by Martha Brooks
Alone in her home, a mature lady as looking over her life. She felt very
tied up, and yet, not one person lived with her. She felt as if her life
was one of sacrifices. Then she thought, probably all people question
Although she felt tied up, she also felt a sense of change about to
come. She was not able to have a change until, she herself, was ready to
take a stand in her life. She went through to the hallway, and saw a
shadow come over her front door window. Who could this be, she thought?
The door bell was ringing.
She opened the door, and saw a stranger standing there. She just looked
at this man. He said, "I am looking for a miss strait, or a women that
was called that forty years ago."
the man looked like her old boy friend. She could not make head nor tail
of this. Afraid to continue the sentence he gave, she went to shut her
door. As she was about to, he put his foot into the small gap left open.
He said, "Please give me some time, I have traveled from Denmark, to
Australia, wishing to find my mother. I understand your reasons to shut
the door, but please give me-----Bang! Door was shut into his face.
Miss strait indeed, she thought. Not one soul knows me, or will know me.
She went to the kitchen to make herself a cup of very sweet tea. She
felt a pang of the past hitting her heart strings.
As she sat down, to sip her tea, she thought, that young man, must be
forty something, by the look of him. He looked like Sven, but it cannot
be. Sven would be seventy now. Her mind racing through passages of time
now. She put her cup down, and went to the dresser. A very old album was
at the back of a old box.
She knew that she had a child, but the child was supposed to have died.
So gently turning the old photo's, she came upon Sven. Her heart was
racing, her feelings were vibrating in the past time. There in Denmark
she saw herself, as a young woman. Beside her was Sven. She took the
photo out of the album. Then placed it near her heart.
Her mind went back to youthful days. Her love for Sven was forever. Her
thoughts went to her their baby boy. How Sven was taken away by war. The
baby boy was born in a old house, that was half bombed. She could not
tell Sven, that they had a son. Was he alive, or was he dead? It was war
time, and thoughts to their baby boy, came crashing in in her emotions.
She thought how her name was miss strait. Sven, yes Sven. She took the
photo album to her bedroom, and left it in a draw, in a cabinet. Her
secret life, was never to come out. As she pondered her visitor, who she
shut the door on, she felt as if Sven had come back from the past.
As the mature woman collected her
thoughts, she took time to reflect further into her past. She was living
her past, all her life.
Sven, oh Sven, she thought is it possible that your alive, and looking
younger then your seventy years?
The phone rang, and she went to answer it.
She heard, "Am I speaking to miss strait?" She froze on the spot for a
while, and then said, "No, I am Hannah Barkley." The male voice
continued saying, "I apologies for calling your home. Your number is
listed in the telephone book. I am trying to contact a miss strait, for
very important news for her. I Hope you do not mind, but were you a miss
strait at one time?" Hannah was twisting on her feet, feeling compelled
to say, yes I was a miss strait.
Instead she said, "No, you have the wrong number."
She left the phone, and went into her lounge room. There she saw the
Bible. Very often she would look for reasons, for her life being so
unhappy. As she turned the pages, she noticed a old book she had not
looked in for a long time. She read,
this is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his
son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear people, since God so
loved us, we also ought to love one another. No-one has ever seen God,
but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made
complete in us. (1 John 4:10-12, NIV)
She placed the book down. Her thoughts were of mixed feelings. How can
God speak of love, when all she ever had in life, was pain?
Then she thought, no, God has never been seen, we trust in his word. I
suppose I have read many times, that the righteous suffer. Her thoughts
were now, that God loved all, without being loved. That we are bound to
him, and not he to us, because before he was loved, he loved us and
created us. She thought how can we do this love? It must have been a
means which he established, by which we can love him freely. That is, we
can be useful, not to him, which is impossible, but to our neighbor.
To show the love that we have for him, we ought to serve and love every
rational creature and extend our charity to good and bad, as much as to
one who does us ill service and criticizes us as to one who serves us.
For God's charity extends over just men and sinners.
Hannah sat back in her chair, thinking phew! Such a task can be
impossible. Or is it? Do we all have to learn that mankind will upset
us. Pain is given, but what we do with the pain, is what counts. Looking
at herself, she realized that she had been resentful. Pain hurts, if its
compounded with emotional, spiritual, physical, and mental pain, what is
She thought of Jesus Christ. It is he she talks to. He died for all
mankind to live eternally. Oh! She thought, its sometimes too hard to
see between the lines.
Then she thought of her heart. Is it not there that Jesus is, when
invited to cleanse the soul? He took the one given reward for mankind,
so that they will see that the darkness, is not what he wanted from his
She then thought of satan. Well why allow him to bring in darkness, and
by such forces, that the many ways he does things, harm all mankind, in
one way or another? Not one man, or woman, is free from this tempting
force of darkening shadows. It starts with pain, when I am in pain, I do
not think well.
I make decisions that take me further into pain. I then see shadows
coming into my life. Once they are in more come to me. Its clouds my
mental thinking to a point that I do not know which way to turn.
Hannah felt a need for time to really think about this all.
She thought how she eventually saw fog coming, a fog that distorted her
vision of life. The more she tried to run from it, the more she got the
It is so hard she thought. So very hard. But still, there is a truth.
Did I dishonor God? Perhaps losing our son, and Sven never contacting
her again, did she have hate towards the war?
Was it hate that built her walls so that nobody ever got close to her?
What mother would not grieve for her lost child?
Then she thought of the Heavenly Father, he allowed himself to come as
his only begotten son. That is why Jesus said, "My father and I are one.
This is so far above our comprehension, that we forget that even Jesus
at one time thought his father had forsaken him.
The father, had not forsaken him, he allowed Jesus to feel the breaking
of the maternal oneness, so that all is done. Hannah thought, I look on
it as maternal because I can only see it that way, being human.
Oh dear Hannah thought, what am I doing with this man at my door? Then I
shut the door in his face. A phone call and I deny who I am. This will
never get me to understanding what life is really about. Pain has hurt
me all my life and now I am forsaking a possible chance to know about
My child grew till one year old. A bomb claimed the building he was in.
He is dead he has to be. They told me he was dead, they found four tiny
children and mine was one of them. No faces were recognizable due to the
burning flames. Sven never came back so he must be dead too. I am just
Romancing in my mind, that the young man of forty range could be Sven
without aging. It could never be my child. He is dead.
Suddenly Hannah thought about what she just let trough her mind. What if
my child was alive and never had any way of knowing who his mother was?
I was known as miss strait. Could there have been a chance that my son
was found amongst the flames and saved in time. I had no way of knowing
because I was sent to another camp. Did they take him to another camp
outside of where I was?
Hannah was now thinking about her lost chance, had her son tried to find
his mother. Oh no, that would be hard. Papers get burnt in war. Nobody
would have known who's son he was. There were many children without
parents, all listed as orphans. She closed her life into the second
world war. That is where she lived for her life.
Hannah went about her day thinking a great deal of Sven. The man that
came looking just like Sven. The phone call of a person who deals with
finding people. She had stopped the contact due to her resentful lived
life so far. She knew if she told anyone, after the war, her child was
illegitimate she would be classed as a war whore. From that time she
lived within her pain.
Here Hannah was making some very determined choices. She thought, I will
never know unless I allow the chains of my past to break free.
Her resentful mind came back to her. She thought, no I am not one to be
blessed at all it is done with.
She looked at how satan had stolen her child, and taken Sven too. How
the war was created by satanic powers of greed and killings.
Then she thought, Jesus was here on earth. I know about him but have I
really allowed him into my heart? How can any human get so much pain and
still be seeking Jesus? Her final thoughts were, Jesus is who I talk to,
I know he hears me. I must have done something to stop the healing of my
heart. So that is why Jesus can only be side walking with me. I think I
will go and talk to a Pastor in the big city church.
Hannah thought so hard all day long. Her mind was making openings to
realizing she allowed the darkness to take her life. If she allowed it
much longer she would one day die and then be judged. Hell is not a
place I want to go to. I am not as Christian as I think. For if I was, I
would have allowed Jesus fully into my heart. I could have healed form
this years ago. Instead I nursed the pain, it grew into a monster that
took all me to this mature age. I am still needing to learn.
Hannah had no contacts with other people. Her talking to others was only
on a medical level or a law level. She had never given herself to
herself even. She realized by doing that she never gave her full life to
Jesus. If, she thought, if I am so closed up on other people I am closed
up on myself. By my actions today shutting a door in a man's face, and
refusing a phone call to confirm her real name caused her at the least,
thinking time. She had not looked at Sven again for years. He was in her
heart but not in her life.
She read a little longer, and thought, I thought Jesus was in my heart.
I think now that he can only come in if there is space for him. How can
he have had space considering my walls were thick and locked?
Hannah saw for the first time the darkness that had shrouded her from
real life. She was able to see that her life could never change unless
When Hannah went to bed she prayed in desperate measures. She asked
Jesus to come into her heart, and take her gently to his care. She had a
feeling like being suffocated from life for way too long. Not one person
ever treated her correctly. She judged that as if she was unworthy.
She looked back to her parents. She had none that loved her. All her
efforts to be recognized as a worthy little child had no roots to it.
She was left to be self sufficient from a child. Hannah had closed in
from then. This she realized while praying in between thoughts. Her
childish ways of trying to please her own mother caused her to try to
please all others. All she got in return for it, was insults.
It had not come to her until this day, that her lack of family care
caused her to begin the shadows to cloud her childhood. Sin she thought,
this is sin upon a innocent child. How can a child learn from a mother
who was in total mental disability, to take responsibility of her
illegitimate child? Blaming the child for being born. All children are
known by our father, who does not want one lamb to be lost.
Hannah was in tears now, her life exposed her to looking right into it.
This mature woman was still that child. So many rejections caused Hannah
to reject herself. This was the lesson she received from her own mother.
Hannah got up from bed, and sat there for a while. Then she went to make
herself a hot drink and take the photo of Sven out again.
As she looked at Sven again her heart melted with love she still had for
him. She said to the photo, "Sven, you never knew me right through
because I was still trying to please everyone else to be accepted as
worthy. My mother had me without marriage, so I thought having our son
was normal without marriage. I know you never knew we had a son. You
knew I was pregnant and you were going to marry me but war called you
away. I never heard from you at all. You told me that Jesus was your
amour. What good did that do when you got killed? Or I think you did."
Hannah realized her heart was to heal and let the past resolve itself
into the past. Easier said then done she thought. What a fool I was to
shut a door in a face that was exactly like Sven's. She put Sven's photo
up against her bedside lamp. As she laid there she made a promise to
peel back the many layers that satan has placed upon her. She also
realized she allowed him to.
