BEHOLD, I SEEK MY OWN  

                 

 God’s Wake-up Call to His Church

 

by Patricia Backora
 

 

 

 


 

PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5 PART 6 PART 7

 



 

About My Collection of Prophecies: Behold, I Seek My Own

 

     They are timely messages I received from the heart of the Lord “Who is seeking His own”.  They deal with issues which are of crucial importance in His sight. Some messages are predictive in nature, for the Lord has the ability to show His children things which are yet to come (Revelation 1:1).  Other messages bring to light problems within the Body of Christ which can, sadly, be whitewashed or swept under the rug instead of faced. God is a Gentleman, ever loving and patient toward His own.  But He is using me to say things which have needed to be said for a long time. He has refused to let me water down  the sterner messages.  Time is short, and God doesn’t mince words.

    Some topics are even presented in story fashion, as the Lord leads. It is neither unjust nor unloving for our Heavenly Father to steer His children away from error or exhort them to a higher way of life.  He is our Good Shepherd. He, above all other shepherds, is faithful and vigilant over His own flock.  Furthermore, He has let Me know that He does not want me to hold back anything he has given me to share with my brothers and sisters in Christ. To the best of my ability I have recorded the words of wisdom and spiritual lessons He has shared with me.

      Some prophecies shine light on true incidents to serve as object lessons for the instruction of many.  This is scriptural, as I Corinthians 10:11 shows.  I  felt led to use symbolic names for the various  character types addressed by the messages. The Lord wants to vanquish problems, not people.

   I pray that the wisdom of the Lord will touch your own heart just as it has mine, and that you will be inspired to believe that with God, nothing shall be impossible (Luke 1:37)

 

 

 

Part One

 

 MY SPIRIT OF LOVE

 

I Am Love

John chapter 17;  Galatians 4:1-7; I John 4:16

 

     Wherever two or more are gathered in My Name, there I am in the midst of them.  You who know the fullness of My Spirit also know His sweet savor of divine love.  Its unction flows through you and among you, drawing you closer to one another and uniting you in one heart and one mind; for in the Garden of Gethsemane Jesus prayed: Father, let them be one, even as You and I are one.

     Jesus sent forth His disciples to proclaim the glad message of My redeeming Love. In the beginning My followers were full of My Joy. Why?  They had been released from the bondage of fear.  Through faith in Christ, they had been born again as My dear children.  They were no longer mere servants, but sons.

     All their lives they had seen Me only as a celestial Lawgiver Who made tough demands on them.  Their lives had centered around observing all the ordinances of Mosaic Law, fearing lest they should break any of them and incur My disfavor.  They loved Me from a distance.

     I knew from the beginning that fallen man could not perfectly keep My Law.  Ultimately, man is not a sinner because he sins; rather, he sins because he is a  sinner by nature!  My Law was given to make mankind aware of his total depravity and need for a Redeemer .  I, the Living God, sent My Son to the earth to be born of the Virgin Mary, that He might live among you in human flesh and live His life in perfect obedience to His Heavenly Father.

     Only Christ could qualify to redeem people from the penalty of broken Law, for he lived out His entire life  without committing a single sin.  He was not crucified to pay for His own sins, for there weren’t any.  Through the shedding of perfectly innocent Blood, he atoned for the sins of all who would accept His free offer of salvation, whether  born before or after His Atonement.  Otherwise, I could not have justly forgiven one single sinner.

     After My Son returned to heaven, I sent My Holy Spirit to live in the hearts of My people, for they needed His strength, power and consolation.  That sweet Spirit of Grace ever whispers My love to your souls, and divine joy fills your cup to overflowing.  Everything I am to you, everything I give to you, everything I do for you, is an expression of My Love.  All My commandments are rooted in Love, for My very essence is Love.  I am perfect Love, and I cast out fear.  Before the Atonement of Christ, My people were only permitted to approach Me indirectly, through the ministrations of a human priest. He would  offer animal sacrifices as temporary substitutes which pointed toward Christ’s Perfect Offering of Himself. Once Christ had been sacrificed for your sins, I could see you as righteous in Christ, and you could come boldly into My  Holy Presence. I could love you freely, with no barriers separating us.  Now Christ is the only mediator between God and man, and He and I are one. I could not have given you a greater proof of My Love.  It gives Me no greater joy than to fellowship with My dear ones, and to lavish My Love upon you.

