BEYOND

THE

VEIL

FORWARD
 

By Sandy Cwach, Editor

This book is a compellation of the first year’s newsletters written by Dottie McElreath. It has been my privilege

to be the first to read each month’s teaching as Dottie writes it. I proof read it and print it for our monthly

newsletter directed primarily at other ministries. The teaching value of the letters has been for both Dottie and I

first and all other mature Christians second. For everyone who is trying to follow God’s will for their lives.

If you are a brand new Christian or even a person who has been in church all your life and not yet been given a

vision of your ministry, rest assured you have a ministry to do. It might be just doing a job for a company the

best way you know how and as you prosper your tithes and gifts into the ministries that feed you spiritually will

be what God has called you to do. Every person is loved by God and needed in the body of Christ! God has

revealed many mysteries in the bible this first year of teachings so read carefully with an open mind and let Him

minister to you. My prayer for you is that you receive as much of a blessing reading this collection of

newsletters as I did in printing them.

CONTENTS
 

Introduction

Encouragement

What If Your Adversary is God?

My People Perish Without a Vision 

The Good Samaritan 

Male or Female, We Are The Bride of Christ

The Skin That Covered Adam And Eve

A Call to Perfection 

Your Strength Is Your Weakness 

The Tomato Plant 

Flowers 

Cliffs 

Support For Your Ministry 

Our Old Man is Crucified With Him 

INTRODUCTION
 

This book was born as a result of the Holy Spirit urging me to write an encouraging letter to the people who had

cared and nurtured me when I was a baby in Christ. Then, every month, His Spirit would reside on me with the

urge to write. Many times I would write and be taught as I wrote.

We realized after a time that God was taking us on a journey into Himself and He intended that others in His

family would join with us to step through the veil of mystery surrounding the patriarchs, prophets, disciples and

Himself.

I trust in the Holy Spirit to be with you and guide you as you step "Beyond the Veil."

I would at this time like to express my love and appreciation for my best friend, besides Jesus, who has stayed

with me, held my hand, stayed my doubts, and become my buffer from the world as many people reacted to

their beliefs being seen under God's light.

Sandy Cwach is a friend that surpasses all others and without her this book would not be. Everyone who dares

to dream the impossible dream needs to have a Sandy like my Sandy.

May God bless you with such a one as this.

ENCOURAGEMENT
 

I feel a need for encouragement and a spirit of thankfulness. This is a time to look back to what has

happened in my life, as it was then and what is now and for what it will be. You know, as we look back on our

spiritual walk with God, there is an encouraging spirit that pervades your soul, for you can truly see the times he

has carried you through bad times when you saw no way out. Let us go a little deeper and analyze why and

how we got through those times.

Where were you when God looked upon you? Were you worthy of such a look? No? Well I wasn't

either.

Moses reminded his people of where they had been and in that reminding you know he had to wonder,

why them and he had to wonder often, why me, to guide such an unruly group? "I was a murderer and you

chose me, Lord. Why?" Can't you hear him?

Haven't you disqualified yourself also? It's a good thing God did the choosing, right? God’s can see

something inside of us that we are not aware of and he calls that spirit forth in his time. Amen.

So, how far have you come? How many spiritual miles have you walked? How many encouraging

words made those miles easier? How many times did other fellow walkers carry your burdens? How many

times did you carry their burdens to the Lord in prayer. How many times did God answer those prayers or give

grace sufficient for the need? How much do you value your brothers and sisters? Tell them, they need to know.

In encouraging our brothers and sisters we can give them the knowledge that they are appreciated in all they do.

We can look back and we encourage ourselves. Okay. Where are we now? Are we on the mountain or are we

circling it? Are we where he wants us to be? Are we sitting down on God or with God.

Even if you know your leaders are walking with God they still need you for it is mighty responsibility to

stand in place as a spiritual leader over the sheep that God has entrusted to you. Ask any spiritual leader if they

feel a tremendous responsibility towards God and the people and if they are doing what God has told them to do

they will tell you YES. It is an honor to have God trust you and you pray daily that he holds you in his hands so

you don’t make a mistake with his lambs so hold them in your prayers and tell them how much they mean to

you by doing the job that God gave them to do.

