A young lady was rather sad. Her little animal was going to be put down.
She heard that her animal may just make it, but as her animal is sick
now, it is questionable? Something was telling Jodie, that all will be
well. Her first reaction was full blown tears, and devastation. She had
to shelter her animal due to health problems.
Jodi had called them several times, and never told her cat was going to
be put down. Today she was told that. But also told a couple of other
things, that do not seem to make sense. Unless the shelter staff member
was trying not to tell Jodie the truth. Then had to.
Jodie had been given the cat as a kitten. Never once was her cat at all
naughty. Very energetic, and alert. Unfortunately, Jodie had visited a
masonic hall. In there they did clairvoyance. She sat there looking at
the women. There were not many men. She was skeptical, but went along.
After a few times, Jodie stopped going there.
Later, she went back, when her health had hit her again. In her bad
time, she was looking for answers to reason why she was always getting
illnesses? This time meant a major operation. So she hoped for a so
called medium, to tell her when she would be operated on. None came up
with any truth.
There was a healing done in the service, so Jodie went and sat down for
it. Never in her wildest dreams, did she know that her whole body was
being opened for the darkness to enter into it.
She felt them not really friendly. Just the committee, all six of them
were together. None welcomed at the door, a new person. Others said they
were not friendly.
Jodie heard readings, as they called it. To Jodie, it was not making
sense. Silly talk about animal spirits, and past family spirits. What
Jodie found was, that none of them were actually wanting Jodie to do
anything. They were jealous of her gifts. Jodie went along to the
activities, of a healing night. Never once did she see a healing some to
She sat looking at them, and thought, how is that women doing twisting
movements, in the air? It looked really strange. Another was shaking her
hand on the person on the healing table. Another was looking so serious,
and very long faced. Another was aged, and very abrupt, and quite rude.
A picture of Jesus was on the shelf of the women allowing healing to be
done in her home. She said it was from a man who had the face of Jesus
coming through his hand, and it was photographed. Jodie thought, how can
that be? She held many reservations on it all.
One night Jodie was in pain, and cried. None comforted her. Another was
waving her arms like an angel's wings, telling each one to eat
strawberries, and bananas. Jodie was very much wanting to stay at a
distance from this odd lady.
One women, was in great needs to be the higher, then all others. Ego was
talked about. One evening Jodie said, "I have seen Jesus Christ, he came
to me, and showed me his Holy Spirit, of which at the time, I did not
know how he came."
The room went so silent, it was deafening. Jodie saw their eyes looking
at her, in a very hard way. Daggers were seen in some of the eyes.
Others disregarded Jodie seeing Jesus. Jodie told them that, the real
Jesus would never come through mankind's hand. Let alone be
photographed. She then said, "If a psychiatrist was in this room, he
would medicate everyone with anti-depressants." some just nodded. But
all were wary of Jodie. The feeling in the place was as if it was
another place altogether. A man came, and he was always smiling like a
Cheshire cat. An odd character. He wrote books on aliens. Took parts
from the Bible, as in Moses, and the burning bush. He said he saw that
for himself. He was guided to go somewhere by that.
Jodie had a real feeling, that all these were not right in the head.
Over time Jodie was getting insulted. Going from that time, she had an
experience where she saw demonic possession in an aged lady. Her home
was filthy, and she was very abrupt in all manner of talking. She had
believed in this so much, that her whole mind was well off beam. She had
a gray around her. Darkness as well.
Jodie had no way of getting away from her, until one day she cried, "I
want to go home, I want to go home." the very next two days that past,
Jodie was able to come home.
When Jodie got this kitten, at four months old, she got happy to have
Over time, four of these women came to Jodie's home. Little did Jodie
know that this could well cause her cat to have been caught in this
darkness. One day she met a strange women, who looked like a witch. She
spoke clouds are people. The women was very very weird. Jodie had a
strong feeling, that this women was so far into the dark, that her light
had gone out. This women also saw her cat.
Jodie never knew at the time, that who is coming to Antone's home, is to
be carefully thought about. As anything occult, brings occult.
The cat had become like she was looking at something Jodie never saw. At
one time the cat growled, and nobody was there. Jodie saw nothing at
all, but the cat must have either seen, or felt something to growl.
Later in time, Jodie had her health go again. As time went by, she
denied herself a doctor to see why she was so much in pain. So for four
years, Jodie got painkillers.
As she got more disabled, the cat was behaving very differently. She
became very controlling, and wanted Jodie to let her in, and out, and
in, and out. The cat kept up her desires of misbehaving.
Jodie looked at her cat one day, and thought, I am feeling that she is
going so hard to keep up with. Jodie was less able to do things. The
worse Jodie got, the more the cat played up. She began to wonder if
there was one more thing to go? As she had to rid all occult items, and
books, and music. Stopped going to the masonic hall. Jodie in the end,
had little mobility, and pain so hard, that her cat was giving her more
stress, and the cat bit her several times.
The day came for the cat to go. Jodie was broken hearted. As even though
the cat was changed in nature, she still loved her.
According to the shelter, the cat was ok. But this day came, where the
cat had got sick, and is likely to be put down. She could not believe
her ears. Her panic about it got hold of her. She felt she let the cat
down. But her own health was in no fit state to do much, but fed her.
The cat became distant. Doing all the things Jodie had taught her not to
Jodie thought, prayers, so what are they doing for me now? After time,
Jodie thought, if the Lord wants her to be gone, as in life on earth,
then he has a reason for it. Could it be that another person may adopt
her, and get troubles with her?
Jodie called a Christian and cried to her about it all. After the call,
Jodie began to feel a little calmer. She had to stop and think that it
is possible her cat was to leave. But ot be put down, she prayed that
her cat would come good, and get another home. But at the same time, she
thought, it is the Lords will, who decides. She prayed for the cat to be
free of whatever had come upon her.
Jodie thought that others may just not understand this, but if a human
can be taken by the dark, or given darts of it, then an animal can too.
So was it the final attack on Jodie, as she loved the cat? The darkness
had seen Jodie go to Jesus Christ, in the fullest of ways. So had
the-----Well she thought, she had spoken to a pastor, who knew the
masonic hall, and Jodie never mentioned it. He said they are witches.
Jodie never knew that. The pastor had sent many times prayers for Jodie,
to cut off all cult damages done to Jodie. Jodie never knew that witches
can, and do, place great harm on any person who told them off. Jodie did
do that. So the pastor did say that they would send things, through
occult means, and would want Jodie to be harmed. But it is known by
Christians, that these people have disobeyed God's law.
Jodie had also disobeyed God's law, by being in their company. Jodie
never felt one of them, but company wise, had opened doors that was
harming her. Finally Jodie thought, I have to leave it in the Lords
hands, for he knows what is best for me. I know he has a new path for
me. The path is already foot printed, by Jesus Christ. Jesus knew I knew
him. Not just from my final breaking of chains, but when I was a child.
He had been there for Jodie, even in the time of evil company.
Jodie thought, if anyone knows of the evil and all its threats to
mankind, Jesus does. He may have let me go through it, to take it to
glory, rather than to hell. For had I not experienced this, how could I
She was holding onto Jesus so tightly now. As she remembered a witch
saying, that another witches cat, was a healing cat, because it purrs.
This made Jodie feel they were not all there. All cats purr. Surely if
all creation is from our heavenly Father, then how can cats be like
dogs? How can a foot be a hand? How can people be so deceived, to
believe animals are psychic? How wicked satan is. Where does he think he
will win? How an a dead animal be a spirit, that is stronger, then when
in the body?
Jodie thought hard, and fast. Oh no she thought, this is far more evil
than I ever knew. The strange thing Jodie did feel, was that she may not
survive her coming operation? She felt death was somewhere, but not sure
where. So it seems that her cat was to leave earth.
She held her heart to Jesus Christ, saying to him, "Please release my
little cat from the dark. Free her Lord, for she too is a creation. If
you see fit to take her, then please let her be at peace. Allow what is
in animal creation, to be yours. Please do not allow satan to take her.
For she too is innocent."
Jodie saw that her new life was to be. Satan's force had lost Jodie, so
he may have taken the cat, to harm Jodie. Which it nearly did do. Jodie
was about to loose her faith, and was getting to feel, all she loves is
Nearly lost again, but did not get lost. Yes she will be sad for a good
while, but her soul was cleared. Her biggest pain of the cat was did she
pine for me so much, and got sick, had I done wrong to her? The shelter
said Jodie had done no wrong to the cat. But Jodie could not understand
how she was in top condition, and quarantined , as all animals have to
be for eight days. This means she was not with other animals. How did
she get cat flu?
Jodie talked to the Lord, and said, "I did feel she may be put down, but
I never knew why. I was told by someone, that I should not ring up to
see how she is going. But Jesus, I love her. How can I love, and not
care, even in the hardest of times. Knowing she had to part from me? I
know if she is to be taken Lord, she will not suffer, and not grieve. I
knew Lord, somehow, death was to do with this, and thought it may be me,
were you telling me that it is her that is going? It must be. For she
was so well, and then suddenly sick. Lord if you have to, take her home
please, and care for her. Let her last days be peaceful, free her. I
know she would have missed me. I am really missing her. You may even
still permit her adoption." Jodie sobbed her loss. This was so final.
Jodie was seeing a path in her thought mind. It had a figure on it.
There standing on this path, was Jesus Christ. He was beckoning her, to
follow him. He gave her his arm, and told her to be still, he has it all
in hand. He told her that her other things to clear, were going to be
cleared. Believe, take no turn to the left, or the right. Walk straight
on the path, for healing was there upon the path.
He showed her his comfort, and then placed upon her, his full armour.
She was surprised to know that Jesus also felt her sadness, he has all
knowing of this. He showed her life! That her body part to be operated
on, would be healed. She will live. Then she saw the man she loved so
much, also on the path. This man knows Jesus Christ, and has everything
coming to him, with Jodie.
Jodie was going to be doing many things. The Lord had given her
something, in this loss. For loss is sometimes the only way to gain.
Over in the paddocks the horse was galloping around. Jodie was near a
tree. As she looked up to the sky, a dove was coming down to her. It did
not go right near her, but sat upon the branch, looking at her.
Jodie thought, there must be many people who have lost a pet. If there
is anything she can do in comforting those that can see this hard time,
she is having, then as the Lord has used her already for his messages.
He will use her for comforting others.
Pets were to be for people. They are to be loved, and cared for. Funny
Jodie thought, my cat was never with me during her last month with me.
They only had company at night. But when Jodie's limb was unable to take
her cats weight, or if she jumped on Jodie's limb, it hurt Jodie so bad.
So she got her cat to sleep elsewhere. Only the last night was the cat
to be in Jodie's bed.
Right Jodie thought, it is time to move forwards, and let things be, as
they are to be. A rainbow was over the paddocks. The sky very blue.
Clouds had past. She knew any backsliding was not going to claim her
faith. For no path would be shown her, with Jesus on it, if he had lost
her, by er loosing her faith, as almost did do.
The path was a long path, as she saw it in her thought part, which was
in the front of her head. Very much like Jesus had put on his head, when
praying to his Father. He took it off after praying. Jodie was given the
privilege of this thought vision. It was nothing like a vision as is
seen, but it was seen, just very differently.
Her time during the day, was in much allowance of her tears. For she had
to empty it out, and also have her grief, which is normal.
The dove went away, but came back again. Jodie had realized that she had
not cared for her appetite. It was lost for weeks. She ate some food,
but none very nourishing. Time to get that right. Get some vegetables,
and fruit into her. Start to take interest in positive things. Her
independence being strong, had lost its energy. So she had to make it
strong again. Put her mind onto as much as possible, that would take her
mind off the final harm done.
A lady was taking her daily walk, and stopped to speak to Jodie. She
said, "Can I be of help to you? You look like you could do with some."
Jodie said, "I was praying, and you may not be into that." the lady
said, "I am a Christian, and I certainly do pray. Are you sad about
something? For it looks that way."
Jodie said, "Yes, I am, but I really do not want to go on about it, it
has to be let go of." the lady said, "I understand that, how about you
let me take you to my house, my name is Mary, an yours?"
Jodie said, "It's Jodie, and would like to come, but I am as you can
see, needing to use a wheel chair."
Mary said, "No problem, you must live near these paddocks." Jodie said,
"Yes, just over the river."
Mary said, "Oh, that cottage is yours, I have often looked at it on my
daily walks. How do you wheel to here?" Jodie said, "There is the river
sure, but as you may notice, a bridge is over it. I am just the other
side of that." Mary said, "I have gone near the bridge, but never over
Mary took Jodie to her cottage, and said, "I will come by car, to pick
you up. We can have dinner together, as I am alone as well. I do have to
tell you, the Holy Spirit told me to come this way, at this time. I
never knew why, now I do. It seems to me, that we are to fellowship
together. I have so many Christian things to show you. I feel as if
something I have in that way, is to be given to you. So later, we will
find out, because it will be shown to us. I also felt in this time of
our presence together, that you're going to be going another pathway.
The same one as myself. For you see, I lost my dearest friend, a dog.
Since that came, I have been sad too."
Jodie said, "I lost my cat, and she will pass away soon, but I will not
call the shelter anymore, for I do not want to know what day it is. I
would even have her home again, so that I am with her."
Mary said, "Oh Jodie, that would do you more hurt, so best you leave it
in the Lords hands. Come, we will have some cheerful things to talk
about. I can do with you right now, and you can do with me."
Jodie said, "Jesus Christ has shown me another path. A new one. It is a
long path, which tells me, I am to be here on earth for quite some time.
That he planned the good news for me to do. So yes Mary, doing other
things, thinking other things, will help heal my loss."
Mary said, "If you have had the Holy Spirit working through you, he
intends far greater work for you to do for him. He has prepared you,
right when you thought all was gone. It is the other way round, all is
coming. Right as you thought you were losing, because you kept faith,
yes I know, when my dog went, I lost some faith too. But I was never
lost." Jodie nodded.
Then Mary said, "We have armour, it is to protect us, if you're given
the armour in the sight of Jesus Christ, as the Holy Spirit is telling
me, about you. You have been given a high service to do. You have asked
for the highest gift, as did Paul. So you will see, and discern all
things. No veil will blind that. I am looking forward to knowing what
you will see, because you will be. I see, but in another way. For the
Lord gives, what he knows you're ready for. He has given you, as you
feel taken from. Gosh! I know all are given gifts of a different way.
You must have worked very hard to receive this very this. For it is
written, an empty vessel gives no bounty. You're a full vessel, so it's
exciting for me to make friend with. Scales are removed for you. The
armour is strong around you. The adventures of greatest mercy, you are
getting. Ah, how pleased I am to have met you."
Jodie said, "Likewise, for you too will have things I would want to
learn about. I know one thing right here, in this sad day of hearing my
animal will be put down, that as soon as she left me, other things
happened, that were blocked. All in the correct times. So yes, I know I
am to be a vessel of difference now. It excites me too, for I will see
without and veils, or scales, in front of my eyes. I will not be over
powered of satan's dark world. That is done with now. He despises the
light, so if he tries to tempt me, the light will cause him to flee.
This time for good."
Jodie was on her way now. The time is coming for revealing more. Nothing
dark is coming to alter that. For nothing can take the highest of all.
Our heavenly Father.
Jodie had a very eventful evening with Mary. Mary had told Jodie how she
had to rise above her loss. That she had to make a decision of keeping
him, of letting him go. His name was laddie. Mary had some health
problems too! Her back was ageing, and causing her to have less ability
to keep laddie. She told Jodie, that she walks every day, to keep her
good parts in action. Even though it was very slow walking, Mary did it.
Then Mary let Jodie see her grief, and shed some tears.
Jodie shed tears with her, and they held arms together, in comforting.
Jodie kept thinking that something was not quite right, in what she was
told about her cat. So this morning she called the shelter.
There was no euthanasia written on the cats file, as yet. Jodie told the
other women had told her, it looks like her animal will be put down.
That it gave Jodie panic, and such sadness. Then Jodie said, "How could
she make that decision, if it's not on her file? If it's going to be
that way, it would be there?"
The other member of the shelter said, "Cats do come out of flu, your cat
has it slightly, not full on. She is medicated, and once well again, her
behavior will be assessed. We are not able to say just yet, if it's to
be euthanasia, or adoption. Cats do get better. So I will ask the other
side of the shelter, to call you Tuesday. Just take more notice of your
own health. Awe-----I can hear the breaking up over this, look-----She
may well come out ok."
Jodie thought, how, and why is this going so on the fence? Was the Lord
going to heal her, and get her to a good home, or was it to be her end,
or was it to be that Jodie was going to find, the shelter holding her
until she was rehabilitated, and coming back home? As finance was what
stopped Jodie boarding her animal.
This all seemed so unusual to proceed.
Jodie had prayer, and knew her own way to cope, had to be in a positive
way. Perhaps she better expect the end of her cat's life, so that when
the outcome comes, she is resigned to that. If it goes she is going to
be adopted, then amen! A bonus.
Jodie took her body to the door. Placed herself in the wheel chair, then
went by the river's bridge. It sat very near her front garden.
Butterflies were hovering over the flowers of late spring. The soft
green grass, had the little daisy's in different places. The green
foliage coming across parts of the bridge's sides, had many different
greens in. Tree's were around the river.
Jodie thought, prayers are needed here. She has to live. Trust the Lord,
yes I must trust the Lord.
All very well Jodie thought, I am told that someone was going to be with
me. It did not come as yet. So I had to do what I had to do. I was
getting very exhausted from constant pain.
Then I am told this same person will be with me, after the operation,
which is a great need. For I am not to bend, or reach. I have to stay
straight, and all things at waist level. Hardly a time to be alone.
Jodie thought again, no something is going on about my cat, as much as
was said to me, I feel it's not right. How did I get calm, after getting
to panic stations, at her being put to death? How could this lady tell
me the whole scene, when-----Oh I don't know.
Just then Mary was walking very slowly near the bridge. Mary had not
spotted Jodie. She stopped to touch the hedges, and touch the nature of
things, high enough for her to touch.
Jodie suddenly saw the dove again, it came towards her, and sat on a
branch. This time the dove had light around it. Jodie was quite
surprised at the light. It had a brightness, and energy of pulsing.
Jodie said to the dove, "Hi little dove, I saw you yesterday. You came,
but were sitting about the same distance as today. I know you're the
same dove, because you have a pattern on your white feathers. But you
did not have this light yesterday. The pattern on you is of a wave, in a
sort of blue, and white way. Come to think of it, the wave has another
pattern inside it."
The dove flew nearer to her, and then Jodie could see a brilliant white
heart shape, this was also pulsing. The wave she thought was a wave,
looked on closer sight, like blue sky, and clouds of white. The dove
Mary had gone, so Jodie thought, why the dove came to her? Wheeling
herself back into the front door, the phone rang. "Is that miss Jodie
lang?" said a women's voice. Jodie said, "Yes it is, why have you called
me?" the women said, "Your cat was in our church bulletin, needing a new
home. You know me, I am jenny."
Jodie said, "Oh yes, we met, and I came to your church a couple of
times." jenny said, "I heard you breaking up about your cat, and asked
if it could be put in the bulletin? The pastor agreed to it. Jodie said,
"I did call you telling you about you about her?" jenny said, "Yes, but
you were so distressed, and on morphine, that you may have forgotten you
rang me? I have your mobile number, but as I was not sure of it, I asked
your full name? Well you said she was in a shelter, and you were very
sad about it. That you still could hear her screaming, when she was
taken. Well a lady from the church wants her. Is able to see to her, and
had to part with her cat, some years ago, for the same thing you're
going in hospital for. So you did not let her down. It was a choice so
had to make, that you left it to the very end, and near to danger for
you. So call the shelter, and arrange it. As only you can claim her if
she is not in adoption."
Jodie just said out loud, "Thank you Jesus. Heavens, this is a blessing.
I thought she may be put down, but it did not sit with me. Something
about that statement said to me, was not right. So yes, she can have
her. I have to go to the hospital tomorrow, but if back before five p.m.
I am able to talk to the supervisor, and then get her out. I know now
the prayer I was sending, in sobs of loosing her, were heard." jenny
said, "No money you will pay for her coming out, we will see to that.
You need to know that she will be living, and with a Christian lady.
Really, how often does that sort of thing happen?"
Jodie said, "I have never heard of it, but here it is, just for her, and
me. I can now rest. Actually, had I known this would come, I would not
ever have let her go to the shelter. But choice was not there at the
Jenny said, "As twisted as this seems to have been, the Lord does not
fail you here." Jodie said, "I had trouble keeping my faith. I was far
to broken about it. That I thought she was going to be left to
euthanasia. The last two weeks, have worn me down. I got depressed too.
But now I can concentrate of my own health."
Mary was walking again near the bridge, as Jodie had gone there to say
her thanks for the saving of her beautiful cat. Mary did not notice
Jodie, as she was leaning against the tree, looking up into the sky.
Jodie looked up in the sky. There from high above, came the same dove.
This time the bright light was wider, that it took Mary's attention.
Jodie watched it as it descended to sit near her again. Mary then saw
Jodie. Mary was about to speak out loud to Jodie, when Jodie put her
finger up, to shoos her. But beckoned Mary to come near to her.
There on the branch, the dove sat. Mary took time to get to Jodie, and
sat on her outside seat. Jodie was watching this dove. Mary was just
stunned at the brilliance around it. The heart in the centre pulsing, as
the brightness around the dove. Jodie whispered, "This is a holy bird.
Look at the dove, and just stay quiet, as I have to listen to the holy
spirit." Mary nodded, and remained quiet. Jodie was hearing these words
"My child, thy heart is of love, trials have been sent to thee, I have
allowed that. For my vessel must have bounties. Ye were to purge out
much. For in all these trials, suffering that ye did, I knew about. I
have suffered more than thee. I suffered thy pain, and hard sufferings.
I shed tears with thee. I saw thy broken body, heart, soul, and
fractured spirit. My hand was upon thee from thy earthly birth. For thy
real birth, the birth to me, was to come later in thy earth life. Ye
have come to me. Ye have seen the lies. Thy soul was clearing, and
cleaning. It is I who is in power of love. For that love is from my
Father, who is with me, as is to my Holy Spirit. It is one. Purging is
often not understood, for the language is not earthly, that ye have
spoken, and asked where did it come from? Ye gave your own, by giving so
much, and staying in my light, I had to prepare thee for work that is
only given, when thee have learned from such harsh lessons. Thee asked a
child of mine, who does not believe in me, or my Father, to forgive you,
when you shouted at her. This child was far more in need, to be asking
you to be forgiving her. Rather than the other way round. Her lack of
understanding, for thee suffering greatly, was dark. For she asked thee
to do what thy body is not capable of doing. Hard suffering made you
shout at her. I stood there in the presence of thy heart. For thee went
shortly after to ask her to forgive you. Thy pain is making thee sad.
Her heart is closed to me. Ye have often told her of me, she is not
going to be free, until she too learns. In thy broken body, she wanted
thee to use it for her needs. It is thee who needed, for her lesson was,
to see thee, my child, lame. Instead, she claimed thee even lame, to
mend her large furnishings. My presence was so close to thee, for my joy
came to see thee, and hear thee, say to her, "Forgive me, I am in such
pain, I did not mean to shout." there was a lesson for her greatly. But
I saw her use pride, to take your asking to be forgiven, rather than
understanding, she had trespassed on your sickness. It is time for thee
to be away from such. Fear nothing, as I am walking with thee, holding
thy broken body. My arms are around thee. The Lord's armour is thy
precious protection. Ye have never questioned me. Ye questioned the
enemy. Thy battle was great, for thy purging out the whole darkness. For
thy hard work, and suffering, thee tithed to me, not with money, but
with thy life. Thy every work I have given thee, ye did. Salvation came
to thee, for salvation is the first step. More steps to my full armour
is to learn. Ye see me on a path, it is the path I have prepared for
thee. For thy crippling will be healed. Thy broken body was healed every
time the enemy came to tempt thee. Now my child rejoice, for I am not
words, I am spirit. My words were given to the men of old. Thus it is in
this age too. Look forward to the crippling going. It matters not how it
is healed. Ye are going to find gems of my powerful supernatural love.
Destruction came to thee on every age ye lived. For the enemy knows he
is lost. He looses a child of mine, he weakens in his false power. Thus
he will bring to thee much hurt. Ye now know how to be out of sin. Thy
heart is love, for thy love never failed thy faith. The enemy is angry
at my children, for they will be a stronger army. Take ye the path now,
for this part is for thee to rid the sin within your limbs. Ye have
carried a battle that is only ever won by loving me. Thee have not given
to satan, thee have been fighting satan. The earth world he has taken as
his. He plans many evils to come. People, who are all my children, are
being given a world of silence. For no fellowship is in the multitudes.
Fellowship is in the few. Ye asked why thy work was to be how I asked
thee to do it? How else my child, will my other children listen, in a
world of silence, other than to read it? Ye will be giving the silence
praise. For communication is dead in the earth. My commandments are
broken. My children are running as fast as satan is. For satan knows he
has short time. So he is forcing speed. Blinding many eyes. Closing many
hearts. I have never forsaken thee, I would never forsake my children,
lost and found. I need over comers. Ye have earned the rewards of the
path. It is thy path of spiritual health. To come onto this path, all
must not only come to me, but purge out. For the narrow path is the
stairway. Ye have shown the love for big, and small. Ye suffered the
small to leave thee. Ye remained with love. Therefore I give to thee a
new life while on earth. But ye are not of the earth. As ye see the way,
I will show you things the angels have not yet seen. For it's is written
so. Ye will know the language, speak it, feel it, love it.
Ye are going to find peace like never known on earth. It comes from me.
Ye will never die. Ye are caught up by my Father, who will never let
thee go. When ye walk again, ye will come upon gems of knowledge. These
gems are to be given out, as ye are willing to do so, and have battled
for me. My children are in deep sorrows. All are hurting. Many hide the
hurt. But the hurt is in their hearts. When it becomes fast, today's age
is condemning the earth, that my Father created. Condemning God
directly. The power of satan is death. Speed will bring death. Satan
then believes he has won. His throne is fires of hell. Thy path is not
going to be anything like thee have walked upon. For on this path, thee
are very safe. Ye will speak my words in thy way of understanding them,
for the language is to be learned. My language is not earthly."
Jodie looked at the dove, and felt it was showing her where to be, for
this to be heard. She knew the silence of the Holy Spirit is a pure
silence, that is heard. Mary said, "Oh Jodie, I was quiet because I
heard the Holy Spirit telling me what he is planning for me." Mary got
up, and walked to Jodie, not realizing she had no slow walk, but a
normal walk. Jodie said, "Mary! Mary! You are walking normal." Mary
walked again and then fell on her knee's. She cried, "My savior Jesus
Christ thank you. I have no stiffness left at all."
Jodie asked Mary to come into her cottage. She said to Mary, "I am to go
on a new path. I have been blessed, to do work for the children of God,
through Jesus Christ. Speed is taking up the time, in speed, much is not
seen, because they are going too fast. Silence of the world is through
technology. Which is fast too, stops all from speaking to each other,
they talk to each other by mobiles, or computers. There is no actual
physical company hardly."
Mary said, "How can the world be silent, listen to the youths blowing
out music so loud, the vibrations of cars are shaking."
Jodie said, "Loud music is also silence, for how can they hear another?
There is much coming for me Mary, and I feel you are to be rejoicing
They spent the day together, talking over the dove. As the dove left,
when the Holy Spirit had spoken to Mary. Then the Holy Spirit was
speaking to Jodie. Jodie's path was a different one to be on. She had
things to give to others. So it will be done. Jodie had a spiritual
healing to bring out to all others. So they too will walk on the path of
Mary decided to go to Jodie's cottage this morning. Her walking was so
improved, that her thoughts to laddie, her dog, was now reaching
acceptance. Crossing this time over the bridge. Mary saw a dove. Hm she
thought, is not like the dove yesterday. Seems different.
As she walked nearer to it, the dove remained on the edge of the bridges
side walls. Mary said, "Hi little dove, you're very tame." the dove sat
looking at Mary, with bright eyes. As Mary got closer, a voice behind
her said, "Fear not Mary, for thee have favor with the Lord. Ye will
open an animal shelter, for the Lord see's thee fit for his smaller
Mary turned in some fear, and it left her, as she saw the angel of
light. For she had not ever expected this. She looked at the male form,
but could not see him clearly, as the light around him was so bright.
Light that is not earthly. There upon his shoulder sat the dove. She
blinked, and thought, there is another dove on his other shoulder. Oh
it's the dove Jodie had yesterday, I know that, because I saw it. It has
the same pulsing heart of white, the blue sky, and clouds, on its
breast. The rest of the dove, was pure white.
Mary said, "How can this be? That I do an animal shelter, I have no
money to build one."
The angel said, "What is not possible for man, is possible for God. Thy
heart is of love. There will be another child who will be working with
thee. Look ye yonder, for the birth of this will be. Fear not, as the
Holy Spirit will guide thee. Thy path is opening, wait for the birth of
Mary stood there, like she was cemented to the ground by her feet. The
whole brilliance had removed from the bridge. No doves were seen. Her
body felt as light as a feather, while her feet were grounded so.
Mary pondered on her miracle of being visited from our heavenly Father,
for in his holy place, are his heavenly servants. Mary thought, why me?
I mean animals are my greatest love, but how come me? She looked at
Jodie's cottage, wondering if Jodie was back from the hospital?
She knew Jodie had many specialists to see this morning.
Jodie had to make another appointment, for the time was too close for
the red cross to transport Jodie back home. Money for a taxi, from the
city of Melbourne, was against her financial abilities. The drive there
is an hour, and a half. A taxi would be getting a high fare on the
She had to have scans done, see again an orthopedic specialist. Have
blood tests done. Many other things too. At least this would be the last
time for preliminaries. The operation date, she hoped would be told her
soon after that.
Mary thought I may just go and check. As she looked at the window, she
saw a plain window. Lace curtains, and drapes. Suddenly the window was
unclear to see. The brilliance of the light, was over Jodie's cottage.
She knew that Jodie was home, as the brightness was the holy brightness.
Mary knew this from her holy visitor.
Mary stood near the gate of Jodie's cottage. She was stopped from going
through it. While the angel was with Jodie, Mary was given a holy peace.
What stopped her opening the gate, was the holy music. The music was
from absolutely holy instruments. Never had she heard such beauty.
It sounded like the music was a language, as if each note, was a word.
Each word, was a sentence. Each sentence, was a paragraph. It presented
Mary with messages. She was stilled by it, for the messages were for a
later time to share.
As Mary collected herself, she saw Jodie's window. The brightness had
ascended. Mary thought, ah, so Jodie is the other child?
Jodie had seen Mary through her window, and beckoned her to come forth.
Jodie said, "Mary, Mary, I have had a heavenly blessing, I am to open in
yonder time-----" Mary butted in saying, "An animal shelter?
Jodie sitting in her wheelchair, looked at Mary, saying, "You are the
other child I am to work in service, to our Lord."
Mary got down to Jodie and said, "It is in yonder time, as you are not
yet walking. So it must be after your rehabilitation. That is six months
long in all." Jodie said, "I told the angel, that I am not able to open
a shelter, so how can it be?"
Mary said, "You would have been told it is in God's holiness of a
creation birth. I was told the same, on the bridge, did you see two
dove's?" Jodie said, "The two doves were on each of the angels
shoulders. Mine was there, and another one." Mary said, "That was mine,
it appeared before the angel." Jodie said, "Mine appeared before the
angel, but out on the tree in front of my window."
Mary said, "They better get you operated on soon. You will have the
strict six weeks." Jodie said, "I will be looked upon by the only true
surgeon there is. The orthopedics are surgeons, but Jesus Christ is the
real surgeon. Oh Mary! Jodie bent her head, in a tearful thought, she
carried on to say, "I am so grateful that my baby girl is going to be
taken into a loving home. She past her flu, that she caught in the
shelter, and is now eating, and energetic, and looking brighter. How she
suffered too. Just I-----Feel-----Yes, still very sad about loosing her.
The way I would warm the tips of her ears, hold her paw till we both
were asleep. How she had her own independence. But kept an eye on me. To
think she went odd when I was getting past abilities. Still I did for
her. Oh well, I figure this was part of the Lords plan. He is giving her
to one of his children, so I am not to worry about baby girl being with
the wrong sort of person."
Mary said, "Jodie, healing in your grief is a part of knowledge, you are
learning from it, to use it for others to see, why the Lord will cause a
plan to allow an animal to leave its owner. How he has placed a new
owner." maybe her getting sick, may have made her be quiet, as she was
so distressed, for days. So to level her new life. The work of the Lord
is sometimes very mysterious."
Mary was quiet for a while, and Jodie said, "How on earth are we going
to have an animal shelter? You have just enough to get by with, and I
have my portion, just to get by with."
Mary said, "I was told that the birth of creation is to be waited for."
Jodie said, "Yes, I was told the same. Here we are, older women, getting
a birth without being pregnant!"
Both women laughed, and the giggled for quite some time.
Jodie said, "Seriously, you lost laddie, I lost baby girl. So we are
going to get many animals together. Well-----Depending
on-----Um-----Yes-----Depending on-----Ha! What size the shelter is!"
Mary said, "Oh Jodie, how great it was for us to meet, we got three
Jodie said, "What do you mean, three times? You did not explain that."
Mary said, "You were given words from the Holy Spirit, I was there with
you, as was the dove. Today I have an actual-----Well I took it as an
angel, I saw no wings, just bright light, so bright the angel looked
like in fog, in the centre of the brightness. But it was not fog, the
bright light was so intense, and beyond any imagination of the earths
people. The angel looked male, and had no actual definition of details,
as in how he looked, as we would look to another human. He was not
human. The bridge had a dove come, very tame, and when I went close to
it, that is when the brightness descended all around me as well."
Jodie said, "I had it inside the home, but oddly, the angel, again male
shaped, came through-----Well not through the door, but in the doorway,
as if the door was opened for him, but the door was shut! It just looked
like he was-----Oh really Mary, it's very difficult to actually speak
words about. Heavenly-----It's not ever seen another way, other than by
the heavenly Father allowing it. I mean Mary-----In my-----Oh-----How
can it be, that thou my God should die for me? I feel the pain of Jesus
Christ, within my own broken body. How he had the whole pain, I have had
but a very miniature pain to his."
Mary said, "Hang on Mary, you have only the tolerance of a human body.
Jesus was given the human body, from his Father. God wanted a strong
sign given to mankind. God knew that Jesus would rise again. It is
difficult to understand how Jesus, and God, are one. So God himself came
to the earth, through Jesus Christ. This pain was given, for the saving
of us. When you think about it, what can any man, women, child, gain by
the flesh? Jodie said, "I had a very strong sign given to me, a calmness
came over me, that I have never felt before. It was pulsing, but not
seen just felt. It was at the time I thought a great loss was going to
happen. The next day, my baby girl was taken by a Christian lady, twenty
five hours before, she was lined up for being put down. Slim chance of
her adoption. I had every reason for asking why I was to loose her to
death? How mean it is. This calmness was with me for along time. It was
wide, and surrounding me. Going into my heart and soul. I had no real
idea at the time why? It looked like my little one was going to die.
When she was saved, I paid for her full adoption, and one year
registration. Micro chip. The lady who had helped this told me that I
have some change back. As the lady who took her, was concerned about my
finances state. Which is not that good."
Mary said, "What did you do about the change offered you?"
Jodie said, "I had paid the Lord, not the women. But as he gave my cat
her life, it was money that turned into holy currency. So if I took any
back, I would disregard the blessing. So I have given only a portion in
gratitude. The Lord gave me full, how can I take it? For I would not
have a full container. I can only be filled with a full container, not a
partial one. What would $43.30 give me? If she had died, none of that
would gain her life. Her life became a holy grace. So the lady who has
her, is given a great gift in baby girl. I saw two photo's sent to me,
of the lady, and baby girl. Oh! My heart churned to see her, but I knew
that this lady was meant for her. You see Mary, the widow who gave her
only two coins, gave more than the people with material riches. They
gave what was to spare. So their gift was empty. Mine was full. I told
the women that is there was money to come back, put it in the churches
donation, for it belongs to the Lord. Once given, not to take back. The
Lord will see to me in his way, as it is his will not mine. Then I
stopped a young man who had taken my health to get me to loose my
license, this meant I had to send in eye report. Body reports. Them
three months later, sit a test again! I passed it, and kept my full
license. I asked the man why he did it? As he had blocked my access, fro
six months, so I asked the real estate to do something about it. He did
not like that, as he was told to remove the large work van, that was
blocking two parking lots. He said he did not want to have this
conversation. Walked away. I thought, how hurtful he is, and where did
he have the right to harm me? Later I realized, he was guilty. So he
lives with that guilt. I was going to put the feeling of no talking,
into forgiveness. Where we would be acknowledge each other as neighbors
with respect. He has left this in his own path. For now he will be taken
by it, according to the Lords will. He did the wrong, and I did the
paying for it. But I had the sense to let it be dealt with, by mere
kindness if both parties being at peace over it. After that, I got
angry, as he has not matured, and will reap what he has sowed. I tried
to stop him reaping his forth coming payment."
Mary said, "He will be paying for that, especially in the way you were
going to fully forgive. He is guilty. That is why he could not talk. Do
not worry Jodie, he will get his deserts by another way. Never knowing
how he is not going to succeed. For he will not. Look at it this way
Jodie, you were the one who paid money, stress, and was given more pain
to your condition. I think the Lord told you to talk to him, but he is
unable to, for he has the dark mind. If he had a lightness, he would
have said, that he is apologetic. That to be friendly, is to move on. He
is the one who is stuck."
Jodie said, "Oh it's just been a long hard path for me. What has come to
hit me, has come in all directions. How on earth someone can attack an
older person, who they do not know, and get off with it."
Nary said, "Oh Jodie, he has not got off it, I would bet that he is
getting blocks in all he tried to do. Until he works it out, he will
continue to be blocked. I have a feeling he is going to move away. Like
get out of the neighbor hood. That will free the dark energy he placed
in the area of your home. Look to the Lord, for he will deal with it.
You have done a blessed way, to try to make it better, he has not. He
will be worried, as he will wonder if anything will get him now. It will
Jodie! It will. Up to you Jodie, but a little advise here, talk to him
no more. Do not look at him. Have not contacts at all. For the darkness
is trying to break the armour. You know that the Lord's armour is never
broken, so what do you have to worry about?