 

 

I Love People_Period

Acts 10:34-35

 

I am Love.

I, Who created the rainbow, love people of every color.

I, Who provide even for sparrows, love the down-and-out.

I, Who was buried in a rich friend’s tomb, love those who have been blessed materially.

I, Who give wisdom to the simple, love those who often stumble.

I, Who instruct the foolish, love those who are wise.

I, the Chief Shepherd, love My sheep and know each precious one by name.

I, Whose Word burns  in the hearts of prophets, love those with voices of thunder.

I, Who speak in a still small voice, love  gentle voices of charity.

I, Whose coming Reign is the only cure for a sick society, love political activists.

I love every one of you who want My love. 

Just because loving is what I love to do best.

Love is the undergirding foundation of My entire eternal Kingdom.

 

 

 

   

I Love You as an Individual

Psalms 142:4-5 John 14:2-3; I Corinthians 12:27-31; Revelation 2:17 & 3:20

 

     This writer was once emphatically told:  “God doesn’t have individual Christians.”  Her companion was all wrong. Some of you have been wrongly taught that the more you “lose your own identities” and merge into one mass, the more pleased I am.  That is a gross misunderstanding of what the Body of Christ is all about. Just as each of you has an individual personality through which I may express myself, each one of you is called to a different type of ministry.  Some prophesy.  Some are greatly used to minister healing to others.  Some have a special calling to the mission field.  I have a plan for each one of your lives.  You could see it begin to unfold like a flower, if you would only walk closely with Me and listen to My Voice moment by moment. Worshipping together as a congregation is very important.  You need the fellowship, strength and support of other saints.  I love to see My children gather together to praise My Name, and to learn more about Me and My ways. I love those wonderful family reunions  As they meet together in My Name, My saints form the expression of My Body on earth.  I am glorified in this.

     But I also have a very special relationship with each one of you individually.  I value, love and cherish you individually, not just corporately. There are many things you are free to confide only in Me.  Public prayers are necessary at times, but I especially cherish those times you go into your own room, shut the door behind you, and pour out your joys and sorrows to Me, Your Father in Heaven.  I want you to hold nothing back from Me.  No problem, however perplexing it might be for you, is beyond the scope of My perfect Wisdom. You matter to Me when you are alone with Me, not just in a group setting.

     I have promised to supply all your needs, for you are My beloved child.  There are times I love to surprise you with what you consider luxuries, for it brings delight to My heart for You to glorify Me with your prayer of thanksgiving.  I am not tight-fisted.  I do not spoil you till you become obsessed with material things, but I love to grant every desire of your heart which is truly good for you.

      Each one of you is a unique creation.  Even identical twins have individual spirits, and each of them has the responsibility to choose either life or death. There have been many cases where one twin ended up in heaven and the other in hell, based on individual acceptance or rejection of My  Son. And, sadly, many people think that just because they come from a Christian home, their salvation is automatically assured.  But the salvation of parents does not automatically confer eternal life upon their children.  Each individual soul is accountable to Me, and must accept Christ for himself in order to enter into eternal life.  I have children, but I don’t have grandchildren!

      Earthly parents do not expect their children to all have the same looks, personality, or tastes.  It does not alarm them that each of their children is a unique person in his or her own right.  In fact, it would be a cause for concern if they were all exactly the same.  One of the most prevalent errors in false cults is the suppression of and gradual stripping away of individual personality.  This makes the person less than what I created him to be, and makes it easier for the cult leader to deceive his victim.  Avoid being ensnared by   suspicious groups which try to draw you in with carefully orchestrated overtures of “love”.