Her mother was how she was. Her childhood was how it was. Why try to
live that time now when she could have made a clean break and walked a
straight path? She knew that many could have had this kind of childhood.
It was time for her to face her life for what she can bring into it.
Sleep did not come for some time. Her prayers were to be worthy just how
she is. The chains were tight around her. The locks were never to be
This night Hannah felt a lightness of heart. She knew the battle was on.
But what battle she had to learn about she did not know. Her final
thoughts before sleep were to call the Pastor in the city square and get
his help to this. She wanted Jesus to show her the way.
In Hannah's sleep she had a dream. The house she was in was dark, and
dingy. She recognized a family member who was trying to bring in
darkness of what she was to accept as her life. When Hannah saw the
creepy figures of darkness she pushed it away. It came back to her, over
and over. She said in her dream, "No this is wrong it is not right to
believe in such things. I will not let you keep doing this, it is very
wrong. You are making dark things right for your own reasons. I am
Hannah woke up and felt she had a good reason for that dream. It was
like family were coercing her to stay where she is. To her it meant that
she stay in the prison for that is all she is worth.
Hannah was to learn that in her dream the family were not the actual
family. It was a plot by the darkness to disguise themselves as family.
Hannah got up very early in the morning. Her first thing was to pray.
Her next was to read the Bible. Her mind was still in battle of past
chains. She thought that if a pain is given power then the pain will
win. She will be lost forever. Jesus did not come to earth for no
reason. This she had to learn far more about.
Hannah was suddenly feeling a presence of peace around her. A feeling
she had never had before. In her thoughts she wondered if it was Jesus,
or was it because she had prayed so hard for solutions to her chained
life? Hannah had the Holy Spirit, who was comforting her in this time of
giving her life to Jesus Christ. This was going to be a path of many
She felt that her new life would mean a fight to break free. For as long
as she held resentments she was not free.
The Holy Spirit, came to support her and to her own surprise she heard,
in a silent voice,
from curse to blessing. True devotion is doing God's will precisely at
the time, in the situation, and under the circumstances, in which he has
placed thee. Perfect devotedness requires, not only that thee do the
will of God, but that thee do it with love. God would have thee serve
him with delight, it is thy heart that he asks of thee.
Hannah was feeling lifted from sticky footsteps. Who she thought, and
where did that voice come from? She heard again from the Holy Spirit,
thy steps will be taking thee from inner turmoil to inner peace. Learn
ye the way, I will lead thee to those that will help thee. For the
Hannah called the Pastor of the city
church. She told him she needed to see him as soon as he had a window
clear for a appointment.
Pastor Josh said, "I will be free this afternoon at three o clock."
Hannah had no idea what she was going to tell him really. She thought he
may be able to lead the conversation.
The day was taking time to pass to see the Pastor. Hannah thought she
may as well tell him she wants to know Jesus at a better understanding
then she had.
Right on one o clock, a knock came on her front door. Hannah went to
answer it to find the young forty looking man was there again. She just
saw Sven, and Sven was all she could think of.
Hannah said, "You take some putting off I can see that. Who are you?"
the man said, "I am here to talk to you, did you know a miss strait?"
Hannah said, "I am not prepared to go into that. I will ask you in for a
coffee, but as for information of myself I am not willing to do that."
when the man came into her lounge, he saw the photo of Sven laying near
the Bible. He said, "I have a photo of a man who was my father that
looks like that man in your photo. May I have a closer look?"
Hannah was taken by surprise, and she gave this man the photo. She
said, "You look like the man in the photo." The man said, "I understood
his Christian name was Sven. If this is the same man, I am his son."
Hannah slumped onto the sofa, and said, "Sven is his name yes, but his
son died in nineteen forty."
The man said, "Seems odd that the photo is the same as this one." He
took out the photo he had. Hannah looked at it, and then at the man, and
said, "What is your name, and where were you born?" The man said, "My
name is Jude, I was born in Denmark in nineteen forty. I was thought
killed, but a woman managed to get me out of the flames of a bombed
building. She smuggled me into Germany where I was taken care of. She
was my mother for many years. One day she told me the truth and how I
came to her. I understood her not to be my real mother.
She then told me she knew of a miss strait, who was my mother. So I
asked her why she took me, and not give me back to my mother? She told
me her son was killed in the building, she could not get to him. She saw
I was alive, and took me as her own. The four that died could not be
seen, as to who they were. They were burnt too badly. Then she ran away,
because she knew my real mother would see her son with her. So it was
given her to smuggle me out, and away from my real mother."
Hannah looked at her clock, and said, "I am sorry, but I have to go out
and meet a person at three p.m. I have no idea who miss strait is. I do
not know how you came to me, or why you thought I would know of this
Jude said, "I am sorry, but all the leads came to this address, and a
Hannah Barkley. For some years I have tried to find the money to find my
mother. It is odd that you have a photo of the same man as I have."
Hannah said, "Not really, there are twin looking people around the
Jude touched the Bible, and said, "Pleased to see your a Christian, are
you sure you do not know a miss strait?" Hannah said, "I do have to go
now." Jude offered Hannah a lift into the city. She took the offer, and
said, "Look things may come for you to find your mother, just now I do
not know how to help you. How long are you in this country?"
Jude said, "I migrated here to make a new life for myself. Perhaps you
will let me see you again in time?"
Hannah said, "I will think about it, but do not expect me to know all
you want me to know."
Jude drove off, Hannah's heart was pounding fast. She saw her son. She
knew it had to be him, for no other child could have been born in
Denmark, on the very day she had him.
Hannah was annoyed with herself for not taking the chance given her. She
thought, he will be back some day, by then I may be ready to reveal that
I am his mother.
While waiting for Pastor Josh, Hannah thought about being miss straits
sister. She was unwilling to be honest. How can she claim a child, that
is adult, and never had her as a mother, but for the first year?
Pastor Josh came through the door, and said, "I am sorry for being a
little late. Oh-----Oh dear-----Sorry-----But I sense your not
Hannah sat there looking bewildered. She was alone. What did he mean?
Hannah said, "What on earth are you talking about I am not alone? I am
Pastor Josh was a aged Pastor. He was well gifted for visions of the
dark force. He sat there looking at Hannah, and then said, "I apologies,
I have had a busy day. What was your reason for wanting me to see you?"
Hannah was on guard she saw Pastor Josh looking around her head. At her
feet, and he got up, and went behind her, getting a book. Hannah thought
he must be near retirement.
Pastor Josh said, "Well how would you like to begin?" Hannah said,
was confused about my whole life, and I know Jesus Christ. What I fail
to work out is, why do I get pain for the main part of life?" Pastor
Josh said, "Pain my dear is with us all. Sin is pain, and pain is sin."
Hannah said, "I was working back into my near on seventy years of life.
Asking why I had such a life, and why I was rejected for the same amount
of years? When I helped another, they ended up insulting me. I am faced
with a honesty now, one I cannot handle. Why do you keep on looking at
me as if I had others with me huh?"
Pastor Josh said, "You say you know Jesus, I Grant that to you. What do
you know of satan?"
Hannah said, "What has satan got to do with it?"
Pastor Josh looked at her slowly getting his words together and said,
"My dear, you know Jesus, and Jesus, knows you. I feel from your own
words, and your body language, that you have had a hard, and sad life.
You have not had the growth of family, that I see. I see to, that you
have had others you are not able to see, talking to you." Pastor Josh
left it there for a response.
Hannah stared at him. She thought, how can he know that? I have not told
him, let alone told him much at all. Besides all I did was watch my
mother do this funny writing. She had words that had no space between
them. If I asked her she would snap at me. Pastor Josh was in no hurry
to close the appointment time. He waited patiently.
Hannah said, "When I was a child, my mother did writing, it was funny
words, and nothing had space between the words. But it was not funny.
She would get into a weird look. She looked as if she was in trance.
But if I interrupted her, she would get up, and beat me. She used to get
very pale in her face. I once saw faded people around her, none I knew
at all. I did not know where they came from, or where they went. They
appeared, and disappeared. When I was older I could see them, they
looked in dull gray and went from one room to another, going nowhere. I
only saw this at night, before I slept."
Pastor Josh was pleased, he had prayed for a opening to this. He said,
"Would you like to understand this Hannah?" Hannah
said, "Yes, because I
felt it came from my mother to me. I never knew how, or why?"
Pastor Josh said, "As you have had pain all your life, explaining the
reasons for pain invading you life is a must. Did you know any of your
other family members?"
Hannah said, "My mothers friends were like her, weird." Suddenly Hannah
was grabbed from the back of her neck! Pastor Josh could see the demons
whirling around her. He remained calm. Hannah was exposing these demons.
They were in battle. Pastor Josh was praying the whole time. He saw them
when he came in to meet Hannah.
The demons were creating a barrier between Hannah, and Pastor Josh. The
barriers kept getting holes in it. So the demons whirled around to fix
the holes. The holes kept breaking open. The hold on Hannah's neck,
Pastor Josh had seen this sort of thing before. He had many different
ways shown to him during his Pastoral life.
When demons were coming out of Hannah's head, Pastor Josh knew they were
being exposed to light. He waited because he knew when the time was that
the demons would flee. He also knew the counter attacks too. Hannah's
breath became shallow, and then suddenly she screamed! " We do
not want to leave you Hannah. We have been part of your family. You must
not let us go."
Pastor Josh saw the fear in the demons, he stood up and gave full
authority to Jesus Christ. He put his hand on Hannah's head, and he
heard them beg to stay. He knew they knew their own end. Hannah was
breathing was normal, and her neck was set free. She opened her eyes to
see Pastor Josh still praying over her.
Hannah said, "What are you doing to me? I do not know what it is your
Pastor Josh said, "My dear, you gave your life to Jesus Christ with a
struggle. Your family had hold on you all your life. I know that it will
mean you learn to understand what has been going on with you. Today, the
beings in you, came out as soon I entered the room to meet you. That was
why I said your were not alone. " Hannah said, "How can you see that if
they were in me, and I could not see them? I think your talking
Pastor Josh said, "Are you in a hurry to get home?"
Hannah said, "No, in a way I rather be out later today because-----Oh
it does not Matter."
Pastor Josh said, "It does Matter. Come lets go into another room that
is more comfortable." He saw one demon coming and fading. This one was
going to be a intruder. It meant he needed to get Hannah to allow
herself to be with Christians. Learn about the truth. Hannah had a
battle to overcome. Pastor Josh explained to Hannah, that a demon he can
see, can be many demons in one strong hold.
Pastor Josh called for some refreshments. Then he called his brothers of
Christ, to come and encourage Hannah. He knew it was going to be a while
before Hannah was free.