Jodie said, "True, just I need someone, who is coming to me shortly. I
get to feel that nothing will work out." Mary said, "That is what the
enemy wants you to think. Jesus is in your heart, so the enemy is not
able to harm you. It is a time of healing, use it wisely. Right now you
are very sensitive, and any misleading energies, are pushing your faith.
You're naturally afraid of the operation, because you feel you will not
make it. Your glasses were fixed, that came a way the Lord wanted it
too, and you did not have to leave your home. Your baby girl is homed,
and going to be loved, so that again is showing you, that the Lord has
something planned for you. You will survive the operation, and then you
will find the person you need, on earth, coming to you. This person
loves you, and has seen the change in you, through pain. He understands
it. So ok, you had a relapse in something, and feel that it's a threat.
No, for the path we have both been given, says the path we are going to
be working on. Every day your pain is worse, and your ability is less,
and getting smaller, but it will not be for much longer. Once you know
the date of the operation, all energies will be given you, from the
Lord. He understands your relapse. He knows you're trying in every way.
Who do you have to please? Not any man. He will reap his own, let it
rest there. You are giving from a lack of your own possessions, the Lord
will be rejoicing at your effort of putting a person, who harmed you for
nothing, into a good way. Again the widow who had nothing gave, so did
you. It has made me think Jodie, that I too can give more. Nothing is
gained in the flesh, but you live in the spirit, that is why you wanted
to get this young man to learn."
Jodie said, "I went to the back of my home, and asked the Lord to deal
with this." Mary said, "He will, as he rejoices over you, he can do
anything to cause this young man to repent. It is out of your hands
Jodie. You did well."
Jodie had given thought to what Mary said, about how the Lord does deal
with protecting his children. She had felt like her needs for resting,
and being given help, was difficult. Later in the day, Mary had walked
to her cottage. Mary said, "Jodie, you would never believe this, there
is a vacant warehouse. It has grounds to it, and is being leased! I went
to the bank to see how I could get a loan. They said they would give one
on the house I own. So if we get it, we can repay it once we get the
animal shelter in action."
Jodie said, "Are you serious? I mean, I am not out of the disability
just yet." Mary said, "That does not mean I am not able to get things
started. I thought by getting a loan, we can build this warehouse into a
shelter. Pens for dogs, and cats. Get the outside ready for walks for
the dogs. Get an office done, and make it ready for when you're
Jodie said, "Well that's a good start. I may be able to get a loan too?"
Mary said, "If you want to, we can expand it later. There would be a
great deal of things to prepare this shelter. We will need to advertise
it when done. We will need volunteers to come to help the shelter. Yes,
I think this is the way to go."
Jodie was quiet for a while, and then said, "I saw in the paper, that
animals are not getting enough shelters. Where is this warehouse?" Mary
said, "It's over in Richmond. We would have to drive there. Would you be
up to it today?"
Jodie said, "I will have to try. It may help me to get out some." Mary
said, "Ok. Get your wheel chair now, and the boot is empty, so it will
fit. Good job my car is not a high one. So, yes, I think it will do you
good. I will walk back now, and come about one o clock. I did arrange a
viewing today, but was not sure if you were up to it. So thought to go
on my own."
Jodie was on her own for a while, her thoughts got at times really down.
So much of quality of life was missing. The Holy Spirit came to her, and
said, "Ye will not be disappointed, for I have planned thee to work for
me, for there are animals in heaven. Thy animal is settling down, fear
not that she is unhappy. Thee will be together in heaven. The time is
not yet, for I have great plans for thee. Ye feel as if all is lost, I
say unto thee, all is gained. For as much ye do not see it yet, the
signs are showing. In yonder time thy heart will be happy. I chose thee
for the way you have given, all ye do to show me thy heart is seen. Go
ye to the site shown thee this day."
Jodie thought, I have the strength given me, yet I am so tired. Mary
came on time. They went along the freeway. Jodie was looking at the
outside world, for she had not seen much for so long.
The Holy Spirit said, "As ye grow into maturity, my spirit will manifest
thy needs. Ye will see the fruits of thy labor, and be given my
blessing. Ye ask not for much, ye give much. This returns thee great
gains, far beyond thy imagination. Thy heart is still sore from loosing.
But the loss was to gain all things I have in store for thee. Look ye
not to men for my grace, my grace lives within thee. There it is alive
with thee. Nothing will take thee from me. Ye tried to do a forgiving to
one that harmed thee, fear not for thy burden is mine, I will see to it.
For sin is upon the sinner. Not upon thee. Yea, the fruit will not come
by sinners. It comes by blessings thee have given to me. Go ye forth and
bring in the harvest."
Jodie thought, I must have done right by asking why a man did harm me,
and for why? I can see now that he has the guilt of his own heart. That
is why he could not stand before me. For the Lords face was showing in
me. He was not able to take that, for truth is truth. He lies with lies,
so it rebounds back upon him. I had to get him to understand his own
folly, but I get rejected. The Lord was not rejected, so his grace was
shown in my endeavor to make peace. The man did not wait to see why I
asked him for reasons of harming me? How could I have forgotten for a
short while, that the Lord was looking at him through me?
As they got to the warehouse, Jodie thought how big it was. Mary said,
"We can do good things here, I feel it." Jodie said, "So do I, I must
now work against any hill that I got. I am in the hands of my own
They went around it, with Mary pushing Jodie. There were many useful
things left in the warehouse. Mary said, "The bank will give me the
loan. So in the time you're waiting to be done, and the rehab, all this
will be built. So you will come to it all done."
Jodie said, "Imagine the cats we will get?" Mary said, "Yes, time is
young for you just now. For me the dogs coming. I will be with the dogs,
and you will be with the cats."
They took the drive back along the road that showed the sea. Through St.
Kilda, this was so harmonizing.
In the village many were out doing their daily chores. Mr. And Mrs.
Vernon were talking to Mary. Mary was telling them about the preparation
of the shelter in Richmond. Along came dimples, he was a Chubby young
teenager. He said, "Hi, how are you all today?" Mr. Vernon said, "We are
doing great. Mary here is telling us about t animal shelter that she is
going to make. Yes, get it made from a warehouse in Richmond." Chubby
said, "Wow! If you do this, I would like being a volunteer, I love
animals. You know I often feel they can teach us humans a few things."
Mary said, "I will keep you in mind. We will be getting it ready, and my
co-worker, is needing a few weeks before we can actually start taking
animals in. Have you any animals Chubby? Chubby laughed saying, "I have
blue tongued lizard. A cat, a rabbit, a tortoise, fish in the pond. My
dearest big cat matey."
Mary said, "Seems like you have a varied interest in animals. The fish,
tortoise, and lizard, we will not be having. We will be taking in dogs,
Mrs. Vernon said, "Oh look, there is Nicole coming over here." Nicole
came smiling at Chubby, she quite liked him. She said, "A meeting here?"
Mary said, "Oh we were passing by, and talking about the animal shelter
Jodie, and I, are gong to begin in Richmond."
Nicole said, "Richmond? My, that's a posh place at the city. You will
get all sorts of dogs, and cats from there. I do not have a job, it's so
hard to find employment, so if you need me, I will be able to come to
help out, as a volunteer."
Chubby smiled at her and said, "Yep I have offered to." Nicole smiled
back at him, and he gave her a wink. Chubby thought, mm, I like this
young lady, been watching her when I can. Seen her in the library, and
in the shops. I think she lives near the river side. Mary said, "Well
here is my phone number, and give me a call in two months time. If you
know of any others that are respectable to animals, tell them about it."
They all went their own way, and Mary felt the presence of the birthing.
It would have to be in completion after Jodie's rehabilitation.
Meanwhile the oven was on with Mary's roast. She was just going to take
it out, when a knock came on the door. Mary saw a man there, who she did
not know. He said, "I have heard through Chubby, that you're going to
open a shelter for animals. I am Mr. Davis, or Keith if you're
comfortable with that."
Mary stood at her door, as he took out a card of proof of his reason for
coming to see her. He was a vet. He said, "Mr. And Mrs. Vernon told me
about your plans. So I was wondering if you would want a shelter vet? I
have a clinic in the city. But I was going to resign from it. Due to I
want another path in life.
Mary looked at him, and the said, "Come in, I have just made a roast for
my dinner, but if you would like to share it, you're welcome." Keith
said, "Oddly, by now I have eaten, but leaving the clinic, after closing
hours, I wanted to meet you. The Vernon's rang me. They thought you
would need a vet in the shelter. Actually, I am Mrs. Vernon's brother."
Mary said, "Oh, well that's more comfortable, sure, come and join me. Do
you like roasted lamb chops, with roasted wedges, and minted vegetables?
I make a gravy from the juices, and for desert, I have strawberry
Keith said, "Sounds like you made a meal for two?" Mary said, "Well I
was going to take Jodie some tomorrow, as she is very lame, and has
trouble to get things. Is not able to shop, and is in need."
Keith said, "I am not able to take her meal." Mary said, "I do make
plenty, so she will not miss out. Keith said, "How about I take hers to
her now, and come back?"
Mary rang Jodie, and said, "Jodie, I have a vet here, I can talk to you
about it tomorrow, but have you had dinner?" Jodie said, "No, I am
tired, but not willing to prepare an easy meal this evening." Mary said,
"The vet's name is Keith, and he is going to drive across to your
cottage, in about ten minutes. I have my roast, you know the lamb chops
one? So I will put some on a plate, and it will stay hot, as I am going
to put the heated beads under it, while Keith brings it to you. You must
eat Jodie, I know you're in great pain, but it's not good to slack on
Jodie said, "Thank you Mary. You must tell me about this Keith vet
tomorrow, sounds interesting."
Keith went over the two roads, across to river road, and found Jodie's
cottage. Jodie was sitting near the door, and Keith said, "Pleased to
have met you. I will come in?" Jodie said, "Yes do, so you're a vet?"
Keith said, "Yes, and I am having to hurry back, as Mary has dinner for
Jodie thought, he seems keen. Jodie did not know that Keith was rather
pleased to meet her. Although she was in a wheel chair, he knew, being a
vet, that things do get healed. As he drove back to Mary's, he thought,
this lady is a different kind of lady. She is independent, while in a
lame way. Something about her is deeply spiritual. I like that. Although
I am not a church goer, I do have a spiritual sense of direction. For
every mans home, is a personal thing. Such as the spiritual, is
personal. When he got back to Mary's driveway, he thought, yes, being
with God, is a personal thing. He stood by his car, and lit up a
cigarette, still thinking about Jodie. He sensed Jodie had gifts. He
thought about a time he did go to a church, and was treated with words,
not action. At the time he needed some help, as in physical help. But he
got words. So help was not given. He thought about the couple times he
went, and how each sermon was about money. To Keith it was given through
a mental, and emotional gibberish. Enough to make people think that
money had to be given.
Mary came outside, and saw him smoking, she said, "Ah Keith, I have
dinner warmed in the oven for when you're ready to come in. You look
deep in thought."
Keith said, "Yes, tell me, if a person is on a low pension, and has high
rent, are they supposed to give ten percent of their left money? After
all, there is utilities to have, and medical things, clothes, and food.
These are on low money."
Mary said, "I kind of agree with you. If you think about a person on low
money, they give the ten percent, they loose out on food things, and
other things. Then again, the Lord supplies, as what is given, does
Keith said, "I have had women with animals that love them dearly. But
vet's bills are too high for them. So when I find they have given to a
church, and gone without themselves, it leaves me cold. Many an animal
have I saved, and charged nothing. Depending of the situation."
Mary said, "So you are tithing another way. We better go and eat now."
Sitting at the dining table, Keith said, "Tithing, mm-----I think people
can tithe by charity of heart. If all gave, as you did tonight, with two
meals for others, you have tithed in charity. I see the needs for a
church funds, as long as they are used for the people. Sorry Mary, but I
have little faith in all the different churches. One church is what it
is about, not all the many ones, that actually fight against each
Mary said, "What did you feel about Jodie?" Keith smiled, and Mary
noticed a look of keenness. She thought, if he likes Jodie, that would
be great for her. Keith said, "She is so in pain, I saw it in her face,
and her body is tired from the pain. Tel me, did anyone help her before
you met her?"
Mary was cautious now, as she knew help started, but condition was
placed. Poor Jodie was expected to be up to things, where it was
obvious, she was not. She said, "Keith, Jodie is a lovely lady, she is
comfortable to be with, and very wise in her thoughts. I have seen
photos of her, before she was taken by her hips both going on her. She
had family, but they have, as today's way of life is, just not stood by
her. Or even seen that she is alright. They do not want to know."
Keith said, "Oh, that's real trauma on top of her health, I wonder where
people's minds are?"
Mary said, "She has had people say to her, when once she cried with
pain, and no mobility hardly, ==you know where I live== now Keith, where
on earth is that kind of help? I mean, she goes to them, and they can
walk. She is incapacitated, and send an e-mail saying they hope she is
feeling better. Or send jokes. It's too much for them to actually help
Keith said, "God, that's enough to strain her faith. You really mean she
is given things, but not given physical help?" Mary said, "Yep, that's
right. But things are not given, because she is given an ultimatum, that
she goes along with their way. I just think people can be helpful, but
also more unhelpful when not considering her feelings. '
Keith said, "I have had a time with a church, and I found it was about
money. To me the love of the Lord is about wisdom, and freedom. I was
not impressed when I heard a whole sermon about money. It missed the
real reason people were there. Well to another subject, after I say
this, I would like to get to know Jodie, so that is out in the open."
Mary laughed, and said, "I am sure that if it's meant to be, it will
Keith said, "I am ending the clinic this weekend. I want to rent a place
in this town. I have a pad, but it's easy for me to pack up, and leave.
I do have a good financial account, but listening to Mrs. Vernon, her
name is Charlotte, and as I said, my sister. I was really interested in
the warehouse, turning into a shelter for animals. So this is going to
be run by volunteers?" Mary said, "Yes, we will be wanting donations to
keep up the shelter, so as the animals come in, we want them all to be
adopted. Not just put down. So there will be a cost for them to be
Keith said, "Mary, this meal was great, you're a good cook. I am very
glad to have met you this evening. Now to the shelter, how would you
feel if I financed the veterinary section? You see it has to be done
properly, and as I am a vet, I can donate that section. There would be
charges for some veterinary things. So if we sit together, when Jodie is
back on her feet, we can arrange the adoptions with the vets bills in,
so that there is one cost. Naturally, there is extras like micro chips,
Mary said, "This really has taken off quickly. It's all like it's
folding together by the right people. Look Keith, I have a small flat at
the back of my house. It's got furniture in it. It's doing nothing,
would need airing out. So if you want to, you can have that. Jodie would
be close enough for you to see her, as I feel you're more than
interested in her."
Keith said, "Yes, I am very interested in her. She has different eyes,
have you noticed that?" Mary said, "I did, but never took to much
notice, but her eyes are blue on the outside, brown , and then the dark
part of the eye. Come to think of it, yes very different."
Keith said, "As to the flat, yes I would like it, but will pay rent."
Mary said, "No rent, just pay the utilities and have it as your home
until you decide on another."
Mary thought, like with Jodie perhaps? Keith said, "Does it have a
fridge, and washing machine?"
Mary said, "Yes, but they are not upgraded ones, they do work. You see,
with you financing the shelter for the veterinary section, I think we
have a plan. So rent is not needed. That is my tithing to this."
Keith left, and Mary thought, he is going to come this Saturday. I think
I will get Jodie here, and we all have a celebration for the coming
blessing of animals.
Jodie was waiting for Mary to come and get her. Saturday was here, and
Keith was moving into the flat in the morning. Keith had a boxes of his
things in the large four wheel drive he had. Mary had a double garage,
so that was going well. Keith said, "Did you have a husband once Mary?"
Mary said, "Yes, we parted, as he wanted to move to another country. I
was not very happy with him for years. So we made a joint agreement,
that we both get a good deal. We never divorced."
Keith said, "He may want to come back some day. What country did he move
too?" Mary said Canada. He had a job that took him over seas, but this
deal he got, was going to raise his earnings a great deal. So he opted
for it. I have to be honest, we never really got on."
Keith said, "Oh Mary, you're not the only one. I had a wife, who was
lovely. Our interests were so opposite to each other. She had a problem
with being a workaholic. Plus another problem. She was drinking alcohol
when home, and so got drunk. So as I do not drink it, we never really
had time together. I loved animals, she did not. I loved art, music, and
play the piano. She would complain, as she wanted her own way most of
the time-----Huh-----All of the time. We did divorce. She got the house,
and I went into rentals because I wanted to earn for retirement, then be
free to move around for a while, and then buy a house."
Mary said, "Any children?" Keith said,
"No, at least there is no ties
like that. How about you?"
Mary said, "I do not want to talk about that." Mary closed up.
The afternoon was busy for Keith, as he was arranging the flat to his
liking. He saw the t.v. And smiled, as it was not an HD one. He had one
that was HD. He looked in the bathroom. He thought, it's very small, but
if I cover the bath, use the shower, I can sit on the bath like a bench.
I can put things onto it. I wonder if Mary has any wood somewhere, that
would fit the top of the bath?
The rest he would sort out.
Keith went to the small fenced off yard type garden, at the back of the
flat. Yes this would suit him well. Then Mary came to see if he was
getting straight? She said, "Keith, is everything fitting well?" Keith
said, "It is, and I wondered if you had a bath sized spare wood?" Mary
said, "I only have a small single wardrobe in the shed, that is not
going to be used. I was thinking of donating it."
Keith said, "Said, "I could use it, the door may fit, and then I can cut
off what's over." Mary said, "Go for it, but my tools are not that
great." Keith said, "I will sharpen a saw if you have one?"
Mary said, "Ok, I know that john left a couple of tools, and an old saw.
So why cover the bath?"
Keith said, "My veterinary equipment can go inside the bath, and the
wardrobe door will cover the bath, as I like to sit down, and dress
after the shower. I may buy a new shower head for it, the old one is a
little old. Having clothes in the other cupboards, and my linen, plus
the pantry will be having food, I was stuck for space. The bath was the
solution." Mary said, "Ok I understand that. Will the veterinary things
stay dry in there?"
Keith said, "Yes, they are enclosed."
Jodie was getting herself slowly dressed. She was thinking about Keith.
Then thought, I wonder why I am thinking about him so much? There was
something in his eyes. Yes he was looking at me with very soft eyes. Oh,
I don't know, perhaps it's my condition. He may just have felt sorry for
me. I just do not like pity, understanding is more important, because
that would be of more help.
With understanding, it lets a person who is wise, know that one small
hand of help, gives a larger amount of help. Jodie left that thought,
and went on thinking about this wretched time. How in it all, she saw
people never helping. Most caused her more grief. Some said she should
be walking every day! Or tell her to visit them!
Over it all, Jodie understood what Jesus meant, when he said not to take
notice of others. Listen to no man. Listen only to him.
The time came for Jodie to go to Mary's house. To her surprise, Keith
came earlier than expected.
He said, "Hey Jodie, how are you today?" Jodie said, "All the better for
getting out a while Keith." as they went along to Mary's house, Keith
said, "Jodie I felt something about you, something different." Jodie
said, "Yes, probably spiritual?" Keith said, "Yes, somehow you seem to
be somewhere else then-----Oh-----Sounds dumb, but as if you're here in
this world, but not of the world?" Jodie smiled, then she said, "True,
how much do you know of the universe?"
Keith said, "Lets go in, I will get your wheel chair, and we can
Mary hugged Jodie, and said, "I have your favorite meal Jodie. Fish and
chips." Jodie laughed, and said, "Uh-----Seems you ordered it in." Mary
said, "Yes, because we here, have been busy all day, and thought as you
love that meal, that is what we will have. But I did make a strawberry
tart, and double cream."
They sat eating the meal, and Keith wanted to get back to Jodie's
thoughts of the universe.
He said, "Ok Jodie, so about the universe, what do you mean about it?"
Jodie said, "So many people do not know that a holocaust is coming. You
see, the sun is going to melt the earth. Wait I will explain it better.
There are black holes that are not seen. Stars and other planets are
obviously in the universe. Over the ages of time, men have wanted to
conquer the planets. They are interfering with God's law. The creation
of our heavenly Father is fathomless. We are so small next to his
throne. If you look at the way men have wanted to gain power over the
planets, none have really gained the stand. We are on earth, so where do
you think God wants us?" Keith said, "Ok, yes, that makes sense, go on."
Jodie said, "The black holes do take the stars that die, certain
universal, lets say planets, for the brief way. There is so much there
beyond our way of contacting it all. The sun is getting hotter. Our
seasons are changing. The second coming is about the change to come. The
world will end. But in a universal way."
Mary said, "Jodie, you have never talked this with me, how interesting."
Jodie said, "The sun will melt the earth, it is our star. It will cause
the heat to burn all things beyond any life. Then it will melt the
earths crust. After that the world will be a molting energy of lava, if
I say hell, it's very close. Then the sun will cool down. The earth will
go away, and have no life on it.
When our heavenly Father places his creation how he meant it to be, the
earth will return. That is when all sin is gone."
Keith said, "Scary, I hope I am not around for that." Jodie said,
"Christians will not suffer that time. But the heathens will do. You
see, Jesus Christ is far more than how people think. They think it's a
historic story. When in fact. He wanted all to be saved. He knew the
scorching heat to be. Mankind has used technology for life today. We are
run by robots. Robots are from satan. So is technology. The purpose of
technology, is to separate people. So that even in families, they are
strangers in one house. All people are going to communicate through
machines. They are doing so now. Children are brought into this, and get
lost to normal life. Play is a machine. So the brains are getting
utilized for the works of lies. If technology was stopped, what would
Mary said,' the world would stop. No money, no shopping, nothing, we all
have cards, and all transactions are done by-----Oh Jodie, this is very
frightening. I know so many are in casino's, all thinking they will hit
the rich switch. Cars are technical, gosh, it would stop the world for
sure. Our energy, as in electric, gas, and other utilities, would stop."
Jodie said, "Right, if the technical situation was not put right, we
would be without. To think that Jesus Christ is coming on a cloud, as
many do, is not quite right. He will come for his children, that is
certain. The sky will fold back, as he descends. All will see him.
Christians will rejoice. Heathens will flee. They will try to hide, and
find no place to shelter them. They will starve, and war will break out.
Man will kill man to eat. The time for the bidding is now, for our
heavenly Father wants all his children. He did not create us for sin. He
created us for love, and beauty, in his holy world. So there it is, our
universe will become another universe. The throne is the supreme judge.
No man can see God, or has done. But-----In a way man has seen
God-----God gave of himself, his only begotten son, Jesus Christ. Let me
tell you something, I have spoken in tongues, and I did not know where
it came from. It increased, not just verbal words, but in my silent
self. It always ends with the old Jewish way of saying Jesus. It's never
in English terms, it's Jewish. When I got an energy of peace, just as I
thought my little animal child would die, as it looked that way. I had a
pulsing peace, it had surrounded me. At the time I thought it was odd,
as how can I have peace sent to me, when my cat was going to die? The
next day, my cat was saved, and given a Christian home. I also
get-----Um, hard to describe but it's like my body is given an energy,
and it feels like goose bumps, and goes all over my body. I am not this
body, I am me, the invisible me is only known by me, and Jesus Christ.
So often I have said, nobody knows who I am. Some have said they did, as
I was the Lords. True, but there is more to it. Jesus give his children
who are able to learn. Now this is how it is done."
Keith said, "Wait-----You mean there is another way?" Jodie said, "Yes,
it is through pain." Mary said, "Oh you have said this before, but I
have failed to understand it."
Jodie said, "From my head to my ankles, I have been harmed. I have had
pain since birth. I had a battle to challenge the enemy. To do that is a
big task. It's sin that is never seen. Satan knows the ones he wants
stopped. That is why I have been very acutely hurt. He did not win. He
nearly did, but I saw Jesus, and he said nothing, just opened his arms
to me. Pain is the way to the truth. To break the chains, does not mean
just being saved, it means war. But a war that ends in treasures."
Keith said, "Who would want pain? I would go the other way, than be in
pain, look at you, pain in face, body-----I am thinking
that-----Wait-----Um-----We do not really get away from pain, because in
pain we look to find a way out."
Jodie said, "I could rest my case there. Do you know that Jesus gives us
his gifts according to our faith, and endurance of pain. For in pain, we
grow. As we grow from the saved child, he wants us to mature. We are not
able to fight the war without knowing what to do. We will never know
what to do, without Jesus Christ. He is our teacher. So he had pain
Mary said, "Yes, and he sinned not, so Jesus is God. So God gave a great
part of his own-----Wow! This is bigger, than the small way I was
taught." Jodie said, "We are taught from mankind. That is good in some
ways. It gives any little child the knowledge of Jesus. But Jesus said
that we never listen to man, we listen to him."
Keith said, "I do not know how to listen to him really, I would like
to." Jodie said, he is in you Keith, but he is not able to enter your
heart, until you give in full, your life. For this life is not the life
he has planned for you Keith. He gives that to you when you do his work.
If he gives you a gift, and you do not use it, it will end up going
away, and you're more lost than ever. Satan wants people to think he has
power. So he gives people the lies of reincarnation. Tells people, their
dead relatives are alive. They can talk to them. He gives enough to con
them, and then they go into occult. The occult is the worst war of all.
Sad to say it, but people who go there, if they remain there, they
become parts of satan himself. As his demons work, so mankind follows
them. Then you have satan in people. That is why to follow Jesus is to
take up your own cross, and follow. Pain is what Jesus had through the
sin of satan, and that is why some are given great pain. No it's not
easy to take pain, but it does go away when the work Jesus has given
each child, is maturing. It will reach a summit, when the pain is
absolutely tearing the body apart. Hearts are torn apart every day. So
when the pain has reached the path the Jesus wants us all on, then on
reaching-----Well a bit like climbing a mountain, the peak is in sight,
but the hardest climb is the last part. Get through that, with Jesus as
your one, and only, before another, and on reaching the summit, pain
goes away. You have proved your faith."
Keith said, "Yes, I knew something was different about you, you have
opened up a great deal for me Jodie. Tell me, do all go through pain as
you have?" Jodie said, "How can I answer that? I know that he chooses
his ones, for the hardest climb. Meaning he chooses all mankind. It is
mankind who will not climb, through fear. Fear is a wrestle with the
enemy, so it's sin."
Mary said, "Jodie, I really never thought about life that way, so that
is why you're not known to who you are. You have taken being so lonely,
and had the mental anguishes too, like pain making you depressed, and
depression magnifies the pain. It's certainly satan's weapon."
Jodie said, "All pain is sin. We are all sinners, so pain continues. To
fight the enemy, means to gain higher pain, for the fight is a two edged
sword. Between the swords, we are, all mankind is, in the middle of it.
One sword is to keep the enemy away from God's children, the other is
satan's sword. His sword is blazing heat. Put it this way, God is the
sovereign and holy. Where it's holy, beauty is, so any unholy sin is not
to enter his kingdom. Satan has ruled the world, the prince of the air,
the liar, the cheat, the intelligence of all sin is pacing the world. He
is not able to be in two places at once, so comes the demons for his
work. That is his army, with the people who follow him. So the enemies
army is built on lies. God is omnipresent, and has the full truth in
every way. He loves us, is wrath is due to losing his children, for
again-----Unholy is not welcomed in his kingdom, his throne is not seen
by heathens. His throne is revealed to Christians, on the day he is at
the age of claiming his creation. The Holy Spirit is our comforter. That
is a grace beyond words. Once with the Holy Spirit, then the Holy Spirit
never leaves his children. A good parent will teach their children
truth. The Holy Spirit is between the two swords, sending to us his
words of truth. So yes, the universe is a great part of creation.
Greater than our world is. So how can any universal energies be at
peace, with the world that is riddled with sin, it causes no harmony.
Mankind is poisoning gods world, through following satan. Like anything,
is a part is missing, as in the world being in sin, it is not whole. The
disturbance of the planet earth, is causing the holocaust to come about.
For it is not at rest. So like us, if we have no harmony, nothing will
work. Balance is to be, not half balance.
Keith said, "Jodie, I am very much liking you, I know you're sick at the
moment, but would you allow me to get to know you? For I think this was
meant to be." Jodie said, "Keith, I like you too, but thought my
crippling would be enough to never give me a man who understands me. I
am known, when I meet my one, who is one with me."
Mary laughed, and said, "Looks like we have a relationship budding here.
I am all for it. As I have a feeling my husband is appearing again some
day. I am ready for another go with him. I just feel it's coming."
Jodie said, "Just in the last two days, I have been given gifts, a
tumble dryer, to aid my washing to be dry, from a Christian family. I
then was pushed back to my home in the wheel chair, by a stranger. Never
has that come, until now. So my operation is me reaching the summit. I
will come down from the climb, to live in this world, for whatever years
I have left, to have peace-----Harmony-----No pain-----I have built the
weapons of love, love heals all things. The operation is the defeat of
satan. It is a battle worth fighting him. The full glory is to our
heavenly Father. So that all my pain, is a treasure in the end of the
broken body I have had. I will have a fat soul, and healed body."
They sat there in wonder of this evenings talking. Being that Jodie was
to be the talker. Mary, and Keith the students to be. A gift was given
this evening to them. The next glory is given, for the Lord wanted us to
fight the enemy. Defeat his powerless wiles of destruction. My cat was
to leave me, for responsible action was to be, so that Jesus has me
without blocks. She will be living a full life, with her new owner. I
have to accept that, for the Lord knew it was a sacrifice, so she became
They ended the evening, with Keith wanting to see josie the next day,
and take her to a park of beauty. Jodie's life ahead, was going to win
all things. She will never want. She will be provided for. Jodie had
accepted her cat leaving her. Healing had come on that. She will never
forget her cat. But is able to take it now, as the Lords plan. For in
rehab, no way could she have done or her cat, an no way can the cat, be
Keith had an enjoyable time with Jodie. Although she was not able to
walk, she had another strength, very noticed. The park gave them both,
Mary had the final agreement signed, and the shelter was about to take
shape. Jodie still had to wait for her time to be free of pain. Keith
offered Jodie his time for a coming preliminary of the operation.
Now this was a day that Keith would be very taken with. He saw Jodie be
taken in for tests. Everything just worked out, and she got done with
the preliminaries for operation.
When she came out, she said, "I felt as if I was carried by the holy
spirit. The things that have happened recently, were miracles."
They went back, and Keith heard his mobile. He pulled over to the side
and stopped the vehicle.
Jodie heard Keith say," what happened? Oh ok I will be there, but take
me an hour to get here."
Jodie said, "Where have you got to go?" Keith said, "Mary has the
organizing going on, and as the shelter is not open, already someone has
brought in four kittens. They were found in a bag."
Jodie shuddered, and said, "How can they do that, animals are
defenseless to humans."
Keith said, "Are you up to going to the city?" Jodie nodded yes. Keith
went to get his bag for checking these kittens, taking along any
medications that may be needed. They went along the freeway. Keith was
looking over the intersection, saying," Jodie, is that women alright? I
mean she looks like you do in disability."
Jodie said, "Keith stop the vehicle in the side lane, just past the
lights here. She is struggling, and going that way." then Keith said, "I
will call Mary, tell her we will be a bit later."
When Keith called Mary, she said, "Oh Keith, I was about to call you,
the people who had the four kittens, came to claim them. Apparently
someone took them out of their home, it had been robbed. They did not
know where the kittens were. So I said someone found them, and saw the
board outside saying, animal shelter opening soon. I told the owners we
were not open as yet. But finding them in this state, I had to take
them. So you do not have to come. Talk to you later, bye."
Keith began his vehicle, and the poor lady was hardly over the side
lane. Jodie said, "I think you better find out what's wrong, she looks
distressed." Keith got out, and the lady just sank with exhaustion. He
went to her wheel chair, and she began to cry. Keith said, "Where do you
live I will take you there." the women said, "Since when did anyone
care? I try to get out of the block of units, when I can. I have been
Keith said, "Harassed that's dumb, how? The lady said, "I am alone, and
I live in a block of units. I try to get out, because there has been, in
the last five years, youths in two units. One lot for three years. They
kept blocking my access to drive my car in, or out. They moved out. Then
a woman lived in another unit. I helped this woman, but felt her odd,
when she said she sleeps with a dead man's ashes. Grief I know does
things to people. Later her son moved in."
Keith said, "Sounds like you have been harassed. They would have no
right to go into you backing space at all. But to place a large vehicle
length ways, that crosses over lines of other tenants, is down right
rude, and-----Ugh! What happened when the son moved in?"
The lady said, "He parked a large vehicle length ways. Well over my
neighbors line. Half way. So as I am the last unit, I had to turn my car
in limited space. I did not get out, it took the real estate six months
to have him do as is in the rules. To park in the lots sideways.
I ended up one day bumping my car at the end of the wall, due to this
man. An emergency came, so getting my car damaged too."
Keith said, "Did you tell the real estate?" she said, "Yes, but they
said I have to take it up with him! I had emailed several times, my
rights to get out, was my rights. Then one day, after the six months, I
got a letter saying the road company were made aware my health was
effecting my driving."
Keith said, "What a mongrel, takes no intelligence who did that, and
what for?" oh I could drive for three months, odd that, as if I am
effected, they would take my license. Instead, I had to get doctors
report, which passed. Optician report, which passed. Then wait three
months, in absolute stress every day, to sit another test. I had told
them who was harassing me, drew how I was blocked, had film in my
camera, unprocessed. Saying I can process them. Told them the name, and
unit number, gave doctor, and optician, and real estate, so all numbers
were there to call.
No, I had to sit a dumb test for a license I already had sat for a test
for. I owned a full license. I passed it, and kept my full license. He
came and told me it was him, couple months later. But-----"
Keith said, "Wait a minute here, so you had to pay money to keep a
license you already had, and all the harassing going on, the man did not
know you, but reported you for his own misdeeds? He was in the wrong, I
bet he was fined by the road company, but you suffered or nothing. So
since, have you lost your confidence?" the lady said, "Yes, and did not
drive far at all. So I ended feeling very nervous."
Keith said, "Right, where do you live?" the lady said, "Just near
Cranbourne." Keith said, "We live very near that, would you like to come
back with us, for the rest of the day, and lets get you some sort of
The lady said, "My name is Brenda, I would love some company, I never
get it, as my family are cold, not in my life, and I do not know why?"
Keith took her wheel chair, having a four wheel drive, he could put it
in easily. Jodie heard what was said, by the window being opened by her.
They drove back, and Keith said, "I do not live with Jodie, not yet
anyway." Jodie gave Keith such a look, and said, "No not yet." Brenda
was taken into Jodie's home. Keith said, "What is going on in our
world?" Jodie said, "Signs of the times Keith. Manners are gone. Vanity
is fashion, ego is mind being taken over by lies. All the darkness is
clouding our heavenly Fathers creation, he will stop it when it is
Brenda said, "I never heard of that before, I mean I was going to
church, but sorry, found more distance, than closeness, so I left."
Keith said, "I have had the same, but I think it is because there is too
many churches, of different doctrines. So another sort of war is
created. I am sure there is only one church. The church of the Lord. Not
buildings, but church is people. People either make a church, or break a
Jodie said, "I agree with that. For without the whole spirit in life, no
church can be. The Holy Spirit that is." Brenda said, "Living in the
spirit is what Jesus was talking about, but I just am not able to fathom
why a good person keeps getting harmed. Not just in the body, but mind,
and heart, and soul?"
Jodie said, "I have to have my second hip replacement, it's been left so
long, that my bones are torture, and I found others forcing their needs
upon me, and while I am crippled!"
Brenda said, "I am having a hip replacement too, and yes, I have found
that. In fact today, a women laughed at me in a wheel chair. Mind you
this woman is acting like she works in a boutique. She is a volunteer,
in an old clothes shop, second hand, and not that great collections in
there. Clothes are not steamed, like in other second hand shops. Some
are dirty, torn etc. But she acts like she is in a major store."
Jodie said, "Ah yes, I have met that kind too. Some of the secondhand
places, are crooked. But I find the red cross, very good. Would you like
to leave where you're living?"
Brenda said, "Yes, after three months in there, I found it had an energy
that did not sit with me. The neighbor is nosey, gossips, and so loud,
that all the whole unit block can hear her, when she is on the phone, or
at the mail box. Now the mail box is at the street, and I can hear her.
She says a woman gossips, but fails to see she herself is gossip, and I
have never known her to be bright. She never had children, is without
any learning of technology, or how the age of today is. She asked me to
fix her gas fire for her, while I am like this. I am waiting to go into
hospital for the surgery, a broken arm is put in a sling to aid it. But
a hip is left to suffer the weight of the whole body. So for the first
time in six years, and two months, I shouted at her. She was going on,
and on, about my daughters house estate. I told her countless times, to
leave it alone, she keeps opening up a wound I am closing. So I just
Keith said, "I understand that, if anyone could be helping it could have
been her, helping you, does she knock to see how you are each day, being
that close." Brenda said, two meters between doors, no she does not. If
she see's me, she will gossip.-----I-----Er-----Oh, I had to let my cat
go-----" Brenda sniffed back tears.
Jodie said, "You too? I did as well. The hardest thing to part with
Brenda, I know." Brenda said, "That neighbor could have fed her, and let
her in, and out, each day, but I could see she did not want to. Besides,
I sort of felt I could not trust her to keep the door closed. As the
last hip I had done, she said she will watch, I left my other key in a
place, that only she, and I knew. One day I had to come back before the
operation. No key was where I left it, so I could not get in. Where was
she? In the shops. She took it out of the place I had it, for my own
access at the time. Put it inside her home, and yet she had another key
of mine, so why put the two in there? I was staying somewhere before the
operation that time."
Jodie said, "Do you think this lady is mentally alright?" Brenda said."
she is selfish, that I know, begrudges paying for a taxi to get her to a
place when important." Keith said, "Yes, I know the sort, I suppose she
goes about getting someone to take her, and I bet she has the money to
pay for it."
Brenda said, "I found her out, as she slipped up. She is with money, but
if you saw her unit, you would think she is poor, is got no warmth in
it, nothing is bright. Furniture is that old, that it's hardly worth
having. As I would look after her plants, when she went to her sisters.