Deuteronomy 1:38 But Joshua the son of Nun, which standeth before thee, he shall go in thither:

encourage him: for he shall cause Israel to inherit it. Moses told them to encourage their leader, Joshua.

Moses had been discouraged many times and Joshua had helped him carry the load. Joshua was now going to

lead and Moses knew that his load would be heavy. If Moses needed someone to help why would we not think

our ministers, pastors, teachers, preachers, and others that are charged by God to watch over us would need us

to hold them up to God’s hands?

Deuteronomy 3:28 But charge Joshua, and encourage him, and strengthen him: for he shall go over

before this people, and he shall cause them to inherit the land which thou shalt see. Moses told them to

strengthen him for he goes before the people and he shall cause them to inherit the land. How do you

strengthen your leaders? Through prayer. If your spiritual leaders are causing you to inherit the land, then keep

them in your prayers.

Are you not a spiritual leader before your friends and families? Do you not get weary of the load, of

course, you do. Our prayers are to be directed to strengthen our brothers and sisters in the Lord.

Where are you going? That one is easy. You are going deeper into the things of God. You are not going to be

disobedient to your calling. You have looked back and built your faith for you've encouraged yourself. You

know where you've walked and you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are in the plan of God.

I walk through my memory of where many people were when I met them and how much stronger I see

them now and I praise God for them for without them I wouldn't have walked as far or sustained as few

injuries as I have. I lift them up before the Lord for a strengthening in their bodies , in their minds, and in their

spirits. I ask that they continue in their spiritual journey, the goal is the vision that God gave them for their life.

I pray that they continue to serve Him, they are doing more than they will know in this lifetime.

Discouragement is from Satan, when you feel it coming on, or you feel depression coming on, serve God as He

has called you to do. That will be your way of resisting Satan and he will flee, your discouragement or

depression will disappear.

Revelation 22:14 Blessed are they that do His commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and

may enter in through the gates into the city.

Revelation 22:21 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen!

To walk with God is a privilege and a blessing. It is never dull as He shows you delights in the spirit that

truly feeds you. May God hold all of the ones who held me when I was a fragile spiritual baby in the Lord for I

truly appreciate each and every one of them. Encourage your leaders for God may soon call you also to join the

ranks of his elect. If you serve God he will make use of you to the extent that you will let him. You are the one

who sets the boundary as to how far you will go in serving him. Your lifetime is all the time you are allotted on

earth. Don’t waste a single day in doing what God has called you to do. Some people will only pass through

your lifetime once so be ready if God asks you to do something for that person. Maybe an encouraging word or

a caution that they are straying off the path. Smooth the path when possible and never forget to be thankful for

your fellow travelers. Until I meet you in the spirit I ask God to hold you in a hug from me.

WHAT IF YOUR ADVERSARY IS GOD?
 

What if your adversary is God? If it's God why would He afflict you? If after examination you find it is

God who you fight, how do you stop fighting and just let God reign? Hard questions right? Amen!

1 Kings 11:14 And the LORD stirred up an adversary unto Solomon, the Edomite: he was of the king's

seed in Edom. He raised up an adversary because Solomon went after other gods (idols). An idol is anything

more precious to you than God, even if only momentarily. I can flower it with fancy words, but that's the gist of

it. In this case, he raised up a man. How many men (or women) do you know who are regular thorns in your

side? Lamentations 1:10 The adversary hath spread out his hand upon all her pleasant things: for she hath

seen that the heathen entered into her sanctuary, whom thou didst command that they should not enter into thy

congregation. He spread adversity upon all her pleasant things because she has allowed the heathen to pollute

the temple.

Mark 7:15 There is nothing from without a man, that entering into him can defile him: but the things

which come out of him, those are they that defile the man. Jesus said it was not what entered a man that defiled

him, but what came out. What comes out of you? Are your words defiling your temple or are they giving life.

You can curse your life or bless it, the choice is yours. Your words go before you and you will walk them out.