     There are times when no one else on earth has much interest in your spiritual life.  Or, you may be in a situation where you must move frequently.  You will, at times, have wonderful fellowship with other believers.  At other times this will be more scarce, for the presence of a church building does not automatically spell true fellowship. Moreover, the use of folding chairs instead of padded pews, and that of guitars in lieu of pipe organs, does not necessarily indicate a place of Liberty in the Spirit.  Some searchers have walked out of informal settings with heavy hearts, while more than a few have felt the warmth of My Presence within the context of a so-called “High Church” service.

     You need genuine love, not cold formality. A baby will either be developmentally damaged or die if it is never shown warmth or caring. If you find yourself in a place where you aren’t being fed spiritually by men, does it mean that I have cast you off?  A thousand times, no.  Whenever people fail you, I will still be there to meet the deepest needs of your heart. I will spread a spiritual feast before you, and we two will dine together.  I abide ever faithful.  I cannot fail you.

     How could anyone claim that individuals have little value in My sight? I have promised in My Word that I am preparing a mansion for each one of you.  I want you to know that when each of you enters heaven, you will be absolutely thrilled with your new home.  I even take into account the individual tastes of each believer as the plans are drawn up for construction.  All the furnishings reflect the preferences of the mansion’s future occupant.  These homes are stunningly beautiful.  I did not mass-produce regulation army barracks for warehousing saints. Individual homes have been specially crafted for each of My beloved children.

     I value individuals so much that each of My faithful ones will be presented with a white stone inscribed with a new name, for the time will come when I will make all things new.  The other believers will never know the new name I give you.  It will be a secret shared only with Me.  Now try to tell Me that individuals don’t matter to Me.

 

 

The Sermon of the Daisy

Matthew 6:25-34; Luke 12: 22-32

 

     “In conclusion,” intoned the staid-looking preacher, “remember this timeworn old adage: ‘God helps those who helps themselves.’ So reflect on that pearl of wisdom before you visit my counselling office.  Your problems are usually of your own making, and you’ll get little sympathy from me.  I’m an ordained minister of the Gospel, not a shoulder to cry on, and certainly not a nursemaid for 30-and-40-year-old kids in business suits who ought to grow up and  bear up more gracefully  under the minor vexations of life; people who  ought to be applying more elbow grease to their prayers.  As one grand old hymn exhorts us:  ‘Shall I be carried to the skies on flowery beds of ease, while others fought to win the prize and sailed through bloody seas?”

 

     The young woman could hardly see to drive home, her eyes were so teary. 

     “What’s the matter, Mommy?” her little girl asked. 

     “Oh, nothing,” said her mother,  unwilling to burden her child with the truth.  “It’s just one of those days.”

     In reality she was thinking:  How dare he take his frustrations out on us.  Sure he’s tired of having such a heavy counselling load, but if he had to keep a schedule like mine....the office, the traffic, the grocery store, the housework, the kids’ homework, their baths, the cooking, the ironing, the endless errands...she gnashed her teeth.

     When the little family got out of the car, the lady unloaded her bags of after-church shopping.  She tripped and dropped a big bag on the lawn.  Noticing her mother was more annoyed than ever, her daughter ran over to help. In the process she noticed a cluster of daisies at their feet. 

     “Oh, look, Mommy!” the little girl cried.  “Aren’t they pretty?  We learned about the flowers in Sunday School today, how God loves the green grass so much he decorates it with pretty little flowers even if busy people like us don’t have time to grow our own from seeds.”

     It was then the sun came out for the burdened woman.  At that moment she remembered the Sunday School lessons of her own childhood, and recaptured her own long-forgotten wonderment at the marvels of My creation.  Smiling happily, she hugged her daughter and son. “Yes,” she sang, “and God loves us too, sweetie, much more than the flowers and grass.”

     But that wasn’t the end of the story.  When she had a few minutes to herself, she got out an exhaustive  Biblical concordance and searched for the scripture:  “God helps those who help themselves.”  Had I come to earth, she wondered, just to add My own feeble bit to her ceaseless  struggle to live according to My Word, or had I really come to redeem weak people like herself ?  Those who had  reached the utter end of her tether and had to confess:  “You’ve got to do it all, Lord, or my life will be a failure.  If your life in me fails, then I cannot overcome the difficulties of this life”?

