Enrtry 12
Today was another hard day to get through, I really felt like my back was against the wall and at one point it literally was. School has restarted and I cant seem to focus, I find myself having to excuse myself from class just so I can go to the bathroom and shed some tears. I despise this feeling, Lord I prya for some 'normalcy' in my life! Today's lesson was very informative, not very helpful for how I been feeling but it's a great reminder of God's grace. I did ask the Holy Spirit to help me find the right words to pray, opened my Bible and it landed on Psalm 143 which is more or less exactly how I felt. I also met another Christian on campus today, there I was sad and feeling lonely and she just came and sat near me and started talking and inviting me to church. This was the highlight of my day.
This is testimony to Gods love and provision for you and for us all. He really is wonderful.