She even asked me to do that, when I was crippled in pain. I said I was
not able to this time. So she plonked her keys upon my walker tray, and
said I may look in. I was so angry about that. Because here we have the
case of how people have too much, act as if they have little, and then
put onto a very sick person. She would not even get my mail for me,
there are fourteen steps to the front door. One morning she bangs on the
window, telling me to give her my mailbox key. I thought conscience got
her. Then she tells me what my mail is, and that another unit's mailbox
has letters in it for a tenant who left a year ago! I knew then that she
looks inside another mail box. No right to."
Keith said, "Mm-----Yep-----I think I would be angry with her too. Good
that you shouted at her, when she wanted you to fix her gas fire, I
mean, how can you go, up, and down?" Brenda said, "I fixed her electrics
too, many times, but as I was getting bad, I said I could not go down.
But she said she would get a chair to get myself up with. The next
weekend, she had undone all the wires, messed up an hours work I did,
and I had to do it again. I was very cross, but I did it. To my own
peril. You know, after I shouted at her, I went and knocked on her door,
to ask her to forgive me, for shouting, but I wanted no rubbish, that
she wanted to plonk onto me, as she never uses her bin, she takes her
rubbish to the shops, and puts it in a public bin. To stop talking about
my daughter, and to understand I am crippled and in high pain."
Jodie said, "Yes, people could be made aware of what they do to sick
people, when they are so selfish. But Brenda, one thing, Jesus hears
all, see's all, knows all. He would I am sure forgive your lack of
patience, goodness, look at the people who have done you harm in that
People forget one very big lesson here."
Brenda said, "What is that Jodie?" Jodie said, "What ever bad is done,
comes back at them. We may not see it, but the Lord does know, that is
all that counts. One day, they may get health problems, and want help.
But they will get no help, because of their own sin done to another. It
is so. The man who reported you, a young man, I bet you he has had
trouble finding work?"
Brenda said, "Funny that, because gossip women told me he has been out
of work many times. Goes out at five a.m. So must be cleaning. Not a
good job for a young man. He comes from India. One time I saw petrol all
out of their car on the ground, a great pool of it. I thought that
somehow they were getting paid back. I did not know why petrol was
coming out. And just went on my way. I did tell the young man he would
pay in another way, for his misdeeds to me. How I did not know."
Keith said, "Ok. So it's looking like-----" Brenda said, "My cat could
have been home with me, but in end the cat was getting restless. So I
did all I could for the cat, but it became wanting to be out till gone
midnight. Kept going from window to window, and talking non stop. When
in, my cat had changed some, and bit me while I am stroking the cat."
Jodie said, "Mine did the same, but I had not thought that I had
changed, and that my cat felt it. That my cat knew it may be leaving,
and was getting very territorial. So yes-----My heart broke, and it
still hurts from loosing her."
Brenda said, yes, me too!" Keith said, "Brenda, we have to find you
another unit. But your operation is to be first. Like with Jodie. What
hospital are you going in to? Brenda said st. Vincent's." Jodie said,
"Hey, me too, wonder if we get in at the same time?"
Brenda smiled, and nodded as if that would be great. Keith said,
"Brenda, I am a vet, a half retired one at the moment. Mary, Jodie's
best friend, is opening an animal shelter, which I will be working in,
when opened. When Jodie is over rehab, she will be there too. But I was
thinking-----How would you feel if I asked my sister to look for a unit,
within a price range you could meet?"
Brenda said, "That would be so lovely, but I have so much stuff. To move
I am not be able to meet the removal fee's. Then there is the real
estate. Who do not give one thing as wear wit age."
Keith said, "I know Jodie will not agree with this, but-----Why bother
telling them? Just move out, and send them the keys." Jodie looked at
Keith, and then said, "A twenty eight day is asked for by the agents.
But then there is steam cleaning to be paid for, as Brenda you would
have to pay for the carpets to be steam cleaned. Then they inspect it
after you're out, and take your bond money, if things need repairing. No
I think-----Actually this goes against my usual thoughts, but the real
estate have let you down. Three years without free access, then another
doing the same, you end up having to sit another test, I am leaning with
Keith here. For the bond would cover all anyway. If they passed it, you
get your bond back. But no, I think I can see the added hassles.
Yes, we will help you move, I know that there are some good guys in this
part, that would move you, may not charge you much or may not charge you
Brenda said, "Phew! It would be nice to be doing it without all the
hassles. Anyway, they would have plenty of money in the bond paid, to
cover it all. I am so tired of living there. Behind the unit block is a
masonic hall, spiritualists go there. Funny, a fence was taken down, and
the highest fence was put up, I am not able to see it now. As you see, I
had trouble from that too."
Jodie said, "Right, here we have a situation where the darkness is in
action, right where you're living. The energy you felt is the darkness,
that is why you are not able to settle, and never could, once in the
unit. Did you meet any of these women that go there?"
Brenda said, "Yes, but the lost idiotic things I saw. One women said she
wore black for energy. Another said a cat was a healing cat, because it
Keith burst out laughing. The he said, "Are they online?" Brenda said,
"Yes, you can see it if you wanted too."
Jodie said, "Keith, before you do that, pray, ask for the Lord's armour,
to be even more protective of you. I know why you want to see the women,
but invite no entry to you Keith."
Keith had his lap top, and asked the address. Then went out to his
vehicle to go online. That way it's not in Jodie's home. When he opened
it, he saw them, he gasped at the strange looks in the women's faces,
one was twisted, another was looking as if stiff, not alive. He saw the
messages done, then looked at the committee. Where some died, and they
go to heaven. Keith closed it off, and trashed it forever. He could feel
the energy that Brenda was getting. This darkness had clouded that part
of town. So anything near it, was tainted. He prayed for all light to be
with him. For the whole experience he saw, in that half hour, would be
rebuked from him, in the Lord Jesus Christ's name.
Keith came in to hear the women laughing, about how they try to do
things with no ability to actually walk. Keith said, "I saw it, rebuked
it, and did you do anything to protect your home in any way?" Brenda
said, "I anointed the whole home, brushed the walls with my open Bible,
like waving it on every wall in one stroke. Olive oil on the walls, I
went inside cupboards, and outside, and did everything, even my car. I
went to the back door, near that hall, and told all demons to leave,
never to return. I then went to make peace with the young man, and asked
why he did it, as I had done nothing to him. He chose not to talk about
it, and walked away, but I did tell him I had to have major surgery on
my hip. He did not know forgiveness, he is not able to five it, or take
it. So I angered again."
Jodie said, "You were out near the man, stay away from him, move your
car as far as you can to be farther apart from his. Speak to him no
more, and make no more eye contacts, if you see him, look away. Your
Brenda said, she does not believe in God, has no time for Christians,
has no faith." Jodie said, "Ok, well here you will have to cut off. If
she tries to talk to you, with her usual gossip, which sounds so
depressing. Be polite, but say nothing at all. If she get nothing out of
you, she will not speak anymore in time. But then to be polite, you can
say you're in a rush and just leave her talking on. Go, stay not to hear
her. Block off her talking, just be polite, as being that close it's
unlikely you can avoid her."
Brenda said, "She came out as a person was calling her. I told her what
happened at the hospital, but she went on to tell about her weekend away
to the other person. It was like I was not important at all."
Jodie said, "People do not realize energies of darkness, are to be
avoided. Or there is a strong cord of it, it will enter where people who
are cold in heart live. Had she ever said to you anything that you
thought was odd?"
Brenda said, "Well she says her plants die, I do not water mine, this
was four years ago, as now I have no plants in the front. They live in
th ground at the back. But she wanted to know why my plants look so
alive, and yet get no much attention?"
Jodie said, "The attention you gave was love. You watered them in your
times. Her wilted due to her energy of coldness. How can a neighbor see
you like this, and expect you to do work for them?" Brenda said, "She
told me she wants to scream being alone all the time. At times she was
kind, but she is very nosey. Even once asked about something private in
my life. Of which I stopped her. She had been talking about me to her
sister, who can't stand her around in the evenings when she goes there,
because she never stops talking so loud. On Saturday mornings at seven
thirty, her phone goes, and she shouts for a good hour, and half, to
what she calls her mad aunt. So I am awake from her loudness. She really
screams her words out. Says she is not deaf. Her voice is-----Sorry, her
voice is awful. It's like a fog horn, gone wrong."
Keith laughed, and said, "Yes, we are so glad to have met you Brenda. I
am looking at this as a lesson. I am so into animals energies, that I
can do with understanding human's energies."
Jodie said, "As we walk along the path, satan is at work, if we suspect
anything, or any person, we must stay away from them. For the thief is
stealing people. To protect ourselves, the Lord's armour is to be. Once
we are saved, we are to work on, and grow, unfortunately some are to
grow from pain. To come out of the dark means, pain for the birth for
our saviour. So we have pain due to, ancestors who were in the dark, and
died in the dark, so never born. Some of us have
heavy pain, do wake up our burdened soul. Now to free the soul means we
have the pain of the sins. As long as we keep on the path, and keep
faith, our pain will end, and we become full of light. We earn it. We
are hen given our other gifts according to our faith. So it's then we
see the reason for such pain. We do the Lords work on this new path, for
as long as we are here on this earth."
Brenda said, "People do not realize that if one helps another, they are
blessed. So if one is bad to a sick person, they get no blessings, see
nothing, walk in the dark. I felt the energies, but did not know what it
was. I have felt it in other places, even in some shops. Or when I was
driving, as right now I am not doing so, due to hip, but can after it's
done, I have found on some roads, there is an energy I do not like. So I
often avoid it after that."
Jodie said, "You're very alert Brenda, how long were you so alert?"
Brenda said, "All my life really. Today I realized another second hand
shop was to be avoided, for energies of the shop farther down town, is
full of dark energy. I saw some come in this shop today. The very ones I
want to avoid. So I thought that I will not go there again."
Keith said, "Do you want to stay for dinner?" Jodie said, "Ah! Nothing
like it, just invite yourself Keith. Brenda you can stay, but Keith
here-----" Keith said, "So who will be doing the cooking?"
Jodie said." um-----True."
Keith said, "Mary will be coming over, so if I get a take a way, as I am
not too good at cooking well." Keith called Mary on his mobile, and she
said she was glad to come, this way she can tell him about the way his
finance to the veterinary part is going. As she had the place spaced for
his own veterinary clinic moving into action. By going to Jodie's, she
can tell her too.
Brenda was so comfortable with them all. Then she said, "I was thinking,
once I have this out of the way, could I be of use there in the
shelter?" Mary said, "Sure can, from hearing you lost your cat though
health, and nobody helping to stop that, due to cold hearts, it will
give you peace of mind, being near animals."
Keith had gone out to get the Chinese meal. He came back with a great
big lot. He paid for it too, so that was a generous gesture. Jodie
thought, I am feeling like I am getting real keen on Keith.
He seems to want to take his wavering faith, into greater one. Brenda is
a Christian, Mary will like another mature lady with them.
Mary said, "From the looks of it, we will be able to house pens for the
dogs." Keith said, "About how many do you think?" Mary said, "Fifty, but
in the veterinary clinic, I asked the man who is designing the
structures, to make space for the sick ones. He said he can make a range
of animals in the clinic. Dogs he said twenty cages. Cats, thirty cages.
Quarantine cages will house fifty cats. Fifty dogs. So it's looking very
Keith said, "It's not too often that all are used at once. But the
clinic must be completed with great care. If I do an animal, and have
fifty to do, each animal to me, is special. So I give my time to each
animal the same way. As long as they are in my care, I am their owner."
Mary said, "Having the other vet too, will be better. Jodie, how were
you feeling today?" Jodie said, "So tired, but a sense of energy, like
it's in my upper body, while my lower part is sick. So it feels like
Brenda said, "Since I met you all, I feel so much more at peace." Keith
said, "I will take you back to your unit around ten?" Brenda said,
"Thanks Keith, come in it, and tell me what you feel?"
Keith said, "I am glad you offered that, as I did want to feel the
The rest of the evening was light, and laughter, while Jodie, and
Brenda, had their shooting pains as well. They played monopoly. Brenda
had won that game."
Keith took Brenda back to the unit. When he drove up the drive way, he
said, "Ugh! Funny, I felt like as soon as I turned off the main street,
the energy changed. The drive way has a prison feel about it. It's got a
blocking sensation about it. As we got nearer to the end, were you live,
the above units, with the steps, have a great unfriendly feeling about
them. So the people in them are not friendly. Now here to yours, you
have the most steps. How you manage that is beyond me."
Brenda said, "Come up, and tell me inside what you felt?" Keith got near
the neighbors, as that is where the steps ended, and he looked tense.
Coming into Brenda's unit, he felt peace, but some disturbance, near her
windows, that face the neighbors, and the front door. He told Brenda
that keeping her blinds closed on that side of the unit, may help. That
way she is not seen, and does not see them. Keith said, "I saw a do not
disturb on the front door. I take it you put it there. That really told
me that you're wishing nobody in at all."
Brenda said, "Her next door, just bangs on my windows." Keith said, "Let
me pull the rails you made to stop her from coming to look in your
windows near your dining area, good God, how care she do that? So to
stop her altogether, I arrange a way to rail her off the kitchen window,
where she bangs on it. I think Jodie is right, have as little to do with
her as possible."
Brenda said, "I can go the back door way, but I have to watch it, as
there are many leaves. But if I go that way, she is not able to see, or
hear me go out. Only if she looks when I reach the bottom of the two
Keith said, "Do that Brenda, go the other door, leave doing the steps,
and I am sure, you will hardly see her. If she tries to stop you, on the
last two steps, keep going. Say nothing. Eventually she will not talk,
because you're not answering her. For you to hear others avoid her like
the plague, speaks volumes."
Brenda said, "When she had got me and gossips, I go in, and even while I
am going in, she carries on talking, even when she has shut her won
door, she is talking."
Keith said." weird way to me. Brenda said, "Jodie is so nice, and I like
her very much." Keith said, "I am wanting a serious relationship with
her, but now is not the right time. She has to prepare for the
operation. After it, want to know more about Jesus Christ. For I
thought, he will help me save animals. So think about this Brenda, we
will get you out of here, the more you stay away from the neighbors, the
less tense you will be. We are here for you. We also want you to be in
our family, as in the Lords. Family of his children. I am going to make
a commitment to him.
I will call you tomorrow, and keep contact. You're not alone any more.
Look to the shelter, as a holy grace, for all life belongs to God."
Brenda went to her bedroom, and felt a new path was opening. Now the
movement of success was beginning, for she felt it. She was excited,
because she heard the Holy Spirit giving her direction.
Keith found meeting Brenda, was teaching him more about Christians,
being in the middle of the warfare. The Holy Spirit the comforter. He
thought, huh! Where have I been? I thought by going to church, and
getting disappointed, that was not for me. But the church is not the
building. It's how people choose to be on the path way. It is to do with
them. Preachers can make the faith into their benefit. What good was I
looking for in a church? Keith thought. I was looking in a church to
find Jesus, he was closer than anything, just outside my heart. Keith
was driving to the shelter, and his thoughts were all to do with his own
spiritual growth. He realized that looking outside was not the place.
Looking to people, was not the place, looking to preachers. Again was
not the place.
Keith was stuck on the freeway for some time, as it had high traffic
building. As he pondered on his own heart, he thought, preachers give
spiritual help in growth. But what good is it, when the person is still
closed? As he went to drive on, a slight accident happened. He got out,
and saw the two cars badly dented. The woman came out of her car,
screaming insults to the other driver. The other driver was in shock,
and remained in is car. Keith called the police, and the ambulance, as
he saw the man was injured. He went to open the mans car, and found he
had his arm in trouble. Keith advised him to keep still.
The man said, "It's my fault, I was praying, and got lost in prayer."
Keith said, "I think it was more than you praying. I was two cars behind
you, and I saw the woman cross lanes, with no indicator on, she had no
space, but expected you to slow down, but you were in the right. She did
not stop to think her car was going into a space too small. Just took it
that you will give her way.
Had you, the car behind you would have bumped you. I can see the young
mans car behind you is only about a foot away. She drove into you."
The man said, "Thanks for being alert, look at her yelling at me, that
does not help matters at all." Keith said, "She came from the third lane
to the second, then to the first, not once indicating from third lane.
Just wait an ambulance will be here soon, the police too. I, as well as
others witnessed this. They will tow the cars away. She has hit your
driving side really bad, and caught your right arm. I am glad that it's
not more than that." the man said, "Is she hurt?"
Keith said, "Does not look like it, just throwing insults. She will be
charged, so you rest, I am a vet, and can see your arm is broken."
The whole scene caused a good two hours delay to everyone, that was
close to this accident.
Keith heard the police man tell the woman she is drunk. So she kicked
him. The other two came out of the police cars, and she was hand cuffed.
The mans car was turned to the side of the inside lane, but the woman's
car spun across the second, and third lane. Stopping traffic.
After this was over, Keith thought, imagine, supposing one died, and had
no knowledge of Jesus, or was into the wrong gods? Then he saw the
policeman holding a puppy. It was in the mans car, but Keith did not
notice it. He went over saying," I am a vet, let me look at the puppy."
Keith said, "This little puppy has broken his leg."
The police man said, "Can you take the puppy, and tell me where you take
him, give him treatment?" Keith wrote down his home address, and mobile
number, as the shelter was still being prepared.
The ambulance came, taking the man, who was suffering shock. The police
man told the man, that his puppy is with a vet." the man said, "Yes the
vet saw what happened, as I have spoken to him, or rather he spoke to
me. I take it you have his details?" the police man said, "Yes, and the
vet will give your puppy his expertise, and no doubt have him under his
care. If your arm is broken, you will not be able to look after this
little puppy for a while."
Keith looked at the puppy, and wrapped him into his jacket. He was close
to Richmond, and knew he had his bag with him.
When Keith arrived, Mary came out full of news, talking non stop. Keith
said, "I have a little victim of road rage here. Is any table set in the
clinic part yet?" Mary said, "Yes, one room is done, and closets for all
equipment finished too." Keith walked in, and laid the puppy on the
table. He looked at the leg, and thought, fortunate he is so young, I
may be able to put it in plaster of Paris, and it will mend in its own
time. Keith looked around, and thought, I can't leave him here, it's not
He went to find Mary, and said, "I think I will have to take him home,
do you mind if he is in the flat?" Mary said, "No Keith, he must be
watched, so that is fine. Oh look at him, spaniel breed. He reminds me
of laddie, but unattached I must be." Keith said, "The women was drunk,
caused the accident, and two are hurt, the owner of this puppy, and the
puppy. But the women is not hurt."
Mary shook her head, and said, "We are constantly reminded to care for
all life. Keith mentioned that the owner of the puppy, said he was
praying, and thought he caused the accident? Mary said, "You know Keith,
we have had two good signs about our shelter. The four kittens, that got
back to their owners, and now this puppy." we are to do this, that is
How was Jodie?" Keith said, "Well she seems so much brighter, it was an
immediate, I was so surprised when I called in this morning. Having an
evening with her, and Brenda."
Mary said, "Brenda?" Keith explained the whole meeting of Brenda, and
how it all went. Mary was eager to meet this Brenda. Then she said,
"Jodie, you know, she had a soul full of tears, tears that Jesus saw,
and felt. It speaks of those souls of tears. The very mention of that to
others, who do not understand it, turns them away. That causes more
tears for the carrier of the tears.
Jodie is given new life, while being still on earth. Naturally, after
the operation. I was brought into this. Then you come along. Now this
Brenda. Chubby, and Nicole are involved to."
Keith said, "Tell me about a carrier of tears?" Mary said, "The puppy is
asleep, so lets have a cup of coffee." Keith agreed to that. He had
several hours without a drink.
Mary said, "Ok Keith, from my understanding, Jesus Christ knows the
sinner who he is going to use for his glory." Keith was indignant and
said, "Jodie is no sinner, I will not have that!" Mary said, "We all are
sinners, we all are born into a world that is full of sin. No offence
Keith, but you, I, and all others are sinners. When we repent, we are
saved. To keep saved for some is a battle. For who do you think satan
Keith said, "He is at war with God the Father." Mary said, "Yes, but he
is at war with God the fathers children. He wants to hurt gods creation.
We are his children. Satan could not create us. Satan was jealous, you
know the story from the garden of Eden. So he created jealousy, envy,
anger, hate, all the emotions against our heavenly Fathers grace, and
glory. Our Father is holy, and where holy is, beauty is. Nothing can
taint, or enter into heaven that is not holy."
Keith said, "Well I am not holy, that is a big thing to do, when in the
world we are at one another's throats all the time." Mary said, "Keith,
God is the most high mercy, the most high sovereign throne can never be
taken. He gave his own self for his children to come back to him."
Keith looked questioning this. Mary said, "Ok, so you're wanting Jodie
to be closer to you right?"
Keith nodded. Mary said, "Her life began with being rejected, her body
hurt, and bashed. Wherever Jodie went, she was beaten, insulted, and
mocked for her faith, right from a tiny child. Satan has intelligence,
but will never have the intelligence of the most high. So satan knew
that Jodie would be a messenger, he did not know when. For satan can
only be in once place at a time. God is omnipresent. The Lord knew that
Jodie was his, but Jodie did not know who, or what she belonged to.
Imagine being a child, and being given beatings, or insults, or told
never to cry, or laugh."
Keith said, "Were these sane?" Mary said, "Satan had entered into them,
and reared his ugly work to kill Jodie. The demonic force was hitting
her in every way. If you think of looking into the eyes of a child, who
has no defense against them. You see the sorrow in the child's eyes,
what would you feel?"
Keith said, "I would want to take her away, and keep her safe, go on, I
must know this." right, Jodie had Christmases with nobody, and nothing
given her. She was deprived of food and good clothes. She was made a
slave, as a child. She had so many homes, that she knew nothing else but
to be moving. She lost her childhood, in an adult who wanted to sexually
abuse her, and did that. But Jodie would not allow it at the age of
eight, it began when she was four. Actually Jodie refused as a four year
old the exposures given her. At eight she refused to take part in-----"
Keith said, "Hang on here-----Are you telling me that some man did this
to her?" Mary said, "Yes Keith, and she had sense as a child to take no
part in allowing him. So the Lord's armour was around her then. How can a
child know about that, at the age she was? On from all that, she had
loss, and more loss, and greater loss. Her heart was in shatters, her
soul clouded from familiar spirits, working within her so called family.
No matter who she befriended, they stabbed her in the back. She lost her
children, her grand children, and her animals. She built up every time
from loss, and it fell down. Then came the time she thought that wrong
was right, and right was wrong. Now here Keith, Jodie was given
temptations. So she walked along the evil path for a time. It was there
that she saw satan's work. It's almost as if she was made to walk this
path. For here she saw the actual demons in people. She was again
attacked. She lost so much."
Keith said, "Sounds like the book of job." Mary said, "Many have that
book within their lives. They just do not detect it as evil, fighting
truth. In Jodie's eyes, when I met her, was a pool of flooding tears,
not yet cried out of her. She held it in for so long."
Keith said, "You said grand children? She is a young grand mother." Mary
said, "Same age near to, as you. But for anyone to think they know what
to say to a suffering person, in insulting ways, she had a portion of
the suffering Jesus had. As he was insulted. You see Keith, this is a
moment when all who know this, must stop-----For Jesus Christ is talking
here, telling all that know this about one lady, to stop. For she is his
chosen messenger. She gave her life, all that she owned. Oh I know
others would say they gave too, that is true, but what have they learned
if not stopping to see the message right here, right now? For here is
proof of the Lord's armour, she never died, when expected to. She was
taken from in her sight, but she still see's. The final blow for her was
satan putting his evil wiles on her legs. He had hit other major part,
and she lived. When she began the work of the Holy Spirit, satan was
angered, she was a threat. So he got her left leg first for ten years
she suffered heavy pain. After that, satan took her right leg, and that
is the last he can do. He has lost, because Jodie did the Holy Spirit's
work, in listening to him, all the way through the highest pain a body
can take." she will survive this operation, because according to her
faith, she proved evil is profoundly wild in the world today. She stands
high in her crippled body. She will not be pushed, or pulled, and
rejects all occult moves. For so many she told me, people do not know is
occult. It's not just the obvious ones, it is the unseen ones. This she
is bring to the people. If it has to be over, and over, she intends
people to stop, look at who they are attacking. For while attacking a
person, even by mild means, they are attacking Jesus Christ. So by doing
that, they attack God. So they have no sails on their boat. They will go
into whirls, spinning in this evil, growing in a power of high ego, and
low benefits. Oh Keith, Jodie told me she has said some things not very
lady like, in her pain, and had stopped contact with people who are
rude, or gossip, or do harm by tongue. Some are on spiritual journeys,
feeling they are now in control. Sad, for no, they are given the power
satan puts in, that gives them a high. But they will fall. When they
fall, they go onto another boat with no sails, the weather brings them
again a high. There they find more of the evils that lurk beneath the
waters. Then when caught in it, the winds blow hard, they are suddenly
in storms. The boat sinks, they clutch onto any breath to save them. But
they drown in evil. Too late."
Keith said, "My word, this sounds like a horror movie." Mary said, "The
movies are far more real than people realize. Teaching children I saw a
group of youths singing for the toddlers. They had the toddlers dressed
as martians, and were dressed like outer space clothing. Teaching these
young innocent ones, the planets are, just what they are not. Teaching
them songs of other gods, right there on television, and the stage they
do the show on. Where children are in actual concert with them. So what
Jodie is doing, is breaking the paths of evil. For one path is for the
saints, and all other paths by the many, are for satan."
Keith said, "So when she said about the planets, no she said universe,
the holocaust is real?"
Mary said, "She is saying that God will remove the universe to his holy
throne. The old will die, the new will begin. It does not matter how she
produces it, it matters more if people will look, listen, and act."
Keith said, "Will she mind you telling me all this about her?" Mary
said, "She has told everyone in another way. So no, she will not mind.
Because if you come through, she will rejoice with you. Feel her work is
doing good. Well she says it's not her work, it is the Holy Spirit who
works, but allows her to put it into her child like way, as she is a
child of God. Ha! You know, sometimes Jodie is far from holy, she gets
her moments too, but she recognizes it, and returns to her growth. Every
time she does this, she earns more from the Holy Spirit using her for
I have seen her at times get real um-----Yes-----Throwing a wobbly. She
just shuts off from those she has no way of getting through to. All she
can do is tell them. If they fight it off, they are in the boat with no
sails." so she stops any contact with those in false gods."
Keith said, "Seems to me that Christians are few. What I mean is,
Christians who know they are in the flesh, but live in the spirit, as
Jodie does. So now and then, she has the flesh coming at her and pain,
hurt, and other nasty things, take over a bit at times?" Mary said,? You
hit the nail on the head. That is why we all must repent each day, for
no day goes by without some flesh desires, like pride, or pain so bad,
that words said not very holy. Jodie told me, that when she does a
wrong, in her own eyes, she turns to the Lord, asking for forgiveness."
Keith said, "Oh, and what could Jodie do wrong with, come on!" Mary
said, "She may swear, when in pain, she may anger when in pain, all
natural elements of the flesh. She says the more she overcomes this, the
less she will do it. Takes time, and much study into her own heart. We
all must purge it. Hey Keith, she is human, so the flesh will have its
challenge on her, as on us.
I just think it's high time that she was given grace of all the life
long pain in her life. That time is coming. After that, she will have
nothing to swear about, for no pain will be there. Satan's army has lost
her. Along the way, if anyone looks at her working with the Holy Spirit,
they may recognize a pattern in their own life. She has two sayings,
when in pain, she says she will not be beaten. Her other saying is the
best one.==== Love is the only emotion to have, all the rest are
worthless, they bring pain. Love never fails.====
Keith got up, and wiped his brow, then said, "I take it she has said
this in her work in different ways?" Mary said, "Yes, and if it means
going into depth of many ways, and heights in many ways, she uses it.
Now tell me, we go back tot he date now, you said she is brighter?"
Keith said, "She has the high pain, but somehow is coping, she says she
gets goosebumps when hymns are on. She thought to take notice of the
goosebumps, to see where they go mainly. She gets them all over her, and
inside her. But stronger at her hip, legs, and heart. She said that when
she praises, even when not feeling like it, she gets this. The higher
she praises, the stronger the sensation. She did say she has not noticed
them in her feet. She then told me, that the medicals, tested her feet,
and there is nothing wrong at all in her feet. That they were very
clean, very well shaped, and no knobbly parts. Her feet are really nice.
Her hands are really nice. Come to that, her skin is good. I mean, some
ladies are all wrinkled up at the neck, and chest, and so on, so are men
at the age near fifty, and just over. Some even younger are wrinkled.
But there is something about Jodie, and I am biased. I am really getting
to love her Mary, but do not tell her that."
Mary said, "How did you see her feet?" Keith said, she had no socks on,
she is not able to put them on. So I offered to. I then noticed her
hands. Slim fingered, and neat fingernails. None of the false ones. To
be honest, I felt sad inside to think no physical help is given to her.
How she has called for help, and given words, beats me. She told me
Mary, you were the first to help her physically. But I think she needs
help all the time."
Mary laughed and said, "Huh! Jodie is that independent, that she will
use her mind over matter. It was just so sad for her to loose her little
companion. It made her slide back some for a while. I know she still
senses her little animal around her."
Keith said, "Talking of animals, the puppy may be awake now." as Keith
went to go, his mobile rang. Keith said, "Oh yes, you were in the car
today with a broken arm. Your puppy is ok, and I have allowed nature to
take its course, because he is so young, his bones will be soft, and
will mend.-----What's that you said?-----Really?-----Well I can bring
him to your brother if you give me his address, but the puppy will need
my attention still for some weeks.-----Oh-----Well I never do that as a
rule, but I do make some charity
take care of his vets needs, and you can have it as an answer to your
prayer. Seems you're needing him-----You what?-----Oh you live with your
brother-----Awe-----No it's fine-----His name is?-----Dumper?-----Did
you say dumper?-----Ha-----Ha-----Ha-----Ha-----Ok, I will do his card
as dumper. So he is called that because?-----Ha-----Really?-----Well
it's natural for puppies to dump their naturals-----I have your name
given me by the police man. So dumper is-----Oh sorry, but I do hear
some real funny names at times, dumper-----Yep-----That tickled me. You
what?-----Oh-----So you're to come home this evening-----Seems to me you
will he be healing with your pet-----Yes I can do that, what time suits
you?-----No problem huh?-----Sure I can. What about I-----Er-----Yes
-----Yes----- so ok, look, how about I take him home with me tonight,
and you get the rest for the night, and I bring him in the afternoon
tomorrow, that way I can check him again, I will throw in his
immunizations for the year-----Ah-----No-----It's fine-----Listening to
the reason you were praying on the road, and now you lost your chance of
employment, by the accident, not making it for the interview, I will
give some prayer answers. Tell me? Do you, and your brother both need
work?-----Ah-----Yes-----Yes-----So he was working with
animals-----Oh-----Right where?-----It closed, was it a shelter?-----Not
quite-----Ok-----Well take this thought over night. You will not be able
to work for a good two months. Your brother can do, so when you're
healed I can-----Eh?-----Right ok-----I have a share in a coming
shelter, for animals, mainly dogs, and cats, it is opening real soon,
and we do need volunteers, but we need a couple of men to employ, for
five days a week, to move heavier things, and do some cleaning too, how
does that sound?-----Wages?-----Will not be a high wage-----Oh that is
ok with you-----Well it would raise, when the adoptions come full, and
more animals being sold-----Great-----You're employed tell you brother I
will meet him tomorrow, and we will talk about the opening date
ok?-----Yes-----I am glad they fixed you up, but I do feel you need to
rest tonight, you can-----Oh that's is alright, no need for thanks, so
have a good rest, and know that-----Ha-----Ha-----Ha-----Ha-----Dumper
is ok. Bye."
Mary said, "Dumper? Are you kidding?" Keith said, "Wait till you hear
other names, I once treated a cat called scrubber!" Mary said,
"Scrubber! What on earth was the reason for the cat to be called that?"
Keith said, "You tell me, and we will both know."
Jodie had raised in her spirit. She was looking to the days as each day
a past, a day nearer to the end of her life long battle. Greater still,
satan is loosing. She decided to get a taxi to buy some things for
herself. Some paints, a couple canvases. Couple tea towels, take her
days of waiting, in a better frame of mind. How can she loose with Jesus
Christ being right with her? When she looked back at how she was
feeling, she found her thoughts clouded. So now she was thinking of
Keith. Then she took time to think about the shelter, as Mary and Keith,
with her were partners. She thought about the names they did think to
call it, but she was getting another name, and thought to put it to
Mary, and Keith. She wanted it called====the haven====
Jodie was certainly feeling the changes in her inner self. Her heart
felt brighter, her soul felt at peace, and her anger at the pain, and
how she was treated by others, fading. A new pattern of thought was
birthing. Now she wanted to hurry, and get well, and begin this new way
of life. She bowed her head in thanks giving, as she knew that her
latter life was going to be joy.
Jodie sat there, looking in her garden, the dove came. This time the
dove came so close to her, and then when she moved, it went again. But
this one dove was coming every day. Had no other dove with it, which is
unusual. It would be sitting on the fence, or down by the door. Or be
near to wherever she went, at least once in a day. But today she just
felt as if the last cord of stopping her, was cut off. Now she knew she
could do so much more in life.
As she thought about it all, she heard her message of love given to her
form the Holy Spirit. Now there was sight of life. She thought, had it
taken the whole year to free her? It's seemed that way.
Her heart was of love now, she was capable of telling those that were
kind, in the smallest of ways, that she loved them. Her main rule now
was, to stay away from any person who may come, to stumble her walk, for
she was to walk amongst the people. Jodie smiled thinking, walk? Yes
walk! I will be walking, thirteen years have been in this pain, all in
total of her hips. Ten years for one to be done, and three for the
other. Money Jodie thought, money is bound for the ones who get it done
straight away. I get public, due to money not being there, as I was
surprised at the bank loan for the shelter, that Mary got, of which I
pay half back over time. Had I money, I would not have had this for so
long. But, I have other treasures that I will not be robbed of, things I
do not know that are coming to me.
I think I liked Brenda a great deal. I know Keith came to see me quickly
this morning, and then to the shelter. Funny though, he was going to
call, but did not, I suppose he is busy. Well here's to the new life.
The Holy Spirit is showing me the things that are coming. But I do not
know how, or when, until it happens. Be interesting, as it's like having
a parcel that has to be unwrapped, slowly. Each sheet of wrapping, has a
small gift for me. As I undo the rest over the time I am given, I come
to the largest gift. To see the face of Jesus Christ.
Alan was getting well quicker than he thought. His arm was mending, and
gain strength. He had some physio therapy, after the plaster was off his
arm. Dumper was running around, doing his usual, dumping! Bob said, "Al,
dumper is not only dumping his body needs, but I found this in the
corner of the garden."
Alan said, "Oh yeah, so what is it? Bob said, "I dunno, some sort of
book." Alan took it, and the pages were really chewed. Alan turned to
see what he may be able to detect the book being?
Alan said, "Hey Bob, it's about nature. The back cover dumper did not
chew, probably too hard for him. I just saw a cut in the back cover, and
I have no idea how this did not get bent or damaged."
Bob said, "Yeah so?" Alan said, "It's a DVD about penguins." Bob said,
"So who cares?" Alan said, "I do, if it's about life on earth for these
creatures, I would not mind looking at it."
Bob took it, and slid it into the player, and said, "You can watch it, I
am going over to Keith's, he is going to play a round of golf with me."
Alan said nothing, he was used to Bob being somewhat off with nature.
As the film went along, the life of the penguins gave Alan great
interest. Watching the females laying the egg. The months without food.
The female weakening. The birth of the tiny penguin. How the male takes
over keeping the little one warm, and giving the little one the last of
his store he regurgitated for it.
Time was getting on, as the females had gone into the ocean for the cold
winter. The males were half their body weight before the females showed
up. Alan saw one father looking sad, the baby had died, and he was
turning it with his beak. Then saw it lifeless, and he still put it back
in his nest above the father's feet, where it's warm.
Alan thought, look at that, nature gives us lot many lessons. Then Alan
saw the females coming back from the ocean, very fat, and calling to
their mates, to find their babies. Some fathers needed coaxing to give
the mother the baby. But then the father released it. The baby got its
first real food from the mothers store.
Alan saw the whole movie, and thought how animals, have a natural way.
He got up to make a cup of tea, and thought, better than humans do these
days. Kids run wild, and manners never taught them. No law seems to get
into the youths of today. Then Alan thought, come to think of it, I know
we have a few other nature ones. We never played them. Well Bob, he just
grunts, when I mention to put them on.
Alan spent the day watching nature. How for survival, they kill for
their food. That is God's law, for he created them. They fight only for
survival. The bears give signs of wanting independence. But a part came
on where people had caught bears, and made them prisoners. To have food,
they had to act. So the acting gave these people money. The bear was
tortured, and chained.
Looking to the domestic animals, Alan saw those that had domestication,
yet still had their nature traits of hunting. One part of the disc
showed cruelty to animals.
Starved horses, thin to the bone dogs. Cats being left in a house, and
left to survive on hardly any food. This part showed the rescue squad
for animals, getting reports, and they go to investigate, and take these
poor animals away.
Alan was moved by this, and he thought, nature is the most natural
element in the earth. It births in spring, youths in summer, ages in
autumn slowly, ages far more in winter months, then dies. So in whatever
part of the world any life is in, the same process comes. Some places
differently , due to Mediterranean places. But still the same happens.
He thought about life on earth, and how people are? Gracious me, they
fight each other all through life. Argues, fight, and some kill!
Children have been left to be uncared for. Aged people left to cope on
their own, when the law of God is, and it means this, honour life. So
honour each other. Do not give to another, what you do not want
As he thought on, he realized that people are lacking nature. They take
materials, rather than nature, and natural. For if all were natural to
each other, love would be the only emotion.
All this had Alan really wanting to do this work in the shelter.====The
haven==== he thought, no shelters would be needed, if people cared for
an animal, if their owner was sick for a while. But if the do not care
for the parent, or grand parent, they have no time for aiding such
Who Alan thought, needs education here? Yes, we all do.
Bob came back thrilled at beating Keith. He asked Alan how his day was?
Alan said, "Bob, I think you need to watch these movie discs, you are
going to work in the shelter, and I will be a couple weeks later, but if
you look at the way nature is, there is God speaking loud, and clear."
Bob said, "God huh? How can he speak, nobody has seen him!" Alan said,
"The supreme Father is not seen, as in the throne, yet! But he is
showing his own self in all life. He speaks through all life, for he is
love, and life." Bob said, "Oh Al, look at life, nobody cares at all for
another, it's all selfishness. Nah, no God would allow that."