      She looked and she looked, researching the key word “help” in the big concordance.  She made some very wonderful discoveries there, such as:   “God is my refuge and God is my strength, a very present help in trouble”.

     But to her utter delight, that other “scripture” simply wasn’t in there.

      She simply didn’t have to worry about it anymore.

    

Love One Another

Isaiah 53:2; 45; John 15:12,17;    Luke 16:19:31; I John 4:11

 

     When will My people learn to love one another as I have loved the Church? 

     Behold, I have created diversity in nature, for I love variety in My handiwork.  But many believers cannot tolerate diversity in the personality or appearance of one another. The hypocrite views with distaste anyone who hails from a different cultural or economic background from his own.  Or he feels contempt for the person whose personal theology in all things great and small does not exactly mirror his own.

     The hypocrite harbors prejudices against that humble person I love.  The one who is “too fat” or “too  unpolished” to sing or minister publicly.  Often  the hair or dress style,  jewelry or some other trivial aspect of that person draws fire.  For example, if you refuse to befriend a Muslim woman until she removes her head covering and dons Western attire, what sort of witness is that to the Love of Christ?  How shallow your “love” is when you show an interest  only in people whose culture is exactly the same as yours.   Such a “love” is not My love, so it is  really not even worth sharing!

     If a heavyset individual shares My Word, his size is all-important to the hypocrite, who thinks:  If this person truly were Jesus’ disciple, he or she would fight the Good Fight of Faith the Battle of the Bulge.  His or her lack of spiritual qualifications could easily be overlooked, but not those extra pounds which prevent that person from being  fashionably thin and glamorous.

     I see so many of My children self-obsessed, looking about them, wondering if others are sizing them up in the wrong way.  One woman sucks in her cheeks and restrains her smile for fear people will think her face is too fat. Her tight belt is cutting off her circulation, but at least it’s still fastened in the last notch. A man stands stiffly, sucking in his stomach and hoping no one notices the weight he’s put on since Thanksgiving. His friend worries about his receding hairline.

     My Son did not come to earth to win a beauty pageant or popularity contest, but to win back souls enslaved to satan.  In the book of Isaiah it is written that there was no beauty that anyone should desire Him. When He was bloodied and bruised, He hardly looked glorious to the natural eye!

     The worth and integrity of the low-income saint are questioned.  Speculations on him or her abound.  Could it be that he harbors secret sin in his life, and is under God’s judgment?  Is he being lazy, or is he just too stupid to know how to attain to earthly prosperity?  So why waste time on him anyway?

     People look askance at the lonely saint who attends church unaccompanied by friends or family.  He  just don’t fit into their neat little scheme of a cozy “family-oriented” fellowship.  He doesn’t make a good advertisement for picture-perfect conservative values.

    The hypocrite is often willing to travel to the far ends of the earth to convert the man of a different culture and color.  Gladly would he immerse himself in the study of a strange tongue and adapt himself to alien, and often unhealthy living conditions. Sometimes it’s just to gratify his adventurelust. Yet there is a  mission field in church which is being neglected.  When the hypocrite does befriend a lonely saint, it is more often than not with the ulterior motive of converting that person to her own mindset on all things important or trivial. The saint is viewed only as raw material to fashion something else from!  And if that individual persists in being what I made her to be, she is dropped like a hot potato.  I would have My worshippers to lift up their hands and voices in the sanctuary, not their noses.

     Will it take persecution from the world to knit My people together in love?  When will all these petty, childish, unloving attitudes be forsaken, and the love of My Son be allowed to manifest itself instead?  He associated with harlots, thieves, and tax collectors.  Yet the hypocrite shuns the man in the paisley shirt or the obese woman with blemishes on her face. Don’t lukewarm saints realize that I consider impurities of the soul far worse flaws than these?

     I have been forced to take too many precious, deeply spiritual saints home prematurely, simply because no one on earth would love them.  They had no place of rest on earth, and from the depths of their being they cried out to Me in their unmet need.  So I finally took them home to Paradise, where all things are rooted and grounded in love,  and where there is no hypocrisy.