Hannah sat quietly listening to elder Micheal. Elder Thomas, gave very
good meanings to pain. Elder Micheal said, "Pastor Josh is very learned
about the darkness. He has helped many people. Allow this time to be a
turning from curse, to blessing."
Hannah said, "How was it that I never knew I had them in me?" Pastor
Josh said, "Pain was telling you things were not right." Elder Thomas
said, "From what Pastor told us in brief, you watched your mother do
writing?" Hannah said, "I do not want to go over that again, she was
weird. I was born out of wedlock, and blamed for being born."
Elder Micheal said, "Hannah, you are a very wanted child of God. God
sent Jesus Christ, his only begotten son, to save us all. Not just you
Hannah, but us too! We all can sin every day. Sometimes not realizing
it. Pastor Josh said, "Hannah, when you were looking back at your life
questioning rejection, and pain, and heart breaks, you were looking at
the turning point of your life, late as it is. Late is better than not
Hannah said, "So what could be happening to me, if I did not roll back
time, and kept on seeing these gray people before I go to sleep?"
Pastor Josh said, "Hannah, if anyone dies without knowing Jesus Christ,
and follow his ministry, they are judged, and sent to hell. Hell is a
real place. Its got to be said to you, so that you see the seriousness
of evil. The battle is ongoing, once you allow Jesus, properly into your
heart, then you are given the Holy Spirit the comforter."
Hannah said, "I had a comforter last night, I felt a peace, because I
was looking at Jesus, for a relationship. I prayed for the first time.
My prayers before last night, were about give me this, and give me that.
I have read the Bible, but never understood it a great deal. It was like
I was on a side walk. I could not get on the road. I was pushed off it,
every time I wanted to know Jesus Christ, going from my sad life, I gave
up on finding truth and happiness."
Pastor Josh said, "Well Hannah, I am very happy to aid your release from
this hold upon you. It was not your family that held you, because you
never knew your family. You mention your mother, and friends of hers.
Your mother Hannah, was a witch, who had other witches with her. You
became involved by being there. You learned how to write. Did you at any
time understand what was said to you in the writing?" Hannah said,
thought it fun at first. I did not know how a pencil could write on its
own. I was trying to please my mother, so I tried what she did, to have
her love me.
I got to learn this at age ten. After time, I was getting messages that
were horrid. So I stopped doing it. I felt as if I was being watched all
the time. But I could not see who was watching me. I found that no
Matter what I did, I was doomed to fail. I ended having a son, out of
wedlock, but he died in the war, I think."
Elder Thomas looked at Hannah with sorrow that she had pain all her
living life so far. He said,' Hannah, although you were alive in the
flesh, you were not alive at all. You become born again into a new life.
This life is of love, peace, balance, and harmony. It is Jesus that has
knocked on your hearts door. He wanted you to hear him. If you ask him,
he will come in." Pastor Josh said, "True, but if you ask him only half
hearted, then you will get half hearted. You will not get the promise
that he made, by giving his life for us all. Now that was pain like we
could never comprehend the given pain of all mankind. Jesus loves you so
much, he wants you to come to him. The evil that has had hold on you,
had become far less. It will try to attack you. Once you know about how
to protect your life from here on. You will learn to know how to grow
into your new life. You will see things you never saw. It is called
growth. It takes time. The release can be a bit of time. You have made
the first step, by coming here.
I have seen the beings leave you, prayer is a very good weapon against
the enemy. Praising is another good weapon. Do that with fasting, and
you have a whole package of material that satan despises. It will seem
like a lot to think upon, but if you take steps like a child, you will be
free. I think we have had three hours talking on this, I felt you needed
more time, then one hour. Would you consider joining our church for
lessons, or having a elder come to you, and hold a Bible study with you.
We can arrange that."
Hannah said, "I am in the middle road at the moment. The past has
returned to me, of which I will not share right now. I prefer a elder to
come, with another Christian. Can that be arranged?"
Pastor Josh said, "Yes, elder Micheal will come to you, and elder
Thomas. Would you like a female present in your first studies? Because
we can provide that too. Our church being in the city, is very active,
we have many church members."
Then Pastor Josh saw the invading demon. He asked for Hannah to be
protected. He knew the demon was not able to go inside her body. But it
was able to trouble her. Hannah had given her life to Jesus Christ
before she left the Pastor to go back home. Elder Thomas saw the invader
too. He offered Hannah a lift back to her home?
Hannah agreed to that.
On the way back Hannah said, "These beings, they are satan's sort of
soldiers?" Thomas said, "A good way of putting it, yes. When you see the
way life is meant to be, the old life goes into a grave, never to be
again. You are so uplifted, that as you battle, because Hannah even I do
at times, you will find the easiest weapon is Jesus Christ, along with
prayer, praising, and fasting.
I will give you this tape Hannah, it is a Christian tape. I want you to
keep it, because when you feel a challenge coming, put it on, and
satan's army has to leave you. He hates any praise to Jesus Christ."
Hannah took the tape, and thanked Thomas. As she went in her home, she
felt lighter. She looked at Sven near her Bible, and she felt honesty
was to be with Jude.
Suddenly she thought, no, I am not ready for that all, he can think I am
miss strait's sister. That will give me time, to put my life in correct
order, and learn about living with Jesus, and for Jesus, I cannot do
everything at once. So this way, Jude might keep contact. Oh Sven, our
son is the image of you. I wish I could see you again Sven.
Her evening was in peace. She knew she had to work hard, for her reason
to evade the truth, was still acting up. All untruth is of satan. She
shuddered at the thought of that.
She took her tape to her bedroom, and put it on there. She knew her life
was going through tunnels, one after another, like dark caverns, never
seeing light. Now she can see light, she is listening to light.
The invading demon could not attack her this night.
It was plotting to show her how to avoid being responsible for her new
She had a feeling that she may have to hold hard, and fast to Jesus
Christ, her new life had begun. So many turns were coming for Hannah.
Her overcoming, and the last invader, would battle.
The morning greeted Hannah with
sunshine. She went to get her morning news paper. Looked in her mail
box, and took out a folded envelope.
When she went back inside, she made toast and tea. Took the mail and
As she read her mail, she saw a photo of herself when living in Denmark
in the war. In a black and white photo she saw her young face.
She put down the photo, and began to eat her toast, it had got cold. So
she drank her tea. Then she turned the photo to look at the back of it.
To her greatest surprise she read--I kept this until I knew I could find
Her heart was beating rapidly. Was he alive after all? A ring fell onto
the floor, when she picked it up, she saw it was a old wedding ring.
Who's ring was it? She placed it on her low table, then picked it up
again to look inside the ring. It had forever written in it.
She got showered and dressed quickly. Her hair was left wet, she had no
time to do it. She went to her car, to get away for a while. The car did
not start. Funny she thought, it ran the day before yesterday. She tried
several times, but it ended with no engine noise at all.
"Right now I have to get my hair dry, and call a mechanic." Hannah said
out loud. Her call was taken, as a emergency. Within twenty minutes a
mobile mechanic van pulled into her drive way. Hannah went to greet the
young man, and then stopped short. He looks a bit like Sven too, she
Ah madam Barkley, I am Argus your mechanic. Hannah said, "Will you get
my car started please?" He nodded, and looked into the bonnet. Hannah
said, "Argus, tell me what country do you come from?" Argus took his
time to answer. She was getting impatient.
Argus said, "Ya, I am danish, I come with my father about four months
ago. Ah ya, my sister too, she is here her name is Britta. We emigrated
to Australia for a better chance in life. My mother divorced my father.
She does not want any contacts from us anymore, so we come here. Argus
began to laugh, and Hannah was wanting to know what was so funny?
Argus looked a bit shy now, but said, "My father is tracking down the
family tree, as best as he can get it. He wants to find a Annette
strait, because he is her son, and she is my aunt.
Hannah said, "Did your father ever have any contact with his father?"
Argus said, "Ya he did try, but he could not get much information. He
did find that his father was called Argus, like me." Argus smiled with
pride, but it could not be fulfilled without the actual presence of his
Hannah gulped when she heard Sven's real name. Her nerves were playing
up now, and she felt vulnerable. Argus looked at Hannah, and said, "Your
car is alright, there is nothing wrong with it." Hannah said, "I am
getting the feeling I am being set up here. It was not going at all. How
can it be alright Argus?"
At that moment, Jude came walking along the nature strip, near the
pavement. Hannah saw him and said, "Oh and I suppose now your here, you
too are just passing by. Do you think I am stupid?" All she could see
was Sven in Jude.
Jude said, "This is my son Argus, and he is a mechanic, as you see. I
was passing by, and saw his van here, so I came along, is that so bad?"
Argus did all his moves how his father told him to. He gave no sign of
any foul play.
The night before, Hannah's car was in the carport. Her garage was full
of boxes. She was preparing to move out of the district in a years time.
Jude got Argus to take a action to stop her driving in the morning.
Argus did this, and has knowledge how to enter a car. It was done while
Hannah was listening to the tape Thomas gave her. As her day was full of
emotions, she did not hear anyone at all. Her bedroom was at the back of
Jude wanted any excuse to pass by Hannah. He did not know about the
folded mail Hannah got this day. Hannah said, "I give up, you might as
well come in and tell me what was going on with my car. Jude you may as
well come too."
Argus was looking at a Sven's old photo, near the Bible, and he said,
"You have got one like that father too. Is it the same man?"
Jude said, "I believe it is, and I am still asking you Hannah, do you
know a miss strait?" Hannah said, "Alright, alright! I am her sister.
She is not alive. I do not want to drag up old wounds of hers,
as she said the words, she felt a pang in her solar plexus, telling her
she lied. While this was happening, she felt a tightening on the back of
her neck. She thought she heard a voice saying, --Go on, lie some more,
that way you will see Sven again soon, just lie all the time.--
Hannah said, "Tell me why my car stopped, and how it was alright, with
nothing wrong? It does not make sense."
Argus said, "Well it was such a small thing, that I fixed it, with no
charge. That is what I mean about nothing is wrong with your car. I
come, I fix, you not pay me."
Her neck loosened, and she felt a evil presence near her. She looked at
Jude, it was not near him, or Argus, it was near her. She thought about
giving some information, about herself, when the force of invasion
said--lie this way you will see Sven sooner.--
Sven was her only love, and this love was being attacked. Hannah had not
known this. She was just through in salvation. Her face went pale, and
Jude noticed it. He went to get her some water, when he saw the envelope
on her table in the kitchen. He took a look at the photo of a young
women, and then saw what was written on the back of it. By the side of
the photo was the old wedding ring, he picked it up, and looked at it,
then looked inside it, and saw --forever-- engraved in it. He called
Argus saying, "Argus, come here will you, to get the glass of water, I
have to go to the toilet." Argus came, and he said in danish quietly,"
look quick at the message on the back of this photo, and inside the old
Hannah was going to come and find this glass of water supposedly coming
to her, but she waited.