Lamentations 4:12-15 The kings of the earth, and all the inhabitants of the world, would not have believed that

the adversary and the enemy should have entered into the gates of Jerusalem. {13} For the sins of her prophets,

and the iniquities of her priests, that have shed the blood of the just in the midst of her, {14} They have

wandered as blind men in the streets, they have polluted themselves with blood, so that men could not touch

their garments. {15} They cried unto them, Depart ye; it is unclean; depart, depart, touch not: when they fled

away and wandered, they said among the heathen, They shall no more sojourn there. The punishments were on

the church for the sins of her prophets and the iniquities of her priests that have shed the blood of the just.

We have the idea that we don't have to walk as holy as the priests and prophets of old. I tell you this day

that you are priests unto God now and as such you are accountable. Where they encountered physical death you

are playing with spiritual death. God has not changed, only his contract with us has changed.

Amos 3:10-11 For they know not to do right, saith the LORD, who store up violence and robbery in

their palaces. {11} Therefore thus saith the Lord GOD; An adversary there shall be even round about the land;

and he shall bring down thy strength from thee, and thy palaces shall be spoiled. They know not to do right

who store up violence and robbery in their places. The adversary shall be in the land and bring down strength.

Is your spiritual strength declining? Check up time! Have you spoken against your brothers in the body and

have you accepted praise that belonged to God? If you have accepted praise for something that God brought

about or a talent He gave you, oops, you committed robbery.

Lamentations 2:4 He hath bent his bow like an enemy: he stood with his right hand as an adversary, and

slew all that were pleasant to the eye in the tabernacle of the daughter of Zion: he poured out his fury like fire.

Remember if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and call upon my name, I will heal

their land and I shall dwell in the midst of them. If there is repeated pollution in the temple, He may take away

the tabernacle (His presence) that is in the midst of you.

Isaiah 30:20 And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall

not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers: This describes the

bread of adversity and the waters of afflictions. You eat your troubles and you drink of your sicknesses. These

are your teachers. Many times troubles teach you peace and sickness teaches you patience. Many times a

person does not mend their ways until they are facing death. Let not this have to happen to make you change

your ways or the ways of your loved ones.. Before these come upon you ask God for help to straighten out your

life.

How do you get back right with God. Examine carefully 2 Chronicles 15:2 And he went out to meet

Asa, and said unto him, Hear ye me, Asa, and all Judah and Benjamin; The LORD is with you, while ye be with

him; and if ye seek him, he will be found of you; but if ye forsake him, he will forsake you. God is with you if

you seek Him, but if not, no peace is in your coming in or your going out. Even if you just take time to tell him

you love him he will be with you in all times.

May you seek the Lord always in all things.

MY PEOPLE PERISH WITHOUT A VISION
 

From Abraham to Jacob to Samuel to Nathan to Isaiah to Daniel to Ananias to Saul to Cornelius to Peter

to Paul and, yes right on down to you, God has given visions, also called a word, to his people. The problem

now is that we have a nation or world that is afraid to believe that God will do as he says he will. If the vision

doesn't happen quickly then we have a tendency to not put faith in a word from the Lord or we put it on a back

burner so to speak for someday in the future and it seems that if you regard not the vision, or word, or prophecy

then it is not important to you. Many times I have seen people receive a prophecy and pass it off as wishful

thinking and by not giving God the prominent position that a life devoted to him would require for the vision to

come to pass, they in effect lose their vision. This is no reflection on God but it is on us. Have we come to be

so unstable in God that he can no longer talk to us and be believed by us? I think for the majority of God's

people this is the case.