Alan said, "God did not do it, mankind does it, choices are made, so as
much as God is speaking through all his creation on earth. To the
universal extensions, that we are not able to pursue.
Man has touched the moon, gone to outer space, the whole creation is not
honoured. For really, we only use a 7th or 8th of our whole brain. I
feel the if God wanted man to go to outer space, he would have designed
us that way. He has not designed us that way, not yet anyway.
It falls short."
Bob scratched his head, and said, "Mm-----Yeah that is something I have
not thought about. So if that's the case, we fall short?" Alan said, "We
do, because God has his own creation working at all ways of his
creations, to how he has designed them. Ok Bob, think of it this way, if
you choose to. Jesus Christ came to earth, he came to stop mankind
harming the creation of love, that his Father had created. Satan came
along, and caused the disruptions of the earth. So choice was there.
Either to be loving, or to fight! More than that, God does not need to
war with satan, he knows he has the loving power, and holiness. He gave
his son, to show all ages this. So to ignore that, is to ignore the only
means of all healing."
Bob said, "Yep so?" Alan said, "Love heals all things. People are
looking for power, in all ages. They built false gods, they worshiped
the energies of this, and got a false power. This power began to breed,
it had babies, that also grew into false ways. The earth has lost its
balance through who?"
Bob said, "Al, you losing me a bit here." Alan said, "All wars were done
by mankind. Intellectual religions became into action. Why so many
churches?" Bob said, "Al, you got me there, I dunno."
Alan said, "The mixture of all the religions caused strife. In other
words, they took Jesus Christ out of his own church! Many of the
beliefs, are not really sane. One will argue with another, then both
proclaim they are Christians, and to cap it off, Christians fight
Christians. So tell me Bob, where is Jesus Christ in that?"
Bob said, "Yeah, he is not in that, he is not at all in that. See what
you mean. Actually Al, Jesus led a very simple, and sinless life, asking
not for himself, but for what his Father wanted. So he was prepared to
suffer, be mocked, get insults, and then die, a really cruel death.
Through his life, he got very insulted with marketing in the temple. The
house of prayer, and prayer only."
Alan said, "Looking at nature today, showed me the lack of respect for
animals. The lack of respect for the earth as well. Wars have collected
debris of unhealthy thinking. People were starving people, to gain power
in war. Who wins in war? Not one person. For after it all Hitler
committed suicide. A man who was very intelligent, and it turned on him.
He was in the darkness, and darkness made him really mentally sick. So
the followers, were sick too! I just feel that the breath of life, is
given by our Father. So what man has a right to take that breath away,
before our Father wants it taken? Even suicide is committing a penalty
to the soul, for there, one takes the breath away themselves. So nothing
is won by that."
Bob said, "Yeah, can see what ya saying. So satan is real, but so is the
reality of choices.
Light is what we all want, dark is when we sleep."
Alan said, "Why do you think God made us, to sleep in the dark?" Bob
said, "Al, you're getting me deeper in this, gees! Well because we can
only live by the light!" Alan said, "Correct, we would die, if we had a
lifetime of dark. We could not survive. So here is another reason Jesus
came. All our heavenly Father is, is love, so there is light everywhere
with that. There is no darkness with our Father's throne. So if we as
his children, go to other means of the spirit realm, as in the er-----I
do not know what to call them?"
Bob said, "Ah Al, you mean the types that read cards, and tea leaves,
and such nonsense?" Alan said, "Yes, who would do such things, if they
were in the power of God?"
Bob said, "None would, because they would be gifted according to their
faith. The Holy Spirit is the gift of comfort. But I have seen some
people really gifted. Like they know things to help another. If I ask
how they know, they say they do not know how it comes to them, I do know
these are not in the dark. It's puzzled me at times."
Alan said, "Yes, but it should not be ignored, because that very person
with the gifts of such, that use no means of the other rubbish. Do
get-----I suppose visions. I once had a lady come to me, saying
something I was actually not sure to do. I was very surprised how she
could ever know what I was contemplating? We had never met, or talked.
But she knew. She was a very light hearted lady. Noting dark about her."
Bob said, "The Holy Spirit may have sent her to you, to give you
directions, as you were not sure which way to go?" Alan said, "Yes, and
look what happened! She told me to go for this job. As you know I was
driving with prayers, all the way, because we need work. I ended up
getting in the accident, and break my right arm!"
Bob said, "Yeah, although that got you very hurt, and dumper hurt, look
how it turned around?"
Alan said, "Yes, I met Keith, dumper was treated by him for free. We had
no work, and I thought I was failing by prayers. I have the car fixed
up, as the drunk women driver was at fault. Then Keith has work for us
both! We got a friend out of it too, in Keith. We will meet this Jodie,
and Mary, and then this Brenda. Woohoo! One of us might be walking the
Bob said, "Yep Al, in your dreams. Keith lost golf, but he was a good
sport about it. So tell me, nature is a way of looking at the life we
are all meant to be in?"
Alan said, "Ok Bob, you know as well as I do, that peace is needed
amongst us all. We have so many chemicals in our way of life, that we
are effected by them. Even our medical teams, are clinical doctors.
Patients are numbers. They too, can, and do, misdiagnose. Instead of
going to the root of the sickness, they go into giving other medicals
work, that we have to pay for.
Is the root found? No, because they are typing our scripts for drugs,
before the patient is even regarded as person. If they past any patient
in the street, they would not recognize them, unless-----The patient is
a private one. Money talks all languages. This is why so many are
unwell. Now professional doctors, take the time for each patient, and
listens to them, they do not write out any drug, if another cause, is
causing the illness. Each patient is treated with respect by this kind
of doctor. Not spoken of as if they are nothing. Our world troubles are
in the hands of a governmental load of hog wash. There is enough taxes
taken for this to be corrected. But no."
Bob said, "So all this type of thing is about the dark?" Alan said, "It
is, because if it was about light, the whole stage alters to the right
way of medical care. Hospitals are lacking money, why? The government.
So satan is at work there. Those that choose the dark, and find power,
have no power, as it will fail them, when the dark work is capturing
their minds, and sickens their thoughts, to final death of living. So
dead people are looking alive, but have no values.
Money will never buy love, peace, harmony, compassion, understanding,
unity, and the fullness of passion. With those qualities, the family of
Christ is. Without them, the lies of darkness. So families are breaking
apart. Now some may get together again years later, but before that,
pride is the barrier, they are right, the other family member is wrong,
so it does not unite them. A waste of years will never come back to
them. So why not get it over with, and bind the family with forgiveness,
so that love runs through the veins of the family. All families can get
Many do not look at it that way. So war is in families too."
Bob said, "Nature eh? Seems I forgot that today, I played golf in
nature, as in the golf course. I did look at the parrots, and the gala's
and the other birds. So I was at times watching nature. I also found
that as soon as I was near the quiet scene of nature, a peace was felt.
I have found that when fishing too. Yeah Al, ok you got me. Bung on the
discs tomorrow evening. So all things bright and beautiful, is a real
way of saying, God is in our animals too? Gees-----To think that when I
heard someone's pet had gone, I never took it that they needed comfort,
and the right to grieve, along with the time it takes to grieve for the
Alan said, "It's as important to them, as loosing a human. For some it's
as great as that. People have little regard to the person who is sad
over the loss. They miss one very strong fact here, Jesus Christ did not
leave life for animals out. He said, "Love all " so any true Christian
would understand the loss. In a way it's worse if the person is sick,
and wants to keep the pet, but knows responsibly, the pet may be
distressed knowing their owner is not the same, as they were. Animals do
know this. The animal will never forget the owner, but if cared for in a
place, it can get a new owner. So in a way the sick owner was giving the
animal a better chance. I mean Bob, I knew a
time-----Um-----Yep-----About twenty years ago, on the farm."
Bob said, "Gees Al, you do not mean the aged woman who cried over her
pet having it leave her, man, she was not able to do for it. So why the
Alan said, "The big deal was, it was her only companion. Someone could
have helped her, but none did. We were younger, and doing things, but
one day she told me this, quote, " my pet was used to me shouting,
because it just knew that I was unwell. This did not mean my pet loved
me less. It meant my pet was not getting the attention, because I was
not able to keep up with it. So whether anyone knew it or not, yes, I
had to let my pet go, for what good would it have had, by being put into
a place, that I would not be able to afford, and then be shoved around?
Does anyone think I wanted this illness, to get rid of my pet? Of cause
not. I would have preferred it the other way round. Jesus knows about
this, and he will deal with it." that Bob, was what she said. Her pet
got a chance, and is well cared for. It stuck in my mind, because, none
had given this lady time, so her pet was her great wealth. Her family,
so now I have seen much more about nature, I am aware of my own lacks in
knowing, that Jesus Christ knew she would loose her pet, and dealt with
it, and why? Because she loved this pet forever. So Bob, I am saying, if
we measure the love of Christ by our own methods, we fail to see that
love is in all life. We have failed this lady, by not allowing her to
Bob said, "Yep Al. But how could we have helped her, I mean it was gone,
so once gone, can't come back, so what's next?" Alan said, "Here is a
situation where you Bob, and I, were shown that love is in pets too. We
could have gone and seen her, and let her talk it out. That would have
helped her heal quicker. Accept the Lords bidding on this, and know he
has another path he wanted her on, while on this earth. We were too busy
with our won thoughts on life. So now we are going to be active with
animals, we are learning this. Actually, she was a lovely lady, with
odds against her. I do know this though Bob, she is tough!"
Bob said, "How do you know that now?" Alan said, "I went to see her on
passing the farm one day. She is a real fighter, and will not be beaten
down. She picked, up she told me, when she saw people being blind to
her. She knew she had a strong will, tell you Bob, it is like hard
steel, or iron, a very strong woman."
Bob thought, I can just remember her, she was one that would pick up.
Then Bob said, "Al, she may have had a bit of darkness around her, for
the strength to come out of it. By that I mean, suffering done in the
doom of things, can turn out to be a blessing. She did what she could,
and so she was rewarded her life, to go on, and do better things than
before she was taken sick. But you know, to my memory, she was not sick,
she did not have sickness, she had pain. That pain was to do with a part
of her body, that could be operated on. So she got rid of it. Its just
thought she was sort of depressed, so I avoided her."
Alan said, "Your choice, but there was a lesson in that. Had you gone to
see her, like I did once sadly, should have been more. But had you seen
her, you would have your eyes cleared to see, she was in severe pain,
and no quality of life, because she could not do things. When she did it
was tiring her. Pain was so high, that it was causing her depression,
depression then made the pain more acute."
Bob said, "Well then Al, she should have picked her depression up, and
stop thinking negatives."
Alan said, "Ah Bob, how blind. You see, her pain was put into a circle,
it went round, and round.
If you had a headache, all day, and all night, for three years, would
you be on a high?"
Bob said, "Talk sense Al, I would be in the miseries, as that would make
me dull. Who would be happy with pain?" Alan said, "Did you hear
yourself, can you see what I mean by giving her support? Look I broke my
arm, you did for me, if you had not, I would be stuck for a life of some
support. I would be getting less, when I needed more. Did it hurt you to
do my washing, as well as yours? You could see a bone broken, so how can
the body cope with that, in normal ways? This lady had bigger bones
broken, with far more lack of mobility. Still nobody did anything
physically for her. She made herself do her best. So her pet was her
loss, and sadly so."
Bob said, "Gees, yes I forgot about that, now I see what you mean about
her being strong. Her faith must be very much in the Lords hands, and
her spiritual health very high. Yep, she would be depressed with
constant pain. Tell me Al, did she allow the depression stop her doing
mental action, as in craft work, or something?"
Alan said, "She told me when I popped in that one time, that she was
doing work. Silent work."
Bob said, "Silent work, come on how can work be silent?" Alan said, "She
told me she put her strength to telling people, in various ways, the
breaking of chains, from dark to light." Bob said, "How did she do
that?" Alan said, "She did not tell me that part, but did say she was
gifted with the Holy Spirit never leaving her for one second. That all
that she heard in silence, was very much guidance of direction. She was
to put her working hours, into helping others. Break from the dark, and
how to, and then the reward of living in the light, for all times. She
told me that living in the light, does mean darkness will force its way
in. But she turned it to making her stronger. I am blown how she did
that. Something I am ready to learn about."
Bob said, "Mm-----Some people I have met who profess Christianity, have
had me confused. Some are down right judgmental. Others pious. Some have
a high on it, rather than a humble way. So it confused me."
Alan said, "It's late now, we have covered much. I will say this though.
When some start about going to their church, while the person is
limited, it is a sort of mental force put on them. They feel
uncomfortable, and go to the church, without wanting too. This adds to
their pain, because they are not able to do this at the time. I know of
a case once."
Bob said, "Yes, I think I have learned something here. So when we meet
this Brenda, and Jodie, we will have to be supporting. I am getting
quite excited at being a giver, rather than a taker.
Keith wants me to do some clearing in a couple of days. I think this
about nature has given me a new insight to all life being precious. We
both have a great new chance. I am looking forward to being an active
Christian, rather than a procrastination of being a Christian. You know,
go to church, and then forget to live the rest of the week in honour of
Alan said, "For all that wish to learn, the teacher will appear. How can
the Lord enter into a half hearted heart?"
Bob said, "Brother, I am tired, but I sure have had a jolt today. I feel
as if the power of the Lord, is going to come into this shelter. Somehow
he wants this known about. So I think we are all in for a big growth. I
am going to bed now. Goodnight Al."
The morning was bright, the sun was shining, and Alan was able to rise
with far easier strength. He found his arm getting stronger. Bob wanted
to cook breakfast. Alan said, "Bob, I think I can do it now, so you go
and do our beds, and breakfast will be soon."
Bob said, "By jove Al, you're getting back into shape, yeah, telling me
what to do as usual. Ok, I go and make our beds, but-----I want a fried
slice you know." Alan said, "Fried slice of bread, I don't know, well ok
I will do that too."
They ate breakfast in the kitchen. Alan said, "I think Keith is going to
see this Brenda today. I wonder what she looks like?" Bob said,
"Probably a bit weak, as she is waiting for her joint to be replaced."
Alan said, "Without these orthopedics, imagine the amount of crippled
people there would be?"
Bob looked at Alan, and said, "It's great you know, that they can do
this. Keith was telling me yesterday, when playing golf, that Jodie has
donated her sick bones." Alan said,' how can sick bones be donated, and
why?" Bob said, "The bone marrow, it is taken for people with leukemia,
as far as I could understand from Keith."
Alan said, "Amazing, to think a person suffers such pain, and the actual
procedure gives to others the marrow to help them!" Bob said, "I want to
spend the morning watching the discs you spoke of last evening. You
really go me thinking."
Alan said, "Life is everywhere, even in our plants, and flowers, and our
home grown vegetables, fruit tree's. If we stopped when shopping, to
look at the foods, there is life in them." Bob said, "Yep! But so many
of food chain things have been contaminated, by the system. Chemicals
still have not been to me, put under the screen of diseases. Some things
have been detected, but really have we ever seen a full investigation on
Alan said, "No, but there are chemicals added to other substances too.
In a way it's a bit frightening. I have wondered if the darkness has
anything to do with it?" Bob said, "If it's not natural, it's a lie!
Even animals are given chemicals in their food, to make
say-----Um-----Chickens fatter. How can we really know what they call
free range eggs, in a supermarket, are free range? We look at the words,
but never really know if it's true. I think having chickens, and eggs
directly in a pen, are free range."
Alan said, "Keith has strict rules in food. He will not eat processed
meats. That sausages are not what we think, they are added to. The cold
meats are processed. Bread now has added things. In fact I think we
better change the subject. War in foods eh?" Bob said, "Not far short of
Jodie was getting ready for her day. She knew Brenda was coming later,
and that Keith was going to invite Bob, and Alan, to her cottage. Mary
was coming, after she had seen the shelter coming to its final stages.
The haven was going to be running soon.
Mary had a call from the bank, saying that they would give her extra
credit, if she applies for it. A credit card. Mary declined the offer.
To her she could easily loose track on it. Having heard of others, that
have ended up in bigger debts through the credit cards.
Bob watched the discs, and saw clearer what Alan was saying. Alan was
getting dressed, and then appeared in the lounge room. Bob said, "Al,
you're all dressed up, surely I don't have to dress up, not my scene,
casual that's me."
Alan said, "Bob, we ain't too old for a chance of a lady!" Bob said,
"Al, you're out to look at this Brenda, yeah?" Alan said, "Well I know
she is single, and just because she is waiting for her operation, does
not mean she is going to be without any attraction. So yes, I am
Keith got Brenda to Jodie's, and they waited for Mary, and Alan, and
Bob. Mary came with a large tray of varied sandwiches. Her home made
chocolate cake, and some fruit.
Keith came with Brenda not long after. Brenda had brought home made
sausage rolls, and tea cakes. Shortly after they arrived, Alan, and Bob,
arrived. Keith introduced the two men to Brenda, and Brenda nearly had a
fainting spell. She said, "Alan, after all these years, here we meet
again! Goodness, we met when we were young teenagers. Alan took her
hand, and gave it a kiss.
Bob said, "Well looks like Al is getting his wish." Brenda said, "What
wish?" Alan said, "Shut up Bob, Brenda, and I, have a great deal of
catching up to do. So
Keith looked at Jodie, and gave a hinted smile. Jodie looked at Brenda
questionably. Brenda said, "Ah well a good many years ago, Alan and I,
were going to the same church. We were just young teenagers."
Alan said, "I think we were more than that Brandy!" Brenda said, "So
you're still calling me Brandy? Old habits die hard. But you met up with
some youths back then, and you went away from church going."
Alan said, "Yes, but they were doing things that were in the dark. I
went along, trying to be one of the big boys, but when it came to
crowning around with criminal activities, I could not do it. So they
forced my manhood."
Keith said, "What do you mean Alan?" Alan said, "I had to break into a
house. I did that, but some people came back into the house, and caught
me, one held me, another called the law. So I was charged. I got
probation, but I could not face anyone after that."
Brenda said, "So that is why I never saw you again. Did you marry Alan?"
Alan said, "Yes, I-----Er-----To be blunt, I married a women that had no
faith in the Bible. She thought it a fairy tale. Her family said it was
just history. It was not until later, I saw I was married into a family
of fortune tellers. I had dreams that were really horrid. After a couple
of years, I began to get really sick."
Jodie said, "Oh dear Alan, yes, you would have done. I take it they used
methods that today is called the new age?" Alan said, "It was bad, one
evening my ex wife had her family come round.
They began saying they could see ghosts, we know today its spirits. It
turned my stomach, to hear them talk to things they saw, and I never
saw. But an evil sense of darkness was in my own home. After that, I saw
my ex wife go mental. She was not at all well. By the time she was
diagnosed with clinical depression, she was acting like different
people, in her."
Jodie said, "Oh yes, they call that multiple personalities. I understand
that psychiatrist's label their patients, and then drug them." Alan
said, "True, but she went withdrawn, and only came out, when she was
one, or other personality. To me she was regressing, and into the dark.
So nothing was normal about her."
Brenda said, "Alan, I am sorry to hear that, so did you divorce her?"
Alan said, "No, she committed suicide in the mental hospital. She hung
herself." Brenda said, "No doubt that had a bad taste to marriage for
you?" Alan said, "Brandy, I never married again, of had another women
Bob nodded, and then said, "Yeah, Al had a hell of a time back then. I
used to refuse to go and see him in his house. I went once, but the
energy in there was so cold, and an evil feeling was there too."
Mary said, "I think we all get something from the dark at us. I remember
a few things, I would rather forget."
Keith said, "We are here to talk about the haven. Now Brenda, or do we
call you Brandy?" Brenda said, "I do not mind Brandy, so it's ok." Alan
winked at Brandy. Keith continued," yes, the shelter is going to open. I
am the lead vet, but I will have another vet with me. Mary, Jodie, and
myself, have put in shares, so the three of us will own it. So
bren-----I mean Brandy, we thought to ask you to come as a volunteer,
but I decided that a small earnings could be funded to you. Naturally
after you surgery. Bob, and Alan, will both be paid, again not a high
wage, as they will be doing some of the clearings, and driving to
different places to get animals that are being surrendered. Part of the
shelter will be for the animals of great care. I am a vet who will not
put an animal down, unless life for it is hard, had they terminal
diseases. This shelter is for the love of animals, not just a place to
house them, and then put them down."
Jodie said, "We want people who will donate old blankets, and other
things that will aid our shelter. But I will say this. Brandy, you will
be a part owner in time. Because we will need you, so do you know of any
people who would donate to us?"
Brandy said, "I know that many aged ladies, would not mind making
crochet blankets for them, yes." Bob said, "Vehicles Keith, how do we
arrange that?" Keith said, "Oh that's the easy part. I have got two vans
ready. One for each of you. They are old ones, but all done up, with the
haven printed on them."
Alan said, "Bob is the stronger one out of us two." Bob said, "Yep! I
can do heavy lifting still. Al-----Yep well-----Al has more weight than
I do." Brandy said, "I want to move out of my present address, so any
help there would be very good." Alan said, "Brandy, I can help you
there. Why move out from your address though?" Brandy said, "Keith will
explain it better."
Keith said, "Alan you spoke of your time in the dark, Brandy has her
place right near a hall, that runs-----Well it's a masonic hall, and
spiritualists use it." Alan said, "Enough said, I know the way the
energies can travel. So do you know when your operation is yet?" Brandy
said, "No, Jodie is waiting too. We both have to have orthopedic
Bob said, "So had any calls for surrendering animals yet?" Mary said,
"That is coming fast. We have already before opening, had a couple of
Mary went to arrange the dining table, and place the food on it, then
changed her mind. She said, "Jodie, how about we put the nest of tables
around, and stay in the warm lounge?"
Jodie said, "Sure, why not?" they were eating, and talking. It was all
about animals, and the gift of them to us, from God. Mary said, "Keith
and I, can run things, we have some volunteers already, but there may be
one, or two, that are not suited for that work, so we need to keep our
Jodie looked out of her window, the dove was back. She said, "Mary,
looked out of the window."
Mary saw the dove, and she knew the Holy Spirit was with them all.
They all became silent. The peace descended, and the love that filled
the room, was love unknown to unbelievers. Each had a personal message
given them. Each had a gift given them. The Holy Spirit gave each one
the fullness of love for animals. Their hearts seemed to enlarge within
them. None spoke. This peace was with them for some time. Then it
ascended, leaving them filled.
Jodie began to speak in tongues. Bob, Alan, and Brandy, had never heard
this before. As Jodie spoke the holy words, no words were understood,
only Mary was filled with the interpretation. As Jodie ended with the
one word all understood====Jesus====
Mary said, "For each of us, we are given gifts, Alan, you will know your
gift, as you will Bob, and Brandy. I know mine now, and Jodie will know
hers. We all have different gifts, but it makes the one gift. What I am
saying is, we were given one gift, but each of us, have a different part
to work upon, to fulfill this gift. Jodie had spoken in tongues. The
meaning is, that we were all meant to meet, in circumstances that seemed
far from working in a shelter. The Holy Spirit said, that we all had to
come together, for we were chosen. Jodie, and I, had the ware house
shown to us. The rest you all know. For look how oddly we all met?"
Jodie said, "I know this is true. I have been on my own, and I get
stabbed with high intolerable pain, it comes at any time, sitting,
laying, or standing. Walking does not happen. A crippled wobble is what
is seen from my body. I have had, when I try to get up from a chair, or
sit down on one, or try to move in bed, excruciating pain. Just
recently, I went to get off a high chair, and the pain-----No words
explain it. I suddenly get tongues, for a matter of a few words, it
stops, as I am blowing, as that is how I seem to push the pain out,
through my mouth. Then I get the name of Jesus after the blowing out,
but said in the Jewish way. It is never said as just Jesus, as all other
countries of language would know. It is always said the Jewish way. I am
dutch, so I would never know Hebrew if it was that. But I still feel
it's not. The tongues are the words of our heavenly Father. Angels can
do this too. So as I am learning all this, I am still a novice. I get
goosebumps, as I have said before, especially when hymns are sung. One
in particular====I will follow him====One evening, pain is high, now
what I am going to say is not for show, or for credit to me. I had a
DVD, on, and a====Andre Rieu concert====Was on the disc. It is
the====New York Radio City concert==== Which we know is in America.
There is the gospel singers on it. Oh how they sing. They are not white
people, and the soul in their harmony, the love in their souls came out.
The love of Jesus Christ is, not only heard in their singing, but I felt
it. Even now while I am telling you this, this is what happens to my
body when I hear them. It is happening now. It could be called shivers.
This is great, because by me getting it now, I am able to describe it as
best I can. The shivers, or goosebumps, not quite easy to put in words,
it starts about where my heart is. It is inside me, but on the outside,
looks like goosebumps. It travels over my arms, and down my back, and
front. It goes right down both legs, and then seems to be very strong
around my bad hip joint. I have never felt it in my feet. I do know my
feet are healthy, as they were looked at by orthopedic, and a sister, of
the nursing team. Both said, my feet are very clean, and have no
disability. It's like a flow, that goes on for however long it's meant
to, and the joint that is gone, gets it in the groin, the outer thigh,
the inner groin, and thigh, and waves of it go around that area. While
the rest is going through me, not as high as the crippled part. That
part it is stronger. My solar plexus has it very high too. So that is
where it begins, right where my heart is. It senses on the outside of my
arms. To make it shorter, it is inside me, and outside me, but only on
me. Then it leaves. I could never put that on, it is nothing I can do, I
can shiver in the cold. But this is different shivering. To say it's
pleasant sounds funny, but it is, and very peaceful. The other sort of
shivering, is through being cold. Not liked at all, as getting cold, is
Brandy said, "I have had that sensation, but never knew the reason, but
not like you have. Bob said, "No, I have not had that, have you Bob?"
Alan said, "No, only one time I got something similar, when my ex wife
had died. It came when I returned to read my Bible."
Keith said, "I have had similar too! Usually with an animal, that I am
trying to save. As it looks like it's going to die, I pray, and
once-----I never thought I would talk about this. Once, I had a cat, and
it was so healthy, and it went down in health. So I gave it full
treatments. I fought to keep this cat going. The cat was showing signs
of distress. The owner had to leave it, I knew the reasons, so she asked
me if I could find it a home? In the short time it was in my clinic, it
bit me when I checked it. I thought if this cat does this, nobody would
want to house her. Now this may sound a bit odd, but this cat had
something about her. She was in someway very special. So I continued to
treat her. Just when I thought she may have to be put down, I got a
strong sense, it was not going to be put down. The next day, she was
well, just like that. Then a woman came in, and had her a cat with her,
for immunization. She saw the notice on the clinic's board, for this cat
to be given to a good home. One look at the cat I had struggled with,
and she took it home."
Brandy said, "I have had shivers, but never knew it could be the holy
spirit." Bob said, "Animal's, I wonder how many would see them as
precious ones, God had created. That he gave us them to love," Alan
said, "Yes, love is the only emotion we all could be using to empower
the love of Christ. Be it through each other, and to animals. I know we
had a very grand time here today. So we all should thank Jodie for her
home to be ours, while in it."
Bob said, "Well Al, you going to take Brandy on again?" Alan said, "Bob
really! I think that is for me and Brandy to talk about." then he took
Brandy's hand, and stroked it. Brandy did not pull away. She put her
hand on his to.
The shelter was now in action. The animals were there to teach them, as
well as show them, that all life belongs to God.
Within a few days, the shelter was full of many cats, and dogs. One day
a woman came in with a plea for a dog. She wanted a Labrador male dog.
Keith said he had only one. But it was female.
Over a great deal of talking, the woman decided to take the female dog.
Much of the time was so busy. They needed more volunteers. So it was put
into the local paper of the city. In the centre of the shelter, Mary had
a water fountain put in. It gave a feature of calmness. Mary had the
front of the shelter with beautiful plants growing into their new
As people came to the haven, it looked, was like a hotel shelter. The
front of it having the natural softness of the plantation. With the
brightness of health in them.
It was time for the haven to have its ups, and down's. More positives
were in the shelter, than the gloom of putting the very sick, down.
Keith had a room for that. It was brightly painted, and had music in it,
for the time to inject the anesthetic so that the animal slept
peacefully. All animals were put on soft bedding for this.
Keith said, "In all my years, I am still cut about doing this. The
kindest thing for some animals so sick, was to be free from it. Keith
did not like to see pain in them.
Time was moving on, and time was closer for Jodie's operation. He knew
she would come through this. Keith was in love with Jodie. So the future
had a great goal to achieve.
There would be a great deal coming for them all.
The haven was going so well. Bob had his jobs to do, and his usual
casual self, was liked by everyone. Alan had lighter work to do. He was
very good at keeping the clinic for the vets in order. Many animals were
lost, or unwanted. Some sadly were hurt by humans. Mary was learning to
detach, and Keith had never been able to completely detach. Volunteers
were offering their time. So management was also in good order.
The many dogs that came, and went, was a good sign. The cats, and
kittens, were also getting adopted. So very few were taking longer to be
adopted. Keith was pleased with his clinic, and he found it rare to put
an animal down. He would give it all the chances. But if health was
draining the animal. Then to put suffering away, he sent them back to
God. He used a quiet time, and prayed in his way to be doing the right
Animals are such beautiful creatures. For many people, they are closer
than people are to people. What hit Mary most, was to see an owner
having to part with their pet. As the pet was disorientated, and the
owner very sad.
Dumper was coming with Bob, and Alan, to the shelter. He was allowed the
safe area. But never near the quarantine pens.
Brandy was seeing Alan quite a bit. Alan said, "Brandy, do you think
when you are done with your operation, we can make plans?" Brandy said,
"I think so, as why would we meet all these years later, if it was not
meant to be?" Bob was all for it. He had not seen Alan so happy in
Alan said, "I have dumper the dog though, would he be ok with you, as I
come with a full bag.
Well the way I am thinking, is, you will come to my home one day, and
Brandy said, "What about Bob?" Alan laughed, and said, "He has his eye
on a volunteer. Yes, he is making many dates with her. He told me, she
wants him to move in with her. She is kinda keen Brandy."
Keith meanwhile was getting closer, and closer to Jodie. Jodie was
wanting Keith with her most of the time he was off. Mary had other
things she wanted in life. So it was all working out well.
Keith went out for a walk, and on the side of the river he saw a dog. As
he went nearer, it was dumper. He was unable to breath well. Keith
picked dumper up, and took him to his flat. There it appeared that
dumper had been hit by a bullet. So Keith had an operation to do. He
sterilized his kitchen table, and removed the bullet. Dumper was making
progress. But Keith was very annoyed at a bullet hitting a dog.
Alan was told, and he cried, and said, "Who would shoot a dog? If I get
my hands on the mongrel I will-----" Keith said, "Alan, that will do no
good. What we need to do, is watch the area."
Over the weekend, Keith went and looked out in the area that dumper was
hit. There in the side of the tree's were young teenagers. He heard them
say about killing birds. Keith did not want Alan with him, because Alan
would show his anger. What Keith had to do, was watch them, and follow
them. He knew it would mean a police call, once he knew where they hung
out. On the ground was a bird that was dead. Keith took it, and matched
up the bullet, with the one dumper had. So the next weekend, Keith had a
policeman with him. The youths were shooting at anything. So they
waited, and then one youth got in the way of a shooting gun. He fell to
the ground. Now this was a serious case.
The policeman called an ambulance, and back up. When the ambulance
arrived, the youths ran off. The back up followed them, and managed to
capture two of them. In questioning, both youths spoke of the others,
and where they lived. So they were charged. The guns were taken, and the
bullets matched the one in dumper, the bird, and the young injured man.
Keith said to Jodie," what in the world is it coming to, young people,
how did they get guns, and why harm innocent nature?" Jodie said, "It is
the sign of the times. There is no respect given to life. I think you
were meant to find dumper. He would have died, if you had not gone there
on time. This is the Lords work, and he sent you there,"
Keith said, "Yes I believe he did. Because I was going to walk along the
other side, but something made me go the other way."
Jodie said, "I imagine Alan was very angry." Keith said, "He was, but
then he calmed down. I had to keep dumper for a while, until he was
breathing normally again. That dog is strong."
Keith said,' heard from he hospital yet?" Jodie said, "No, in fact I got
quite stressed about it, and I had a women that was going on about
things." Keith said, "What women, I have never seen you with anyone but
Mary, and Brandy."
Jodie said, "Oh this goes back in time. She is difficult to get on with.
She kept asking me to call her. So I did, after some weeks, in
politeness. She then tells me that an email a man sent for me, sounded
like me. Not a man." Keith said, "How on earth can she come up with that
Jodie said, "I do not know, but because things look one way, I think she
surmised things were the same for me. Little does she know, that this
man, did send it to her, telling her I was too sick to go and see her.
So he got on my computer, and in manners told her how I was."
Keith said, "None of my business who the man is, but I feel that is
rude, because she is not able to know that, unless she can see." Jodie
said, "I have had trouble before, what ever I talk about, is never
right. I have my own life, and what goes on in my life is private. One
time I went, and sat there, in my state of pain, trying to help out, and
she goes at me for something four years ago!"
Keith said, "She is a Christian?" Jodie said, "So she says. But sorry, I
was not impressed with her, no gifts are what I needed at the time. I
needed comforting, and respectful manners. All she put on me, I was
almost in tears with, because none of it was true. Talking about someone
who was very rude to me, in her family. Someone I never knew. She was
not even there at the time. Plus she also told the person off for being
rude to me, when she did come, and actually heard it. But she altered
her opinion, four years later. I was close to crying, as I had no
strength to counter back at her. I did not want to waste time on that. I
just told her it's all in the past. She said I was talking of aura's."
Keith laughed, and said, "Right, so if this person was plain rude to
you, it runs in the family. Aura's indeed, as if you had the time to
answer this rude person. Was anyone else there that heard all this?"
Jodie said, "Yes, another person was taken by surprise at this rudeness
to me. I had said nothing, just that I have come to give my time for
free, to help out. So I was told by another person, who said, her
husband just does not care about her company, she is over the top. That
many others have left her for the same reason. Who would want to be
working for all the hours, getting that rubbish talk? I know that the
only two that keep with her, are of tarred with the same brush, in it
for them selves. Getting what they wanted, and at the time I was given
nothing. I thought she was very strange at times. So I blocked her off
my computer. Still I got emails, but now I think I have managed to get
rid of that address coming into my inbox. She is talking all the time
about goods, and buying, and buying, and bragging about her so called
wealth. I thought she was poor, because wealth is not about material
gains, it's about spiritual health. In me she had a good clean person,
but I seemed to be not right. I just did not want goods, I asked for
moral support. That I am afraid is not her quality. So one day, I went
to her, as she had to give something. I went only because I did not want
her to bring this, and I am not there. I had a real bad energy from her,
and ended up going back onto something I was giving up."
Keith said,' my God, she must have sent your nerves bad, and to know
you're like this? No, there is nothing wise about that. Ok Jodie, do you
want me to send her an email, telling her the truth, that you're not at
all well, and that you do not want to see her again?"
Jodie said, "Let it go, or she will say that your email was not from a
man either." Keith said, "It's really dumb, how can an email sound like
you, when it's from another man, and I offer it too. So will she say
that is not from a man, when I know I sent it, if you let me?"
Jodie said, "Look Keith, she is absolutely wrong about it. An email was
sent, and it was to stop her expecting me to go."
Keith said, "Who in right mind would want you, as very crippled in your
walk of life, to come to them, seeing you in an aid. Is she all there?"
Jodie said, "Oh look Keith, I once said I needed some support, and get
told I know where they live." Keith said, "How non-supporting that is,
to allow a person so unable to walk, and be in pain all the time, and
then tell them to come to them!"
Jodie said, "Prying, to find out what is going on, but will never know.
I destroyed her phone number. Never again will I go there. I do not want
to see her."
Keith said, "So what does she do, sit all the time, while others are
breaking their backs, and they are the best? They are being used. Jodie
said, "Yes I have seen that. So I am not taking anymore of it. I want
nothing from her."
Keith said, "Seems to me, that kind think is very disrespectful. Not the
type you need now at all, or after your operation. Good girl, I am
pleased you stopped her."
Jodie said, "Yes, I am finished with her. I told the man what she said,
and he thought her not quite right. How does a man sound like a man in
an email?" Keith said, "He was wanting you to be left alone."
Jodie said, "Lets leave it now, and move on. So how is the case going
with the youths, and their harm done?" Keith said, "Oh it's out of my
hands, I did all I could. So how about I give you a nice change? I will
support you, as Jodie, I am in love with you."
Jodie said, "I feel the same about you. But how much does it take for
people to take care with a sick person? I do not mean, by giving things,
or words, I mean by just understanding."
Keith left Jodie's cottage, and was ready to give her a life. She love
him, oh he thought, love is the only means of good. All other emotions,
cause harm, love never fails.
Bob, and Alan, and Brandy, with Mary, were meeting again. This time for
prayers. A turn of events was birthing, for all of them. Jodie was
gaining strength in her soul, and her pain was not so taxing, once
understood, and cared about.
The Lord had another plan working for them. The shelter was his sign for
people to give animal's rights. The next months were going to place some
very good truth, light, and growth.
For in the mysterious laws, all truth wins. It will be showing the face
of Jesus Christ in all of them. So be the seed sown, and the reaping
done. Jodie said, her kind of spiritual health is a bit bragging. It
states that Jesus said that mumbling words, meaning nothing, as it's not
understood, is not the true tongues. There is no use in mumbling words,
that go on, and on, for the truth is tongues is not wide words. It is
short, and meaningful. So sadly, I just think she is missing something.
If ever a time was to show people through these five people, it was now.
A sign of world wide warnings was coming. It is by the righteous, who
have many afflictions, and stay in faith, that the Lord uses for his
messages. Be prepared for the coming of more truth.
Jodie was wishing the call would come for her surgery. In this time of
pain, she learned a great deal. Mainly about people. It made her sad to
think that the greater part of people's minds, were not at all
compassionate. A fine few, were compassionate, but still with them, they
had told her of their problems, and half heard her saying she is in pain
all the time. She knew nobody could do anything, but one kind gesture
makes all the difference.