Argus did what his father told him, and smiled. He said, "Your water is
coming now Hannah."
Argus stopped listening to Hannah, because he knew his grand father was
somewhere near. He had to be. Argus had looked at the stamp on the
envelope, and noticed it as interstate. An Australian stamp. He looked at
the date it was stamped, and he tried to make out the time on the
stamped stamp, but Hannah calling him stopped him.
Hannah drank the water, and Jude returned apologizing for his exit to
use the toilet. Hannah said, "Jude, is your name really Jude?" Jude
said, "Yes Ma'am, the woman that took me out of the bombed building named
Hannah was closer to the whole truth then she knew. They all were. But
in such things, darkness makes cruel passages so tempting, and those
passages were to be in battle. The invader had hold to invade. Hannah
had to understand that she needed to be free from any temptation. Not to
lie, not to steal, not to deceive.
Jude said, "Argus and I, were thinking about asking you to our home for
dinner one night. As your miss straits sister, you may be able to shed
some light on places we have so far failed to see?" Hannah was trying to
think, she felt as if she had been invaded, and was going to blame Jude.
But she knew it could not be him. The feeling came from behind her, not
Thomas called Hannah and asked if both he, and Micheal, could come next
week, beginning Hannah's new journey with Jesus Christ?" He said a
mature lady called Chantelle would be coming to, as Hannah had wanted a
female in the study.
Jude heard Hannah say," Elder Micheal, and you elder Thomas, are
welcomed, with Chantelle. I look forwards to next Monday evening. Do I
have to pay any money for this?" Thomas said, "None at all. Any funding
you feel is your will to give, is up to you.
Remember that all you give, in the light of Christ, is known about."
Hannah said, "I would prefer to give a little something. So we will talk
about that next Monday."
Thomas said, "Do not forget, that prayer, praise, and fasting, are the
best way to keep darkness out. You are just through the new gate, where
your about to walk on the straight and narrow path.
Stay in the lords light at all times. Even when you feel as if Jesus, is
not there. Jesus, is there Hannah, when you feel the old cloths, meaning
your old life, coming at you, it is the enemy. That is a very important
lesson to learn about. Many people do not know the wiles of satan."
Hannah said without thinking," I had one today, I am sure of it, I felt
as if I was being fooled with. I will tell you more about it next
Thomas ended the call, and Hannah apologized to Jude for taking so long
to get back to him.
She looked at him, and all she felt was Sven, my Sven, how I love him.
Argus had to leave, he had another job to do.
Hannah thought how she saw Sven in him too. Was she Sven addicted or was
it just her heart broken, losing Sven, and their baby?
Jude left Hannah, and gave her a quick peck on the cheek, she had not
He had more information now. So the postal stamp was saying Adelaide.
He was in Victoria. The message at the back of the photo, was from his
father, it had a date on it as well.
The ring made Jude quite surprised. It may not actually be to do with
The woman in the photo, was so young, he did not see Hannah in the
photo. He had to find out if his father was in Adelaide? Seemed a bit
odd, that his father was so hard to find, and then he is on a fringe
edge, but still unseen. Jude called his associate that was dealing with
finding people. The associate said that this was great news, as it leads
to finding out more.
Argus told Britta about Hannah, and Britta was interested enough to ask
what Hannah was like?
Argus said, "She is aged, but looks very youthful. She is miss straits
sister. But you know Britta, I think this Hannah is holding information
on our father. I have a feeling there is more to her, then meets the
eye." Britta was so eager to see this Hannah one day soon.
Hannah was going to walk through the passages. The truth was coming
closer, and fading away, it was a time of making new changes. Hannah had
her mind set on not telling Jude, she is his mother. This meant Argus,
and Britta, are her grand children. He does not have a wife now.
In Adelaide, Sven was renting a unit flat. He was aged seventy, and
finding his way about in Australia. He had arrived in Australia two
months ago. He too had a person who was looking for family for him.
He knew he found a address in Victoria, and took pot luck to send the
photo he kept next to his heart, along with a ring he bought in nineteen
forty five. He was trying to find Annette, and had the ring ready to
He was so broken hearted not ever finding her, that he took no wife in
his life at all. He knew nothing about Jude.
Sven knew that once he sent the photo, and the ring, he may never get
his wish fulfilled. The way Hannah was found, was to be. He had a
address, and a woman with the name Hannah Barkley. It had ties with a
Annette strait. He went through to Germany, and found no traces of
Annette. He got enough from another source, to find miss strait went to
Australia in nineteen forty seven. That she changed her name to Hannah
Barkley, in nineteen fifty.
Sven felt in his heart, he was sending his much loved photo, to the
right place. He knew the ring may not explain itself, but if he found
her, he would tell her himself. A love so passionate had never died.
Love never fails at any road of challenges.
If it gets blocked, it will find a way of getting on the right road. It
may take a lifetime, but it never ever fails. Sven knew that. He was a
aged Christian man, who knew that Jesus never forsakes him.
He was injured badly in war. He almost got hit with bombs, Sven had
passed through all the doors of horror is war. What he saw, could have
made him go mad. Instead, he placed his life to Jesus Christ. Every time
he could have been killed, he was just able to miss it by seconds.
In Sven's prayer, he asked for the things he sent, to be at the right
place. His heart was telling him, he was close to Annette. Everything
came to miss Hannah Barkley, along with her address.
Hannah had to clear her path from the invading demonic darkness. She was
listening to lies. She wanted to have Sven again, but her lack of trust,
was causing a block in her life. The darkness told her to lie, to take
no notice, Sven would come back another way.
For Annette, as that is who she really is, she had been told that Sven
would come. He never did. She was told to wait, and he will be here with
her. He never did.
As she is Hannah now, what she did not learn as yet was, satan uses the
mind and emotions to suit his evil.
Hannah went to her market. She had a great deal going on in her mind.
She decided to see if she could find some literature on satan. The Bible
has it there, but Hannah was not understanding the Bible yet.
She avoided looking at cloths, and found a book sale.
A book Hannah saw caught her eye, was about satan. How none should ever
perish. She had read a part of it, and she found places where satan's
tools were mentioned.
She read that he hates love, so he attacks love.
He does not know love, to him love is an attack on him.
For Hannah, she did not know that satan can, and does interfere with
By using his methods of deceit, he claims the poor people that have
turned to foolish methods.
To believe in the oldest lie in the whole world. Satan himself. She
bought it, and went home. Today, she wanted time on her own. She thought
to take the phone off the hook, and answer no callers. She needed space
for a while.
He uses the means of giving people energies to perform things. He tells
witches to do healing. Hannah remembered one night, when a young girl.
How her mothers friends got together, and put each other on a bench, and
did strange movements over the body on the bench. It made Annette
She saw them making odd movements. She saw drawings of art they did. All
the faces that were painted, were of very strange faces. They were
everywhere in her home, as a child.
She remembered the way she heard her mother say, that white light, and
gold light must be put around for protection.
How what her mother said were meditations, were the whole room of
witches, being possessed by demons.
One time she burst out laughing, because she saw a woman doing strange
twisting movements in the air, with a face as a tight lipped woman.
Another shaking her hand on a body that was to be healed.
Annette was told to leave the room. She got beaten for disturbing the
As Hannah read in the book of satan, she found every practice her mother
did. They did a figure eight over a body, and said they were cooked.
Meaning healed. Hannah never saw one person being actually healed. Every
witch had health troubles.
One night Hannah saw a strange man come, and he was really odd. He gave
out books of aliens. He said he has seen them.
Later Hannah remembered as she read, about cards. Yes they did cards,
that had pictures on them. Then charged money for doing them, for
Hannah put the book down. She had received enough to show her, that the
devil is real. That her mother was possessed. That as long as Hannah was
as a child, in their company, the damage was done. Being born in that
kind of family, damage was done.
She read about automatic writing. This was the only one she had ever
done. Just to get her mother to love her. Instead, it opened a door for
the darkness to carry on in the family.
Annette as a child, was given nothing but harm.
As she read through the day, she felt the invader. The back of her neck
was tight again. Her breathing altered. She continues to read.
She found a tool called a Ouija board.
As she read about it, the invader was twisting around her. The hold of
darkness wanted her to take their plot.
She refused to listen. As she read about the board, she froze. So that
is what my mother was doing on Wednesday nights. I only remember seeing
the alphabet on the table, and a glass upside down. I watched them once,
without my mother knowing. When she saw me, she hit me in front of all
Hannah had read enough, she felt the invader getting very strong in
energy. Hannah went to get the tape elder Thomas had given her. She
wondered why she gets it in the back, and not the front of her?
She looked at the book she had bought, and thought to send it out of her
home. She had read enough to advise her to keep away. Something about
the material in the book, made her uneasy.
She knew once she understood scriptures, she had the only book of truth.
Hannah was meant to buy the book this day. She was also meant to destroy
this book today.
She had to be given the darkness tools this way. For her intelligence of
such things was limited.
She found places in the book where people have given proof of losing
love, and losing life. In their lives of being deceived.
Hannah read about those that realized, they were blaming family members
for splitting up. How so many people do not realize the measures of
threat there really is.
In having this book for the day, she got enough to understand, that any
evil cannot talk of love. Love, and evil, do not go together.
She thought how very sad it is, that people go along this way, including
herself. The biggest problem for her now, was to stop telling lies to
Jude. This is where Hannah was invaded. This was the only loop left for
Hannah took the book outside, threw it into a tin bucket, and burned it.
Then she wanted to be sure nothing in her home was of satan.
She saw no tools of his in her home, but did look through her books. She
found two that spoke of magic. They were burned.
Hannah went to make dinner, then thought to leave it. She will fast for
this evening, and tomorrow morning.
She spent her evening with her prayers, praise, and fasting.
She knew she was going to have trouble getting herself to Jude. This was
her only past link that held her into chains. How can she speak when the
whole thing is not complete. Sven has to be found, or at least some
The journey begins untwisting.
Hannah took the offer to dinner from
Jude. It was Friday night, and Argus came to get her.
As they traveled through the city links, Argus said, "I have got to
help my father find his mother Hannah, you are miss straits sister,
surely she said something?" Hannah said, "She had an illness, and died.
All I know is she had lost her son. Since then she was in Germany, until
the war ended."
Argus said, "How come as your both sisters, you were not together? It
seems that you two must have been split up, and you were sent to
Australia, is that right?"
Hannah never thought of that one. So she said, "I was taken away from
Annette by mistake. So we had to find each other after the war."
