care about you. We also pray for you. May you know how special you are to all of us here at the Oasis.

luv ya sis

well in the end i just want to be happy
and i'm not sure how to get there

Hi, there, God's Angel Baby . . . what a name (o: I think what you say is very clear, even though what I have gone through seems different. For a while I felt I was getting criticism from my family. Then my mother died, and ones still wanted me to be with them. In my case, it seems their criticism was not because they wanted to get rid of me, but because they cared about how it would be to have me > they didn't want me to be doing stuff that would make it not nice for them. Now, of course, we have Christians whose families reject them or ones of them do. It has helped me to pray and look to God to make me caring and honest and more considerate and sensitive in how I relate with family people and anyone else . . . and this to be good with anyone, even if someone is being nasty with me . . . not to get upset or feeling hurt and sorry for myself, but be kind and admit it if I'm not. I just keep admitting how I see myself in need to do better. And keep admitting. And keep on admitting. (o: But it seems God has made me better (o: Thank you for listening and sharing, GAB (o:

Just want to be happy sis and can't find your way huh? Well can I tell you a secret? Happiness is found within you. That's where the Lord resides in you. Not all around you, but inside of you. So if you want to find happiness, start working on increasing your Spiritual and the happiness will come from God's joy in you. Increasing your Spiritual comes by spending more time with God, reading His word, fellowshiping with other Christians, etc.

luv ya

im not sure how to be happy within myself when i dont even like my own self
i know that God loves me even when i cant..

God does love you sis, and very much...how you can be happy inside yourself...is through Christ who lives in you.

luv ya