Our churches seem to be struggling to stay in the anointing and the statement has been said if God so

wills it we will have a move of the spirit. Well God is wanting us to wake up and sound the alarm. The fire of

God is leaving us,, people. Our watchmen are not on the wall. Our prophets are ashamed to speak out what

God has given them. Job 33:14-18 For God speaketh once, yea twice, yet man perceiveth it not. {15} In a

dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falleth upon men, in slumberings upon the bed; {16} Then he

openeth the ears of men, and sealeth their instruction, {17} That he may withdraw man from his purpose, and

hide pride from man. {18} He keepeth back his soul from the pit, and his life from perishing by the sword. God

speaks in the night to His people and men perceive it not. He seals our instruction. The visions are to withdraw

us from what we plan to do into His plans. This keeps our soul from the pit and saves our life. Job says that

there is a messenger - one among a thousand to show man his uprightness. This messenger prophecies

deliverance. Isaiah 22:1-5 The burden of the valley of vision. What aileth thee now, that thou art wholly gone

up to the housetops? {2} Thou that art full of stirs, a tumultuous city, a joyous city: thy slain men are not slain

with the sword, nor dead in battle. {3} All thy rulers are fled together, they are bound by the archers: all that

are found in thee are bound together, which have fled from far. {4} Therefore said I, Look away from me: I will

weep bitterly, labour not to comfort me, because of the spoiling of the daughter of my people. {5} For it is a

day of trouble, and of treading down, and of perplexity by the Lord GOD of hosts in the valley of vision,

breaking down the walls, and of crying to the mountains. Isaiah says a prophet carries a burden when he carries

a vision for the people. A vision breaks down walls.

God has appointed different offices within the church and we all know what they are, preachers,

prophets, teachers, pastors, bishops and helps ministries. So why isn't it working like it’s supposed too?

Because we are not taking God seriously. If God has shown you in a vision or told you in a prophecy what He

has for you and you've told people and they've put this down.

Zechariah 13:4-6 And it shall come to pass in that day, that the prophets shall be ashamed every one of

his vision, when he hath prophesied; neither shall they wear a rough garment to deceive: {5} But he shall say, I

am no prophet, I am an husbandman; for man taught me to keep cattle from my youth. {6} And one shall say

unto him, What are these wounds in thine hands? Then he shall answer, Those with which I was wounded in the

house of my friends. Has your ministry been wounded by well meaning friends? Your hands or the work of

your hands represents your ministry. The gifts of prophecy have been taught out of the church so our watchmen

are not watching. His vision is disregarded and we stumble in the dark. Does what we say make God any less

God. If you've disregarded what He's given you, no wonder you have lost your direction. He's not going to give

you a new vision until you work towards what He's already given you. He may reinforce it but He does not take

it back.

Habakkuk 2:3 For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie:

though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry. So get off your grave clothes and live!

Many people have similar visions For example: Acts 9:10 And there was a certain disciple at Damascus,

named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias. And he said, Behold, I am here, Lord. Acts 9:17

And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house; and putting his hands on him said, Brother Saul, the

Lord, even Jesus, that appeared unto thee in the way as thou camest, hath sent me, that thou mightest receive

thy sight, and be filled with the Holy Ghost. Acts 16:9 And a vision appeared to Paul in the night; There stood

a man of Macedonia, and prayed him, saying, Come over into Macedonia, and help us. But we keep our vision

to our selves. Why? Zechariah 13:6 And one shall say unto him, What are these wounds in thine hands? Then

he shall answer, Those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends. We've been told that people can

pray against your vision. So, can they stop God? Can an ant stop an elephant?

It doesn't depend on anybody but you whether you live in your vision or walk off and leave it. If you're

a watchman on the wall and you're not doing your job how many people have spiritually died because you

neglected your job? Read Job 32-36 to see how Elihu was given a word by God for Job. Many times God gives

you a vision or word and tells you what you need to do to bring this about and we don't hold up our end of it.

From Abraham all the way to now there are requirements for serving God and enjoying His blessings. Are we

blocking His blessings for us? Yes, he creates all the things in this world for our enjoyment. All the beautiful

sights were not made for Him, they were made for us. So, since everything is owned by Him is it not sensible

to serve and be with this great Creator?

Share your vision. He already has people around you with similar visions. Write it down and check it

regularly. See how close you've come and add new visions that expand as you change your will to make way for

God's will in your life. Don't just go through life accepting whatever comes. Let God clear out your pathways

and change you to walk in His plans instead of you trying to fit Him into your plans.