Hannah thought, lies, lies, lies. The more lies she told, the more she
got into tightness at the back of her neck. She had to try to get around
They got to the place Jude lived with Argus, and Britte. Hannah said, "Hello Britte." Jude
said, "Say it like this, so it sounds right. Brittay
it is sounded that way."
Hannah saw her own face slightly in Britte. She reasoned that if her so
called sister was the mother of Jude, then his daughter could get some
genes that show in looks. Argus looked like Jude, and Jude was like
Sven, no more to be said.
Jude had made a lovely meal. She took no leads in conversation. Britte
said, "Tell me miss is it?" Hannah said, "Yes it is miss." She thought
one truth said. Britte continued," Tell me about your time in the war
please yes?" Hannah looked at her, and said, "It was a bad time. I was
about your age, you would be eighteen?" Britte said, "Yes that's right."
Hannah said, "War creates so many devastation's. Families are blown up
by bombs, in their own house. Military men come into any home they want
to, to demand papers. Families get split up. The Jews were collected for
death in the chambers. At one time I had to live in a bombed house, with
dead people still in them. That is where I learned that war was evil."
Jude said, "Explain the house you lived in." Hannah said, "How can I
say? It was half bombed. I had a-----Oh no, it is too hard to talk
about." She knew she nearly said she had a baby in the half bombed
house. Guard was up now with Hannah. Truth was evading her. She was
Jude looked at her intensely, he could see that Britte had some looks
like Hannah's. He was looking at Britte, and Hannah, during the meal.
That was when he noticed it. He kept his talk lighter, but his thoughts
were deeper. He asked," Have you a photo of your sister Hannah?" Hannah
said, "Yes I do, it is at home. I left it on my kitchen table, and did
not think to bring it."
Jude had a small lead. So that was the woman in the photo, his own
mother! The ring he wanted to ask questions about, but knew that if he
had, he would be regarded as being pushy. Plus what was he doing looking
at her things? So he left that one about the ring.
Jude got up and said, "Hannah, I have a gift given me from God. Hannah
sat up straight, and said, "Really, what is it?" Jude said, "Here you
see a piano, I can play it well." Hannah looked at Jude, remembering
Sven playing the piano. She said, "Well give us a listen then."
As Jude sat to play, she could see Sven, over, and over again. What she
did not expect was the very tune he was to play.
Du bist mit gold night zu bezahlen = you're worth your weight in gold.
Hannah went back in time, her cotton dress that Sven loved so much. He
played this in a cafe, many times for her. The dress was faded, and blue
and white, but so old from lack of clothing.
She sank in her the armchair, and saw Sven, playing, not Jude. She saw
herself dancing while Sven played this special song just for her.
Suddenly she got up, and began the dance, Argus looked at her in
surprise, and smiled. Britte smiled, but had a questioning look on her
face. She flowed to, and fro, and became her old self for that music
Jude stopped playing, and said, "Is that piece anything special to you
Hannah?" Hannah realized what she had done, and said, "Huh, I am very
much older now, I used to love that song, in the war, and I used to
dance to it, but today, my bones are not as they were."
Jude was about to ask Hannah more questions now." Hannah, tell me please, did your sister have the same
color hair as
you?" Hannah said, "Yes, she was very slim in build, not like I am
today, plump. But not fat!"
"Have you any idea why Sven was called Sven, as his real name is Argus."
said Jude, "Because I got that name through my associate of helping me to
find my family tree. Argus is his Christian name, but he was known as
Hannah knew alright, and thought about it before answering. "Well my
sister Annette told me, that she met Sven at seven o clock in the
evening. A cold snowy night. He was out in the cold doing watch parade.
So she went out and gave him a cup of hot watery chicken soup. He was so
over whelmed by her kindness, that he came every night after that to see
if he could see her again.
One evening she went to him. She knew he was hoping to see her again.
Because she too had been watching him.
She asked his name, and he began to sneeze, so Argus sounded like a
sneeze. Apparently they laughed about it, that my sister said, how about
we give you a new name? Argus said what name then? My sister said, I met
you at seven o clock, so if we take a e out of seven. We have Sven. So
he agreed to that, as it would make him safe with a name not attached to
the barracks. So since then Argus was Sven."
Jude said, "You know quite a bit then Hannah, are you much older then
Hannah said, "I am one year older, that is all."
Jude said, "Obviously when you, and your sister, were together again,
much conversation was passed between you. Seems to me, more about her,
then you Hannah."
Hannah said, "I am far more private, then Annette. So how did you get
information about your father Jude?" Jude said I told you, that we could
not get any real leads, why do you ask again?"
Hannah said, "Just seems you must have some way of finding out where he
is. You seem to be making sure you out. So I am just interested in your
findings, that's all."
Argus said, "Why are you so withdrawn about this Hannah, and yet still
wanting to know? I do not mean to be rude, but you are family too here.
Have you any papers that would help at all?"
Hannah said, there are some in the attic, in the roof. But by now they
would be faded, as they are very old." Her neck was getting very hot.
She felt as if she was about to break into a big sweat.
Suddenly she realized, that in the roof, as she called it a attic, were
papers of her mother. She had them in there for so long. A box was put
in there, never to be seen again. She thought.
Her own birth certificate was there. A passport. Then she remembered
another box with her mothers cards in it.
Hannah now was pretending to yawn, and say its time she left. Argus said
he would take her home. Jude asked if Hannah would let Argus go into her
loft? Her neck was restricted in talking now. She was not able to answer
him. This caused concern. So Argus said, I think we must get into that
loft father. The secret of this is to be found out, I am sure. Hannah
was not able to agree, or disagree. She was looking really unwell.
Jude said, "Leave it Argus, I am taking Hannah to the hospital, she is
breathing very shallow. Her heart may be in trouble. Quick get her into
the car. The hospital is just around the corner."
They arrived in emergency, and Hannah was given a sedative, to calm her
down. This made Matters worse. She just could not talk at all. Her voice
box was swollen so no sound could come.
When they put Hannah onto a hospital bed, Jude noticed marks on Hannah's
neck. He said, "What is that on her neck, look here, in the back of her
neck? The nurse looked, and said, "I will have to ask the doctor. If it
is a virus of any kind, we will have to put her into quarantine." The
doctor came, and had Hannah on air supply. He looked at her neck, and
then he said, "Are you family at all?" To Jude.
Jude said, "We are, yes, but only just finding each other why?"
the doctor said, "The veins in the back of her neck, look like a tattoo.
Look at it, tell me what you see?" Jude thought about it, and had a
look. He said, "It looks like a web, and a fire. There is a eye in the
middle of it. A red eye."
The doctor said, "Young man, I am a Christian, I have seen the darkness
come upon many patients, in my time. Do you know of anything that is
kept in silence, or secret, that would open up a can of worms? Because
worms is about right in such things." Jude said, "Worms, what do you
mean the worms that are in the indigestion?"
Jude said after thinking, "I think the patient needs assistance other
then science fiction talk. I have no idea what you mean."
The doctor said, "I agree with you, but I do know what I am talking
about here. What was the main conversation of the evening? The
specialist is coming to see this lady quite soon."
just then the specialist came with his other doctor, and began tests
He turned to the other doctor, and said, "This is odd. Her breathing is
shallow, and there are no signs of arrest. The way she is, is saying
airways are restricted. What is that tattoo on the back of the neck?"
Hannah was on her side.
The Christian doctor said, "It is not a tattoo, it is the veins in her
neck that are protruding out for that pattern."
the specialist said,' we will keep her in tonight, and tomorrow, to run
some other tests."
Jude was now very concerned. The Christian doctor said, "Please may I
speak to you in private?"
Jude said it was OK. When the doctor began to explain his reasons about
the darkness. Jude thought about it for a short while.
Jude said, "I am wondering if there is a emotional reason for Hannah to
become so ill, and then unable to speak."
the doctor said, "There are some patients that are so emotionally
disrupted, that they are closed to the outside world. They live in fear,
or deep heart break." "What do you think may be the problem medically
doctor?" Said Jude.
The doctor said, please tell me if something tonight made her get
unwell, can you think what you were talking about, when she became
unable to breath properly?"
Jude said, she was telling us about some very old papers in her loft. In
fact I remember her going pale, once the talk was about letting my son
go into her roof. Shortly after that, she jolted forward, as if
something hit her in the back, but then she began to breath shallow, and
yes, she was choking a little."
The doctor said, "You have every right to question my abilities. I can
tell you, something in that loft is not good. Whatever it is, must be
got rid of. Or taken, then opened up, and exposed. Do you have her
keys?" Jude said yes I do, here is her handbag. I really do not have the
right to go in that."
the doctor said, "Let me tell you, that if you go there with your son,
and take out anything that is in the loft, place it somewhere out of
your home, and her home. You can wait, and see what she will agree to.
My suggestion is looking like violating her privacy, when in fact you
would be saving her."
Jude said, "I know about being a Christian, as I am one too, but I am
afraid, I do not really know much about the evil side. I hear about it
in some sermons, but it does not make sense to me all the time. I
thought it was because I was not molested by such darkness."
the doctor said, "We have more then one body. We have in the one body,
the mental body, the emotional body, the spiritual body, the soul. If
any of these are sick, then the attacks come. Look, I am finished here
tonight in half a hour. As I know what I am talking about, I can come
with you, and your son, to the ladies home."
Jude got Argus, and waited for doctor Dentin. He came with his medical
bag, and said, "I have a suggestion, put your car here in the parking
lot, I will drive to the ladies home in my car. I have a reason for
that. Once there, medically I can say that you had to get inside her
home. She will get better sooner, then later, if we do this now."
They came to Hannah's house, it was close to the hospital. As Jude put
in the front door key, Argus said, "Father, did you hear that scream!"
Jude said, "No son, I heard nothing."
doctor Dentin said, "I know what that scream is Argus." Argus said,
"Tell me?" The doctor made a sign of being quiet now. So Argus said no
Jude felt a cold feeling in Hannah's home. He never felt before. He
stood very wary of the feeling. Argus was sweating, so it was not the
same for him.
Suddenly as soon as they got the ladder near to the manhole in the roof,
Argus heard," Look they are coming, we followed them from hospital. Send
the others to kill the woman."
Argus said, "Who was talking just now?" The doctor said, "It is unseen,
it is felt, and can be heard. Pay no attention to it, I am praying very
As they placed the ladder nearer to the ceiling, Jude saw the old
wedding ring floating in the air! Then it began to go faster, and
faster, as if trying to hit them. Jude went into the loft, with a torch.
He lost balance and said, "Who are you in here? Stop pushing me out!"
Doctor said to Argus, "Pray with me, your father is protected, but he
may have trouble getting the things. Just keep praying."
Argus, not knowing about this sort of thing, said he will pray too.