     Many have been driven out and scattered like lost sheep back into the world because they found no love in their churches.  And when they finally leave, no one truly cares or misses them except Me.  Some take refuge in false cults, which eagerly offer acceptance to souls rejected by cold congregations.

     Remember the story of Lazarus and the rich man.  No one cared much about this penniless, diseased beggar wasting away with hunger on the steps of the well-fed, complacent rich man’s house.  No one offered him friendship, and scarcely a scrap of bread.  Only dogs were his companions.

     I was Lazarus’ only hope.  He had no other help, not even from My people.  Only after he was borne by angels to the Paradise of the Righteous did he find fellowship and comfort among the Redeemed.  For even Father Abraham did receive him in love.

     Do not force your brothers and sisters to wait till after death to enjoy the life they should be participating in right now.  Each and every one of My children is extremely precious in My sight.  Do not despise your brethren whom I have purchased with My own shed blood.  Do not exalt yourselves over one another with haughtiness of mind, or I shall be forced to allow negative circumstances into your life to abase you. 

     I tell you solemnly that whatever coldness or cruelty is inflicted upon your less glamorous brother is inflicted also upon Me.  When you try one another’s patience by looking for ways to vex or criticize, you are sinning against My Body and My chastisement must swiftly  follow, if you are not careful to judge yourself and repent.

     Do not seek to amputate the weaker or less comely members of My Body, for they are necessary.  When you inflict pain or rejection upon My son or daughter, you touch the apple of My eye and will by no means be held innocent.

     I warn you sternly but lovingly: I have reached the point where I will shortly remove My Power, Protection, Presence, and Glory from churches and individuals who knowingly and deliberately turn a blind eye and a deaf ear to My commandment to love one another.  All of My commandments have their roots in the kind of love that induced Me to give up My very Life on the Cross for your sake. If you reject the root, you reject the entire tree.

     You can toil slavishly to gain the praise of men, or even to gain position or rewards in the world to come, but I will burn up as chaff all works which were not motivated by My perfect Love.  All these vain works shall be destroyed before My Judgment Seat.

     Love is not an option. It is a commandment!  And if you refuse My Love to the least of these My brethren, you might as well quit following Me right now.  You can progress no further in the life of faith until you are obedient in this area. 

     The time is extremely short.  I am about to appear in the heavens to gather My jewels to Myself.  What you would do to show forth the love of God, do it now.  For after the Rapture takes place, it will be too late to relive your sojourn on earth and remedy the harm done by your reluctance to love one another.

 

    

A Weighty Matter

Nehemiah 8:10; Matt. 5:28; Luke 16:15;  22:28-30; Romans 14:3-4; II Cor. 4:7; Galatians 4:8-9; I Timothy 4:3-5

 

      When will My people learn that to keep their priorities in line with what I specifically put My Church into this world to do, and stop wasting My time trying to get Me to hallow the twisted cultural values of this world?  My House is meant to be a refuge from the oppressions of the world, not a promoter of them.

     When will My people realize that I did not create everyone to look the same? There are differences in height, bone structure, skin tone, and musculature, even within the same racial groupings.  And_are you surprised_ I did not design all women to be tall and willowy!  Those who break this cultural beauty edict are not suffering from some demonic affliction which needs to be cast out by prayer and fasting!

     Satan has taken a perfectly sound concept_healthy eating habits_and overblown it to employ as a weapon against the female sex in particular.  He has convinced worldly women that the heavier they are, the less they’re worth.  Hollywood actresses are setting the trend, defying even death to make themselves ever thinner; just so their popularity will not die.  Good health is far less important  to these vain women than being able to count their ribs.  Although it is natural that women’s forms mature out of early  childhood, society pressures them to defy nature itself and strive to reverse their own maturation.    Satan wants  women to look like starving boys!