You'll find that what God has in store for you is much bigger and touches more people then you can now

imagine. Share your vision with others, as, others just might be seeing the same thing. Pray and agree with

others and remember to holding out the hand of a sister to another brother or sister so God will bless you in your

ministry, your family, your finances, and your health.

I feel the need to give you the vision that prompted this message. He showed me Christian people

struggling to walk up a steep path and He showed me the babies on their backs similar to the way an Indian

mother carries her baby. Some of these babies were shadowy images and some were crippled. Very few were

healthy babies. The ones that were healthy were walking beside their parent. I ask for understanding in this and

He showed this about visions. Many times I've had dreams about babies in different stages of development and

I didn't understand it , but now I do. You are given a gift as a baby and you may dream of feeding a baby,

feeding your spiritual baby or your baby dying when you gave up and walked away in the spirit.

The vision must be nurtured as a precious baby and God will make it grow and change things around

you to accommodate the vision as you grow to walk in it. It takes on a life of its own and soon begins to carry

you. I urge you to revive your vision and to share with others and encourage them in their walk because

together we are a mighty army and the love of God binds us together and we cannot be defeated if we have a

vision.

I ask God to bind Satan's influence off your ministry and to loose you and set you free in Christ Jesus.

Amen! Amen!

THE GOOD SAMARITAN
 

This last year there has been a shaking in the ministries and there have been a lot of people hurt and

many people have left their churches and people are wondering what's happening.

Well the wheat is being separated from the chaff. This is not the same as the tares. The tares are people

masking as sons of God and their actions are revealing them as what they are because of the pressure that God's

exerting on them. We expected this but we didn't expect all the hurt that has happened within the body of

Christ. By this I mean the people we know are doing the very best they know how to do and still, they've been

hurt this year.

A kernel of wheat is a complete compact unit that is wonderfully made. In its infancy it is very delicate

but as it matures it changes color. It then can be made into bread and replanted for a reproduction process. A

Christ like person can be used over and over again. They can teach as manna to bring life and they reproduce

other Christ like persons but in each case they must give their all. If they hold back from God then they must

need to go through the process of growing all over again until their will becomes God's will and they are

obedient, as good sons must be.

The chaff is excess baggage that we all have. It is tradition, superstition, pride, habits, prejudices, etc.

See, we all have it but shaking it off we just don't do. Our excuses range from, "I've always done it this way,"

to, "I don't know how to change the way I am."

God reveals problems in our lives by either revealing them to us or revealing them to others. Many times the

people that our problems are revealed too have the anointing to either talk to us about our problems or take it to

God in prayer and sometimes they do one or the other and sometimes they turn against us because of our

weakness.

This year has been hard because of these revealings. I've seen a side of people that I didn't know existed

and my instinct is to stay away from them so I won't get hurt and this is wrong of me and it's wrong of you too.

God reveals this to us so it can be corrected not punished.

We are all in this together as a family and we can stand up for each other or we can all fall together. Sit

down and make a list of all the people who have let you down or hurt your feelings or hurt someone you know

or have just been themselves and can't help it. Take it to God in prayer and forgive them. Forgiving others

brings forgiveness to us and if you take these problems with you into the new year you are still holding chaff in

your heart and stopping the blessings that God has in store for you for the coming year.

We are all our brothers keepers, if we see our brother hurting and we don't want to get involved whether

it's physical or spiritual and we walk away, then we are no better than the priest or the Levite. Jesus used this

parable to show us that these were His people called by His name, this means us. This certain man is you and

this certain priest is you and this holy man (Levite) is you. We all play different parts in this life and how much

of what you say and what you do depends on you. You can talk the talk but walking the walk is hard to do all

the time. We each have a vulnerable area of our life and we all need each other.

I can't make it without you and maybe I can help you make it through. If we each put a hand down to

help a brother up, it may very well be that the brother we help in a round about way is ourselves. I can now

look forward to the next year with an expectant heart because I am using this last year as a stepping stone.