What really amazed Jodie was, she had strength in this time. Her heart
was opened wider. She saw pain in so many people, and sadness that they
did not know how to cope with it. Not one really said the Lord's armour
was helping them. Did they know how to get the armour, or were they
going to their churches, without gaining growth? How was it they relied
on doctor's forgetting the greatest doctor of all?
Her thoughts went to a lady she was telling Keith about. The one she
blocked from her email account. She knew that no matter what she said,
this women had all the answers. Jodie knew that all the answers are not
known by mankind. For the supernatural trinity was in charge of the
Mankind were pupils of our heavenly Father. Jodie thought, growth can't
be given any pupil, if they have half closed hearts. Suddenly she was
grabbed by severe pain again, she said, "You belong to the dark, and I
belong to the light, so you will never win over me, for the Lord's armour
is not penetrated by you. You are attacking the flesh, you can never
attack my soul, or spirit. Get behind me, and go on your way."
She thought again about the lady she blocked. How was it that she said,
the enemy must never be talked about. Then in a later part, she spoke of
a dream, and saw the enemy in the dream?
Jodie thought, if the enemy is not exposed, which would take a very long
time to do, how will people avoid the snares? For many are the avenues
of darkness. Only one path is of light. That path is brighter than snow.
Being on the path, gives all mankind a chance to repent the old ways,
for the new.
Jodie was pleased to see the woman had finally been blocked. No mail
came from her for several days. Something about this women had Jodie
cautious. She knew to judge was not correct, but her observation of the
woman said it all.
A lady with so much talking, and no actions. Makes all other people do
her own housework, and her way is to tell another what is wanted, and
get them to use their body, to get it for her. A very ordering woman.
Jodie thought about the time she was talking of Christ, and the enemy.
How this woman placed all that Jodie said, into her way of thinking.
Jodie felt her relationship with the Lord was a personal one, and she
used the very gift he gave her. To write all avenues given her of the
enemy. Turning it to the glory of God. Away from satan, who is angered
at loosing. How would others know, if the enemy was never brought out
into his lies?
To Jodie, it was one thing to praise the Lord, and another to see why it
was important to praise him? Jodie saw a certain amount of control in
this woman. Jodie always felt there is only one person to control, and
that is, ones own self. If someone controls, they are lacking something
Jodie felt sorry for a woman who does all this other woman says, like a
slave. She heard the women who does all as a slave, say one day, that
she is tired. But still she was to get this, and get that, for the
woman. Jodie had left that scenario, as she had really bad feelings
being near the woman.
As Jodie went along in her day, realizing that she had given herself the
grace to do the best she can. With all this happening to her, she had a
very optimistic view. Occasionally she got a bit negative, but that she
felt was her nerves, due to the knife coming at her again, for another
A call came, as she answered it, the hospital was on the line. One more
test to be done. The last thing Jodie wanted. The bladder had to be
tested, the two done, gave no reading. The nurse told Jodie her heart is
good, and her chest is good, lungs are good. All other tests have
passed. Scans were clear too. If any infection was in the bladder, it
would be treated with antibiotics. But the nurse heard Jodie say that
she used soap, and sprays. Now this could be what they have picked up.
Jodie did not know that soap, or powder, could irritate the bladder. So
water is the only thing anyone should use for those area's. The nurse
asked if burning was, or anything like that? Jodie said, she had no
burning at all, and has no diabetes, as there is no constant need to go,
as the nurse asked? So that seemed in her favor. After this was seen to,
and cleared, the operation would be done shortly after it. The month
July was the last time she had her left hip done. Looks like July again
Jodie then thought, I ask for prayers, as the last time I had my left
hip done, I lived with a witch, not knowing she was a witch. In a home
never ever cleaned. So here was a time that Jodie had witnessed the
satanic force in a person. A person Jodie had tried to get away from. A
person Jodie had trouble with. Jodie kept a very clean home. So for her
to live in a filthy house, was hard. But her papers were given that
address. So it was a bit late for Jodie to return to her own home.
Moving on from that thought, Jodie knew she was in the Lord's hands.
That he asked of her nothing, but to give him her life. So that she was
born into a new life. The only life there is.
Over the day, Jodie thought about the new way her life would be here on
earth, after the operation. Jodie knew it was going to be a beautiful
change in her life. She thought about the way the mysterious work is
Do other people realize the impact that was coming from the work she was
doing? Can they realize the Holy Spirit is using Jodie for his glory?
Did it matter if she used her own way, as in sadness of her cat, sadness
of pain never leaving her. Her constant disability, and lack of quality
of normal living?
No, because without any experiences, Jodie could not deliver the Lord's
words. Again she was reminded of his power, that in her he was taking
this bad time, to show others that he does carry them, if they do one
Keith called, he said" Jodie, how would you feel if I took a few days
off? I want to spend a few days with you." Jodie said, "Are you able to
leave the shelter, considering there is only one other vet?" Keith said,
"Oh that is all arranged. The other vet has someone who will stand in
for me. I only mean four days off."
Jodie said, "I would like that. So what is it you want us to do?" Keith
said, "I would like you, if you do not mind? To open a few things in
Christ for me. You see, I do believe in him, but I fail when it comes to
Jodie said, "The main church is your heart. You can only take outside
church, when you're able to find one you're led to. Is it Bible
understanding you wish for?"
Keith said, "Not really, I read it, and understand it, but in today's
life, it's hard to find peace in this world." Jodie said, "Peace comes
from within, when you're at peace with Jesus Christ, the rest follows.
Keith said, "True, I just find it hard when I see people doing things so
bad to each other. You see Jodie, I see what people do, by animals. When
I get a cruelty case, I get very upset. I see the way people just take
life, as if it's all about them, and them only."
Jodie said, "I am not surprised by that, for it is the times of changes.
Volcanic ash has come from New Zealand. There is the whole earth talking
to people. They listen not. But do begin to repent, when it effects
Keith said, "Your outlook of the world, and the universe, seems to me to
be a direct language you have. It's like you given, yet I have never
seen you read the Bible."
Jodie said, "I Keith, get told directly from the Holy Spirit. Do not
think I do things all so well. I do things wrong too. I slip up at
times." Keith said, "You better not slip." he was joking, due to Jodie's
Keith said, "What I want to know is, how is it, at this time of such
pain, you are able to go on following the Holy Spirit?" Jodie said, "I
am open to him, he knows that. Why should he choose a vessel that is
Keith said, "You have lost me now, how can a vessel sail un built?"
Jodie said, "Jesus Christ builds his children. We come as babes to him
when we confess. So that is the first part of building his vessel. All
builders take time right?"
Keith said, "Yes, I guess so. I suppose the shelter had to be built to
work, is it like that?" Jodie said, "The building of his vessel is far
more intricate. This is holy work. We become new born babes, and so have
to learn to breath the breath of the spirit, not the flesh. A new breath
is given, for we have to learn to walk. As all toddlers, we will fall,
only to learn how to stay up, and walk. It does not end at any time
Keith said, "Sorry I am on the phone so long, but ok, if we have to earn
this new breath, we have to leave old ways, is that what you mean?"
Jodie said, "Old habits die hard, but yes. We learn to remove the habits
that are harming us. I have this with the hips, it is a result of
Keith said, "Well to me, you had every right to be resentful, as I know
about your childhood, through Mary." Jodie said, "Good, glad she told
you. That in itself is showing you something."
Keith said, "Showing me what?" Jodie said, "Resentfulness is a blocking
of health. All things that have harmed any person, and all have had
harm, shows something has to change."
Keith said, "So if animals are harmed what does that say?" Jodie said,
"It speaks volumes. For no living life, was meant to suffer. It all
comes to one path. So you become the Lord's own. From learning, and in
pain too, as I am, growth is there. If you had no heart Keith, you would
not be a vet. Recognizing the darkness doing harm is one major step. It
begins with you. It begins with all looking inside their own hearts. For
without that, Jesus is not able to come into the hearts of non
believers. Look Keith, I caught myself yesterday, I did some thinking in
the old way, for I am not perfect. I realized when I do that, I am not
cleaning to a higher way of thinking."
Keith said, "Jodie, your pain is enough to cause thoughts not clear. How
you ever get to laugh at times, I have wondered about." Jodie said, "I
am human, God is supernatural. I will at times, allow the flesh to have
its way. But straight after it, I learn. I learn that I am still
Keith said, "Oh, so just becoming the child, would not allow me
freedom?" Jodie said, "Jesus did not go his own way, he went the way of
his Father. So how is it we, as his children, forget ( Abba Father? You
see, Jesus knew the outcome of his life here on earth. We have had his
precious blood to save us. Can we give our blood for the same reason?
No, because it was the order of the sovereign throne, to give us his
son. Jesus was in human form, but his spirit was his fathers. Jesus
lived on earth in the spirit, not the flesh. So he had to endure the
greatest pain of all. Yes he did feel it all, yes he did weep. Yes he
did want money to be got rid of. For his wealth was in prayer, and
honour of our heavenly Father."
Keith said, "I am going to be off from tomorrow, so can I come and stay
with you for the four days?" Jodie said, "No Keith, you can come in the
days, and stay the evenings, but not over night. I have to get up at
times, and not altogether covered. So I prefer it that way."
Keith said it was fine with him. Then he said, "So really what you are
saying, is our real parent is our creator? So to honour our mother, and
father, is more than just honoring our human parents?"
Jodie said, "Yes, for we were created by our parent. We were known about
all the time, before birth, and after it. What is the school of thought
Keith said, "Seems ot me, we need the breath first. So although many are
breathing, they are not breathing, is that what you mean?"
Jodie said,' ok, put it this way, a vessel sails, so does a plank of
wood. Which of these two are profitable?" Keith said, "The plank would
be shoved to, and fro, so it has no direction. It not likely to port
anywhere. A vessel that is built will sail to its destination, and have
all the saving ways, if troubles arise."
Jodie said, "So that is how we are. How much can we put on a plank of
wood? What we put on the plank, would fall off, and the struggle would
be great to survive. Whereas the vessel has a base, it is built to take
all storms. From the base, comes the formation of the craft that the
Lord wants. He builds us, according to our growth. As we mature, he adds
on more structures to keep his vessel sailing in his direction. If we
get built, and then go another way, we loose the directions. So we come
into storms, and gale winds. Even a captain will go down with his ship.
We are meant to sail in all weathers. This meaning, we are to be given
only by the power of God.
So we build up, and up. The more we build, the stronger we get. The
Lord's armour is there with us. It is never to break from us."
Keith said, "My goodness, so going along following Jesus is the only
direction?" Jodie said, "You got it, yes." Keith said, "So what happens
if another vessel comes in our way, and sets the direction to go another
way, to stay alive?"
Jodie said,' that is the time to praise, the harder the road, the more
the praising. Or in this case we use the sea to describe it. You see
Keith, power of praising satan hates. He is not able to harm the vessel.
He will try countless times, he may even cause the vessel to have
trouble. But the vessel will not follow satan. So he is not able to
break the Lord's armour. The simple terms are simple. If you love
someone, you take the greatest of care for them. You give, without
wanting to receive. You never use another for the lacking of self. If
the vessel was to use another vessel for help, which would survive?"
Keith said, "None would, because that fire of survival, would create a
battle, for each to live on. They will fight, as one vessel can only
take so much load to carry. If too much load is on, the vessel will
sink. So if people are wanting another vessel to keep them sailing, one
vessel looses out, it has to."
Jodie said, "We are making progress Keith. You see, life is about
physics too. So where do you think the energy of good physics come
Keith said, "By mankind doing the right thing." Jodie said, "Yes, but
more than that, if our heavenly Father wants t open a sea, he will do
it. So physics then become science all gone wrong. There is no power
higher than our heavenly Father's, none at all. You see Keith, as I work
on, I find new paths opening for me to do the work. If I give in to my
pain, as I did once, for several weeks, I became worse, and do you know
Keith said, "Explain it please? Because pain to me, means suffering, and
suffering is hard." Jodie said, "I gave my pain authority over me when
my cat went away. I became worn out, and very sad. I did not move at all
in the spirit of the vessel, I was stuck. So I was washed in storms of
Grief became more, as the longer I did not see why I had to loose my
cat. I was angry, people could have helped me, but no. These people are
sailing on planks. That is why they see nothing, but their own self.
They actually go nowhere. For what they sow, they reap. Physical help
was denied me. So machines did the help instead. In that way, the Lord
gave me the chance of the machines, to aid my informatory. The righteous
do get much to suffer with, but the Holy Spirit comforts all those
times. The Holy Spirit is not going to help me if I am without trust.
Now in that it is showing, people see a person crippled, but do not
offer help. I have helped someone when I needed help. But I do not have
to worry, as I am showing the power of God, in a crippled body. Jesus
said, "Take up thy bed and walk." to a lame man. The lame man got his
healing through believing, trust, and faith. In other words, he
confessed his sins. You see, if I saw a person unable to hang washing on
a line, and knew about it, I would go and help them, do it for them.
Giving is a pleasure for me. Instead, I get gossip, from a gossip. The
weather is not right.
The people are hated, nothing is right. Even the utilities, in bills,
are a doom and gloom to this person. The person does not see, that she
has utilities. There are people living out in the cold weather, have no
comforts, but they will be glad, and thankful for a hot meal. Keith
sometimes the poorer a person is, the higher compassion they have."
Keith said, "I have to go soon Jodie, got to go and get Bob, he is going
to fix something for me. I now understand you better. You really are
spiritual, and very easy to be with. Now I see what you mean about pain
being your teacher. I do not know if I could do that, as one slight
pain, and I am sulking."
Jodie said,' Keith, a thought for you, if you want to keep well, even in
pain, as I do, we all have to work at it. We have to build, we have to
see, and hear. For the Lord's armour is ours to have.
The vessel we are, is the only vessel that will sail the winds of time.
We are one with Christ, when we plant our seeds correctly. You see
Keith, Jesus knows it is pretty much impossible for us, living in the
flesh, to pull away into the holiness of the spirit. So next time you
want to sulk, think. Think about altering sulking to learning. True, be
hard at first, but the answers come."
Keith rang off, and was deeply moved by the long chat to Jodie. He felt
Jodie had a gift given for use. She was using it, and doing her best.
She admits she gets times of challenge. She grows with each challenge.
As he went to get Bob, he thought, how can I say I am a sulkier for my
own slight headache, when I see pain every day in animals? I understand
that, and have compassion for them. About time I did the same for
myself. Yes the four days off, will be engaging him towards his
Keith thought, Jodie is better about her cat now, she seems to be
understanding she had to do this. Being responsible enough to let her
cat be welled cared for, by whom the Lord chose. As Jodie was not able
to manage, and had to think of her health, and her cat's health. Well
Jodie will be operated on, and then her health is restored.
Keith thought, such faith this Jodie has.
The following day, Keith had his four days off. He wanted to be at
Jodie's early. Rather keen to know more about the closeness of Jesus
Christ. Jodie had expected Keith, so was up early too.
As Keith came along the road, he saw a young man, looking very upset.
Keith thought, it's nothing to do with me, but he looks very thin, and
lost to me.
Keith stopped his vehicle, and came to the young man, he was crouching
on the pavement. Keith said, "I do not mean to pry, but are you
alright?" the young mans said, "As if you would care, nobody does. Keith
said, "If I did not care, I would have driven on, but instead I stopped.
Tell me, what is wrong? You look as if you have been-----Sorry-----But
you seem to me to be lost?
The young man said, "I have been living on the streets for a few years.
I walk from one town, to another. Or go into the bush, and try to kill a
rabbit, as I have to eat!" Keith said, "So you killed rabbits, how do
you cook them without any way to?"
The young man said, "I know how to make a light from wood. You know sir,
rubbing two together." Keith said, "Where are you heading now?" the yong
man said, "I am not able to walk on much further. I have not eaten for
almost a week. I only try to get food out of bins, if there is any."
Keith looked at him, and said, "What is your name?" the young man said,
"My name is Brendon sir, I am trying to get a warm place to hang out in,
but I am so tired, and I am sick of living this way."
Keith said, "Why did you choose to live this way?" Brendon said, "I took
our dog to the vets, and the vet said, that champion had to be put to
sleep. I said ok, but I did not tell my parents first.
An all out row came, and my father said I was wrong to allow champion to
die, without telling them first. Then they went on about my mates.
Saying they were all mongrels. That I never did well at school, as if
that mattered, as I had left school for three years. That I was just
like my grandad, I should go and live with him, and get out!"
Keith said, "Seriously that is rough. Anymore to this?" Brendon said,
"Yes, I smoked grass, and they found out. I had smoked grass, when
I-----Hurt champion. I had let him out, and they were out at the time.
Champion got run over-----Oh-----I had no way of knowing what to do. I
knew if my parents knew I had let him out, because he kept barking, and
that he got run over, I was in trouble."
Keith said, "I am a vet, so what damage was done?" Brendon said, "He was
un conscience, the vet lived just on the corner of our street. So I took
him there. The vet said, "Champion would die anyway, and it's better to
let him go, as the bill would be a great deal, and it would be for
nothing. All it would do is, keep him alive, and suffering. His injuries
were never going to heal."
Keith said, "So what did you tell your parents?" Brendon said, "I told
them champion was sick, and he kept vomiting, so I took him to the vets
clinic, and the vet said, champion was too sick to be kept alive. So
they rang up the vet, and the truth came out. So I was so scared, as my
father used to beat me as a kid. So I left home, and tried to live on
Keith said, "I am going to a friends house, she is partly lame, and I am
sure she will feed you, come on, jump in the vehicle, and we will talk
of how to help you, ok?"
Jodie was surprised to see Keith with company. Keith told Jodie all
about Brendon, and then asked if she would mind if Keith made him some
food? Jodie said, "Yes, do that, I will talk to Brendon, and-----No he
is not going to be sleeping on the streets if I can help it." Keith
said, "But you are not able to have him here, I mean, it could be
dangerous for you. We do not know him."
Jodie said, "Keith, I have three bedrooms. I was not going to let you
stay with me over night, morals Keith. But Brendon is not looking well,
and if you like, you can stay overnight, and have your four days off
with me, overnight too. That way Brendon is hardly likely to harm me."
Brendon said, "Mam, I am so grateful to you, four days is a bed would be
like being in heaven."
Jodie said, "Call me Jodie Brendon, over the four days, we may be able
to get some welfare for you. Plus Brendon, if you want to know freedom,
and the true heaven, I can if you allow me, talk to you about that."
Keith went back to is flat at Mary's, and got enough clothes for the
four days. He took Brendon with him. In his flat, Keith looked for clean
clothes for Brendon. Brendon waited, saying nothing."
When back at Jodie's, Brendon had a shower. He felt a few days of care
must be by very caring people. Brendon noticed the Bible, and thought,
yeah so what can that book do? So he kept looking at it, while eating
his first food in nearly a week.
Jodie said, "Keith here, he is having a few days off, we are going to
talk about Jesus Christ."
Brendon said, "Yeah heard of him, but it's a fairy story, to me everyone
who goes there, are living in the past. Two thousand years ago, and
nothing has happened yet, so sorry, I am not that sure about all that."
Jodie said, "Two thousand years ago, to the ages before Christ, were to
show people why God wants his children." Brendon said, "Oh everyone has
the devil in them, come on." Jodie said, "There is truth, and there is
untruth. Untruth will always get trouble. Truth sets you free."
Brendon said,' so as a matured woman, what would you know of youths
today? We are all into self mastery. When I smoked grass, I saw things,
I saw spirits. I had my guide painted for me. An Indian, with much power
to give me." Jodie said, "So what power did you get? Look at how your
Brendon said, "Yeah that is true, I talked to my guide, and he told me
to walk in the bush, where freedom is." Keith said, "So did you find any
freedom?" Brendon said, "At first yes, I was free of my father, being
out of the home. But after time, I was getting walls everywhere I went."
Jodie said, "It's up to you Brendon, you can know the only path there
is, or go the many paths you have already been walking on." Keith said,
"I have believed in Jesus Christ, but I have not been happy with
churches." Brendon said, "Why? What can a church do to you?" Keith said,
"I think time is young to go into that. But if you like to join us in
our spiritual talking, as that is why I am here-----Well-----I am here
because I love Jodie to."
Jodie said, "I kind of knew that, so tell me Brendon, loneliness, tell
me about it for you?" Brendon said, "It's weird, the world is full of
people, and so many are lonely. I was lonely as a kid too. My parents
had rules. Yeah the Christian rules. But their love was from their
religion, never from their heart. I took it when I got older, they were
Jodie said, "What religion did they follow?" Brendon said, "Jehovah
witness, but nothing they gave me from it made sense. I had to do as
they said, or be punished. So they punished me, telling me God is doing
it. That is why they have to do it."
Jodie looked at Brendon with concern. She felt he had a direction given
that had caused him more loss of his identity, than he ever realized."
Keith said, "What did you think about no blood given, or birthdays
remembered. Christmas never honored?"
Brendon said, "One of them my parents knew, allowed their child to die,
and forbidden her life to be saved by transfusion of blood." Keith said,
"I must say here, that I do not understand that, as I save animals, and
would not allow one to die, unless it no other option was available. So
if we begin to talk of the true Jesus Christ, you may learn something.
Look Brendon, I am a mature man, I have been on the side walk, rather
than on the actual walk, which is the narrow path."
Brendon said, "Narrow path, so what happens when we all die?" Jodie
said, "I think it's better to begin with living, and how to actually
live in Christ." Brendon said,' ok go on, you two talk, and I will
Keith said, "Jodie, we were talking of vessels yesterday over the phone
for ages. Meaning we are the vessels. So the sea is like our world, if
you put it that way?" Jodie said, "I find that using the vessels, and
the sea, shows the torments of battle. Life is for many, a battle. You
see Brendon, I have found people the very last to be compassionate to a
sick person. There are a fine few who care. But the one thing I am
against, is being expected to follow their other reason, for their
Brendon said, "Oh like emotional attack on the mind?" Jodie said,' yes
in a way it is that. Each person had a personal relationship with the
Lord, and it is how it's to be. For the Lord knows everything. He did
not make us all alike. He made us to is own creation, and to how he
designed each of us to have the ability to earn his gifts." Brendon
said,' why earn God's gift? I mean if he is God, he would give them to
us just like that eh?"
Keith said, "No, we have to earn them, none can get them if not saved.
Do you agree Jodie, because I have heard you say about being expected to
change your church." Jodie said, "Yes, because I think every one's
spiritual relationship, is personal. If one feels comfortable to work
another way, I see no right to allow another to alter their church. You
either help someone, and expect nothing back, or leave it alone. Giving
to another is a gift, it means that when you help another, free of
expecting them to follow their way, you are doing it for the Lord Jesus.
So in the grandest of ways, helping someone, means you are doing it, for
Jesus who walks ahead of this. He walks before his children. He sends
those that have no faith, to the faithful. I help another, and I find
pleasure in it, as Jesus sent me that person."
Brendon said, "So you Keith were meant to meet me?" Keith said, "Yes,
and too, I think Jesus has a reason for you, a work he wants you to do
as his servant, when you're healed."
Brendon said, "So I have a chance, and I could be ministering. Keith
said, "Yes Brendon. But if I begin to help you, and in your sorry state,
start to expect you to do my way, or go where I go, then I am
manipulating you. It adds to your distress of life. For how can you heal
correctly, if I start to tell you to add my thoughts, and what you
should be doing, or tell you what church to go to?"
Brendon said,: yeah that makes sense to me. Because if you helped me, as
you have done, I have not had the time, or the strength to add more onto
me. You guys are the difference of real help, or conditioned help?"
Jodie said, "Jesus is he one who is helping you here today. So we have
no right to condition, or tell you where to worship. That is your own
choice. For you would be led to the right way."
Brendon said, "Jesus Christ is real then?" Jodie said, "He is inside
you. He is waiting for you to open our heart. Once you do that, he
enters your heart. You begin to learn. Jesus is the one who will show
you where he would like you to be. The very fact you were led to us, was
Jesus, who put Keith in your sorry state of life. This means he has a
purpose for you. A big change to your present state of life."
Keith said, "Jodie, I think today, as it is Brendon's first day of
natural life for some time. How about I take him fishing in the river,
for trout. You can come, and relax there as well?"
Jodie said, "Sure thing, we all will enjoy the sunny day, and Brendon,
no doubt Keith has more than one rod to fish with?" Keith said, "I
brought two rod's and tackle, some frozen bait, which I meant to ask you
Jodie, can I put in your freezer?" Jodie said, "You may as well, so then
you can use what you think today, and the rest another day, while you're
Brendon looked real keen, and he had a far better color to his face,
after eating well.
The river was quietly moving in ripples, where the trout were. The
shadows of the tree's stopped the sun coming upon them all directly.
Keith had stopped at the bakeries, for some rolls, as Jodie had ham, and
cheese, to go in them. He bought some doughnuts too.
Brendon had not fished before, so he was being taught by Keith. Brendon
caught his first trout, and in excitement he dropped the rod. So Keith
said, "No Brendon, you keep the rod in your hands, and bring in the
fishing line, by turning the small wheel here, see? Then when it's
close, you lift the rod to bring in your catch. After that, you take the
fish off the hook, and I prefer to kill it straight away, not let them
Brendon said, "Yep! You're a vet alright. So do we eat them?" Jodie
said, "We sure do, you will like them. So catch plenty, ok?" Keith
enjoyed his catch, and company with Jodie, and Brendon.
Keith noticed that Brendon had qualities of learning well. Then Keith
said, "If we can get you into some welfare help, would you like o work
in an animal shelter?"
Brendon said, "What would I earn there?" Jodie said, "Well-----Thinking
about it, if all works well over the next four days, I may let you rent
the bedroom you will be in tonight. So if you do work in the shelter,
your earnings will be, free food, and-----Keith did you think about
giving him some money?"
Keith said, "We are doing very well in the shelter, so if I give you
Brendon, a low wage, it will help you pay for your use of utilities, and
teach you to pick yourself up responsibly, and give you money for other
things needed. I know Jodie will keep to free food, but that would not
teach you how to manage properly."
Jodie said, "I meant free food for a while, not for always." Brendon
said, "I would be happy with that. You people are something else. So
animals in the haven you called it, are-----?
Keith said, "Most are unwanted, some are surrendered for reasons of
owners. There are many reasons for the animals to be cared for." Brendon
said, "Keith, do you think I can learn to be a vet?" Keith smiled, now
he knew Brendon was prepared to pick his life up. He said, "I can make
you my apprentice, and you go through a given time to become a vet. It
is not a job, it is a dedication."
Brendon said,' that way, I can make up for champion getting run over, by
my smoking grass, and being dumb." Jodie was ready to give Brendon a few
months with her now, as she heard the sound of truth in his voice. Jodie
said, "Brendon, I have to go into hospital for a major operation, so
that will be a time I will be trusting you, in my home." Keith said,
"Yes, but after that Jodie, once rehab is done, we can get our life
together. I think Mary would let Brendon take the flat I am in now."
Jodie said, "Sounds like a plan again Keith, because yes, we would be
living in the same home once we are-----Well you know----- the right
thing to be done first."
Brendon laughed, and said, "Married! So while we are here, this Jesus
Christ is in me right?"
Jodie said, "Yes, and he will enter your heart as soon as you let him
in. Then your life will take turns of changes. Because you will be
changed. It is not a change overnight, some do get that, but most have
to work at it. The enemy is the one who will try to get you back on the
So as we are in this together, anytime you feel tempted
to-----Say-----Smoke grass-----Or go off the narrow path, we can pray
Brendon said, "So prayer is heard then?" Keith said, "Ever time, and
sometimes answers do not come for a good while, that is because our
heavenly Father has his time for answers. So patience is a gift to be
Jodie laughed, and said, "Keith, you're well on your way to becoming
fully in the light." Brendon said, "So you Keith are like me then?"
Keith said, "I am yes, but I have more knowledge due to believing in
Jesus for several years. I just did not know about how to be like
Brendon said,' how can we be like Christ? Jesus is holy, we are humans."
Jodie said,' true, but Brendon, we try to be like Christ, and walking in
fellowship, and following him, is how we do it.
We then pick up the gifts according to our study of his word, as in the
Bible. That must be done, to understand the whole spirit of the throne."
Brendon said, "So those spirits I saw, were false?" Jodie said, "Sadly
Brendon, they are real, but they belong to satan, known as demons.&Nbsp;
they give you enough to think you on a powerful and in control. So you
do things well away from uniting with the truth. It takes you down. The
maladies of the body are sin, as in even I have now. Resentment causes
arthritis, more than any food does. Asthma is due to inner fury, and so
it goes along. Jesus had no sin, he had no ill health. He had tired, and
had long prayers, with his Father. He has felt all I have felt, on the
cross. He has felt your loss of a home to live in, as you sowed that
seed, so it reaped. I sowed resentment, to abuse, and a great deal
coming at me from my family. So I began to resent people. I had gone
into other relationships, of similar things. I had learned to think
people were to harm me, to control me. It repeated, over, and over,
until I learned, that I, as a child of the Lord, was not put on earth to
be given abuse. I was put here to be loved. You see Brendon, those
before me, had the same spirits you saw. That is why I was harmed."
Brendon said, "So if that is the case, why did you allow it?" Jodie
said, "As I said, it's not overnight for many to learn the truth. For
some it's a lifetime. But if they see that lie, before they pass away,
they meet Jesus, who watched it all. He was there at all times. The holy
spirit is the only true spirit, and comforter. I have had to clear not
only what was in my home, but what was in my heart. I looked for
comfort, and found it nowhere. I would get a bit of a good time, and
then it failed. People would talk to me as if I was dirt, even ones who
did not know me. I have seen a look of dislike towards me by strangers,
who then begin to speak to me as if I was not in any right to be human."
Brendon said, "That is tough on you, why do you think people did this?"
Jodie said, "The weapons of the enemy were near me, I may not have
realized that the enemy made a dislike about me to others. You see, he
had my previous family, but a challenge on getting me.
Now his challenge is greater. So he angers. That anger could be seen in
me. So it puts people off me."
Keith said, "Jodie, anger, how can the enemy put it to you like that?"
Jodie said, "His wiles are many. He angers to see a human go to the Lord
Jesus. So as much as the armour is there for me, there may be some anger
at a distance, that is recognized by others, and strangers too. So they
react in the enemies ways, to insult me. I have seen others with the
enemies weapons in them. But I am not able to do anything, if they wish
to insult me. So the enemy directs from a distance, and I, being human,
do not always know that is what is happening. I go away asking why am I
always treated without respect? Then I go feeling low, and asking why
it's always coming? I am learning that now, you see, satan wants me to
feel low, and insulted, as that is when he can, in his deceitful ways,
get me down. When down, we all reach for aids to get out of it. So we
again poison our health. I am learning from the Holy Spirit, the truth
of satan. You see truth is truth, and truth about satan is to be known
about. We get attacked in our emotions. He has no way of getting me, but
will make things happen to stop me being respected."
Brendon said, "This Jesus Christ, why does he let it happen then, I mean
you're very with him, by the sounds of it, so why?"
Jodie said, "It is another testing, to rid all the evils, means
understanding them. I have resentment to rid, as well as knowing the
Lord's armour is holding me. The front is protected, the back is not. So
I am building the steps, as I come to them. I resent less now, but do
know that my operation is the end of satan's hold on me. A hold that is
not his to hold. He is never going to beat the throne. He has attacked
the lower part of my body, in aging years. Jesus never once caused my
maladies of the body, sin did that. Sin was in my family, sin that had
many of the previous family members."
Keith said, "Jodie, can you open that a bit more, we still have a couple
of hours to fish, talk, and eat in."
Jodie said, "Ok, who wins in an argument? Nobody does. It is the one who
can control the other, that feels they win. So another argument rises,
and the more they come, the harder the way of uniting with another. In
the end its war. War is not only in world war, it is in families wider
than we can see. Accidents on roads, come from no rules obeyed. Road
rage is absolutely insane.
Vehicles are lethal machines, in the wrong hands. Shops do prices at will
of cheating people. It is plain to see, as in one shop, the same item
can be a dollar cheaper. One item chased down, can be four different
prices. So cheating is going on. Sickness is looked upon as nothing to
many. Where the good Samaritan, did what is holy for a sick man. The
sick man healed, through the love of Jesus Christ. The Samaritan, would
be blessed. Young people no longer respect elders, and so they insult
them. When in truth, elders have been in the world longer, and know far
more than them. So dedication to age is gone. Parents are no longer in
charge of their children's upbringing. This means the evil is spreading
to the younger people. Someone can see a person is in pain, so they make
the pain worse, they do this, because they have no compassion. Another
value is lost. Cults are everywhere, even in some places one would never
think they are. So again, false God is worshiped. One person could save
another from loosing an animal. But instead, refuses to help. So the
person is left to hurt more, by loosing their pet. They can get the
mail, but complain instead, and gossip, they do not help to get the
in all Brendon, people choose the ways that make life harder to live.
Easier life is, to value another, if in need. To give without taking
back. To give moral support, when the chips are down. In all, I have
wondered, how we all forget that our emotions do speak of the dark, and
the light. It is not possible for the dark, and the light, to be going
at the same time. So looking at depression, that is total loss of
emotions, in any order of truth. Brain chemicals are changed, that
causes depression. But the real cause is never identified. It is treated
with drugs. Drugs are not a real way of living. So the problem is
building, until dependency on drugs is either for years, or for life.
Then there is the spiritual war. The many doctrines have caused war in
itself. Like in England, non Catholic, fighting Catholics, and causing
death to many people. That was strong in the times back in England, and
Ireland. A power field is planted. The reaping is destruction, and
even I have come a long way to find this out. Jesus said, to find
solitude, be solitary, as in that silence, more is heard, than the whole
world of mankind talking. We all look for another to fill our void,
loneliness, is quite lonely. There is nobody else to talk to, or to lift
us. We put to much dependence on others. Jesus was alone many times, in
his walk upon earth. He could not pray to his Father, and talk to his
disciples, at the same time. Now this is sounding as if it's a double
edge sword, but it is not. The flesh, is making one claim, the spirit is
another claim. They fight against each other. Jesus knows this. We can,
if we try to, make our flesh be second to the spirit. In my coming forth
to the full rebirth of Christ in me, I had many testings to endeavor.
I am given a gift, a gift to a write his messages. Our heavenly Father
knows the pain I am in.
This is a testing of my faith. It is my growth too. I was given the
torments of evil to battle with.
As I walked along the path, my first step was Jesus Christ in my heart.
I had shut the door on him, a few times in life. I understood that
people who blame another, avoids looking within their own heart.
I then tried to find the causes for my health being got at so many
times? I was angry as an innocent child, due to being abused. That anger
was a seed, a seed given me by another. It did not grow until I was
older. I learned to do things, against the law of God. I did not know I
had done this. For God was never spoken about. I began to loose, from a
very early age, four to my memory. I had insults in every avenue I went
to. Instead of me looking to Jesus, I became inwardly angry. It was
suppressed anger. My outer show, was of placid nature. I resented, was
told I resented at fourteen years of age. I did not know what the word
resentment meant. I did not like to be told anything. I was full of
resentment. This came through feeling so hurt. It never dawned on me,
until this later age, that the curse was going on. So the ones who did
me harm, were cursed. My family were in the curse. I also did not
separate the truth, as they did the harm on an innocent child. I had no
idea that I was not to blame for their treatment on me. So from that, I
another way of looking at it is, one person yawns, and all others around
that person yawns. A seed is there. So right now, I am learning that
resentment is to leave me. My trust in Jesus Christ has to be more
clear, and strong. You see, Jesus does not do this for us, he taught us
that. We either do it, or not. The results come from our own choices. I
learned recently, that the Lord is with me, only in him can I trust.
Only in him can I walk the testings given me. So anger belongs to satan.
Resentment belongs to satan. Feeling sorry for self is also from satan.
Something I have always been though is, I never wanted pity, or
sympathy. I wanted understanding. I have not felt sorry for myself, as I
fight, and will not be beaten. I know I have strength. It is how I use
that strength, that will make it stronger. Like voltage, higher, or
lower. The same strength is not in the two. So I have said to people,
that we are all family. No matter what color, or creed, or country. We
could all chose to treat each other as family, not strangers. That love
is the only emotion worth having. The rest is all destroying us.
so to come to the final part. I had fear, fear of not making it, or
getting left in pain. So that was again a form of resentment to the
truth. Can I blame satan for my maladies? To a degree yes, but I chose
to think his way, in anger, and resentment. I never argue, and never
talk back to someone. The only way for me to get over this last testing,
of the evil one, is to rid. I took out all things pertaining to satan,
from my home. I thought that was all I had to do. No, there was more. I
had to do inner cleaning too! I had to learn not to try to please
people. For that made me a slave. I had to look inside me. There in my
heart was the reasons for pain. I had allowed the evil to take hold of
my emotions. That I never knew was going on. The Holy Spirit will help
in all ways, if I am honest about it.
So he opened windows. There stood my mother. Another window stood my ex
husband, who never knew why he was on earth, and was alcoholic. I
detested alcohol. Being the punching bag in his insecurity. At one time,
before I went to sleep, I saw the face of my mother, and my ex husband.
I could not work out why? There it was. Satan was using the sight with
closed eyes, to show me them. What I did not know was, that Jesus was
also there. I had to see these, to understand the root of the evils. The
beginning, and the end. My mother the beginning in this earth life, and
my ex husband, in the end of the calamity of loosing who I was? The
people in between, were of similar natures. So I had to see the start,
and end. Since then, I felt alone, and so very vulnerable. I had to
close off my old life. I did not know how to do that. I was left with my
own thoughts. So to rid this all, meant testings. Which are growth if it
is of truth. I still saw the birthday cards being burnt, by my mother,
when I was thirteen, saying that was what she thought of my birthday.
The two cards were from others, not family. No presents at all.
That scene I had to stop coming into me. It was done with, but it left
me feeling worthless. I would say I am not married, because that
marriage was no marriage. The work to clear, and anoint my home, was not
all the work to do. So, now I am given the way to clear all evils from
my life. I have one true friend, one true husband, one true love, so
that I can give true love now.
I have one true strong parent, and the whole of the trinity lives only
in me, when I am clear of it all.
All of the ones I have just said, is one and only true. For the trinity
is there for the oneness of the spirit of our heavenly Father. He is my
parent. Imagine, if you had a child, would you want him to be mocked,
and tortured, and then put on a cross, and feel the whole of the ages,
in the world of pain? No, because it would hurt you, as it would me. So
our heavenly Father gave all he had, in his son. To show us all, that
evil is not of God. That the supreme majesty of the supernatural, is
his, not ours. We have to earn that. No fairy story of heaven is true.