Jude put his foot inside the roof, and saw a light bulb in the higher
part. He looked for a switch, it was just by is side. He hoped the light
would still work. So he switched on the light. As it came on, screams
were heard in the roof. Doctor Dentin went into the roof, and asked for
Argus to remain at the bottom of the ladder only.
Jude said, "Who is talking such evil things in here doctor?"
the doctor said, "Go nearer to the voices, for that is where the things
are that are causing this lady to be so very unwell right now. She also
would have had a very hard, and sad life. Jude said, "Ugh! I do not like
this at all. I feel as if I am being watched by some monsters, that I am
not able to see." The doctor said, "Jude, you would not want to see
them. I can see them. They are in great fear." Jude said " Fear of
what?" The doctor said, "Just allow me to go nearer the voices, I am
very able to take this."
Jude stepped back, and then the dust in the roof, created a mist, so
that it was harder to see. Doctor Dentin gave the name of Jesus Christ,
and that is when the mist stopped. There in the corner of the attic,
were two boxes.
Jude took one from the doctor, and the doctor held the other one. He
said, "Do not hand one to your son. Leave it here with me, you go down
first, then I will hand it to you. Then the other one, and I will be
down." Jude was feeling a bit better now. He felt as if hell fires were
burning in the roof, but he was cold.
They got to the kitchen, and found the old wedding ring, where it was in
the day they were there. The doctor said, "Let us sit for a while, and
then go to another place to open up the boxes."
Jude said, "I do not see why another place is to be."
The doctor took them to the sidewalk in the city, where it was brightly
lit, but without people at that time of night.
As the box was opened, Argus heard, "We have to kill her now, come on
leave these here, we will kill them later!
Argus was in total shock. He was not sure he wanted to stay. But stay he
The doctor heard the same as Argus, but was not alarmed. He knew they
were demons. The one invading demon, had others in the one. They were
like evil veins in the one demon, that were acting as a network of dark
They opened the box to find very old photos, and paper of significance
to the family tree. The doctors mobile rang. He answered the call, and
Jude heard him say, "We will be back to the hospital now, we can do what
we are doing there." The doctor said, "The lady has regained her
breathing to normal. She had what looked like a arrest, and was
convulsing and screaming. Then she became difficult. I am told she is
They went in the hospital, and Jude went to follow the doctor, telling
Argus to go home. He will get the doctor to get him home in his car.
Hannah has the signs of recovery. The veins in her neck had gone, no
tattoo look was there. They then left Hannah and went into a room. The
two boxes with them.
Jude was now on guard. He sat there knowing he had to go through this.
He said, "Have I had a encounter with the devil?" The doctor said,
have just had your first confirmation, that he is real, and is evil. You
will be protected, as so will your family."
Jude saw a picture of a woman, it was horrid. She was thin, had a
pinched face, and wore a dagger at her neck. For a necklace.
He saw on the back of it--the evil witch--ugh! He was not easy in mind. Then he saw another photo of the same
woman, and it had on the back--my mother I am her daughter Annette--
The papers were thin. So very carefully placed on the table. The doctor
told Jude, that doing it away from Hannah's home, and his home, is
That he may have to conceal his knowledge of what he has found, until
Hannah was ready to speak.
The papers showed that Annette had no sister. Bang! Jude felt Hannah was
his mother. She had to be. There was a birth certificate. Then he saw
another birth certificate, his. It had the place he was born. The town
in Denmark. The mother miss Annette strait. Then he found a death
certificate, his. He was one year old, and burnt to death in bomb fires.
His name was Argus Sven strait.
He saw another paper giving details of Annette strait.
He saw some old letters. He read them. Annette had longed for her mother
to love her. So she wrote to her, before the war.
He saw papers of illegitimate children, who were dead at birth. The
mother of Hannah, took powder to perform the deaths of unwanted children
she had. Then he saw a old note book. In it were so many men's names, and
monies they paid for sex to Hannah's mother. Hannah would be a child
then. Wait not Hannah it is Annette. Jude was feeling very disturbed,
but able to see why the secret was locked up.
He opened the other box. In this were occult cards. Jewelry of severe
skulls, and the mothers death certificate. She was murdered. Found by
her daughter Annette. Who was sent away after this.
Doctor Dentin said, "You may as well call me by my Christian name,
because we will be engaging in this for a while. I can then tell you,
why Hannah wanted to be kept away from her past. It is not just what
happened to her. It is the forces of evil that pounce on children. It is
her greatest need to be treated with loving care. I am Paul, and I have
seen this sort of thing before."
Jude said, "Jesus Christ said, to forgive each other, it is hard to
forgive such acts as these.
Now I know who is my real mother. Hannah is.
We have to find Sven, my father. But I am afraid my finances are low
now, and being so close to it all, its a shame I cannot continue until I
have built finance again."
Paul said, "Fear not, I know that funds can be arranged for this. I will
get to the Pastor in the city church. I will tell him about this, and he
will offer funds to get this out in the open."
Jude said, "Paul, what do we do with this lot?"
Paul said, "We have to keep papers that are legal. We can get them
reprinted in new papers, as these are ready to break. But the items of
satan, we will incinerate right now. That is going to break the links
unseen. Nothing if this must be near Annette, as that is who she really
She will have to face her responsibilities in legal Matters. Meaning to
keep papers. But we will have all washed clean, through Jesus Christ.
You see Jude. The Holy Spirit sent me this night for work, you for
coming in the time the Hannah, who is Annette, was going to be killed by
People just do not realize the seriousness of evil, as it is. It is one
thing to talk about it, another to be involved in it. We need to educate
our children, so that they can teach their children." They went and
threw the items, and boxes into the fires. The legal papers were kept by
Paul, as he wanted to get them washed clean, before Annette, or Jude,
would be facing their own truths. Jude knew he would have to be patient.
Paul dropped Jude home, and said, "Fear not, because you have done a
great thing tonight. By this, the Lord will find your father. I can
count on it." Jude said, "Really? That would be great-----I-----Er
wonder, do you think they might even love each other today?" Paul
said, "Love is the one emotion that builds all broken hearts to re birthing of
life. Love never fails, love does never criticize, it is patient, and it
is the only emotion that heals. God is love, Jesus is love, the holy
spirit is love, it is one in trinity, and trinity in one. Good night,
and God bless you Jude."
Jude went inside, he had nothing in his hands from the boxes, papers
were going to be reprinted. The Pastor will fund the finding of his
Argus said, "I had to wait up father, because tonight I realized how
important my faith in Jesus is. You know as a young man, I tend to go
with the flow, but after tonight, no way. If I do not follow Jesus, then
I am not fully his."
Jude said, "Ah son, do not be so hard on yourself, Jesus knows the
warfare. He knows the flesh can be weak. As long as your spiritual faith
is strong, your flesh will not fail you as much."
Jude said, "Argus, my real name is Argus Sven, not Jude. So we have
three Argus's in the family tree."
Paul said he thinks Hannah will be home tomorrow. We have to call her
Hannah, until she is ready for the truth of herself.
That is where we make allowances. She has to heal. She has had a
dreadful life, and very evil things happen to her.
After tonight, my understanding needs Grace. I need to learn far more
then just sit in a church on a Sunday. We are to be active in our love
for Jesus Christ.
I have gone on in life. Doing the same things, thinking I am a
Christian, by going to church. But my activity level for Jesus was
I had not learned the Bible as I could have. Tonight I, as your father,
admit I have passed on to you, a dreary way of being a Christian. Lazy
I really know now, that working with the people is far more important,
then just sitting in a church each Sunday for a hour or two. What good
does a Christian do, by being a number, and not a person to act on every
chance to save another? Most often by action, then words. Words can come
when another is ready to hear them."
"Argus I am very tired now. You must sleep, and work is not far away, you
have to be out of here in three hours time."
Paul had gone home, but he called the Pastor. He told him everything,
and said that the home of the lady must be clean, and anointed, with
olive oil. He told the Pastor the ladies name.
That this lady had symptoms of arrest. Pastor Josh said, "Ah Paul, we
have had this many times brother.
I will look in the book for the name. Oh wait, here it is. This lady
came to see me a few weeks ago.
Yes I remember seeing she was not alone. I saw she had a invader, which
was as you said, very dangerous. It is wonderful the Grace of the holy
spirit can give us the ways to stop this happening.
The woman is alright Paul?" Paul said, "Yes Pastor, yes. But I can keep
her in hospital long enough for her keys to be used for cleansing her
She must have that done.
We need a good strong man to go into her loft to anoint that too, as
well as the boundaries of the property.
She does not have to know about this yet."
Pastor Josh said, "I have Mr. Haydon, he is in here tomorrow, so I will
get him to come for that with me. Are you free in the later morning
around eleven a.m.?" Paul said he was, and Jude would be there with the
Hannah was feeling very well, she said to the lady in the next bed, "I
do not know what I am doing in here, I am very well, in fact I have not
felt so well in years, and years. I feel light, bright, and ready to
the lady in the next bed said, "I was praying for you, because you
looked dead when you came in on the stretcher. They were fighting to keep
your breathing going, until they put oxygen in you by machine. You
looked so pale. You were fighting too, can you remember it?"
Hannah said, "No, I only remember being stabbed in the back of my neck,
and heat rising like my skin was crawling, and moving. I felt as if I
was sucked in a air tight place. I felt as if I was taken somewhere."
the lady in the next bed said, "You were fighting to get away form evil
forces. I know doctor Dentin, he is a great doctor, and he is so
knowledgeable in the warfare of us here on earth. You were saved from
it." Hannah said, "I am feeling so different today. It is like I am
Hannah was to take more turns of Grace, to come to her truth, and the
truth of living on earth. Things were not going to run smooth, for even
a toddler falls a few times before walking without falls. The path was
under her feet. As with any new thing in life, she had to grow.
Hannah was staying in hospital for the
day. She could come home in the later afternoon.
Pastor Josh was ready to go to Hannah's house. He waited for Paul
Dentin. Pastor had elders Thomas, and Micheal coming as well. The keys
were given to them to get in.
On entering the house, Pastor Josh and the two elders sensed as Paul
did, the curses over Hannah. The darkness had left shadows of energies
that gave a evil feeling left in the house.
They began by prayer, and gave authority to Jesus Christ, to take out
all curses, and give blessings in exchange for such evil deeds.
Pastor Josh had picked up a small piece of paper. He had not looked at
it. Just put it into his pocket. This paper had information of Hannah's
father on it.
As Pastor Josh prayed, he suddenly fell to the floor! Both elders, and
doctor Paul Dentin, stopped prayers, and went to aid him.
Paul said, "Oh no, he has the arrest in him right now, come we must pray
" Elders Thomas, and Micheal, were visibly shaken.