     Satan’s original lie:  Eat from the forbidden tree, and you’ll gain in prestige.  His current lie:  DON’T eat, and others will respect you more.  His aim is to distort the image of womanhood in revenge for the verdict and judgment of the Garden of Eden, which cost HIM status. He hates to see women  robust and feminine-looking, as I intended for them to be. He knows people can’t focus on more than one issue at a time, so he drives the worldly woman to worry so much about her "fat" that she never spares a thought for  her eternal fate. The devil keeps her fixated on her body image and other people’s opinions of it. Above all, he is delighted with the current attitudes of vainglory and self-obsession which motivate the trend-setters of this wicked end-time culture.  It is bad enough that the beautiful, the popular and the wealthy have grabbed all the best things of the earth for themselves and shoved aside the humbler souls, saying: Make way for us that we may walk over you to get what we want.  But it is not to be so in My church.  People might have been renowned  for their outward comeliness in the Old Testament, but in this dispensation I take pleasure in working through humble vessels full of the Glory of the Lord, that the excellency may be of Me and not of the flesh.

     A strange new doctrine is taking shape in My Church, one I never ordained through the mouths of prophets or apostles:  Girls, get skinny for Jesus!  Its principal tenet:  In order for a female saint to qualify as an overcomer, she must first subdue her flesh; that is, eliminate as much of it as possible.  These misguided women interpret My Word to  mean that the more meat they banish from their bones, the more acceptable they are to Me.  Thus, a woman’s body is seen to be her greatest spiritual foe, something to vanquish via dieting.  No corresponding sacrifice is demanded of the male believer.    I didn’t write one set of rules for women, and another for men.  Where in My Word does it stipulate that men are saved by grace alone, but My daughters grow closer to Me by starving themselves to resemble pre-teen girls; or worse, the current trend, which is to look like a stick topped by an overlarge head? 

     I set a precedent when I drove out the money-changers and merchants from the Temple. These carnal men were using My House to carry on with the commerce of this world.  Likewise, the diet industry is plying women of the Western World with pressure to think they need their products, telling even normal-weight women that they need to slim down till they’re gaunt.  When a woman finishes a plate of food, it is seen as greed. If she were ladylike, people think, she would only just nibble at her plate. Eating is now perceived as an act of guilt and shame, even by My own people who have been hoodwinked into adopting and sanctifying the devil’s values. While corrective measures may be necessary when  people’s health is at risk, the quest for an elusive body shape can become an idolatrous obsession!

     The last thing a wounded woman needs is to have the hang-ups of this world  thrust upon her again once she enters the church door.  If there is a diet club in church and she is not rail-thin, of course its members will approach her and invite her to join up.  They aren’t trying to insult her by doing this, but trying to help the newcomer to fit in.  They just want her to "join in the life of the church".  This puts the woman in a quandary.  Maybe she feels comfortable with the size she is, and isn’t particularly keen on starving herself to gain praise from others.  And were she to tell the others she doesn’t perceive herself as too heavy, some outspoken woman might disagree with her,  creating an even stickier scenario. She knows that if she turns these ladies down, she will be seen as antisocial, and rejecting their vision of what it means to be a disciple.  Perhaps she even gets so uncomfortable with the situation she just leaves.  After all, worshipping Me at home would not be nearly as prickly.

     If you must have your diet clubs, don’t bring them into My sanctuary. Dieting for Jesus is NOT to be made a requirement of women’s discipleship!  Weight loss is NOT to be used as a yardstick to measure gains in spiritual growth!  And thinness is NOT to be made the measure  of spirituality!

     My Church is meant to be a place where souls damaged by the lies of the devil are mended.  Many new converts come to Me with a lot of baggage heaped on them by society.  They see themselves as ugly rejects who failed to make a nice niche for themselves in this perverted world. Ofttimes, a person will not come to Me at all until he is thoroughly fed up with the status quo.

     Millions of My children all over the world are have to depend on Me to keep daily food on their tables.  My main concern is to meet the needs of people who call upon Me in faith, that the Father might receive Glory.  I am busy about the work of saving lost souls and seeking out My lost sheep.  I find it preposterous that multitudes are perishing for want of natural and spiritual food, while image-obsessed, affluent women are pleading with Me to help them not to eat the superabundant food they can afford that same sumptuous cuisine their own husbands so readily  indulge in. And no, I don't excuse carnal husbands for staring lustfully at skinny girls on the street just because their wives are having a hard time shedding a few pounds after pregnancy.  I count that lustful look as adultery, regardless of the excuses men make for it. Sadly, even some of My daughters diet not for health, but to make men lust after them.

