admitting I wasn't where I needed to be spiritually
Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 7:44 amI had thought that because I wasn't where I needed to be spiritually that was the reason that I couldn't or didn't hear Gods voice and I was mislead by the devil...but I still tell myself a lot that it was God and that it was because of my disobediance and the man that I was seeings disobediance that it didn't work out between us. That we were to be together but because he kept treating me badly and I kept reacting ungodly and badly to his abuse that is why we are not together. I don't know. I don't have the answer. I suppose I need to know that I am where God wants me to be spiritually and then I will know that I am in his will and know his voice. So that is the first step. Seeking God with all my heart and mind and putting everything else on the backburner.