Heaven is way above us all. The kingdom of the heavenly Father, will not
take evil in it. How can love, and hate be given as it is. None survive
without love. Hate kills.
So I have just learned my own folly, to clean up my own act. So it shall
be. Because if not, the Holy Spirit would never have brought it to me,
and many times at that. So Keith, and Brendon, I am no more than you
both are, or less than you both are. I am in the hands of our heavenly
Father. I was not able to get here, without Jesus Christ. Had I tried
that, I would be mocking God. For his son is him. I too have to go
through testings, but they will benefit me, and the testings will cease
the pressures, once I rid the inner turmoil of emotions. So all anger s
to go, all resentment is to go, all expectations is to go. The will of
God, is the only will that lives. We live only when with him. Part
living with him, will not do. It is all, or nothing. From that comes the
fresh relationships, and new ways of clean, and pure love. Sp our
earthly life does have benefits in the coming years left on earth. So
Brendon, I so understand you. You are welcomed by Jesus to be in my home
for now. He sent you to me, and he sent Keith to you.
The last part of this is, Brendon, keep away from all who practice the
occult. Do not have company with them. If you see any coming near you,
move away. Do not talk to them. I had a situation recently, a daughter
of a witch was coming to the bakery, and I never saw her coming.
When I did, I took my wheel chair right out of the area she was in. She
came close, but not on top of me. Her witch mother is dead now. But I
feel it right to get away. I would not talk to her. She used to bring
books on the occult to her mother. I heard the demons speaking through
her mother, and it was horrid. Just choose Brendon, I say do not, but I
am not your keeper in that, you are. That way the Lord is too."
Brendon had put the rod down for a long time, listening to Jodie, he was
amazed at the truth he heard. He had resented his father, and then
suffered the streets. He knew cold nights, no food, and no way to wash.
Yes Brendon thought, this all makes sense.
Keith said, "I knew you lived in the spirit Jodie, and now hearing your
battles to clean up, I hear you. It is time for me to do the same thing.
How can I thank you for showing me that?" Jodie said, "No credit to me,
for I also had to learn, and learn more I will. It is the glory to God,
that is the thanks to, not me."
Brendon sunk down, he was shaking a great deal. Keith said, "Brendon,
what is wrong mate?"
Brendon said, "I hate my father, I have no respect for my mother. I took
the turn of evil, I did not know I was doing that. I am wanting to
confess, but do not know how to?"
Jodie said, "You can confess with a pastor, who will never break your
confidence in him. You can confess in your own heart too. Once you
repent the old way. Birth begins, then the steps follow. That is the
time you will learn as much as I have done, and many others too."
Brendon said, "I have heard of Christians speaking in tongues, what is
that?" Jodie said, "My first time, I was not sure where it came from.
But it always ends with Jesus spoken in the Jewish way.
I have it many times now, but it's never long. It's short. It comes
mostly when I am on my own. So over time, I have to understand, which is
not easy. It is a language of the heavenly Father, which is spoken to
angels. I get the messages from it, by reading. It is always explained
to me. As the book I read, I do not choose to have a certain page. There
before my eyes, is the very words explained to me. Like Keith. We talked
of vessels, well, that night I picked up the book, and got a reading on
vessels, and a ship, and the sea. Even storms came into it, storms that
do not take the children of God off course. He is our compass, and ruler
Brendon said, "I am shaking because I feel a different energy in me. I
feel as if I have come home, silly as it sounds, and I feel like crying.
I want to know Jesus Christ."
Keith said, "So do I, I know him, but have never done the inside work.
It sounds as if solitary work is required here to me." Jodie smiled, as
she felt her words were given to her from the Holy Spirit. To say things
this very afternoon. This very day. She had grown from resenting, to
accepting her new while life ahead of her.
Keith said, "We have twelve trout here, I caught eight, but you put the
rod down Brendon, so I thought I will catch what you would have caught.
We are even mate." they went back to Jodie's home, and Keith cooked the
trout needed for the evening meal. The rest were cleaned, and frozen for
Brendon said, "So animals are very precious in life. Being that they
were created from God, as you said Jodie, all life belongs to God. I see
it all now, and see how awful my life would have gone, had I not been
given a gift of meeting you both. I am ready to do the work for an
They ate well, and laughed a great deal. There was a big change in life
for all three.
Jodie thought how pleased Mary would be, when she told her of the day's
Mary came over to Jodie's cottage before going to the shelter. Jodie
told Mary all about the yesterday. Mary was so happy to think, that
another young man is coming to the light. Keith came not long after
Mary. So they had a bit of time to talk.
Keith said, "How is the clinic going?" Mary said, "Mainly check ups,
nothing serious has been in the clinic." Keith was pleased about that.
The he said, "Brendon here, is wishing to be trained as a vet." Mary
said, "Really? So you will be another added person to the shelter."
Brendon said, "It's called the haven, what gave that idea?" Jodie said,
"Animals are as important as us. So as you know, aged people no longer
have their families willing to honour them in aged time. So they have to
go to an aged home. Animals are left to fend for them selves, due to
humans, although not every time. So the haven was to give a good name
with blessings to it."
Brendon said, "I know from other youths, that none care for the aged. So
I figure that animals are not cared for either?" Jodie said, "We love
animals, and when we loose one, due to other reasons, we feel the impact
of loss. So Mary, all is done for the shelter now?" Mary said, "It's
running so well, and what pleases me is, that all the animals get
adopted. There has been some not making it, but it's rare."
Keith said, "How is Alan, and Bob doing?" Mary said, "Bob is filling in
the time when Alan goes to Brandy. So Bob is rather busy. Mind you, I
have watched him looking at a volunteer. You know, that interested look.
She has done the same back to Bob."
Keith said, "Romance is in the air." Brendon said, "Awe not me though. I
do not believe in love at all." Jodie said, "Love is all Jesus Christ
is." Brendon said, "Oh, I forgot about that. But I mean in life, where
is the real love?" Mary said, "Love to me begins within us. If we do not
have it inside us, we are not able to put it out. I have to go soon, but
I will say this. We have the seed of love inside us, it is how we sow
it, that brings back the harvest. If we sow for non belief of love, it
Brendon said, "Just before you go, how can we scatter a seed we can't
see if it's inside us?" Mary said, "You know when you feel love, it
changes you. So for many people, they go from one to another, all their
life, looking. They see it not, because it's inside. So they scatter
their seed. Why do you think so many babies are born to one mother
Brendon, and all different fathers?"
Brendon flushed, as he had no experience of this side of life. Then he
said, "I see your point here." Mary said, "Bob is in today, doing Alan's
shift too, as Alan is going to take Brandy to her specialist." Keith
said, "I really think Bob wants the extra work, because that lady, you
know the one, about fifty five, they look like getting together to me."
Mary said, "I thought that too. Still Alan is no doubt going to be with
Brandy one day. The volunteers name is Evelyn, she is really nice, and
so good with the animals. Well got to go now, see you all later."
Keith sat down, and said, "Sadly I learned that when things are going
rough for someone, others increase the feelings, with remarks of no
compassion." Jodie said, "I too have learned that. I have been given
some really silly advise. Mind you none of them are medicals, and know
the answers." Brendon said, "Like what Jodie, what do they say to you,
surely they can see how you are?" Jodie said, "First lesson Brendon,
none will see, with blind eyes. Many talk with dumb words. We can look
on this like weeds, in a garden, that is to be cared for. If I asked you
to care for my garden, and you let the weeds breed, they will be so high
one day, that nobody will see you at all. So it would show that you did
not care for my garden, or me. By the time you did think to care, you
could not see anything. The garden of care, was turned into a garden of
weeds. Some of the weeds are dangerous too!"
Brendon said, "I think I know what your meanings are here. So Mary
you're going now, it was nice to meet you." Mary said her goodbyes, and
went off in her car. Brendon said, "Ok, so if we do not care for our own
selves we are not able to care for another?" Jodie said, "There is more
truth in that, then realized, but yes. Some of us have not had a good
beginning in life. So we were never taught the true seeds. So we
scramble along, finding walls up, on everything we try. Eventually, we
look to our spiritual side in life. Now if we are wise, we go directly
to the truth.
Then again, the truth is often masked."
Brendon said, "Masked, how can the truth be masked? If we have lie, and
truth, neither of them are the same, so we would see."
Keith said, "Not quite mate. You know there are many things shown you,
when smoking grass. All you saw was lies. Dangerous weeds, that strangle
your spiritual life. Many go through the gardens of serpents. So here I
take it Jodie, is the way to find the true garden?"
Jodie said, "Yes, even I was taken with false lies at one time. But I
was very skeptical about it, the lies I mean. Plus to, there are many
religious cults. Where the people do more judging, than worshipping. So
to find a home for a church, is difficult. The first way to recognize
the cult movements, are the way you are told to be. That you must go to
this church, and not that one. Sadly Brendon, I have had the experience
of judging Christians. Who look to things in their own way. This is why
so many churches are in our world. We have one church, and the
complimentary church is the one where all fellowship together, making no
changes to people, but allowing all to find their path of truth.
Sometimes it's better to say little, than too much. The one church is
the body of Christ, the other home church is where you're led to, being
that it is for communion in all."
Brendon said,' so weeds are in churches too?" Keith said, "Not all
churches, but many other types who have altered the Bible for their own
means. Then go out into the people, and advertise it."
Brendon said, "Sounds a bit like the J.W. One to me. But my father
thought it right to put it in peoples faces. Even go to peoples homes,
and knock on doors. He got a good few people angry at that." I have
noticed in my short life so far, that nobody is communicating. It's like
we are either in, or out, mostly out!"
Keith said, "When I had a couple times in a church, I was in great need,
but what did I get? Sermons about money. It put me off. I know tithing
is there, but when a new person comes, they are like babies, who do not
understand the way the church is run. Yes prayers are good, but if the
person is in great need, like say someone, who needs company, other than
the church, or a helping hand, should they be unable to manage. Like
Jodie, obvious she is almost lame.
I have a strong feeling, that actions are louder than words. Words are
heard, but actions show the growth of a church."
Jodie said, "Jesus did the actions, and while he did the actions, he
spoke his ministry. We all know there is something bigger than us in the
world. All will say the word God, but many do not abide by him."
Keith said, "In my work, I do much praying for each animal. While I am
working on the animal. So the two do mean it is the law."
Jodie said, "Well lets leave Brendon to ponder over this, he will need
his own time to think. Brendon do you want to be left today to think
about it, as Keith and I, have some personal things we want to do on our
Brendon said, "Tell you what I will do Jodie, I will mow your grass."
Keith said, "Go for it Brendon, gives me a chance to have time with
Alan was driving Brandy to the specialist. He was asking Brandy if she
would consider them getting together for good? Brandy said, "Alan, I
think that would be a good idea. Bob is thinking of asking this Evelyn
to go out with him. So the house we are in, is mine. So lets see how it
goes with him, and if he get with her, your housing problem is over."
Brandy said, "You mean I live with you?" Alan said, "Yes, but I do not
mean straight away, I will not put Bob out of the house, but it was a
passing thought, that he will get with the Evelyn, he keeps talking
Brandy said, "Well, it if goes well, and we are from a long way back,
yes I will come to your house, and thanks for that."
In the shelter a lady was a good worker, but very quiet. Mary thought to
ask her about herself? Betty said, "I do not trust people, and that is
why I am with animals." Mary said, "Why is your trust gone?" Betty
said,' usual things. People start to be friendly, then they interfere
Mary said, "So what do you do with your life, other than be here?" Betty
said, "I never talk about my life much."
Mary said, "Come to the canteen, and have a good chat with me." Betty
said, "Alright." they sat down, and Betty was visibly nervous. Mary
decided to let her talk, and if not, then talk about another subject.
She did not want to impose on Betty. While Betty was talking about the
animals. Mary thought, Betty is a closed book.
A call came in, and some cats were coming to the shelter. When the two
women arrived, they looked very weird. One was pierced with so many
earrings, and in the nose, and on the lips. The other was dark in her
Mary said, "How many cats did you bring in?" they said nothing for a
while. Then the one who was dark looking, her eyes were sharp, and her
tongue was just as sharp. She said, "We don't want them. So here is two
boxes of them, we are off, goodbye."
Mary looked inside the boxes, and gasped. Four cats were looking like
they were given something to kill them. Mary had to call Keith now, as
the other vet was busy doing an operation at this time.
Keith picked up his mobile, and said, hello, who is it?" Mary said,
"Sorry Keith, but I just got four cats, that look unconscious, they
appear to be drugged or something?"
Keith said, ask Colin to see to them." Mary said, "Colin is operating on
a dog. He will be unable to do anything for a good two hours. They might
die before that."
Keith said, "Ugh, ok I will come, but----- oh it's alright, I am sure
Jodie will understand." Jodie heard this, and said, "You better go, what
is wrong there?" Keith said, "Four cats have been harmed by the sounds
Keith was about to go, when he thought of taking Brendon. Brendon was
eager to go with Keith, and jumped in the vehicle.
As Keith went to look a the cats, he wanted to do tests. He said to
Brendon," now you can watch this, but it could be ugly." Keith found the
cats had been given poison. He wanted to drain their stomachs quickly.
Then he put in the intravenous drip, in each one.
Brendon said, "Yes Keith, this is ugly. How can people do that?" Keith
asked Mary about the women that brought them in?" Mary said, "Oh good
God, they were weird Keith. They looked like witches."
Keith said, "Enough said, no doubt the cats were used for some kind of
sacrifice. I wonder why the two women brought them in, if that is the
Mary said, "They may have got scared, but they left no forwarding
address, or who they were." Keith said, "Oh no, one is gone. Brendon,
now you see the other side of your coming training as a vet."
Brendon said, "Yeah-----I-----Er-----Well I will have to handle this.
It's is times like this, I feel like smoking the grass. Because I am not
that good in sad things."
Keith said,' do you have any grass?" Brendon said, "No, but I know where
to get some." Keith said, "Up to you mate, but I will not judge you,
just warn you, that one smoke, it will capture you, and fail your
strength. Every chance of the lies to be seen again. Also Brendon, if
you want to be a vet, not one I know, including me, would take you as an
apprentice. Because no vet can function with substances, especially
Brendon said, "Well a passing thought I guess, so yes I want to be a
vet, and yes, I want a clear mind, and body." Keith said,' you will have
to take this dead cat to the small room. Just leave it in there. I will
do the disposing of it."
Brendon did that, and came back, he said, "The others going to be
saved?" Keith said, "Looks like it, they are more fortunate. I have
found snail pellets in the stomach. Very painful for them, then they go
unconscious, if not dealt with quickly, they die."
Brendon said, "No, I do not need the grass, I would end up where I came
from, the streets, and no home." Keith said, "Good choice mate, proud of
you." Brendon said, "Will you tell Jodie of my weakened moment?" Keith
said, "Not my place to, I would only say something, if you did it, and
continued to, because Jodie does not need that in her home."
Brendon said, "Now I feel ashamed, a good kick in the back side done
Keith, I am grateful for it, and the way you still trusted me."
Keith said, "You trusted me, so the very fact you turned away from the
grass thought, showed me you're serious about your life now. Colin came
through, and said, "What have we here Keith, I thought you were off for
four days?" Keith told him about the cats, and what was to be done, once
the were given intensive care."
Colin said, "Ok, I can take over here now. So you can go back for your
time off." Brendon said, "Will they make it Colin?" Colin said, "It
appears they will. Honestly Keith, how is it that people do this sort of
thing?" Keith just nodded, as no answers came. Then he said, "It is
because these people fail to see the honour that animals have a right
to." Colin said, "Yes, I agree, but I can never accept this sort of
Keith, and Brendon left the shelter, and said, "Do not say too much to
Jodie Brendon, about the cat that died. In fact say nothing about that
one. Jodie has to get her mind to her coming operation, and must be free
of any nasty things. We can say that the four cats are fine, they needed
some treatment very quickly, as Colin was busy. Lets not make a meal out
Brendon said, "I think I was meant to meet you, or the other way round,
I was in a state to even look at anyone. So you were sent to me, and now
I want to be a Christian. But-----I do not want church thrown at me.
First I want the personal relationship with Christ."
Keith said, "It is open for you, and you have every right to have your
personal time with Jesus Christ. Welcome to the home body of Christ
Brendon said, "The shelter has so many people working in it, and they
are all giving their own time, earning nothing." Keith said, two earn a
small wage. You will as well. But the others are in my view, tithing
their time, for God's animals. So I see tithing in other ways than
money. Sure money is needed to run the organizations, but I see tithing
can be given by those who have very little. They give that way."
Keith knew the shelter was going to remain very good. He now was waiting
for Jodie to have health put right. He was itching to get back to her
cottage. Brendon said, "How about you stop the vehicle, and call Jodie?"
Keith said, "Why Brendon?" Brendon said, "I have no money, but sort of
thought-----You could get a meal out, and bring it home, so that Jodie
does not try to make a meal."
Keith said, "Good thinking Brendon. Oh by the way, Colin earns his wages
in the shelter too. They stopped at the hamburger joint, and placed a
take away order for three.
When back in the cottage, it was welcoming to be in a nice home for
them. Jodie said, "So what do we eat tonight?" Brendon said, "The
hamburger joint, and there is double portions for all."
Jodie smiled, and thought, Brendon is looking like taking life for the
first time, on the straight and narrow path.
Brandy had her operation date. It was in two weeks time. Alan was so
pleased. He took Brandy back to his house, and found dumper not with Bob
in the shelter, as usual. Alan said, "Yep, I think Bob has made
progress, if he left dumper here, he is going to ask the what's her
name? Er-----" Brandy said, "Evelyn Alan." Alan said, "Yep that's it.
Bet he is going to take her out, or something. We will know if he is not
home until later, he should be home in about two hours. So Brandy, how
are you feeling about your operation now?" Brandy said, "Everyone feels
nervous before an operation. But in a way, I am not so tense about it as
Alan said,"Awe Brandy, you're a battler, you will be fine. Look at
Jodie, she has adopted a new way of thinking about hers." Brandy said,
"Like how?" Alan said, "Oh Keith said she got her mind to think another
way. Well from what I heard, she took her cares to the Lord. Told him
she no longer wanted certain emotions. Keith said that Jodie gave her
fear of the operation to Jesus Christ. The next day she was feeling very
different. Apparently she had one more thing to go, and asked him to
take it, but found it took three days before it was to be taken."
Brandy said,' I wonder what that was?" Alan said, non of our business
really, I just think her essence of thinking about clearing her
emotions, was a good one. "Brandy said, "I often get down about the way
life is at times." Alan said, "Me too, but not now, I am very keen on
you and I, making up for lost time." Brandy said, "Yes, once you came
back in my life, many doors opened."
Alan looked in the pantry, and thought ugh! Needs filling somewhat. Then
he said, "How does pancakes sound to you?" Brandy said, "How about I
make the pancake mixture, and you fry them?"
Alan said, "We are in business, sure, go for it."
Alan went out into the garden, and felt a presence in the garden. Must
be dumper he thought. Then looked, and saw dumper in his kennel asleep.
Funny Alan thought, I could swear I feel as if someone is looking at me.
It made Alan very aware. But in the actual sight of his eyes, he saw
nothing. Alan thought Brandy would be a while making the mixture for
pancakes, so he sat down on the seat, near the quiet rockery, and pond,
he had made some years back.
Alan was never one to believe in visions, he had doubts about that. Bob
did not. Bob had said he had seen on the very seat Alan was sitting on
Brandy had fallen asleep, as she was tired. She thought to just have a
five minute rest, and then make the pancake mixture. Instead she fell
Alan decided to pray. As he went through his prayers, with his eyes
shut, he saw a beautiful scene. To Alan's amazement, he saw scene of
nature, but unlike earth nature. It seemed to Alan, the whole scene was
made of light. But it had the full resemblance of a waterfall, which had
different colored shades to it. As it fell, the shades would change
Beneath the water fall, was a large river, taking the water, from the
water fall. This river looked like crystal. Yet it moved as soft as
Alan opened his eyes, and saw the garden, nothing changed there. So he
closed his eyes again, and the scene returned. Flowers of colors unseen
on earth were in full bloom. Alan looked to the sky, with his eyes shut,
and there he saw brilliance, and birds flying. As the birds came lower,
he noticed them looking like they were made of light. But how can that
be? Alan thought? These birds look so refined. They were with gold, and
silver, many other colors entwined, almost like puzzle pieces, to make
the whole bird. They were not big birds.
As he looked towards the waterfall again, he saw the rivers bed. Now
Alan thought, how can I see the rivers bed from where I am? Then out of
the river jumped fish, and then down again in the water. The fish were
again of light.&Nbsp; Alan realized he had his spirit watching all this.
It had to be, how can I see things with eyes closed? Alan thought.
Raising like a gentle mound, came a lawn of green. But this green was
light too. It was still, but pulsing too. Then many colors came onto the
lawn, again in light. The movement of the creating flowers on the lawn,
made Alan watch them. They changed from one type of flower to another,
in a swaying motion.
Alan was trying to make out what was unearthly about it? As he looked up
again, a rainbow came across the very brilliant blue sky, this rainbow
had twinkling colors in, it was not still, it moved like waves. It began
to part in the center. As it parted, a brighter than snow light
appeared. As it descended, it began to open.
The softest and most pleasured peace was coming from it. Then-----Before
Alan, was a figure, Alan was now in awe. He never expected to see Jesus
Christ coming forth from the light. Jesus Christ was light too. Alan saw
the face of Jesus Christ, the real face. Jesus did not speak for a
while, he floated with pulsing light everywhere now. As Jesus came
closer, Alan opened his eyes, I fear, as he thought he might be
The garden was the same as always. Alan gingerly closed his eyes again.
The scene had remained, Jesus had stayed, he floated in light. His
garment was so white, that no white on earth can describe it. Alan fell
to his knees, he could no longer sit. His eyes were closed, yet there he
saw. Alan felt as if he was being lifted, feeling light as a feather.
Jesus spoke to him saying," fear not, for I have come to give ye thy
blessing. For all who believe in me, shall live. Ye see the small
portion of my truth in life forever. As my disciples looked out across
the raging waters, was it not I, Jesus? Yea, for this to happen only
once, for them to see me. My brilliance obliterated the sight of the
storms, yea, as I shone to the three Hebrew lads, as they looked in the
midst of the fiery furnace, yea, was it not I, Jesus, coming to keep
company with them! Yea I shone so bright to them that my brilliance
obliterated the flames.
Nay. Ye need have no fear. Ye need not fear the fickleness of
providence, for behind what looks to thee like utter chaos, I have a
plan which is working for good in they behalf.
Yea, do ye see the weakness within thine own self? Lo, I have put it
there to drive thee to myself. I may never answer thy prayers to be made
strong, but I will give thee the same promise I gave Paul, that in your
weakness I will be your strength. For it is still true that my grace
operates most effectively when ye have a conscious sense of need, yea,
even a desperate awareness of your own complete helplessness.
Miracles come from my own being. As ye draw upon my spirit for physical
strength, so draw upon my mind for wisdom and under-standing and peace
of mind. Make this a habit in thy life, and thou shalt be astounded at
the results, the accomplishments, it will bring. Yea, be not motivated
by impulse, ye shall be directed by divine intelligence.
For the life truly directed by my mind shall enjoy in abundance many
other blessings. Ye shall know who needs healing. Ye shall not only
discern the craftiness of the enemy, but know how to rebuke him in my
name. What portion I have shown thee in this day, is a reservoir very
nearly untapped. This is why I commended Solomon, because he asked the
highest gift. In adding the benefits, I gave him only those things, that
shall surely always follow after this first. I am the Lord thy God I
know no limitations.
Rejoice, therefore, and face each day with joy, for I have planned ahead
for thee, and made all necessary arrangements and reservations. I am thy
guide and benefactor. Put your hand in mine.
Ye will know of who I give gifts to. For one will write, another will
speak, another will praise, another will sing, I rejoice to see a child
come home to me. For ye all are my instrument. Yea, ye all together,
give one truth.
I say to thee, as ye mature to my divine guidance, I add another gift
to. Tongues will be given. For even the angels have not seen what I am
going to show thee.
Take this blessing, for I love thee beyond love known to thee. I come to
thee to give you many portions, that I ask for thee to give to the sick
close to thee. The lost one coming to me now. The creation that is
blessing little animals. For what I build, I let no man destroy.
Yea, when ye come forth from this, ye will be filled with the holy
spirit." as that was said, Alan got up off his knees, but kept his eyes
closed. He saw the brilliance ascending slowly, colors were more
brilliant than before Jesus came. Alan held his hands to Jesus Christ,
and he heard," I am the Lord thy God, I will return in the coming of
age, I will never leave thee, or forsake thee. Take ye this, bring it to
where I guide thee. Amen."
Alan saw the brilliance of Jesus go so high, that he went out of sight.
He then saw the lawn fold into the river holding the water of the
waterfall. The brilliant sky opened up showing a bright Christ white
glowing light, so bright could any human eye look at this? Then the
river folded into the waterfall, and the water fall folded up into the
rainbow, and the birds were folded into the waterfall, and rainbow. It
went into a bright spinning pulsing round shape, what Alan would place
as energies beyond his capability to know. The bright Christ white pure
light of brilliance, took in the whole scene, and the sky closed over
the brilliance. Then the sky folded up and went higher than man could
see, even from a jet flight.
Alan was opening his eyes. At the time, Brandy was opening her eyes.
Alan was filled with the Holy Spirit, and he felt peace, and all things
would be well. Brandy was putting her body straight, as she fell asleep
for the same amount of time, Alan was out in the garden.
Brandy thought, I have never ever seen such beauty in my life, I saw
Jesus Christ! Me of all people. But then it may be my imagination, and
only a dream? I had better not tell Alan about it.
Alan came inside, and said, "The pancake mix Brandy?" Brandy said,
"I-----Um-----Gees-----I fell asleep, and had a dream, sorry Alan, but I
was so tired after the checks they did today."
Alan said, "You must have gone to sleep when I went out in the-----Oh
heck-----You said you had a dream?" Brandy said, "Alan, a dream is a
dream, nothing much to say really." Alan said, "Depends on what kind of
dream it was?" Brandy said, "Meaning?" Alan said, "If the Lord Jesus was
in your dream, then it's important to talk about." Brandy nodded. Alan
said, "I um-----Well not so much a sleep-----I went to pray for you in
the garden, and-----With my eyes closed I saw-----This will sound
um-----Well a bit-----"
Brandy took over and said, "You saw a scene, and waterfall, and a river
taking the water from the waterfall. You saw the bed of the river, birds
of lightness, but so many colors, a rainbow that moved in waves of
energy. A brilliant blue sky, a lawn of creation, one type of flowers
creating, and going away to create more harvest of such beauty, to many
others, none of them like on earth right?"
Alan was in shock! He said, "You dreamt it, and I saw it with my eyes
closed. When I opened them I did not see it, only the garden as normal.
We saw it at the same time, you in here on the couch, and I was on the
seat outside. Did you see-----" Brandy said, "Jesus Christ? Yes I did,
he spoke to me. Alan never in my highest dreams would I ever have been
given the blessing he gave for me to see him. He was so white, that it's
light of another place. Jesus was brilliant in a white, that is not like
white here. It's whiter than white. Everything I saw was built in light,
not light like we know it though."
Alan sat down, and said, stuff the pancakes Brandy, I think we need a
Brandy instead." Brandy said, "We must not spoil the blessing of the
Holy Spirit within us Alan. Here I give you some money, go and get us
both some fish and chips, we have to talk."
Alan went down the lane to the fry shop. He ordered the meal, and
returned quite quickly.
Bob did not return, so Alan suddenly realized he had not fed dumper. He
ran out and got dumper his meat, and some dry food, giving him more than
usual. Dumper did not complain.
Alan, and Brandy ate their fish and chips, right out of the paper. After
the meal, they both talked over what Jesus had said to them. He said the
same to Brandy as to Alan.
Brandy said, "You know, Jodie told me she saw Jesus Christ when she was
nineteen, I kind of believed her, but had a bit of doubt. She told me he
came down in her bedroom, in the night time, and he came out of the
darkness, and showed himself. She said he was made of light, but looked
in human form. She said she saw garments, his robe was white, on his
shoulder he had a red material, and a blue material, but she said it was
all light. The whole energy she saw, not knowing it as energy in that
time, was all of brilliance. That his face was soft, and looking at her,
saying not one word, but put his arms out towards her, he put them as if
he was telling her he loved her. He was there for her. Then she saw his
hair, being to his shoulder, and his skin was ,as in where he was, on
earth. Not white, or black skin, in between color skin. Then she said he
went back, and ascended going higher, and higher, until she could no
longer see him. It was like the ceiling had opened up along with the
roof of the house, that was semi detached. She said she wanted to go
with him. Her every nights prayer was that he came again. She never saw
him again, until lately."
Alan said, "I believe her, because now we have seen him. I wonder how
many people would love that blessing? For I do not think many get that
Brandy said, "Jodie told me she cleaned her heart emotions out, not
realizing that any emotion that is of the enemy, is sin, to sick the
body. Especially if the enemy knows that the soul is no longer his. She
said over night there was a difference, but a few other things, I think
she said two, had to go at a slower pace. She had to wait around three
days to get rid of the other two. She found out psychologically, she had
Alan said, "When did Jodie tell you all this?" Brandy said, "She calls
me every now and then, to see how I am, and tell me how she is. I never
knew either, that cleaning out, is more than the materials in the home.
Jodie noticed her resentment to others who still walk in the dark. She
had not understood that the words they speak without authority, of any
medical knowledge, were from the enemy. That the enemy will use others
who has his darkness, to speak words to hurt Jodie. It succeeded, until
Jodie had enough! She had to find out what it was, that made her get
very defensive, and resentful? Little did she know, that her heart's
emotions were to be cleansed. She even told me Alan, that great
cautiousness of whom is let into our homes, must be drilled into us. For
many who seem friends, are not! That presents given, are to be addressed
as well. For true gifts are of spiritual currency. If a gift is given,
for the need of another, in the light of Christ, it then is his gift
given to the needy. So the giver, and the given are blessed."
Alan said, "My goodness, I never thought about things this fine tuned,
it's quite unique, and most definitely holy. It comes to me like a gift
is looked upon, but the whole gift has more than the use of it. Rather
like being able to see through the gift, so that nothing of darkness is
there. Sounds like Paul here again."
Brandy said, "Jodie had emails, about three I think, from a Billy
Graham's organization, where his son is. I think it might have been
mentioned. She had no idea how it came to her, for she never knew his
email address. Or how hers was given. She said it seemed as if it was
sent in a holy state beyond our knowledge. That they were praying for
her. She tried to see how this came, and then thought, how can this be?
Then she told me she got, it was through her working for the Lord, that
the work had traveled to the very places the Lord intended. Jodie was
not up in herself over it, she was so humble, and so obedient to our
king. Then she said Alan, that so many do not realize her."
Alan said,' what do you mean realize her?" Brandy said, "Jodie had taken
the suffering that was left over, where she took her cross, and followed
Jesus. That he chose her for this very experience, so that the wide
world's people, will see, that only one truth is life. The rest is dead.
That giving prayers, is far more valuable than, a diamond ring. The
simple way is shown, but mankind goes the hard way, wearing their energy
to very little left for their spiritual health. So she cleaned her heart
from experiences, that some never know is a valuable thing to do."
Alan said, "You know Brandy, it's true, there is so much negative energy
in our world. It's like a tapestry of different stitches to build the
picture. Actually the wrong tapestry is shown. For still the majority go
on chasing the wind. The wind can not be caught up with. So exhaustion
comes. Then tension comes, then unbridled anger erupts, ten minutes of
unbridled anger, uses up a whole days energy. No wonder people are so
tired. That is why they get annoyed quickly. Have you noticed how all
are in a rush?"
Brandy said,' oh yes Alan, and-----I just look at them, then I see their
faces. All look so pinched, or tight, that all hell breaks loose. I now
very much believe Jodie, because we have had the very blessing today of
seeing our Jesus Christ. I-----Feel-----Oh-----Words fail to speak of
that beauty we got Alan. I wonder why we had to have the same, but you
in the garden, and me in your house?"
Alan said,' I think-----Um-----In retrospect-----Jesus was showing both
of us his omnipotence. He see's inside all living things, at once. So
it's not that unusual. I heard Keith say, that Jodie often says, she is
in the world, but not of it. He did not quite understand that, come to
that neither do I."
Brandy said, "Jodie is hidden in Christ, he is not of the world, so all
his saved children are not of the world. True Christian's are not earth
bound. For how can we be in his likeness, and be worldly? The two do not
Alan said, "The body is an intricate creation. So much of it is studied,
and scientists dissect many paths. The medical knowledge learns every
day, new things. Our brain is not in full use, and in percentage. We are
given synthetic chemicals, in foods, and drugs. Looking at the word
synthetic, how does the start of the word sound?"
Brandy said." yes crooked, because the first sound of the word, spelt
different, is syn. So sin in other words." Alan said, "By gees, yes
indeed. We were told that Jesus is coming back, when the age is come for
his return. I wonder how many look at chemicals, as the work of
Brandy said, "Certainly is darkness. They want to build humans, and
clone, take power over God's own creation, us. I wonder how many have
looked farther than their nose?"
Alan said, "No doubt the words-----Many come few are taken-----Man I
tell you, it's very scary to be caught in the dark. For all men want a
lamp to see with. Some have the lamp, but light it with less fuel, so it
gives a dim light. Then they go out in the dark, afraid, looking for the
enemy, who is walking the world in every place, but not omnipotent.
Satan can only be in one place at a time. That is why he needs his army.
So there are the familiar spirits, creating the dark power. Have you
ever noticed that bullies need a crowd, to steal from the one who is not
at darkness, but has to give the bullie, for fear of his, or her life?"
Brandy said, "How true, if I go out into the back yard at night, I am
cautious of the pathway, where someone could get into my yard. So what
do I do? I switch on the light. If the world went dark, none of us would
survive. That speaks volumes really."
Alan said, "Jodie and this Billy Graham email address to her, now that
is really strange, as how can it come, unless she has been recognized
for her work?"
Brandy said,' her author name is not her own." Alan said, "What, are you
kidding me here?" Brandy said, "No, her email address is with her own
name, and second name partially."
Alan said, "Do you think her work would have her email on it?" Brandy
said, "I do not think so, but she would not concern on that. All I know
is that she got these three emails from there."
Bob came in, he had a huge smile on his face. Alan said, "So you scored
then Bob?" Bob said, "Scored Al, no. But Evelyn, and I, had a meal
together, sorry I left dumper here today. We are talking about getting a
place of our own. So Al, I-----Um-----Am gonna live out of here in a
couple months time. Do ya mind?"
Alan looked at Brandy, and said, "Sounds great, see Brandy and I are
talking of living here. But we were not going to put you out. So we
would have waited until you had a plan for life."
Bob said, "Awe, Evelyn is the most beautiful lady I could have met. So
the shelter will still be getting us both, even when we are together.
Later in time, I may ask her to marry me."
Alan said,' you Bob marry! That is a first. Bob said, "I have other
views on marriage to you Al. As you know, I think a spiritual marriage
is a sound one. Where it's the only place two become one. No offence
here, but flesh marriages often fail. So spiritual marriage is the sound
essence of knowing one another well, the inside first, the outside
So Bob what about the flesh temptations?" Bob said, "The flesh
temptations, make intimate relations in the shallow part of life. The
spiritual has no temptations, it is a natural flow of love. When it
comes to legal papers it's of the world. But also a need for legality to
be done, which is wise too. For me Al. The knowing of Evelyn is her
inner self. As she gets to know my inner self. It's not about the flesh.
So sure, we cuddled, and all that, but our main purpose is not about who
has what, but what we really are. In a spiritual marriage, it is the
fore ground of the human marriage. So courting is different. I so
enjoyed today. But there is a Betty there, who is really good with
animals, but none can get a word out of her. I think she is troubled."
Alan said, "Well Bob, you know as well as I do, that nobody can fill a
cup if a hand is over the top. So as long as she wants to be empty, our
actions can encourage her, often more than words."
Bob said,' you two look like you have won the million dollar key?"
Brandy said, "We have yes. But it is a direct holy experience. It's
founded on the truth. Here today, we have tools given us, to help the
close people to us. Then they get healed, and help onwards to others, it
begins a flow of truth, reaching a guided walk. This is given by our
heavenly Father. There is no beauty in the world, as the true kingdom.
To see just a minute part, is enough to fill every need. For without
giving our full self, we still have fleshly needs. To reach the actual
spirit of our heavenly Father, is-----Earned. So Bob, much of what you
said about spiritual marriage is true."
Alan said, "Jodie is a fine example of this. Brandy here is going to be
operated on in two weeks time. So her dark pain, and harm from satan, is
being taken away. The same will happen for Jodie."
Brandy said, "Yes, but for Jodie, it's taken so much longer. She had a
problem, but no actual bacteria was found. So they will test her Monday
coming. She had done so much home remedies, she made me laugh!"
Alan said, "Um-----It's about women's things eh?" Brandy said ," not
really, a man can be effected by the bladder too."
Bob said, "Really. So what did Jodie do, to make sure she is well
flushed out?" Brandy said, "Oh she used cranberry juice, got cranberry
tablets, took two a day. Drank two litres of water a day. Limited her
coffee, as Jodie was a good five to seven cups a day of coffee before.
Bout yogurt for the acidophilus. She said she could use the tablets for
that, but as it meant a trip to a chemist, she got the yogurt instead.
Vitamin c tablets at night, as this makes acid to clean out even better.
But only to take at night. She looked at chocolate being out, as
suggested, but she did not do that completely. We all love chocolate eh?
Tomatoes were out, many other things were out. Sugar is best out, but
Jodie had reduced it. She never used sugar, until this year. So she may
be going back to stopping it slowly. But-----The good news, she was
going in spasms, she thought it was her hip doing that. Since she did
the flushing, she goes normally, and it's all clear as water. So I think
many men, and women, could know this. Plus she said no soap, or foreign
agents near the personal area. Now she has been flushing out so much,
that her bladder must be sterile."
Bob scratched his head, and said, "Yeah, I had some trouble a couple
years ago, but got anti-biotic. It cleared up. Bob laughs-----Then
continues, cranberries eh? Natural remedies would be better
than-----Gees how can anyone drink two litres of water a day? Now
beer-----Nah, I would be drunk. If she drank that much water, then
cranberry juice three times, a couple cups of coffee, the black tea,
then she would have drank three and a half litres a day!"