Elder Micheal, being the older one, and very knowing of evil curses
said, "I will call back up from the high city church!" Elder Thomas
said, "What for, our city church is able to get us back up too?" Elder Micheal knew that the high city church had a seventy five year old red
Indian man. He was in his tribal beliefs of curses being the truth.
When he came to the church to find a resting place.
He was seen in the church hiding under the curtains. These were for
He had left America, because he was taken out of the tribe as a non
believer of witch doctors. He had a son who was treated by this witch
doctor, and the son died. So he had anger, and hate breeding in his lost
soul now. They threw him out of the camp.
He had stolen boarding as a ship stowaway for Australia.
In the church he heard about Jesus Christ. This got him to be found, and
given food, and boarding.
They had worked with red eagle for a good year. He then was free from
the curses within his family, and past tribe.
In the twenty two years red eagle was saved, and became a Christian, he
had a very wide knowledge of the whole evil in his tribe.
From red eagle, he became Simon. He would take no surname. Just Simon.
The call was directed straight through to Simon.
He had the sight to see dark energies of evil. He was granted his cursed
life to the dead, and use it for birth of truth, in his new born again
life. The Holy Spirit comforted every time that Simon had work to do to
release any child of God.
Pastor Josh was breathing shallow, and Paul had to call for a ambulance.
The ambulance took a misguided address, so lost the actual place to go.
Elder Micheal got Simon on his mobile, and he agreed to meet them in the
house in five minutes.
When Simon came into the house, he went straight to Pastor Josh, and
looked into his eyes. He then went over the pockets of his cloths, and
shirt pocket. He found the small paper crunched up in the pocket of his
shirt. It was near Pastor joshes heart.
Paul said, "I have called a ambulance, and the hospital is in the next
block to this street of houses."
Simon said, "The ambulance will not be needed.
I have the reason for this arrest here."
he showed Paul the small paper. As Paul looked at it, he saw the sign of
satan. Elder Thomas looked at it, and said that the Pastor had picked up
something, when he came in the house. He then said, "Micheal, I would
never have thought Pastor Josh could be attacked, with him so knowing of
Elder Micheal said, "Ah Thomas, we are all at times, getting darts."
Simon said, "We have to unlock this energy. What has come is that
something was taken out of this house. Something very long in the hands
of the dark forces."
Doctor Paul Dentin said, "I speak as a doctor now, as well as a outsider
of the hospital. There were two boxes found in the loft of the house.
Jude, Hannah's son, and myself, found-----" Simon came in sharply, and
said, "The woman is cursed from a long way back in time.
She is breaking free from the curse. First we have to get Pastor Josh
up, and ready. He will resume his reason for being here. This was a
attack upon him, because he, like me, can rid this evil. Anyone with the
Lord, in their heart, will learn how to keep the armor on full time,
and how to protect the back.
Sometimes the darkness is very seriously holding onto a generation. It
can be so determined that, freedom is taking longer."
Simon was allowed to use his past way, to contact the spirits. ( Demons
) he knew the demons had left the house, but they left a energy that
would poison this lady, if they do not clear it. He also knew that the
energy was enough to break Hannah's will and give Christianity away. She
would be bouncing like a ball. One day a Christian, another day
Pastor Josh was very able to work now. Simon said, "Pastor Josh, leave
me to deal with this part." Pastor Josh said, "Yes Simon, we have done
Simon wanted the places that the arrows to get Hannah, were placed? The
demons, being unintelligent, told Simon. Simon knew a invading demon was
the leader. The others were in for the joy of the flesh. The leader
He heard them say," We are in the attic again. We are waiting for
Hannah, we will kill her this time. Then we will devour her flesh! The
leader spoke and told them to be quiet. He said, "I am to be back inside
Hannah, she is mine. That way you are all inside her too."
Simon then changed his method. He gave it over to the whole authority of
Jesus Christ, and the room had a trembling about it. It was not seen,
but was felt. Simon had detected the energy leads. These had to be cut
and burned by the true word. It meant that Simon went and got a
container, that he could burn fire into. He had to use to kill the
Simon came back with the very bucket Hannah used to burn the book of
The elders were in place. Paul could see no sign of Pastor Josh being
He then took the paper Pastor Josh had found, and he said, "We are here
to send you to where Jesus Christ will send you. By burning this last
piece of paper with your stamp of evil upon, we were fortunate to have
found it. We now in the name of Jesus Christ, take you out of this home,
and out of the boundaries of the home. We take you out of Hannah. In the
name of Jesus Christ, no darkness will fall upon her, or her home."
Pastor Josh was to come in, he repeated the same as Simon did, and the
prayers were strong. The olive oil ready in each hand, to anoint the
home. The fire was burning the paper left to harm. A scream came of many
voices, and the front door flew open. The sound of them leaving was a
sound of fear. The home lost their energies.
The whole six of them were about to pray over the home, when Jude came
in. He apologized for being late. Elder Micheal said, "Would you allow
me to go into the attic, or loft as you call it. I have to pour the
olive oil in there."
Jude said, "Oh yes, do that please. I will come up there with you, and
show you the place the boxes were paid for so long."
The rest went through out the whole house, even into cabinets, and
wardrobes, and any space that had another space inside it. The car was
done, and on the inside too. Inside the bonnet, and the boot.
The tape that Thomas had given Hannah, was put on. Hymns were being
sung. Praises given. The house was free of all evil contacts.
Pastor Josh thanked Simon for coming. Simon said to the Pastor, "To give
freedom the chance to heal this lady, is the work of the truth. The two
elders were leaving with Pastor Josh. And Paul was left with Jude.
Paul said, "I have to go to work now, and Hannah will be able to come
home this afternoon. Will you come and pick her up Jude?" Jude
said, "Hallelujah, we have the tight drum of evil removed. This means the rest
of the family will be free of the darkness."
The time came for Paul to see Hannah. He said, "Hannah, your well, and
your specialist could not find any of the arrest you had last night,
today. He told me that he had never seen a person have scans done of
near death. That today, the required scans showed you had no arrest at
all. All the chambers of the heart are clear. It was like looking at two
different people. Your heart is very good. Has no signs of trouble."
Jude took Hannah to his car, knowing it was his own mother. As he looked
at her, she had a face of peace. Her color was healthy looking. Her
tight eyes, were soft, and wide open.
Her mouth was not pinched, but softly set. Even her body seemed less
tense. She looked like she had been on holiday. For the one time she
could have been killed by demons.
Jude said to Hannah, "I will be back soon, just want to say something to
he went over to Paul, and said,' I have to act as if nothing is changed,
but look at her, she is different altogether now."
When they arrived back at the house, Hannah said, "The trees are looking
well Jude, something is different here." Jude knew, but acted as if not.
When she got into the house, she saw the ring, and photo. She took the
ring, and placed it in the draw. The photo she put into the envelope,
there was no fear in her eyes at all. She acted as if they were there
all the time.
She knew that Jude was her son, but how does she come out to tell him?
She had to get Sven back, that she knew.
The time had come for Sven to be able to go to the house. He was still
in Adelaide, but he arranged travel the very next day. He took his aged
body, and all his love for Annette on the trust that he was at the right
place now, to find her? His trust was in the Lord.
Hannah was taking her evening shower after coming back from hospital.
Her mind was on Jude. She knew one day she would have to tell him. She
did not know he already knew. She wanted to find out how this photo, and
ring managed to come to her address? She was sure Sven was closer then
Her mind began to recall her memories of war time. The evenings in the
snow. The cafe, the music he played. The evening they were very close.
That was when Jude was expected. Her needing love so much. Made her very
vulnerable at times. She could never understand the rejections.
She dried her body, and put on her gown. Went to the lounge room, and
switched on the low lamp.
She felt peace in her home. It was different. Gently she turned over how
to tell Jude the truth? She prayed, and heard the Holy Spirit.
" My child ye shalt not be disappointed. "
In the morning she was sleeping in longer. As she went to go to get
dressed, she peered out of her window. She looked at her watch, and saw
one p.m. Had she been asleep so long?
A knock came onto her front door. She went to open it. There in front of
her stood a old man. She looked at him saying," Yes, how can I help
he said, "I come from Adelaide, and want to see a Annette here?"
Hannah stood there thinking, how does this man know my name is Annette?
He looked at her with his glasses off now. She looked back at him, and
saw the eyes of Sven. Age took no measure to his eyes. The window of his
She said slowly," Sven is this really you?" He smiled saying," I have
come from abroad to find you. I have had the people who deal with this,
help me. It was not easy."
She took his hand, and said, "Come in, you will see that I have changed
with age too." Sven came in, and she made him a cup of hot tea. He sat
down, and took off his hat. There before her was her one, and only true
love. His hair waved like when young. His blue eyes shot the glimmer of
brightness, as in his youth. He said, "You will wonder why the wedding
ring Annette?" Annette said, "Yes I did, and the photo, I felt somehow
you got it to me. That you carried it for years?"
Sven said, "I bought the wedding ring, just after the war, I wanted to
find you, but you were gone from Denmark. I wanted to marry you. I was
wounded, and I was sent to another country. I tried to look for you
everywhere. Then I come to think, I have lost you, that a nice man has
taken you, and I was broken hearted all my life."
Annette said, "Sven, I was the same as you, broken hearted all my life.
I did not marry, or have another man. I did not know how to find you.
You were alive in my heart forever." Sven said, "You were in mine
forever too, that is why that is engraved in the ring. We can talk over
things, and maybe now, you may marry a old man!"
Annette said, "This is wonderful, you have found me, I was in very much
trouble. You remember my mother?" Sven said, "Ugh! Yes, I could never
see how a beautiful young lady could have such a ugly mean, and abusing
Annette said, "Well she has been lifted from my life, the evil she did,
came upon me, because I was her child. I am a Christian now, and I still
have to battle."
Sven said, "No Annette, if you take my proposal, you are never alone, I
am a Christian all my life. How you think I was helped Annette? It was
by the Holy Spirit."
Annette came closer to Sven, and said, "You have a son, he is called
Argus Sven, but he was stolen, and taken as another mothers child, who
called him Jude. I have him coming here, and I lied to him, that I was
Annette's sister. Now he really must know. It may be easier with you
Sven said, you had a very hard life, as I did too. Call this Jude, and
we talk open faced." Annette said, "We have a grand daughter, and a
grand son. Argus, and Britte."
Sven said in surprise, "Ah! This is very good news for me. Does Jude
look a bit like me.
Annette said, "He is exactly like you, in every way.
Annette are we too old to marry?" Annette said, "There is a word never
to say, and that is never."
Sven got up, and sat beside her. He stroked her hair just like he did
when they were young. She turned to him, and then he kissed her.