Come on, step up. Explore in the spirit where you have before said “I wish God would use me in that way”,

maybe he’s waiting on you to want this enough to shake off the chaff and be a grain of wheat to be planted for

other wheat to sprout from.

I will tell you the vision that preceded this. I saw a huge field of wheat where the wind made waves in

the wheat. From a distance it looked like the ocean in yellow. There was a pathway through the wheat and I

walked down. As I looked down at the wheat closest to the pathway I saw a face in the top of the wheat like a

sunflower surrounding a small face. There were different heights on faces but each turned to follow the sun on

its trip across the sky. A voice spoke and said “Harvest Time for my people”. I felt so blessed by seeing this and

the field was so beautiful.

I ask for the blessings of love and peace that comes with eternal salvation to be in your households and I

apply the blood to the doorposts of your houses in Jesus Name. May a reconciliation between families both

spiritual and physical be resolved and forgiven this day. I apply the Balm of Gilead to all the bruises and

command healing to begin this day in Jesus Name!

MALE OR FEMALE,WE ARE THE BRIDE OF CHRIST
 

This is the start of a New Year and I have wondered about this New Year, as I’m sure you have. I was

looking for a prophecy that would really be outstanding and something that would change people's lives and no

one came forth with one so I thought God was not telling us what he was going to do. Possibly most people

couldn't care less, but I want to know what God is doing and what direction He's going in. Why? Because if I

don't know, I might miss Him in my life. If I lose direction I'm wasting precious time that I could be using in

what God would have me do.

He began talking to me in a way he has not in a long time. Generally he feeds me thoughts or songs or

pictures in my head but he talked to me very solemnly about this New Year and he revealed spiritual

earthquakes that may also manifest in the physical.

He said that there were twelve mysteries in the bible that would be revealed this year. These are

mysteries that have been hidden from man. We have had a veil placed over our minds that was placed there by

God. Isaiah 25:7 And he will destroy in this mountain the face of the covering cast over all people, and the veil

that is spread over all nations. Luke 23:45 And the sun was darkened, and the veil of the temple was rent in the

midst. 2 Corinthians 3:14 But their minds were blinded: for until this day remaineth the same veil untaken away

in the reading of the old testament; which veil is done away in Christ. This year there are brothers and sisters

that are going to go beyond the veil into the Holy of Holies and the knowledge that will be revealed will be life

changing. I, at this time, do not know beyond the first one and I can see so clearly in my own life how this first

one played a part in my life. Many people knew part of what this was, but now we shall know in full.

If you do not have time to finish this now then set it aside until you can sit and be ministered too.

When God revealed this mystery and said to write it down I questioned him. I told him that people

wouldn't like this and they might call and tell us, "Don't send anymore news letters to us", and He asked me,

"Who are you doing this for, me or you?" I replied, "For you." He said that He would be with the ones that He

needed to understand this now and that in time all would come to this understanding.

Every person who comes into Christ and receives Him, He dwells within this person, be he male or

female physically. He is in your spirit and manifested in your ministry. Ephesians 3:16 That he would grant

you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; Ephesians

3:17 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, Ephesians 5:23

For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the

body. When a word is coming from God it is coming from the inner man be it from a man or a woman. The

woman represents our will our carnal selves our identity and the submission of our will to our husband in the

physical is mirrored is the spiritual.

Many men have trouble with the idea of being a bride of Christ and I can understand this but when you

realize what the female represents, it is much easier to submit your will. When the Holy Spirit rises up within

you. You have submitted unto His will and the marriage of the spirit has taken place. The ones invited to the

feast can then eat the resultant word from God.