Brandy said, on top of that, she began to eat silver beet, cAbbage,
carrots, cauliflower, broccoli, and sliced two hundred, and fifty grams
of mushrooms, made then cooked them in a garlic gravy."
Alan said, "Yeah vitamin twelve is in mushrooms. So sounds as if she is
preparing for her time in hospital. It makes me think of how we never do
anything, until we get warnings. Then some will still take the chance.
But it's not certain that Jodie had anything in her bladder is it?"
Brandy said, "I think not, but they have to be sure. Any major surgery
is sterile, even one abscess would stop them operating. So all is well
Alan took Brandy back to her unit, and he wished he could have her in
his house now! But her operation first. Then after things will fall into
Keith was playing chess with Brendon. He was rather surprised at the
moves Brendon made. A good thinker. Keith said, "Where did you learn to
play this?" Brendon said, "Oh, my uncle showed me. He also showed me
smart moves, so check mate Keith."
Keith fell back in his chair, and Jodie laughed saying," you were beaten
Keith, so this tells me that Brendon is well in his thinking."
Keith said, "Well tomorrow, here is hoping, that no more calls to the
shelter. My third day is going to be with you Jodie." Brendon said,
"Suits me, as I want to go over to the church."
Jodie said, "Church, which one Brendon?" Brendon said, "The uniting
church. I want to get some studies on the Bible. I see you have two of
Jodie smiled, and then said, "Yes I do, but in all I have learned, it
has come directly, the Holy Spirit is not only my comforter, but my
teacher, and my studies are given in my work, that the Holy Spirit tells
Brendon said, "How does the Holy Spirit sound?" Jodie said, "There is no
sound. It is silently put in my soul, as well as my heart. It feels as
if a greater power is over me, than I know. As I work I listen, and
again it feels as if I am covered by the Holy Spirit, which is like a
garment over my whole being. For me to speak of how he speaks to me, can
only come through my working his gift bestowed upon me. If I go to the
right, or the left. I will loose that gift."
Brendon said,"Ok,ok, so does the Holy Spirit work the same way with all
mankind?" Jodie said, "I believe he gives according to the blessing
given to each one. So no, I think there are many other ways he speaks. I
have is voice in my body, when the fire comes into my body, that is not
hot, but shivers, or goosebumps feeling. No there is a better word he
just told me."
Brendon said, "How can he just speak to you now, when you're talking to
me, I mean how can you listen to him in voices around you?" Jodie said,
"We are talking of our heavenly Father here, who is almighty, and is
able to do anything. But no person can receive his silent words, if they
are not in tune with him. He told me to say the fire of the Holy Spirit
makes vibrations in the body. So it feels like goosebumps, but is far
more than that." oh-----Ouch-----Oh this pain, please go away-----You
will not beat me."
Brendon got up, and tried to help Jodie, Keith too. Jodie continues, "
this pain is not at all easy to live with, or the limitations of life
either. The Holy Spirit took this time of high intense pain, to give me
his words, for in silence, and solitude, he works so that I hear him. So
in a way, this time of such intense pain, loosing my cat, and so many
other things happening, right to my car being fixed, even though I am
not driving it. It was being turned over, for the battery. But the
starter motor died. So was a big, and expensive job. He has his reasons
for using me at this time, with all other weapons trying to dart me."
Brendon said, "How is it then you do not loose faith? I would be mad if
I had all that happening, and be disabled too."
Jodie said, "Yes, anger can rise, but it fixes nothing. To human eyes,
it is troubles, but to the Lord, it is testing, so two different
meanings. The more I endure the testings, the more the Holy Spirit is
talking to me, in other ways as well as in silence. You see Brendon, I
write, and do it as a child writes. So there is no fancy words. As I get
darts, they are taken away. For the planning that Jesus has for me, is
greater than what I have done up to now. You see my present book was
hard to begin."
Brendon said, "Why, if done many so far, why would it be harder? I would
have thought it would be easier, as you have had so much practice of
Jodie said, "The simple truth is, that as I endure such hard times, the
Holy Spirit increases his gift towards me. Nothing I have done, or
written about, is my own work."
Brendon said, "Awe, I do not believe that. Think how hard it is to work
in pain, get troubles from all other angles, and then you say your faith
Jodie said, "That is right. He is using my experiences for the blessing
of others. He wants all his children home. Abba Father is our Father.
In this our heavenly Father is glorified, using me as his vessel, or
instrument. I am a tiny speck, but he says, the mustard seed lesson.
That we will go into one day Brendon, if you do not have it given you,
in the studies you're after to do. Even the camel can go through the eye
of a needle."
Brendon got up, and looked at Jodie, and then at Keith, he said, "You're
not serious, how can something so big, go through something so small?
Ugh, I am not sure I understand that."
Keith said, "Mate, you will understand. Stick with us, and Alan, and
Bob, and Brandy. You will see, eyes of another sort have the true
Jodie said, "Riches of wealth in the flesh, are riches that take away
the soul. The heart becomes hardened. The wealthy dictate to others,
feeling they are higher due to money, wealth, or anything of flesh
needs. That they are to be glorified. Poor must bow to them. But
Brendon, often, the very poor person, has higher values, than the rich
have. There is a story of about a rich man, who fell into hell. The
other poor man, who was allowed to collect the crumbs off the rich man's
table, was in the heavenly kingdom. Now the rich man, was poorer than
poor. His soul was taken by satan. So he saw the poor man in the
heavenly kingdom, asking for a drop of water, to quench his thirst. The
fires were dehydrating him for eternity. He knew he could never quench
his thirst. For no man can come out of hell, once in it."
Brendon said, "Ok. So hell, it is real?" Jodie said, "Yes Brendon, it is
real. It is showing the fires in the earth in this age now, and in older
ages too. But the fires of hell increase with time. It increases through
mankind going to satan, and worshiping the lies given. Satan give glory
to one being. Himself. So he will produce things, that make people feel
so powerful. Give them false paths of spiritual journeys. Tell people to
do things, that are far away from God. Show ways to cheat the people,
that the people who live in the flesh will follow. Living in the spirit
is not only true, it is safe, it is the only way to bring glory to our
Father. So you see, I have been given a tough path. This path has many
lessons, and gave many hard things. Jesus himself, went to hell, in the
three day space of his resurrection. You will find that Jesus spake of
hell, in many terms in the Bible. There are many ways to speak of it,
like the abyss. Satan threw away his own beauty, he is ugly now. He is
dead in the world, but the life he has, is a death life. He has no
breath of the heavenly Father in him. He knows his end. He knows his
chains, where he is not allowed to perform more lies."
Brendon was now very nervous, as Jodie had given him the truth about
hell. So Keith said, "Mate, fear nothing, because you're on your way to
Jesus Christ, he is with you, the rest of the work is yours to do."
Then Keith looked at Jodie, and continues," so you present book was hard
Jodie, was that because of grief, and pain, and the whole way you were
targeted for coming away from Jesus Christ?"
Jodie said, "My way of grief was my own right to feel. But from it I am
doing a growth. So yes, there were times I had the doubting Thomas
syndrome, but very short ones. For the Holy Spirit was not going to
forsake me. The power of our heavenly Father is never without truth. So
truth wins, and love never fails. Actually I thought at times, that the
publishers would not want to edit, as the low ebb was coming into
action. What is was, was, the ebb was to be shown to all others, that no
way will Jesus Christ leave his own. Jesus has proved that in my life
many times. As I was a novice, he created paths to bring me to his only
path. He has-----Oh the feeling of his closeness is inside me. I thought
that some readers would think that I had no real intrigue in a couple of
books. But, and I say this clearly, the Holy Spirit wanted it that way.
To show how he takes his faithful ones in his arms, and guides every
Brendon said,' I am not able to see the Holy Spirit, can you see him?"
Jodie said, "You know when you're filled with the Holy Spirit. It is
then you look to nature, and see the creations of much, where in lives
the Holy Spirit too. For all life belongs to God. So if you stop to look
at a bird, you will wonder how the creation of the bird could be so
wonderful? When I used to look at my cat-----"Jodie stops and holds her
heart, then said, "She was beautiful. I would see her eyes, her body and
the shape she was, the manners of her rather energetic nature. Her
aloofness of her nature, when she wanted her way. Her unconditional
love. Her nose, and the little freckle on it. The way the end of her
tongue would just show through her lips. The way she would come for her
tail stroke. So I saw the creation of her, as important as my own
creation was made by God. You see Brendon, when you are in truth, you
never see things the same way. So animals are to be cherished. They have
all the same organs we have. The outer shape is different. True some are
to eat. But the killing of them for food, should never be cruel. Thanks
giving for the animal giving us life, through their bodies, is a
heavenly gift too."
Brendon said, "Yes, I see what you're saying. Yep! A vet I will train
as, and a good vet I will be eh Keith?"
Jodie said,' Brendon, there is no time limit on your stay here." Keith
said, "Well-----Yes and no-----See when I get to be with Jodie, then you
can have the flat I am in, as I said."
The powerful Holy Spirit was working in mysterious ways, with great
signs of honoring our king. There was more to come, as always it comes
in the time that is right for our heavenly Father.
Jodie had taken her cleansing very seriously. She was in fighting mode
now. Her heart set on the plans that are being prepared for her. Keith
had taken Brendon, each day to the shelter.
Keith said, "You know Brendon, animals are allowed to be euthanized, and
be put out of suffering. I am against it to some degree."
Brendon looked at Keith, and said, "I figure it's down to you when this
comes, for the final-----Well I know that by champion." Keith said, "I
told you I pray when I am operating, and working with the creatures of
God. I ask for is plan, should one have to be put down. I fight all the
odds before coming to that end thought. I feel I am guided to it, if it
is for the animals peace, and freedom from suffering."
Brendon said, "So right, understand that, but how come humans are not
given that right." Keith looked thoughtful, and then said, "Our heavenly
Father is the highest mercy. If he tells me the animal is to leave
earth, then I know that all my battling to help the animal, is not to
be. Hard to do, never any different at all. I just do not like doing
Brendon said, "Jodie told me she had a canary die in her hand. It was so
hurtful. She was going to give him something he was on, and he stressed
and dies in no time at all. Then she put some toy stuffing in the Avery
at that time, and the finches were putting it into the nest. One day one
a long strand that Jodie would never have thought would be in it, had a
finch by her throat, and Jodie saw it battling, but could not get into
the Avery quick enough. It was the mother of many finches born. This
made Jodie so sad. You know Keith, Jodie seems to have more time for
animals, than human company."
Keith said, "Not any wonder, she had animals doing for her far more than
humans were. So Jodie and I, have things in common. There are many
people who have had things happen to the creatures they love. I think,
most often, the ones who loose their animals for other reasons than not
wanting them, always love them, and leave them in their heart."
Brendon said, "I saw a picture of this cat, who looks like she was a
very independent cat." Keith said,' like her owner, who is independent.
But the bond between them will never be broken. You know Brendon, the
cat is adapting and settling in her new home, but it does not mean the
bond that Jodie had with her is ended. Animals are a gift."
Brendon said, "So what about the nasty ones?" Keith said, "If they are
dangerous, then yes, it is the end. But some actually only need to be
with kind people. For so many animals become nasty is they get treated
Jodie had to go to the hospital for a test. She was told that her
operation would be soon after they are finding her bladder clear. Jodie
had done so much water drinking, that now she was used to it. She smiled
at the amount of cranberry she used. But no matter, it is a good way to
stop bacteria sticking to the walls of the bladder. She took all home
remedies to make sure she passed this test. As Keith had to go to the
shelter, Jodie had the red cross come to pick her up, and return her
On the way there, a man was talking with Jodie about the English comedy,
and detective stories. On the way back, Jodie heard alarming news from
this same man. He wants to die, he said. He had seven heart attacks,
three coma's cancer in his bladder, and bowels. Asthma, pacemaker. He
said he saw another person collapse, and die, where he was being
treated. He wished it was him. He said that God did this all to him.
Jodie shuddered at that, and said, "Our heavenly Father did not do this
to you, the enemy did." he said that he does not think life is worth
Then he opened up and said, he had been a heavy drinker, did illicit
drugs, heavy smoker, lived the party life. Jodie thought, man now you're
telling me that you used the tools of satan. How is it you are not able
to see the consequences?
Jodie said, "You are here still, with all that has happened, so you have
some strength. You do not have to loose." then he said he gambles. A
brick wall was up with this man. So Jodie asked why he was putting
himself down? The driver said, that the man was making a joke! Jodie
knew he was not. There was nothing to joke about.
When the man left the car, Jodie said, "May I ask for your healing
later?" the man said, "Yes, and will I see you again?" the driver said,
"No, she is not likely to be having to go again for tests. Her next one
will be the operation."
Jodie thought, yes please Lord, let that come as soon as you want it to
As they were going along the roads, the driver said that many are
atheists, and any theology can be an offence to them. Jodie thought, how
can offence be felt, when nothing was said a great deal? But to let this
poor man, who was poor in his spirit, through his soul, as he admitted
himself, that he is paying for his sins! He actually said that right
out. Jodie knew she had the light of Christ within her, she wanted to
send that light to the man, by being very careful a she spoke. She said,
"You say nobody cares for you, your daughter does not want to know. That
generation has taken no wealth in their parents. So the ones in this
generation, are even more without care. It breeds."
Jodie did not agree with the driver, but knew he was a Catholic. All she
said was," I believe in God."
As she came home, whilst on her own, she saw darkness in the very sick
man, who wants to continue the black thoughts. Jodie thought, how true
is it what was said, and written? ( Many come but few are chosen ) ugh!
No-----She did not want this to be in her thoughts anymore, but is doing
enough to bring this man to the light, in another way. He may never know
it, but the Lord does.
There in her home, she was sitting, praying for her test to be good.
Through this retest, she learned many things. She had for ten days,
looked up the bladder, she was a coffee drinker. So coffee can make the
bladder get irritated. Wow! She never knew that. Tea as well. Water she
never liked drinking. Now she is wanting to drink it.
Did the Lord show her how to not only heal her soul, but cleanse her
thoughts, and cleanse her body? Yes, he showed her, that in her
suffering, he was talking to her. As long as she listened to mankind,
she would not hear the Holy Spirit.
Jodie felt Jesus Christ in her body, soul, and spirit. A complete
different spiritual health was going on. She was to use this, for the
many others in pain. Suffering is due to sin.
She thought again about how she saw him come, all the years back. Yes he
was real, and her health at the time was good. She was overdue with her
first daughters birth. Her longing to go with Jesus remained for many
Her experiences of the black side, had made claim on her body. Yet she
was always healed. Jodie thought, my God, every human has different
beliefs. Like the big bang, and creation of the universe. No, this did
not sit with Jodie. As creation of life, in any matter of action, was
the creation of God. How can mankind be supernatural? All want to be
supernatural, but in the wrong way. For to Jodie, it is a reward in
eternal life, that will speak in clear joys of the children that our
heavenly Father has been able to bid to come home.
Jodie felt, as she was working on, the expansion of her soul being
cleaned. It was far wider than she ever imagined. So this gave her
another point of thinking. She had gifts, but the gifts were taken to
use in the dark, which Jodie did not know. Jodie had been spiritual all
her life. But as it is said, even the Bible has been tampered with.
Cults have come, and gone. As well as those that commit full suicide in
masses of people in cults.
So now she knew her gifts were to be used for the Lord. They were not to
be disregarded. But learned from. There in her full saving time, just
over a year ago, she was saved.
Was it by a preacher? No. Was it by a person? No. Was he coerced into
this? No. What did this? She felt an evil around her, in her home, and
in her every venture to get along in life, she was hampered. People were
off handed with her. None respected her in any way. She was taken from,
by doing a good turn, to be insulted. Then she gave again. But after
three times, she had to stop the person coming to her home. That person
was a witch, and looked like a witch.
It is very wise for all to understand the evil, and the way it makes so
many go to the dark, and stay in the dark. If everyone knew the dark
ways of networking, throughout the world, and the truth of living in
death, all with sense would come out of it.
Jesus Christ knew that Jodie was his messenger. Jodie did not know this.
Jesus Christ knew that she would turn to him. Jodie thought she was with
him. No she was not, for Jesus will not live in evil. So Jodie went
through all the dark places, and finally find the most beautiful eternal
Where was he? Just outside her heart.
Who was he? Jesus Christ.
What was he? Life, true life.
Who had the breath of life to give in all salvation's? Jesus Christ.
Why did God want this the only way?
Our heavenly Father was jealous of his children going, and growing in
evil. It dates back to the envy of satan. All Christians know this.
So God wanted to give of himself, through his son Jesus Christ, to save
his creation of mankind.
Why is it so hard to find this peace? There is warfare, it is going on
by the multitudes, and millions follow this. A false sense of power is
walking the globe. Any of today's generation, if they knew that being so
hostile in life, will create for them, as it has done for others, great
Is saying one is a Christian enough? No.
It is futile to speak so, for the world of darkness is evil, beyond
comprehension of many ages.
So if one says they are a Christian, and walks that light, what speaks
The silent Christian, that will say they are that, if asked. But do more
by giving the messages sent by the Holy Spirit.
Can a Christian be whole if they have some hitches in life? No.
For an instrument will not play a good tune, with a partly broken
instrument. It has to be in full tune to give the true music.
Is going to church enough to be a Christian? No.
The church is a fellowship place, and goes hand in hand, with the body
of Christ. Which is the true church.
For once the inner presence of Jesus Christ is in the heart, and soul,
the outer church is given full benefit to fullness.
A half empty cup will not produce the full cup.
Can one be a Christian, and then fall away. Then later come back? Yes.
How many times can a Christian fall away? Not too often. The answer here
No growth can be made in part presence of faith, a house will fall if it
has bad foundations.
Do Christians get attacked? Yes.
They are the ones who know Jesus Christ. Satan is not able to gain his
false glory, he detests the light.
Can emotions play a big part in this all? Yes.
Jodie stopped here, and thought, yes, I had lost some faith in getting
more pain in life. But the pain came from not being alive. That is why
it was put there.
What is the true emotion? Love and only love. So the other emotions are?
Satan is happy with destruction. He is fighting the almighty God.
Through his reign of the darkness, he was, and is, out to take from God.
The sad families, even to Jodie's family, are the work of satan, and the
foes of evil breed closer to the heart, than a heartbeat. The arguments
are of satan. The crime is of satan. The envy is of satan. Resentment,
anger, rage, jealousy, detesting ones own kind is of satan.
Where is it written that no man can be saved? It is written that all man
can be saved. It is written many times about hell.
Does this mean that we are to know satan? No. No. No.
What it means is, know only of is evil, so that you can protect, not
only this life, but the eternal life.
Why is it so hard to bring to people? Death is to perish. Jodie thought
about her own family.
How can it be explained in a world of so much evil done by the warfare,
and mankind following it?
The simple truth is-----Love-----Is the only emotion God wanted for his
children. He made us all with love. If a man, and a woman fall in love,
they are in a heaven on earth, for as long as it lasts. Why is this?
Simple, the taste of love, in the purest of ways, is about the holy
spirit telling all to love.
It gives people the energy of creating what God meant about his world.
Build it with love. If love falls away, love was never there in the
True love means to allow each to be themselves. To love them for that.
For God had his reasons for each child to be different in certain
Jodie smiled to herself, and thought, this is coming from the holy
spirit. How can black skin be different to white skin, in value? How can
one country war, to gain more countries? Why harm the world that God
created? It will harm gods children doing so.
Learning to be with the purest love, is showing what Jesus died for. Sin
will bring darkness. Love will break darkness down. Is love about giving
each other things? No.
It's about giving each other love, and looking at what it will build to,
by no destructive emotions. It is about learning how each other is, in
freedom of any threats of breaking.
Is this impossible in the flesh? Yes.
For in living with the spirit of our heavenly Father, through Jesus
Christ, we can all choose to see what the person can become, rather than
what they are not.
Jodie knew she had learned a great deal. Yet still she had not studied
the Bible. It has been a very divine gift. Had Jodie used it for self
gain, it would have done more harm , than good. For people Jodie felt,
must know that the truth is free. In freedom, much is given.
Then comes the question, how can we see what is not shown us? The answer
is, it is shown in every second of time. If a container has a tight lid,
that is meant to stay there, it will not be filled.
If we did not feed our flesh bodies, we would be unfilled. The end
result is? Death. So we can fill our spiritual health, for the eternal
body of beauty.
Can we split the two? That is the most difficult part. For the flesh
will hunger for old traits of harm. The spirit is gods own likeness. If
we have two loaves of bread, and one will fill the body, and give it
satisfaction. Do we use the other loaf for our spiritual life? Yes
Which comes first, the spiritual life? Yes. For after that good
nourishment, our flesh desires are not tempted for undesirable acts,
emotions, and harm. So the flesh bread will sustain the body.
Jodie thought, wow! What a great amount given today. She had read her
Bible. Yet all her work was given her by the Holy Spirit.
As the day wore on, Jodie wanted one thing, to be free from her pain.
Jodie thought, I want to live and breath in truth. More, and more, the
plan of the Lord was coming into view.
The way it was showing, was through the shelter. Yet Jodie was told that
the shelter would be run by Mary. So what was it she would be doing?
The Holy Spirit gave Jodie that the surgeons would have the brightness
of Jesus Christ in the theatre. That her operation would be swiftly
done, no complications. She was to continue her work after the resting
time of the surgery. Just as she was about to call Keith, the holy
spirit called her in silence. She heard that she would be in the fit
state of health, as he wanted her to be healed in all things. She felt
the power of love surround her. The peace of holiness does pulse, when
living in the spirit.
Jodie thought, I will take some time now to rest. I enjoyed the four
days Keith had off. Brendon is showing up trumps. I wonder why Mary will
be running the shelter.? Mind you, she has so many volunteers. So she
can do that. Keith, so what will be coming with that, if I am not at the
In the silence of her honour to the Lord, she heard that Keith is part
of the plan that is unfolding. The shelter will still be part of her
life. But while working on the new path, Mary will be running it.
Ok Jodie thought, so Keith is something to do with me on this path. I
like that. But then again, how can he be doing his clinic, and be with
me elsewhere too?
Perhaps another vet is taken in that time? Brendon would be training to
be a vet, so he would be there. As much as Jodie wanted to know the
reason for Keith, and herself, to be together, and where they will be
going, was left unfolded.
Jodie heard the Holy Spirit say, that all things that are cleared away,
will bring in new, and fresh brightness. This is not the end, it is the
beginning of her real life on earth. She came through the birth channel
of truth. Both Keith, and Jodie, were the Lords. As the unfolding comes,
all will be clear to see.
Now Jodie was excited, that she forgot her hip for a moment, and said,
"I have the best surgeon of all, Jesus Christ. He has something very
rewarding, that I am allowed to experience, while still on earth. All
after the operation, and rehab. I am feeling the strength of grace for
the coming messages. This is so exciting."
Keith had come, and as her door was open, he heard this. He said, softly
not to alarm Jodie," darling, may I know what you mean?"
Jodie said, "Oh Keith, we have an unfolding of good things coming for
us." Keith said, "I understood that, sorry but I overheard you. I came
to see how you got on today? I was going to call you, but came instead,
after a busy day in the shelter. Brendon is still in the vehicle,
because he said that your hospital stuff is private, and not quite his
scene to hear."
Jodie said, "Only one thing got on my nerves today." Keith said, "Oh,
what was that?" Jodie said, "Well, I have taken out emotions of no
growth, as you know. But the driver of the car was telling me that there
are atheists, and get offended if theology is spoken about."
Keith said, "Did you talk theology?" Jodie said, "No, I only said to a
man, who is-----Looking like wanting to die, saying that too, I said he
was a special person, and could work on his thoughts to think about
living, rather than the dark thoughts. Had you heard him Keith, he was
crying for help, in the darkness of his life. He has been hit in every
cell of is body. He has emphysema too. He blamed God for is condition,
and I told him God does not do that to anyone, the enemy does. I said no
more than that. I said I understood pain, and from the heart I know
about pain. He wanted to know if he would see me again? He said that I
could ask for his healing, I never told him how I would ask, so I never
mentioned prayer. So I do not see how theology was really spoken about."
Keith said, "If the man wanted to see you again, as he asked that, you
gave him some hope, but the driver may have got crossed wires. In fact
it was not his place to say that, because you're in your sixties, how
old would the man be-----Do you think Jodie?"
Jodie said, "Could be early seventies. Hard to say." Keith said, "The
conversation was between you, and this man," Jodie said, "Yes that is
right, but he has nobody at all in life, and spends all day on a
computer in chat rooms. That is loneliness."
Keith said, "Jodie, the driver was saying theology, that is a wide
subject, not a few words of hope you gave him. If he has nobody, your
concern for him would have been welcomed, even if he was doomed in
thought. I do not agree with the driver, because suppose this
Jodie-----Would it be right if an atheist said you must believe there is
no God. Which to you is more harming?" Jodie said, "I would just say I
believe in God, but no more than that."
Keith said, this was between you and the man, the ages you both were,
means maturity, so I fail to see what the driver meant. As the man never
said he was an atheist-----Hey Jodie hang on-----It could be that the
driver was an atheist?"
Jodie said, "I doubt that, he is Catholic. Besides he does the work as a
volunteer." Keith said, "Ok, but he did not have to pass his thoughts.
What sparked him to say anything?"
Jodie said, "I just said to the driver, seeing man like him, really
makes one count their blessings. That is all." Keith said, "I still
think it was a good thing you told this man he is special still, and
could have good thought of living."
Jodie said, "The man is in suicidal thinking, that is a cry for help
too, and his large amount of pain, is enough to make him want it to
quit, I felt so sorry to hear him, and see him, give up."
Keith said, "Did anyone else offer him hope?" Jodie said ," no, I could
see his great need for company. His arms and body were sunk, as he
walked with his walker to his front door. He looked like he was
thinking, yes back again, but nobody here for me."
Keith said, "Jodie, if you said what you did because all can find God,
it is not theology. It was your faith speaking, and-----"
Jodie said, "Sorry for butting in, but I have Jesus Christ, and the
light of him inside me, I wanted that light to reach this man, without
too much said. I never mentioned Jesus Christ as in name."
Keith said, "Darling, you did far more good in giving a tiny bit of
hope, in a man who is going downhill. If he thought about it, you gave a
Jodie said, "Maybe, but I did understand his misery of it all. Plus why
he wanted to go, to be out of pain. But life belongs to God, and to me
it is a sin to undermine God in relation to time left on earth. This man
had done all the things in life I have never done, so he had contributed
Keith said, tell me," Jodie said, "Quickly, then let it rest in the
hands of prayers already said for this man by me. He drank heavy and
still wants to do that. He smokes heavy, and I do not know if he still
does. He used illicit drugs, and gambles. He used the party road, and so
this is his result for it, as you know Keith, the tools of satan are in
what has happened to him."
Keith said, "Yes Jodie, this man is well in need of prayer, let us both
do it here now, as I want to add to the prayers for this man. Although I
have never met him. Then Brendon can come in, but all ok in the testings?"
Jodie said, "Do not know until tomorrow Keith, or the next day if they
are too busy."
Keith said, "It will be fine, and will come back as clear, I just feel
Jodie held up her arms to Keith, and he quickly embraced her, and said,
"Now this what is unfolding is a good way to see how it will." they
prayed for the man shortly, and closed with glory to the Lord.
For Jodie to get some real blessings in life, took her sixty seven years
to get. It was not an easy path. But Jodie knew that the Lord Jesus
Christ, had no easy path, and was without sin.
The unfolding was going to unfold with great knowledge given, and a good
life on the earth for Jodie, for the first time. She wanted to know the
truth. Those words, over, and over, opened the door of divine, and
protected messages. More was to come.
the morning had the sun shining on the tree tops. The smell of the dew,
and the rabbits still running over the banks of the river. Jodie was up
early, and looked out of her window. Keith had picked Brendon up, and as
they drove off, she got up.
Jodie thought about how Jesus is not in peoples lives today. It came
upon her that the majesty of the king, is farther from today's
generation. Some say it's stories of history.
Jodie thought, it is all written, but so many alter the way it is meant
to be. There are so many ways that Jesus is put. To Jodie, it made the
one being of the son of man, multi functional. Looking like Jesus was
many pieces to suit the intellectual sites of religions made of
different beliefs. Not any wonder there is dispute, then wars.
Jesus was the greatest gift, of the heavenly Fathers reason to give his
son. People argue about the immaculate conception. God would not need
two people to make his son. For his son was within him at all times.
How can they look towards planets with wonder, and not see the wonder of
God's son? Where was it different to any creation the Lord made? What
man is above all other man? To create a palace of riches, and gowns of
Many a palace is within the worldly power of sin. How many do the work,
with other motives? Leaves it very open, but rarely an answer.
The answer lies within a Christian who really lives in the spirit. For
Jodie, living in the spirit, distanced her from others. Not because she
was unable to communicate. She was able to see the others in darkness,
that they had created to go to, by living in the greed of fleshly
Examples are, must have that car, at any cost. So within that desire,
days are lost. The cost? Loosing the beauty of the grace of God in his
natural love, spoken out loudly, in silence, in nature, in animals.
Some work their butt off for years to own a home, far from their actual
financial ability. For one reason only, prestige.
Far be it sense to Jodie, to build such blocks of life, and miss the
real beauty of this life. Again it means people are choosing the stress
of life, to gain what they can never take with them.
Jodie thought, imagine if every human was given the same amount, for all
deserve homes, food, and harmony.
Jodie thought about the word love. How can any person be in any way
loving, if they are in constant rush to claiming what is not wealth?
Jodie found pleasure watching the birds come down for their feed. Even
more when she had given them food. She would call them, and then as they
ate, her heart felt full.
Jodie would look inside a flower, the majesty of the twining colors. The
changes of the many fauna, and flora. The planetary sights from earth.
There is many saying, the Bible is the word. Yes it is, but each word is
expanded, when the sight Paul had gave him all to see, not only the
surrounding shell, but the inside of the shell too.
Jodie thought the word shell, can be given as the outer planets seen. Or
anything that shows an outer visible shell.
Even a body is only seen from the outer physical shell. Harmful actions
by mankind, show what is going on inside. But even more than that, those
actions are creating their ails in health.
How can one, who has reformed from an addiction, begin to judge another,
who is having trouble doing it, when they go to another addiction, to
replace the one they have given up? Nothing is won there.
Jodie knew her own addiction, was her own admission of not enough trust
in Jesus Christ. That addiction she did not do all life long. It was
spasmodic. She had far more trouble giving it up, the last time she did.
Two relapses, and her own annoyance at herself for relapsing, made her
more determined to beat it, and leave it for the benefit of her health.
Never once did she speak to another, that they must do what she has
Jodie believed in examples, of action, with words of her own reasons to
quit. She has succeeded.
Over in the distance Jodie saw the tree's along with the houses in
To Jodie's memory, she remembered the book she read once, ugh! But just
the same, she wants to bring this forward. It was by a medium, well
known over the world, by literature. In this book, the author spoke of
being able to break clouds, and make them disappear.
Jodie went out to her high rise part of the building. She looked at the
clouds. Then thought I will try it. She chose a small cloud, and
concentrated on it, as was read by Jodie. To Jodie's greatest surprise,
the cloud began to fade. It faded from cloud into the blue sky, it
Jodie thought, I never expected that to work. So over times, she did
this , and each time the cloud would disperse, not showing how it went
away to leave just the blue sky. There was not one time clouds did not
disperse, Jodie found three, four five, and so on, that went away in
following her mind.
At first Jodie thought it was coincidence. When it happened every time
she tried it. There was no doubt about this strange energy to do that.
She stopped that, after understanding the satanic power of lies. Such
things can, and do, happen. The electrical energies, are unseen, but
they are there.
Jodie thought, I have my one way of believing. That Jesus lives in every
human who opens their heart to him. He is as close as that, she thought
he is in all mankind. Bidding them to come to the truth.
Jodie laughed, she said out loud," I wanted to know the truth, how
little I knew then, the width of heart our heavenly Father has; all
people know of God, but deny him, in the world of fast working damage to
mankind. Oh I am glad I know the truth."
The memory of her cat remained in her heart, she still had the times of
getting her up on screen to look at her, and tell her baby girl, she
still loves her.
Over by the bridge stood a man, he was dressed in very posh clothes. He
was looking at Jodie's cottage. Jodie watched him as he seemed to be
preoccupied with looking at Jodie's home.
He began to walk to the pathway near her home. He stopped at the gate,
made a gesture movement of determination, and came through the gate.
The knocking on the door came. Jodie was uncertain to answer, as this
was a stranger, to her. The Holy Spirit gave Jodie the feeling it was
alright to open her door.
" good day miss Jodie. I am Mr. Johnathon Richards. I take it you are
miss Jodie?" Jodie said, "Yes I am, but I certainly do not know you Mr.
Er-----" Johnathon said, "No you will not, here is my card, and my
reason for finding you, was through your books."
Jodie said, "Ah them, they are given to me." Mr. Richards said, "That is
what is the greatest pull to people. They way you get the words, and no
words are your own. How many do you think, have the Holy Spirit working
so diligently with them?"
Jodie said, "Whoever is ready for this work, it is not just me, there
are many that the Holy Spirit works with, so?"
Mr. Richardson said, "I am a director of a filming company. I found your
books with a company that has interested me, by the books given into
that publication. Many great talented people have done great books."
Jodie said, "So?"
Mr. Richardson said, "May I come in please?" Jodie realized her
lack of manners, and said, "Yes, please do, I apologies for being off
handed, wait till I move my-----" Mr. Richardson came in saying," yes I
knew of your disability."
Jodie wheeled herself into the lounge room, and said, "So I want to know
the real reason you were finding me?"
Mr. Richardson said, "Would you listen to me first?" Jodie said, "Yes."
Mr. Richardson said, "I was looking through sites one day, and came upon
your book,==I want to know the truth==I was so taken with the honesty of
it, and realized how many in similar situations, would find they were
not alone as children, in places much the same. I went through to look
at the author name. I then found following books. Not one sign of who
Jodie said, "I have to ask you how you found out it was me?" Mr.
Richardson said, "The way the books were done, came over to me, as a
child was writing them. In them I saw wide knowledge of the destructive
force. The Holy Spirit I felt, was the author of your work done. Look, I
deal with directing some rough movies. I wanted something that would
capture an audience. In a way of truth. Your title of the first book,
Jodie said, "I am not the author, I am given directly from the holy
spirit, and so as I am a child of God, I write like a child of God. I am
not one of great ability to use words in grand ways. Besides my English
is not that fancy."
Mr. Richardson said, "That is why I am here Jodie. It took me a long
time to find who you were?"
Jodie said, "I know the publishers would not tell you."
Mr. Richardson said, "No, they did not. It came to me in another way. I
had to find out who you were. I noticed it was said, in many books,
nobody knew who you were. That my dear strikes interest."
Jodie was taken by this, but how on earth could he have found her?" he
continues saying," I took the books, and scripted them for myself. I was
looking at how a movie could be made? So to be able to do that, I have
to have permission, from you, and the publishers. You see Jodie, I feel
we need to bring in movies that would come against the current charge of
thrills everyone demands."
Jodie said, "Tell me how you found out who I was, and how to find me?
Mr. Richardson said, "In Britain a brother of yours, a half brother. I
know him, as he is with our company. He has a company too. Now he told
me one day, he had a half sister, who he had contact with, from the year
2005. The contact stopped. As we talked, he said he had an email
address, but nothing is coming from it to him, or from him to the
address. Over taking film this one day passed, where he said, "Something
is suggesting to me, that an author of a book I have read, appertains to
things in my life. Rather too closely. I asked him if it was the author
I had read books from?"
He looked at me, and said it was, yes. He also said, things given in the
books could be made into a movie that could update the scripture. Not to
change it, but to reach the world of today. So I gave it great thought.
Now the email of old, we could not break to find you. I found one
contact that could give me some idea. Your half brother. He said
Australia was where his half sister was. The only way to do this, was
for him to tell me your name, and roughly what state you were in, in
Jodie said, "That would not give you my author name, and mine together."
Mr. Richardson said, "True, but here I am, and I had to find you. It
came to me going from one country to another. The only way I could
finally find you was to get a way to open that old email."
Jodie said, "That does not link in with my books, there is something
missing here in what you are saying?" Mr. Richardson said, "True, so
finding you was very difficult. Look without going into great detail,
would you be interested in giving permission to making a movie from
different parts taken, from your books?"
Jodie said, "I would consider it, but no way am I to be given out, good
God! How on earth did this happen?" Mr. Richardson said softly," perhaps
the Holy Spirit wants use of materials given, and put into a way people
of today's age would understand. I know you would not take money, even
if the film was a sell out. So what do I do with your part of the
Jodie said, "You're jumping guns here, it may not be a sell out." look I
am Johnathon, let's be on single names. I know it will be a sell out.
You see with technology of today, we can create the spiritual scenes
exactly as they were given to you. I want to-----" Keith had come to the
home, and said, "Jodie, I came early from the shelter-----Oh sorry, I
did not know you had company. Brendon is still there, and Mary said she
will bring him back here tonight."
Johnathon looked at Keith in disbelief, and said, "Keith, I am sure you
are Keith," Keith said, "Yes, that's me. Hang on-----When did you arrive
in this country?" Johnathon said, "Four days ago. I was looking for a
fine lady named Jodie, who is an author."
Jodie said, "Wait-----What is going on here, how can you both know each
other?" Keith said, "We are brothers. " Jodie said, "Brothers? Explain
it to me please."
Keith said, "We were both born in Britain, and our parents divorced. We
got separated, we had no way of being together. Usual family disputes.
So I came to Australia, and today I am a vet."
Johnathon said, "I am a film director." Jodie was in total awe over
this. It was this that made her less defensive about her books.
Keith said, "Well done Johnathon, so why here?" Johnathon said, "Jodie
has done books, through the guidance of the Holy Spirit. As I read them,
I saw the child in them, meaning Jodie. I saw a brighter picture to be
made from them. I want, if Jodie will allow me to, make a movie for
Christianity to be known, in another theme of bringing to the people.
You see, we have the aged ones, acted many times for all. But this time
I felt that the visions seen, that come from above, could be emulated,
to as clear as we could make."