Annette was so overwhelmed by this turning in her life. Her house was
different, her own inner self was different. Sven had finally come to
She realized that how she was told he was coming, by lies to be said by
her, was not at all going to happen.
Her whole life had to be cleansed, and given the truth, before anything
was going to be given her.
Annette said, "Where are you staying here in Victoria?" Sven said,
had the idea to go to a motel. But I have not arranged that yet, I will
call a taxi, and then go to a motel."
Annette said, "Where is your luggage?" Sven smiled, and said, its being
held in a holding bay in Tullermarine Airport. I have had to pay for
that, but they said they would send it when I am at an address.
Annette looked at Sven, and said, "Unusual for that to be done, but I
suppose you gave a good story, knowing you." Sven said, "I told them
that if my destiny was not going to be alright, I would be flying back.
But I have no flat in Adelaide now. The furniture was transported to
Victoria, and its being held too. Costly business. "
Annette said, "Ah Sven, we have already broken the law by having a child
out of wedlock, so how would you feel staying here? I mean we are going
to marry, and to save time, and troubles, my house is your house."
Sven said, tomorrow we call Jude, and give him his father, me." Annette
said, "This will give all the loose ends a means to put all right. We
will unite our family forever."
Things were heading for completion. The saga of life has its first
bright chance for Sven, and Annette. There was some other things to put
right to come.
The night was spent with Sven, and
Annette sleeping in her house, in different bedrooms. Annette wanted to
have time to adjust to this miracle.
Jude, Argus, and Britte, was invited to who they still called Hannah,
for dinner. It was a Saturday, so a day free.
When they arrived there, Jude saw this old man in the house. He said, "Hannah, introduce me to your friend."
Hannah said, "I think we should have our dinner, and then have a good
talk after it. There is some very big changes to be brought to you."
Argus was looking at Sven, he thought, there is something about this old
man. He has eyes like my father, no, he looks like my father, but old.
Britte was also quite sure something was about to be opened up to them.
Jude thought that this old man was like him, but that is coincidence.
The meal was enjoyed, and the conversation was about every day things.
Hannah brought in the coffee, and after dinner mints.
They sat there in silence for a while.
Hannah said, "Jude, I have a confession to make to you. I am Annette
strait, your real mother."
Jude said, "Yes, I do know that." Annette said, "Goodness how on earth
could you, I lied to you?"
Jude explained the way this all came about. Annette said, "So I have had
curses from my mother?" Jude said, "As your my mother, I want to call
you that. In the hospital, Paul Dentin, the doctor who assisted you, saw
the curses. He did a very good orchestrated end to this for you, but not
only for you, for me, for your grand children. Pastor Josh, and the two
elders you know, also did a great deal to end this.
But there was one man who was able to read the energies in your house,
his name is Simon. He was a red Indian. He came to Jesus Christ,
on-----I think he said twenty two years ago, or near that."
Hannah said, "I am not Hannah Barkley, it was a cop out to the truth, I
thought you would be against me for failing to be your mother."
Sven said, "It is my turn now, I am your father Jude, I am Sven, but
really Argus is my real name. We have been given the Grace to bring our
family together, I Hope you will receive me as your father."
Jude got up and said, "My name is Argus too, that is right mother?"
Annette said, "Yes Jude, but how do we call you today?" Jude said,
used to Jude, but willing to take Argus, but it will be somewhat
confusing with three Argus's in the three generations."
Sven said, "Well I am known as Sven, you as Jude, and Argus as Argus. So
why not leave it at that?"
Annette said, "We are thinking of getting married Jude, and make this
Britte said, "Wow! I am so pleased to find the end of this long, and
hard path to find our real family. My Dad, your son, has been going
through all manner of ways to find you-----I suppose I ought to call you
Sven said, "I am your granddad, and I was hard to find, for I too thought that I
would be forgotten."
A knock came onto he front door, and Jude went to answer it. When he
came back, Pastor Josh was with him. Pastor Josh said, "My, you do have
a house full Hannah."
Sven said, "I take it your the Pastor of the district?"
Pastor Josh said, "Yes indeed, but this is a city. We are in Melbourne
city. Pleased to meet you."
Annette got up, and said, "Pastor Josh, my real name is Annette strait,
and this is Sven, my future husband. Jude is my son, and Argus, and Britte, are our grand children."
Pastor Josh smiled, he had a knowing look about him. His mature years
had seen many an unfolding of the love of Jesus Christ.
He said, "Ah yes, he knows his own.
Jesus Christ knew all of you, he loved you all so much, that he gave his
blood for all children to return to him."
Jude said, "I believe that, just as I thought it would never come-----That is to find my father. Here he is without any sign given to me, to
know he was is led to me."
Pastor Josh said, "What is not possible for man, is possible for God.
For within the holy trinity, the Holy Spirit comes to comfort.
Also to bring at the right time, and not before, the reward you all
earned so well. Plus my dear ones, God is supernatural, we are not."
Annette said, "Yes, it is sad to know that humans think they are
supernatural, and get led, as I did, with the darkness.
As long as it was dark, I could not see."
Pastor Josh said, "I will be glad to marry you both.
Let me give you a example. I once new a lady, who was a beautiful kind
She had occult family background. This lady, and I do not mean you
This lady was rejected to the core, she fought to keep her life in some
sort of order. She received pain, upon pain. Her heart was broken so
Jude said, "That is so sad Pastor, for I know that other humans can be
so cruel to this sort of person, you know, when down, kick them down
Pastor Josh said, "Indeed, and at the times she was kicked, or insulted,
the enemy came in attack, and brought her into depression.
In the pain of depression, her body was in pain too.
She-----Many times, nearly gave up on the one person she loved, ready to
ignore this man she loved, for a time, not for good.
She forgot in the time of it all, that the man too had the enemy at him.
So he was making words he did not mean.
The enemy made him feel uncertain about living with this lady.
When deep inside he knew, she was the only lady that made him feel
I do not mean at any cost, that she made him feel whole above Jesus
Christ. She made him feel whole as a man.
His other encounters never got anywhere.
He fought to keep a life, that he was very unhappy in.
He had to make a choice. So for ten years this couple had tidal waves at
The lady never stopped loving him. She stood by him. She had times when
she felt this was never going to be together.
That again was the enemy.
Satan attacks love. He pounces on people at the times they are fragile.
So it causes doubt, hurt, uncertainty.
This is how satan breaks up people.
Ah-----Yes-----Many times I have seen breakups, and they then lose any
foundation, its gone.
This lady gave all she had to him, she never asked for anything, she was
only interested in his love for her.
She had been married to an alcoholic.
The man had been married to a hard, and controlling women, where he lost
He learned, so did the lady, that to keep loving, is the only way to win
You see, Jesus is love, so in Jesus we are loved. He forgives us, and
knows our flesh is weak.
So to love Jesus Christ, and keep the battle in the knowledge that it is
a spiritual battle, we are never forsaken. So this lady did not forsake
He always regretted his words, knowing he may have hurt her. Which he
So as satan hurts us, love will cause him a harder battle to win over
The same was with the lady, and the man, who kept love.
In the right time, they got their home together.
They made a commitment in their hearts. Love never fails.
So here we are this evening, finding that as the greatest foundation to
any couples lives. Oh I remember her at times just about to split her
life, love stopped her."
Sven said, "Yes, this family reunion, and understanding of the enemy
doing the path of evil, lost. Satan lost. Now I came tonight because I
had the Holy Spirit guide me to find yet another great salvation. Not
just the family found, and bonded, but in Jesus Christ.
The whole church is the body of Christ. So when would you like this
marriage to be Sven?"
Sven said, "In a way I am already married to Annette. I had a ring, but
its old now. It has forever in it."
Pastor Josh said, "The age of the ring has no bearing on today. Its a
bit like a small wheel in a large wheel. The large wheel does not turn.
The small wheel does turn. Like us, we are the small wheel, and Jesus
Christ is the big wheel. The beginning, and the end of the age.
Yet no circle has a beginning, or end. The Alpha, and the Omega. Enough
The evening ended on arrangements for the wedding was two weeks.
They were going to buy a new ring, because the ring had been tarnished
by the demonic force, in the cleansing of Annette's house.
The demons used it to float in the air, and then become a weapon, as it
tried to hit those who were claiming Jesus Christ's authority.
The day of the wedding came. Annette was so happy. Sven was feeling like
he had a new youthful life again.
Jude was the best man, and Britte the maid of honor. Argus just wanted
to drive the car. Elder Thomas was giving the bride away."
Jude was in the church with Sven. Argus driving Annette, and Britte, to
the church. Pastor Josh had invited the church to participate as guests.
The elders were in total awe of this whole scene.
Doctor Paul Dentin was taking his place, as he played the organ.
Annette, and Britte, were coming down the aisle. The music that Sven
played in war time for Annette, was being played by Paul Dentin. Sven
looked round, and saw above the two of them a great shining light. Jude
said to Sven," Can you see the light?"
Pastor Josh saw it too. He knew it was the way the Holy Spirit rejoiced
in this salvation.
Pastor Josh began the wedding service. He began by saying, "Brethren we
are gathered here today, to witness a marriage given by a miracle. Who
gives this bride?"
elder Thomas said, "I do."
Pastor Josh said, "We have a unusual father figure, its not the father
this time, but our elder Thomas." They all clapped.
The service went very beautifully. As they became husband, and wife, the
church had a angelic tune played. To the surprise of Sven, and Annette,
there was a choir singing, blessed assurance.
At the end of the wedding service, and the choir stopping. Jude began to
speak, it was a language known to God. Speaking in tongues. Jude had no
idea this was gong to come upon him.
Pastor Josh said, "The angels know this language, it is a very high
blessing for this wedding. It was given that nothing is lost with our
Heavenly Father. His Grace bestowed upon this day has sealed the two
married, as one."
Meanwhile Jude was quite surprised, as he had never spoken in tongues.
The wedding March played, and Sven took his life long love in his arms,
and kissed her. They walked out of the church with the most natural
The reception was held in the churches hall. Where they hold other
Above in the ceiling were balloons. They cascaded down to all. Pastor
Josh said, "Each balloon is a representative of a blessing to each one
who could catch one. I made sure there is enough for all to receive a
Then the time came to leave the hall. A car was waiting for the bride,
As they all went out of the hall, the night sky had golden whispers of
love. Everyone there saw the glittering gold shimmers around the moon,
The miracle was done. The time was to show that all are given the love
of our Heavenly Father.
Heaven rejoices in salvation. For here Sven at seventy, and Annette at
late sixties, were in a holy marriage. The real marriage was to Jesus
Christ, our Heavenly Father, and the Holy Spirit. Amen