     I loathe the vanity of women who boast of the many days of fasting they’ve endured to gain a gaunt figure which supposedly is "a good testimony for Jesus", and brag about the heavenly reward they expect to get for their self-denial. This is a pointed dig at their sisters who eat normally and are not so thin.  In My eyes, it is a far greater sin to indulge in self-exaltation than to polish off a whole box of chocolates in one sitting!

     Next time your big sister comes over for a hug don’t say anything to make her feel small.

 

A Ponderous Point

 Book of Ruth; Proverbs 31:10-31; Matthew 11:19

 

     Sometimes Scriptures (such as the Song of Solomon) are even used  to impose worldly glamor standards on female saints. Biblical days (and people) are often unduly romanticized like a  Hollywood fantasy. But typical day-to-day life in ancient Israel was far from glamorous for the vast majority of people.

     Ruth wasn’t worried about taking in excess calories. It was a time of famine.  Her immediate concern was the survival of herself and her mother-in-law Naomi. She was beginning to get too thin, although the world now says that is impossible. But her hunger was making her feel ill, and she needed food to stay alive. She went out to the fields to pick grain; not to burn off calories from this hard stoop-labor, but to get something to eat.

     Boaz, the landowner, wasn’t looking for a self-obsessed waif.  He wanted a wife.  He married Ruth because of her beauty of character.  Only in today’s high-tech Western world do women  feel they have the option of choosing to starve the muscle and strength from their bodies.  In ancient Israel, only wealthy women felt free to dismiss bodily strength as unnecessary and spend all their time fretting over their appearance.

      Among the populace, it was customary for fathers to arrange marriages for their sons when they came of age.  They generally sought out young women who appeared healthy and energetic as well as comely. A prospective father-in-law’s  foremost concern was not:  “Is she skinny enough?”, but:  “Does she appear healthy enough to live reasonably long?” Average human life expectancy was considerably shorter than it is today.  He also pondered:  “Is her character above reproach? Can she cook well?  Is she a good seamstress? Does she appear robust enough to survive several childbirths?  Does she appear strong enough to rise early and pound grain into flour to knead and bake into daily bread, draw and carry home  great quantities of water from the well, and perform all other housewifely duties?  If a young girl appeared too frail to qualify, she could not command a high dowry, and would, most likely, remain unmarried.  In that culture,   flower-like fragility was more a liability than an asset.

     If anyone insists on using Scripture to shame  women out of deriving proper enjoyment from meals,  I would remind you that even eating can be done to My glory. There are times to forego earthly pleasures, but the joyful partaking of My provision is to be the norm. I Myself was accused by ascetic Pharisees of being a winebibber and a glutton, just because I genuinely enjoyed whatever was set before Me in homes I visited. I promised My faithful disciples that they would eat and drink at My table in My Kingdom.  I also remember the day a company of returning Jewish exiles had just received a new revelation of My Law.  They were exhorted to lay aside their sorrows, and rejoice before Me by eating choice foods and drinking sweet beverages.

 

 Cultural Oppression

 

     I consider obsession with glamor selfish and vain. Many a man presents these complaints to My Throne of Grace just after his wife has  given birth: that his needs as a normal man aren’t being met, and oh, please, would I give him the grace to be patient just a little longer.  Such a man is more a baby than his newborn child!  He’ll  ask   Me to please help his wife hurry and get just as skinny as she was before her pregnancy, and help her stick rigidly to her strict diet.  Rather, he should thank  Me that she survived the arduous  birth ordeal, and that she and the baby are both well.

      I say to such selfish men: Stop oppressing my daughters over dieting and slimness, or you’ll reap what you sow and be bullied yourselves in some area of your life!