Jodie said, "Nothing can be as the real thing." Keith said, "That is
right, but the meanings going to people in this way, may just reach more
hearts Jodie." Jodie said, "I want time to think about it, I think you
two have a great deal of time to talk over.
The two bothers went over their lives, and how they wanted to find each
other, but never knew where to?
Brendon came back with Mary, and the cottage had five people in it,
eager to have a film done about Jodie's material from the Holy Spirit."
Brendon said, "I-----Um-----I think these two brothers need one place to
stay in for a while, to turn over their lives, in the years missed
Mary said, "Keith if Jodie is ok about it, Brendon can come back into
your flat for a few days, and that would make space for you, and
Jodie burst out," hey you lot, oh-----Oh-----Ok I suppose it would be
fine, talk about making my mind up Mary?"
They all laughed, and Keith said, "Come on Brendon, get your bits
together. Mary you can go back home, and I will bring Brendon with me,
as I too have to get my things for a few days." Johnathon said, "This
will save me living in motels. I have done a bit much of that sort of
Jodie knew her three bedrooms were cozy in her home, and as he was
Keith's brother, her heart gave way to him.
Jodie went to her kitchen, and said to the Lord," you did this, I know
you did. I will allow a film to be made. If its done from different
parts of the books, giving out your word, and showing the lies in full
view, then so be it. Please allow your only truth to be taken, and allow
no evil intent on the movie to come."
Jodie came back, and the two brothers were in joking moods. Jodie said,
"How do I address you Mr. Richardson, how come you both have different
surnames?" Johnathon said, "Call me john, that will do. Jodie, a very
surprising day for us all. But the movie. I wanted to use the first
book, as that on its own, would not make a full film, so using the other
books, in the places where, the truth comes out loud and clear, I could
see the different things written, coming into a good script. I have the
actors I would use for the film too."
Jodie said, "A great deal to think about on one day here." john said, "I
wanted to use the ones with some criminal themes in. Also the one with a
child who was gifted. One with a child that was disturbed in life. Plus
the evil tools of satan brought out in the movie too, closing the movie
with the truth."
Keith said, "Sounds like a good years work to me." Johnathon said, "It
may be longer than that. Depends on how well it comes together. Now
Jodie, would I have to get the publishers agreement?"
Jodie said, "I think it's fair to ask them, and as it's for bringing in
people to the truth, I do not think they will mind."
Keith went over to Jodie, and gave her a hug. Johnathon looked on and
said, "Seems to me you're both an item?" Keith said, "Yes, we are
waiting for her to be operated on, a long and arduous wait."
The evening was in total pleasure of such a blessing to come to them
Jodie said, "Keith, if this means you're needed, who will take your
place while away, doing this film, as I feel john wants you there with
Keith said, "I have a good friend, recently retired. He is a great vet,
and he retired early, but he did tell me, that should I need him on any
occasion, he will come and help me out."
They went to bed, all rather tired.
The next morning Jodie had a call, her operation was in three weeks
Johnathon said, "Jodie, I can bring my team here to Australia, as I feel
it may be better for us all round."
Keith said, "Sounds great, so what will I be doing in this all?"
Johnathon said, "You will be helping Jodie. She will be needing you. I
want her to bring her thoughts to the plans of creating this movie. The
books will remain as they are, but I want to take the different parts,
after the first book is put into action. The first book is what will
draw people. Because sadly, so may little children, have been harmed
this way. Causing so many grow up feeling unworthy. It's a well known
fact, that so may people from abusive childhoods, have mental, and
Jodie said, "That is so true. When I gave my life to Jesus Christ, and
in a way that all who wishes to read it, Jesus Christ had the power to
use that material. I found it hard to do, but I knew it was for a good
Johnathon said, "It must have been. You were given nothing for the
traumatic life you had. Sounds like you had children Jodie?"
Jodie said, "Yes, and none in my life at all. I have tried to hide
Keith said, "Jodie, it is fine with me. As I too have children, but they
went away from me, through emotional blackmail done to them."
Johnathon said, "Cut my name again as I said, to john, as I too have
children, and the same happened to me. I took life as a single man, and
became what I am today. Now lets see-----Um-----I can call England, and
ask the company to send the team here."
Jodie said, "What about the cost of it all?" john said, "That is all in
the making of the film Jodie. So when it's done, I ask again, what do I
do with the money that should be to you Jodie?"
Jodie said, "If it comes a good sell out, my money is to become holy
currency. You see, I want it to go to the welfare of children that need
our Lord in their lives."
John said, "It's hardly going to be a movie for children." Jodie said,
"I know that, but money can help children left out of their families.
They do not need to know I have given it at all."
Keith said, "So the team john, how many would come here?" john laughed,
and said, "I want to use my camera team, so they will be together in a
department we can find. I will find a department big enough to do this.
Their living expenses are covered in the work. So we need to find a
large-----Is there any large places that can be rented Jodie?"
Jodie said, "I do not know much about that sort of thing." Keith said,
"Why not rent one of the large houses, or perhaps two of them?"
John said, "There are twenty people in the team. The actors are coming
too, as I want them from England. So we may be looking at a large crew.
Still I think it will work out well."
Keith was silent for a while, and then said, "Seems to me brother, that
it may be better to have it done in England, and not shove the team half
way round the world. Jodie will be well enough six weeks after the
operation. So we have nine weeks from now to then."
John said, "Mm-----I was thinking of Jodie, that is why I suggested the
team coming here." Jodie said, "In a way I would prefer it in England,
that way I will feel more secure. I do not want my name out at all. If
that happens, I am sorry, I would have to decline this."
John said, "Ok, ok, so I will wait here, and we all can go to England in
august. What I can do in the time, is go through things with you Jodie.
Show you the actors I have in mind. As I-----Well to be direct-----I
have spoken to them, and they are free to do this movie. To be honest
Jodie, some of the actors are Christians. So all will be safe in the
Lord's armour. Have no fear."
The time came for Jodie to be operated on, and she came through it very
well. Keith stayed at the hospital, while she was operated on. He had
asked a pastor to come to see Jodie, before the operation, and after it.
It was in this time, that Keith had given his all to the Lord.
John had given his all to the Lord in the same time. A very close family
of our heavenly Father had knitted together, as one.
During the rehab, Jodie was having to be very careful, and she was
building herself up very well. Her ability to walk, was getting
stronger. No pain, she was free of pain.
Jodie said, "I remember a time that I asked a man to help me in a
service station for petrol. This was some time ago. He said he would,
and just needed to move his car. He moved his car alright, away, and
never showed up to help."
Keith said, "In all things, Jesus Christ see's it, and for anything not
done, as in the living of spirit for one of his children, will not go
without punishment. Jesus is not punishing him, but he is allowing the
darkness to punish him, because he ignored a genuine need. So one day,
he will need help, and it will not come to him. This way, he may too,
think about Jesus Christ."
John said, "Many are the routes of the work of our heavenly Father. Now
Jodie, looking the first book, we wondered if it would be alright to
use==I want to know the truth==?"
Jodie said, "Do not use the same title. Why not call it==from untruth to
truth==." john said, "Mm-----I quite like that Jodie. Yes, actually, we
do have t use one child actor, for showing the ways of abuse that harm
Jodie said, "Oh, but how can a child do that, it may effect the child."
john said, "No, as the child I have in mind, is a great actor, and for
him, it will only be a movie, not a fact of his life."
Jodie said, "Ah, so you're going to have a male child, rather than a
female, as I was in that time of abuse?" john said, "Yes, it safe guards
the material from you Jodie. The same sort of abuse can be acted,
without the very sordid details. I have it in mind to show just how much
satan took adults into his darkness, and innocent as a child is, the
child was harmed for life from it."
Jodie said, "There is more truth in that, than known. Medical files have
this sort of disturbance in mental patients. So much is done in the drug
treatment, and nothing is done in the ending of this great harm done.
You see-----For me, still even now, I loose in all sorts of ways. What I
love is taken from me. So no matter what others think, my little cat was
mine, I love her, but my health was not up to her energies, as they
increased when I got a lacking in ability to do for her the patience I
usually have, was fading. She was very naughty in the last weeks with
me. I even thought she might be influenced by some dark force. She would
not come in, it could be midnight, or even later. I could not leave her
out in the night, so stayed up until she came in."
John said, "A cat Jodie, awe that would have been hard to let her go,
yes I can see what you're saying, you saw her making her demands on you,
while your getting more in pain. Did you get very impatient with her?"
Jodie said, "Not really, but I gave her, her way, and she loved to be
territorial of her home, and outside her home. So she began to ask to
come in, and I let her in, then she would talk non stop, to go out
again. As time went by, I left the back door open, and closed the inner
door, so that she could come in, and eat, and drink. I put a good warm
bed in the laundry cupboard, as I could not have her jump on my bad hip.
She did not know that was why I did that. But one walk over my body, and
any pressure on my leg was just so painful. The same pattern came. Now
and then I would let her in bed with me, and hold her, as I did, her paw
in my hand. Her little ears, the tips would be cold, and I would warm
them. But she did not stay, like she used to. She would get out, and lay
in her place, by my feet, on top of the covers. So yes, one move on my
keg, and ouch! So the pattern came again, I was to let her go. I asked
for help, and oh yes, one said they would be doing that, but things
stopped that coming. So I asked a neighbor, and that was obvious, she
did not want to. So help was a word nobody heard. So I-----I am sorry
john, and Keith, but it hurts still. So you see, innocent children get
to feel, that they have to give up what they love. When in truth, it was
I who needed love. So the harm done all those years ago, repeats its
ugly head. It is almost as if, the way I was left out, harmed, and
abused, made me feel that life is that way."
John said, "Ah yes, I see it, the way you were treated, gave you a
mental block on keeping what you love. Tell me Jodie, did you have many
moves in life, as in places to live?"
Jodie said, "Oh yes, I could never settle in one place for long. I had
so many homes as a child, so again the same pattern. I kept moving."
Keith said, "Things will change now Jodie, late as it seems, as we are
now, in our later years. But I know it will change Jodie, for all the
hard work you have done, there will be a harvest. Your greatest need to
me is, the same need I have, and no doubt, the same need john has. That
is, to be genuinely loved."
Jodie said, "Nobody can love me if I do not allow myself to feel worthy
of love. I have to love myself, to give love, for if it's not in me, I
am not able to give it out. I do not mean love of self, as in ego, and
material things. I mean I am worthy in the eyes of Jesus Christ. So I
have to learn my whole new life, being born again into the arms of
Jesus, who never forsakes me, who had me in his care, when I never knew
he did, as a child. So this is the time, loosing the hips, having two
false ones. It means, I carried the pain of abuse in my heart, soul, and
body. The body ended up being harmed from carrying such a heavy load.
For I never knew I resented my childhood so much, that I had carried the
sin of others doing that to me, so that that control was overbearing. It
took its toll. It led me into caverns of darkness, yet-----In the dark
was a bright light. I was not going to be in the fold of satan claiming
my family, I was to be saved. So to love another means, I have to learn
my own value to my Lord, my king, and my saviour. This way, I learned
the way to love. A hard way to learn this lesson. Then to think of Jesus
giving his blood for me, and for all mankind, means, he never once
wanted satan to claim his fathers children. So now I know how to love,
without any means of self gratification. No gifts can teach me love,
nothing of the worldly goods, can teach me this love, for this love is a
pure love. It is even higher than we know, while being in the world, how
very great the love really is. It is far wider than words. Love is all
we are meant to be. There is no wealth, that can buy wealth of the seeds
sown in good ground, and the oil of purity is our blessing. Seeds I
sowed, came up as blooms, but the snares of evil, brought weeds amongst
the blooms. So I had to do some weeding."
John said, "Ok, so we have a great measure of materials to work with.
How do you think humor is Jodie?"
Jodie said, "Humor, well I have used that in all ways possible. Nobody
has as yet seen, or heard my humor, and do you know why?"
Keith said, "Why?" Jodie said, "While others are simmering in their own
lacks of knowing that Jesus is talking in silence, to come to him, they
are not able to see, or hear humor. There are many blind people in the
world. Many deaf too, and many without care. None of that will benefit
the unworldly to produce the seeds of the holy land."
John said, "So you're saying that with living in the material wealth,
there is no room for the spiritual health?"
Jodie said, "I rest my case, yes, love without wanting something for it.
Give without wanting it back. Ask and it shall be given. But it can
never be given, if love is about control of another. Leave God to be
God, and us to be human. The filling in of that spiritual lesson is, the
Holy Spirit. For once living in the Holy Spirit, nothing outside of that
John said, "Right, we are nearing out journey to make a very impressive
scripture come into focus of viewing the truth. Acting can be a good way
for those who do not read the words. Keith, you have some sort of
special life ahead with Jodie. I would like to meet the similar kind of
lady one day."
Jodie said, "Now I know why Mary is going to run the shelter, and others
are coming in to fill the shelter while we are away. Now I know why I
was told by the Holy Spirit, that Keith, and I, would be partly in the
shelter, and why we are leaving it for a time, to return, and take our
stand with it, it is for a later time. We are not able to grow, without
understanding our sorrows, to turn it to the glory of God."
The time was near to making the arrangements for the exclusive means of
bringing in the power, for we will all be filled with the Holy Spirits
John said, "Wow! That is very moving. Yes, I can learn here too." Jodie
said, "We are family, so we all need to commit out lives to love."
The next passage of holy intervention of evil to be taken out of the
message to come in the movie, was going to have some direct, and divine
miracles. The way it unfolds is of one way and one way only. Through
Jesus Christ, the way, the truth, and the life, is bringing in a
powerful old age, and all ages, message of truth, into this assignment
of brightness, be prepared for the breaking of chains. The passage is
already in the making. Be prepared for meeting the truth. For in this
new way of making this happen, means it will happen.
Jodie came through her operation, very well. Her outlook was upon
new grounds in life. Her pain was gone. Not just pain of the hip itself,
but her long pain of years. She thought about how many people would be
bearing pain from so long ago. That the effects of it all, had ruined
many areas in life.
Jodie was looking out of the window, in the hospital. She thought, I
wish I could tell people that when given abuse as a child, know that the
focus on life, is far beyond the cruelty given. That no child is the
offending person. The offence is upon the adults that do it.
She knew that in her life, her own defenses were down, they had been
crushed, through beatings, and lack of food, and given old clothes, that
did not fit, so she was laughed at. Her spiritual life was the only
seed, that was left to her.
Her anger towards this all, was a normal part of healing. People did
more harm to her, than good. So many are users. Who have the same money
as Jodie had, but wanted her to give to them. Because they did not
manage money correctly.
Going from that, Jodie went over in her mind to the witches again. She
thought, my God, had I the mind I have now, I would have thought them
weird. I never knew they were witches.
Jodie looked at he last pages of her life before the operation. There
she remembered the funny movements these women made. Not once did Jodie
see, a person get healed. Not once. There on a put up massage table, is
a person laying on it. One women begins to shake her hand, and says it
is her guide. Jodie looked round the room thinking, what guide, I see no
guide at all?
Then another woman, who lives fully in ego, is making he oddest moves in
the air, twisting, and turning, and her lips were tight. Her eyes shut,
and face with no happy look at all. It was quite ugly to watch.
A man who is aged, wearing long hair, in a pony tail, who had hands over
the head of the person to be healed. Another women who looked real
miserable, most of the time, doing something Jodie had never heard of.
One aged woman, who was so filthy in her home, holding her hands over
the person. Another younger woman, who cried all the time.
A man came who looked very odd. His books were against the Bible, but he
was led to think he had that very part in the Bible. He had written
books on aliens. He also gave a book, that Jodie did manage to get,
where Jesus Christ is supposed to have married, and a child as well.
This is not so.
Jodie learned something from all this, she had to be there, for in that
group, she learned the sins of the past family. That was a time she was
again in great pain, looking for company. Instead she got with people of
She had listened to the way they spoke, and the many crystals put out
for energy. Jodie thought, this is not right somewhere. I have to find
out where? One evening, a service was held, and two people got up to
speak. Jodie sat there in pain, and listened to this woman.
She had dark hair, thin build, cold face, and as if her outer body was
not her real body. Jodie could not explain that, at the time to herself.
For she did not know the evil can cloak a person.
The woman began talking of aliens. Indianians she called them. Jodie
thought, how can this be, when a space ship would have to come down for
this to be created? The woman was going on about the intelligence given
her by them.
Jodie thought, intelligence, you're kidding this is not making sense? As
she went on, the material of spiritual rubbish was thickening to a quick
sand, in Jodie's mind. She thought if anyone goes there, they will sink.
There was more truth in that, than known. They were sinking, as long as
they believed this rubbish.
Later the man got up, to do readings. Jodie was told once by this man,
that her mother had three sisters, that Jodie never knew about. That was
total rubbish, for the ages would not have fitted the so called reading
given. Her grand mother would have had to be ancient for that. Her grand
father died before Jodie was born.
Now much of this was going on, and the crazy ways they spoke, really
made Jodie pick up her ears. How can a cat be a healing cat? How can a
guide make a hand shake? How can there be an angel in the corner of this
women's home, who did the dark force work?
How could anyone believe an Indian was their husband two years ago. Who
they never knew about, until it was drawn by another person, that told
them that. If reincarnation exists, then how is it nobody knows about
the past lives? The stories given on that, is one hundred percent false.
Jodie knew that in mental institutions, there were patients who would
say they were Jesus Christ. She had an experience of that once, on
visiting such a place, to see a patient. The man came up and said that.
Jodie was alarmed.
As Jodie made her experiences, her gifts of glory, by turning them
around, she quietly thanked the Holy Spirit for giving her this
The woman that held the healing practice, had books, all of them occult.
None of them Christian. Yet they said they were a Christian
spiritualists. They never read the Bible, for in there is it an
abomination to be with spiritualists.
Over time, Jodie felt evil around her, evil she could not describe, but
it was as if it was looking at her. She felt it. The more she read about
the practices of spiritualists, the more the evil was felt.
The whole group had a wall up against Jodie. At the time Jodie did not
know why? Jodie was very capable of saying things, that were accurate.
None of the women had this. So envy was spoken about. One women was
abrupt, which to Jodie is rudeness. Envy in this woman was so strong,
that she wanted to take from Jodie, things she loved, and tell her that
all the people Jodie knew were using her. This women never knew anyone
Jodie knew. So it was really insane talk. Jodie kept patience. Then one
day threw a wobbly at the women. It was enough, Jodie had taken months
of this cutting tongue. So it was time to stop it.
The women then became hostile. To Jodie, she had taken quite enough of
this occult nonsense.
Jodie knew that she was given the wall. These women did not know why
they were against Jodie.
For Jodie had mentioned the truth of Jesus Christ. Once that was done,
the stabbing eyes were in fear, but in war as well.
Now Jodie knew, after all this time, that she was to experience this, so
to get free. Jesus had come to her, he came for a reason, the reason was
not opened to her, for forty seven years. The women were finding Jodie
saying things, that do not appertain to the glory of the truth, that
they were claiming.
Ego was a must in the group, one women wanted power over all others. She
was very mentally unstable. Another women was waving her arms as a
spirit angel, and the talk that came, was idiotic. But all of the women
let it happen. Jodie kept a pillow between her, and this, so as to stop
anything of evil coming to her. Jodie held the pillow, strongly. But it
was the evil that penetrated into Jodie's life. There was only one
weapon left to kill evil.
Jodie had left the women, thinking how very unwell they were. She had
said that a psychiatrist would be giving all in the room,
anti-depressants. From that Jodie was giving them a warning of the evil
they are cloaked with. The insanity if it all. The sense left was to
come out of it, and burn all occult items. Now Jodie knew, they were
gone. That the women of the healing practice, had demons running wild,
and free, to harm in cunning ways.
Jodie looked to it all , as pages of her freedom. For had she not had
the sense to look through it, she too would be caught in the hell
Yes, it was a good idea to make a film about. Jodie thought, I have
given this many times. The reason is that if one way is not read about,
than another might be, as all work the Holy Spirit gives Jodie, is to
reach all mankind. So as tastes of things are choices, one way may not
take the interest of the reader. So many other ways are given.
Jodie had thought of the tapes, and CDs she heard, being contradiction.
One was in trance, and speaking of a guide, when in fact it was a demon,
or many demons talking. Had any of the listeners stopped to replay it,
there is the twisting in words. First it's one way, then it's another
way, so one is going down a one way street, with two streets non
existent in the one way. How can any sane mind believe all that?
Jodie then cleared this out of her mind, as the more she had carried,
and innocently at times, evil was taking her body, but never her soul.
That is why she suffered so much loss. Now she knows how to stop that.
Jodie looked at her new leg, and thought, the evil is now ceased in my
body. I am now free of all past curses.
She had her mind going to her journey to England. Keith had intention to
marry Jodie in England, he felt it a time they would be left alone
together for a while. No shelter emergency, or any other type of delays
Jodie had the pastor come at her request. She passed all this by to him.
He said, "I am interested in such details of the dark force. As the more
I learn, I too can be of greater service. To be part of bringing the
dark to the light, where all is exposed, thrills my soul."
Jodie said, "I would like a word of prayer, as this is the last time I
will expose the evil, that are curses, that take people to the lake of
fire. I want to take my rehab well, for I am going to England, in
august. There a film is being conducted."
The pastor said, "A film. What may I ask is it about?" Jodie said, "The
proof of the truth. The avenues to be avoided at all costs, and the
beauty of the heavenly Fathers creations. For pastor, the Holy Spirit
has worked with me for a year. In all I do, it is his words that come. I
get tongues, quite often now. Short, but I also get the meanings as
well, and always on my own. The first time it came, I was not sure where
it came from, or why? So this movie will be a holy movie. One that will
engage, I pray, the ages of all times. For the youth of today, are in
danger greater them in my youth. For as time is short, satan is angry.
He knows his end, he knows Christians are his foes. He wants to harm
Christians more than those who are not Christians. He feels he has them
going with him, to the abyss. As repetitive as the Holy Spirit has
spoken to me, I deliver his words, in a way I can, for is way is
superior. He knows, if I do it in a child like way, people will
The pastor said, "I am very impressed with this. It's not often I meet a
patient who is so bright in the light of truth."
Jodie said, "Ha! This last book is hard to do, it has gone all
directions, for a purpose. It's folded in the shades of dark. The main
reason is, to show that the last part of this book, is the to show the
brightest light of all. So in the last two chapters to come, the
survival of the holy path was never to darken. Or takes a half hearted
soul. There is no high class service needed. For in the walk of Christ,
he was simple, and unselfish. It is the time to bring that back to the
beginning. For the beginning, and the end is his. So I know that this
movie, will be given a great blessing. For it is the Holy Spirit that
asks for it to be done. People are sent together, who are willing to
work his direction. He shows us, all the time. He has also sent me the
very people he wanted the work to go to."
The pastor said, "So the work this time was all directions. Who are we
to question his reason for that?"
Jodie said, "Precisely, and the name of the film will be====The Proof of
the Truth====It will be binding the people who see it, into questioning
the material life, against the spiritual life. They will see real life
events, and the way it comes from curses, to blessings. Apparently, john
the director, said, the way the last part of the movie will be, very
intense, and strong. That he has the expertise to produce a film, that
is going to look like life to the watching people. Well pastor, I need
to rest now, thank you for coming, and you will know the movie, by the
title given. Know that the title is given from the Holy Spirit. I am
excited to see how this unfolds. It will have all life given in it,
along with all paths to life. There will be animal life too. Even I did
not know that a turn was coming. As I have shares in an animal shelter,
that I thought I would be going to after this operation. The Lord had
other plans. John said his company will be making the end of the movie,
spectacular signs before the second coming. Lo, for even now the
grumbling world, is the voice of the evil in it. How can people ignore
the obvious signs? I am happy to think the ending of the film, will be
so resounding, that it will live in the memories of those that saw it.
Its description, I am not able to tell you pastor. As the lighting, and
technology involved, is not mine to know about, it will unfold, as it's
Pastor got up, and said, "I am going to look for this, you did mention
that is may take a year to do. Will it come over here from England?"
Jodie said, "It will reach all the world, if that is what the holy
spirit intends. I thank you again for coming to see me."
The pastor left, and Jodie knew in her heart, the Holy Spirit wished the
team to be producing a very wide bidding, and message.
Keith had arranged with his brother Johnathon, the flight times.
Jodie was looking so bright. Her body was without pain, so she had no
strain on her face. Keith was so happy that Jodie was healing so well.
Her eyes were bright, her posture very straight, and her nature even
Jodie called Keith, and said, "Keith, I get at times very uncertain
about people." Keith said, "Oh, and what brought that on Jodie?" Jodie
said, "Looking back over the time I needed company, and help in moral
support, I got judged, and had my bad pain interfered with."
Keith said, "Yes Jodie, I know you had that, I also know, being a vet,
that people without medical knowledge, have a one eyed view, and state
things far from understanding that a person needs to be heard. Even in
my practice, I have had people tell me how their animal should be cared
You see Jodie, many of these people, have little in life, and take on a
trespassing judgment. This causes the sufferer to feel alone."
Jodie said, "Darling Keith, before you came in my life, I had the works
thrown at me. I could have company if I went to church. It is not
possible to sit in church with such a high degree of pain. So I felt
that as I did not go, I was classed as how they thought I was. My own
thoughts, and feelings were not counted. For me to hear a preacher ask
me what I need, after my telling him I need, just threw me, as I felt as
if he did not understand. Jesus did not ask the lame man to walk. He
took the lame man's heart, and saw the truth in the lame man, that is
why his sins were forgiven."
Keith said, "Jodie, we are leaving tomorrow for England. Johnathon got
his company to find us accommodation. Look how well you have
rehabilitated, and standing strong. In what I have read, Jesus said that
it is wise not to tell others what is in your heart. Because no matter
what is said, the people have their way, and want, or force, of even
emotionally practice a way, that is their way. Their church, not your
church. That sort of thing."
Jodie said, "My, you have been studying, yes, I was going over things,
as a way to empty out. I too have read where Jesus said, that what is in
your heart is not any others concern, better to just tell him. I saw,
felt, and witnessed those who say things, but have no care. So I began
to distance myself from people. Then I meet you, and you were without
any motives. You took me as I am."
Keith said, "Jesus takes us just how we all are, then alters the road.
You know that Jodie, you my dear, have given far more than you yourself
realize. Brendon is doing well, and the vet I have in my place, until we
come back, is going to give him all the studies, to become a vet.
Actually, Brendon will have a strict vet training him."
Jodie laughed, and said, "The left over things from past hurts, take
time to shove out the way. I learned that holding on to what is not
possible to change, is better to leave." Keith said,' huh, yes, easier
said than done. Even I have to learn how to separate the ground of no
fruits, to the ground of harvesting fruits.
Johnathon came running out of the house saying," Keith, have you tied up
all the shelter's veterinary things?" Keith said, "Yep, I sure have.
Brendon is going to stay in my flat, at Mary's. So there is nothing to
worry about. Mary is going to check in Jodie's cottage. So all is well."
Johnathon said, "Well a change in flight has come, I took the evening
flight tonight, as the other option would have been next week!" Keith
said, "Why was our flight time changed?" Johnathon said, "Something to
do with the jet. I did not go into details, but took the flight that was
closer to our arrangements in England."
Jodie said, "Tonight? Oh well it's not that much earlier."
They had the day talking over the scripts, and the actors prepared for
the coming film.
In the shelter, Mary had an abundance of helpers. So many came forward
to help run this. The haven had a good name, and so many people were
very happy with the way it was run.
Johnathon said, "Our cab is here, Jodie, no lifting for you lass, so I
will take your cases. As for you Keith-----" Keith said, "Yes I know, I
can do my own, typical eh?"
The airport was crowded with people going different destinations. They
boarded the jet, and settled in their seats. As the jet took the run
way, Jodie looked out of the window, and said, "My first flight Keith, I
feel a bit nervous."
Keith said, "All will be well Jodie, just think of the honour we are
given to do this movie. The jet stopped at Singapore, Dubai. Nearing
London, the night lights were showing below them. The jet came in to
land, and the long flight was done.
There is the social lounge were Johnathon's lead managers. They went to
a hotel, and it was so comfortable. Jodie looked out the window, looking
into the streets of London. They had a dinner in the dining lounge, and
all retired for the night.
The next morning, Jodie was up early, her night was restless, which she
put to jet lag. The times had changed, from country to country.
Max came to the hotel to get them to the filming studio's. When there,
Max said, "Well miss Jodie, I have read your books on e-page. I for one,
and many others, want to make this film exactly how you are led to have
Jodie said, "Me? I am in no way at all conversant in such things." Max
said, "You are, because you gave the stories given you. So all our
company are going to go along with how you receive it."
Joy came, and introduced Jodie to the cast. Jodie was overwhelmed with
so many actors. Max said that he has the scripts taken from the books,
on different levels of growth. Her first book as Jodie knew, was the
light in the darkness of children, who still need to be honored as
children. Now Jodie saw the reasons, plain, and clear, for this
outpouring of Jesus Christ.
The young boy playing a part of an unhappy child, was very good at his
lines, and acted so well. The adults, gave a good performance in the
abuse given. Jodie was so glad it was not real in the acting.
As the stages of growth for the boy came, he left the scene. An older
boy came in, as a teenager. This teenager gave his heart to all he
could. He was rejected, and left. Jodie remembered how she had this. So
it was very moving.
The many homes the boy had, the many slaps in the face given to him. The
sadness of abuse left him without a root to grow from. So everything the
boy had tried, failed him. So his teenage years were getting resentful.
There in the midst of all this, the Holy Spirit took the stage with
In the middle of the whole script, the Holy Spirit gave Jodie another
path in the film to be done, it was not scripted.
Jodie said, "Max, look right here, where the teenager is so sad, as all
fails him, the blind child is to come in."
Max said, "How can I bring in the blind child now?" Jodie said, it is to
be Abba Father. For the story of the boy, having no chances, is to break
off the chains, right now." Max said, "But his life story will be left,
and there is more to it."
Jodie said, "Bring in the blind child, and let her do her script, it
will go from there.
As the teenager boy, sat on his bed, in the making of this, the blind
child came to his room. Here came the lights of angelic nature, for the
blind child was holy. She said to the teenage boy," I come with sight,
it is from my other eyes. I have a blessing to give you. You have the
choice of taking it, or not."
The boy named Philip, said, "Anything is better than this. I have
nothing in life to take roots. How can I go from one person, to another,
and learn family life?" Max looked at the script, and thought, this is
not in here, but let it go.
The blind child took Philip to the door, and said, "There in the map of
life, lays a truth, a truth that is unseen today." Philip said, "How can
you see without sight?" the blind child said, "I am here for this one
moment, take the road outside the past. Let the past rest. As soon as
you do that, you will see what is before you, and take roots of your own
making. For you are strong."
The blind child disappeared into a light swirling around her. The happy
people from the town of gladness, came on the road he took. They
welcomed him into the family of Christ. There the teenager left the
scene. He was now a man.
The visions of past hurts broke off his soul. Max had the camera's
filming through a bright light. The young man became his own self. There
in the distance was a man robed in white, who welcomed him.
The robed man said, "Yea, I am with thee, come ye to my path. Take the
seeds I give thee, and plant them in good soil."
The filming was going faster than expected. A church was brought into
the scenes, an ancient London church was hired for the one day, to bring
Philip to the path.
As the months went by, Philip had planted the seeds. But his question,
as again not in the script. He said, "How can we understand the many
churches, and know there is one church?"
The white robed man said, "Thy heart is making new threads. Yea, there
will be a great vision coming to thee. I need thee to give my messages.
For none write what is already written. One writes, when learning. Take
thee the vision, as I leave thee to bring this to my glory."
Philip sat in the park near the church. The camera's were going, as he
waited for the seed to harvest.
There in the midst of this, stood the other characters in the many
books. A congregation was built from them. For they were real.
Philip stood up, and Max was told by Jodie, and Johnathon, to make an
imitation cloud descending. Bringing in many bright colors.
The whole cast stood there, looking at the clouds descending. Max was
amazed, as he had not brought this into action yet. Philip saw the robed
man. He knew it was Jesus Christ. Was this the second coming? There he
fell down to his knees, as did the rest of the cast. Onlookers from the
streets, came to see this too. Only one camera was filming this.
The clouds turned to bright white. A voice was heard, it said, "Bring no
child into the hands of evil. For evil will follow the child, and hamper
the path I want to give, to save the child. For ye all are my children.
The time is nigh, and the time is to birth the whole world. Evil will
leave it, and love will nourish it. There in the kingdom, are the books.
See that thy names are in it. Look ye no further, than in your heart.
For your heart is my world, for all hearts will be the world. Deliver my
messages to all you meet. Allow the claiming of love, to end evil. Evil
has no life, when love is there. As ye all go from this, take ye the
heavenly love, within the souls of all mankind. The wicked have their
path, where love is not, there I am not. I am love, pure love is from my
Father, of whom I am one with."
The camera that still filmed, took the whole vision. The beautiful clear
lights were threading around each individual. Each had colors of
knowledge. The voice said, "Remember, evil has no life, where love is.
It is thine own destructions of thoughts, that have created through the
ages. Love was not known. Hear ye the words of truth. For I am mighty,
and strong. Love ye all, do all with love, the more love is pure, the
evil breaks up. The evil one died, when he took the garden of creation.
As the fruit was tempting, it had maggots in. These multiplied into
gross sinful natures. For all ye see, is not the truth. Love the poor,
love the sick, love the animals, love the creation as it was meant to
be. I know thy suffering, but none of thee will suffer as I have done. I
come because I love thee, I love thee. Amen."
The clouds went into a collection of bright light, and ascending was the
truth, given to the world, yet once again.
The filming cast were now left with a new path to act upon. They turned
the whole stories into bringing love to all. There was rejoicing, and
singing, and laughter. The actors that acted as sick people, were
healed. There were many scenes of beauty given them. Jodie was in
tongues quite often. The movie was now a holy movie. It was to be shown
in the center of London. Many crowds came to see it. All left with love
in their hearts.
Keith said to Jodie," well, now we are going to get married." Jodie
said, "Um-----Like now?" Keith said, "Yes-----Like now."
Johnathon was so pleased to have this with his brother. He knew that
Keith would be back to Australia, and he in England.
The church that was put into the film, was the very place Keith married
Jodie. There was no big deal about it. They wanted it private, with
Johnathon. The pastor was in joy over his church being part of the very
big hit, in London films.
The time was coming for Keith and Jodie, to go back home. They were both
pleased with the movie, and how it illustrated, a great part of the work
the Holy Spirit had authored in his name.
The money that came from it, was not given to any cast member. They all
gave it to the welfare of children. A blessing as large as this is
possible with God, for he can do all things. All Jodie asked for, was
that half the money came to Australia, for the children there too.
Keith was now coming to the cottage as home. Brendon had strict
teachings from the other vet. Brendon did very well, and passed the
first year with honors.
The haven was the path for this all to happen. For in all life, it
belongs to God. How can any of us disregard the heavenly Father? How can
anyone change him into what suits them?
Alan was with Brandy, and Bob was with Evelyn. So there was love around
Mary was very involved with the shelter, and her life was happy with
that. For there her love shone.
After the time of rest for Keith, and Jodie, they went to the shelter,
and carried on the path given them.
Jodie said, "What a mysterious way the Lord works. I for one, never knew
the difficulty of coming from curse, to blessings. It was not just being
saved, it was work too, and learning. Had my heart closed, I would have
learned nothing. I want the people who read my books Keith, to see that
the final books were harder to do. Simply because the chains were
getting cut off, bit, by bit. The emotion of giving my life, was not
easy. For I never knew that doing this, would create such a great
relationship for me, with the Holy Spirit. My baby girl was blessed, as
she got a home, and yes it hurt me. But trusting in the Lord, means he
had a reason for it. Keith, that pulsing is real, I wonder how many
others have felt that?"
Keith said, "I have not, but I do believe you. Because you got a peace
sent to you, when you thought the little cat will be put down. You told
me how big it was around you, as if you were in a cocoon, and although
you could not see it, you felt it, and the pulsing too. Looking at how
the next day, baby girl was taken to live her life, with a Christian
lady. It says it all."
Jodie said, "Yes it does, and I thought that if I told anyone about the
peace that descended over me, while I was in tears and the pulsing of
it, people would think I was off the beam! But it did happen. You know
Keith, being saved does not mean that is it. It means it is the birth,
and the birth is a channel, like the one from a human mother, only this
was taking a year to do, not so many hours. The curses of my family,
were thick, and I had to break away from the curses. So in that time, I
was a prime target for shifting, repeating, and ongoing hard work. It
was not easy to do all this, in the pain I had. The Holy Spirit has
taken my life, and so the life I gave became his. That is why now,
things will be working in a way, that I meet like minded people to
Keith said, "Me for one eh?" Jodie said, "Yes, and how glad I am to be
your one, and only lady. Marriage is more the paper, it is a spiritual
marriage too. The last part of the work to me at times were, winding
around. But as I did it, I did how it was sent to me to do. For who can
say the Holy Spirit is not real? Keith said, "Only those that have no
heart. As was shown us in London, from direct visions of above, love is
the only way to stop evil. It's true, how can evil live, if love is in
the hearts of all mankind?" Jodie said, "Satan has no love, he
understands no love, his beauty was taken from him, and he only knew the
emotions of cult thinking. All being evil, and lies." Jodie turned this
around in her mind, and thought, if anyone does not believe in the
higher power, they would never have a loving relationship. She ended the
thoughts with, I am glad the twists and turns are over with. My
goodness, how hard it was to final this work, but the love of our
heavenly Father, was in charge. He kept Jodie in all the temptations, of
giving up. The Lord's armour was upon Jodie through the whole working
times. Take the Lord's armour everyone. For it is in all life. Without
the armour, there is more struggles. A part time faith is not true. The
Lord's armour is yours, the babies, the toddlers, the young infants, the
juniors, teenagers, early adult life, middle adult life, and mature
adult life. Our animals too are created to love. Life will be eternal,
by the armour of truth. The truth sets all free.
Jodie was so pleased her material made a movie, that would be shown
around the world. Plus all holy currency from it, will be going to holy
needs, and children can live a life of full understanding of family. The
family of our heavenly Father. The movie is shown, and for charity
purposes. May the blessing come to all who have been cursed. May curses
be no more. May no man curse another man. For if they do, the curse
comes back on them.
The heavenly Father has given this blessing, take it, and produce a
world of peace. Amen