For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and He is the savior of

the body. Ephesians 5:24-27 Therefore as the church is subject unto Christ, so let the wives be to their own

husbands in every thing. {25} Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave

himself for it; {26} That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, {27} That he

might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should

be holy and without blemish. Ephesians 5:32 This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the

church. Colossians 1:18 And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the

dead; that in all things he might have the preeminence. Colossians 1:27 To whom God would make known what

is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:

Colossians 3:9 Lie not one to another, seeing that ye have put off the old man with his deeds; The old

man spoken of here is your life before you came to Christ. Colossians 3:10 And have put on the new man,

which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him;

Only by obedience can you hear the Holy Spirit and His power is manifested through you when your

will is submissive unto Him. I have been in many services where I heard the old man speak and I have heard

the woman speak it matters not what body it inhabited. I want only to hear, I thirst only to hear the voice of the

bridegroom no matter the earthly vessel it abides in. John 3:29 He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: ,

which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: this my joy therefore is

fulfilled. Revelation 21:2 And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven,

prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. When you see tears on the faces of the biggest, strongest man it is

not a sign of weakness it is when "He that is strong" lives within. When this same man begins to speak out

"Thus saith the Lord" then the inner man is revealed or manifested in the flesh. 1 Corinthians 11:11

Nevertheless neither is the man without the woman, neither the woman without the man, in the Lord. 1

Corinthians 11:12 For as the woman is of the man, even so is the man also by the woman; but all things of God.

Galatians 3:28 There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female:

for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.

Knowing that we each have a male and a female spirit or in the spirit we are neither male nor female

whichever we prefer to say, should we not desire that the man always speak on spiritual matters and the woman

stay silent?

I have felt the presence of the Lord very strongly during the time I have been working on this and I can

see a loosening of bonds on people. I can see a freedom coming to God's people as was never before. I see a

mighty army stirring as if to awake and I can hear God saying, "Arise, arise" and I can see dry bones being

given life and I hear a rustling like as leaves being blown in the wind. I command angels to loosen you and let

you go in Jesus name. I break all bonds off of you and command the grave clothes to fall. "Lazarus come forth.

It is time, it is time, it is time and a half a time. My children, arise."

THE SKIN THAT COVERED ADAM & EVE
 

Welcome to my world and please allow me to help in yours. You cannot fit into my world and I cannot

fit into yours, but we can cross paths and extend helping hands to each other.

In writing this newsletter I'm beginning to see how a freedom for God's people is to come about. I

thought it was a freedom that was both body and soul, and it is, but not exactly for all God's people at the same

time. You see, God has chosen people all the way back to Adam for a special walk and special blessings. Their

walk with God set them apart from the majority of mankind.

You would think that the people living around them would have caught on to where the blessings were

coming from and begin to worship God also so they could partake of this bountiful harvest. Maybe they did.

Would God not honor them? They would have had the appearance of serving God but what was the motive or

the condition of the heart?

There are many, many people in the Bible who have seen through the veil. For example, Abraham saw

a city from a far off. An angel came and wrestled with Jacob. Angels visited Peter in prison. They came to

Paul in a storm. Are they physically any different from you? No!

Why does God come to you? Why does He patiently wait in line for you to try to work everything out

your way and finally come to Him when your way didn't work? Why does serving God work for some people

and not for others? The condition of the heart. Abraham put God above everything he had. He meant more to

him then life itself. But, remember, he didn't start off that way and neither did we.

Ephesians 1:4-5 According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we

should be holy and without blame before him in love: Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by

Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will,

There is a calling on you for a deeper walk that will set you aside from the people around you. You

have felt the urging to draw closer to God and there is dissatisfaction with the lackadaisical way that the people

around you serve Him. Is something wrong with you? No! The Holy Spirit desires to teach you in a special

way.

There is a revealing going on in the spirit world that will turn the religious world upside down. You will

find an understanding in the scriptures that man didn't show you and man will not take credit for. You can truly

say God revealed this to you.

1 Corinthians 2:7-16 But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God

ordained before the world unto our glory: {8} Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they

known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. {9} But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear

heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.

{10} But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things

of God. {11} For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the

things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. {12} Now we have received, not the spirit of the world,

but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. {13} Which

things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth;

comparing spiritual things with spiritual. {14} But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of

God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. {15}

But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. {16} For who hath known the

mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? But we have the mind of Christ.

The common denominator in the people we revere in the bible is that God was their whole life. If God

withdrew His spirit from you, would life be worth living? Think about it. How would you survive in a world

He wasn't in? Is He not the only sure thing in your life? Is He not all you truly have?

I was led to go to a church and as I was rushing around getting ready I knew that God wanted me to go

for a reason, but I didn't have a clue. As I was driving to the service, I saw what resembled a balloon enclosing

the world. I didn't understand, but I could see the world through the balloon, just not clearly. The vision kept

flashing in front of me and I kept asking God what the balloon meant. After about an hour to an hour and a half

He answered, "It is skin. It is the skin I covered Adam with."

Talk about astonishment, I was thunderstruck! I stopped questioning and just listened. He said that

Adam was a perfect man and being the image of God he could see both physical and spiritual, but because of

his sin there was a covering that separated him from God. The closeness that he once enjoyed could never be

again and all the descendants from Adam are born with this veil.

Matthew 5:8 Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.

Only the pure in heart can see God. He judges the heart and it is said that no man can see God and live.

Your carnal man cannot live anymore after seeing God. It is your carnal self (your will) that separates you from

God. You are born with this covering and the closeness you desire cannot be until it is ripped away.

I watched the world turning inside the skin and a tear in the fabric began at the top and came all the way down.

Then He showed me the world again and told me, "Look." I saw the heads of people and the skin or veil was

ripped apart. He showed me the scripture of the veil of the temple that was rent at Jesus' crucifixion and He

said, "You are the temple."

1 Corinthians 6:19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you,

which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?

I was almost home before I realized that He didn't close the veil back up. He didn't repair it. Do you

know what this means?

I can only tell you now that God is coming to you and He is revealing Himself to you. He has chosen

you because you are not fainthearted. He will reveal many things to you and as you grow in Him you will be

blessed with health, wisdom, understanding, and prosperity and you will be teaching others through the talents

He has given you.

Matthew 25:14-21 For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his

own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. {15} And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and

to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. {16} Then he

that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents. {17} And

likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two. {18} But he that had received one went and

digged in the earth, and hid his lord's money. {19} After a long time the lord of those servants cometh, and

reckoneth with them. {20} And so he that had received five talents came and brought other five talents, saying,

Lord, thou deliveredst unto me five talents: behold, I have gained beside them five talents more. {21} His lord

said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make

thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

He has given each of us talents for use in His kingdom and as you use your talents for His glory, He will

add others to you.

Romans 8:28-31 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them

who are the called according to his purpose. {29} For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be

conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. {30} Moreover whom

he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified,

them he also glorified. {31} What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?

This is not a time for going backward. You can see the finish line and you see the obstacles and you

must run the race for you are called for a special time and you will fill a special need.

Jeremiah 1:5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I

sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.

Many of You were called from your mother's womb for this time and it is now. You are a special

person because there is a secret identity inside of you and this secret identity is most precious. Allow God to

lead you and become your life. There is so much more to gain than there is to lose.

A CALL TO PERFECTION
 

I find myself this month wanting to call you to perfection not that I have attained it but that God is

calling a special people to walk in this perfection. He would not ask this of you if you could not achieve this

goal. You see God sees in you a the finished product and He alone knows what it takes to perfect us

individually and as a whole. Think it not strange that He teaches you in the way that you should walk so that

you always walk naked before him. That is to say, without things hidden from Him. You should have no

thoughts that you are afraid to think on. You remember things that you have done or said that cause conviction

to come over you, you need to repent of those things immediately so you can continue your close relationship

with Jesus.

He has called all things behind you as though they never were but still the past won't leave you alone.

Why? Satan calls these things into your mind to try and convince you that you are nothing special and to the

world you are not, so your main battle is in your mind and your worst enemy is yourself. Therefore the battle

must be resolved in your mind. I'm sure you have come up with all kinds of reasons why you just can't walk in

perfection before God. He sent His Son as an example as to how we are to walk so you have beaten your own

self with the rod of condemnation.

God would not call you to do his bidding without clearing all obstacles out of your pathway so why

aren't you moving ahead?

Moses was given a position of authority over Egypt and he felt so unworthy of this job. He was moving

to do this job and an angel came to kill him. This angel was sent by God to take his life before he took another