     Remember, I died to set My loved ones free. Never use My Holy Name to whitewash worldly perversions I detest. I am not a patron of the diet and fashion  industries.  Furthermore, I don’t pledge allegiance to any political party, or wrap Myself in the flag of any nation!   I don’t traffic with this world at all. Those things highly esteemed by the world are an abomination in My sight. Don’t you dare foist the hang-ups of this present evil age back onto My people.

 

First Seek Christ’s Beauty

Ecclesiastes 3:11;  Proverbs 31:30; Galatians 3:26-29

 

     This new gospel so popular with earthly-minded saints centers around outward glories, which by their very nature, will fade away.  Many are using Me to obtain things which could augment their status in society or make their lives more luxurious, rather than seeking after the eternal riches of My Kingdom. 

     In  Old Testament Tabernacle worship,  there was an outer court ministry as well as an inner court course of service. Both were necessary, but the Inner Place of My Presence where I meet with you is so much more glorious.  Many are content to linger only on the outer perimeter of fellowship with Me, deriving whatever transitory benefits they can from their materialistic faith.

     Much more emphasis was placed on  external form in the Old Testament Scriptures, for the outer glory was but a picture of  spiritual realities to come.  There were numerous places where a person is described  as being comely in appearance, in conjunction with desirable inner qualities.  David was handsome, as well as courageous and pious.  Abigail was beautiful, as well as sensible and wise. Absalom was the handsomest man in Israel, but he nursed ugly hatred in his heart toward his own father, David, and plotted to kill him.  He did not possess the beauty of spirit David manifested toward Me.

     Today,  many value only exterior attributes in themselves and others. Thus,  New Testament believers are measured by Old Testament standards.  In the New Testament, individual characters move into the background and give  the  glory to Christ the Lord.  He alone is to receive exaltation for His inherent virtues.  Nothing thrills My Father-heart more than to see one of My children developing more and more into His likeness.  That should be the goal of every Spirit-filled believer, for there is no higher calling.

     I don’t sanction even “Christian” beauty pageants. Such contests are immodest, self-glorifying vanity.  In the Old Testament, there were times when physical beauty was a prerequisite for fulfilling one’s purpose in life, as when Esther was selected as Queen of Persia.  In My providence, this put her in a position to help save My people Israel from total massacre.  The wives of the Patriarchs were selected largely on the basis of natural comeliness. One exception was Leah, the first wife of Jacob.  Jacob looked only on her outward appearance, and would not have married her, had he not been tricked into doing so.  Yet it was she who was the matriarch of the Royal tribe of Judah, from which I originated. It was prophesied of Judah that he would be the one praised by his brethren.  It is the beauty of the Rose of Sharon which constitutes the true comeliness of a believer.

   Many a godly, Spirit-anointed woman has been discouraged from active ministry  because she was not  deemed attractive enough to represent Me! But nowhere in the New Testament is an individual saint commended or rewarded for being outwardly beautiful. The ground in front of the Cross is level, and all My children are accepted by Me on equal terms. My Son is seeking out a people who are willing to receive of His beauty and  reflect it daily in their lives.  He has comely people,  plain  people, short and tall, old and young, rich and poor, great and small, who delight in Him.  He sees no difference, for all are joined to Him in one Spirit.  It is only carnal-minded saints who insist on creating a difference and rebuilding old barriers which I have torn down.

 

 

The Little Toes

Matthew 25:40; I Corinthians 12: 12-26

 

     There once lived a woman who slavishly followed whatever fashion fad came along.  One season pointed shoes were in style.  She just had to wear them “like everybody else”, lest she lose face before her friends.

     But her feet were a bit too wide to conform to the latest trend.  “Oh, those stupid little toes,” she grumbled.  “If only my feet were dainty and slender like everyone else’s!  Well, I know who can remedy this problem.”

     Her doctor tried in vain to dissuade the adamant woman.  After all, God must have had a good reason for giving her ten toes instead of eight.  If she were to have the unfashionable toes amputated, it would throw the remaining ones off balance whenever she stood or walked for extended periods. 

     “I don’t care,”  the foolish woman snapped back.  “I detest those ugly toes, and if you aren’t willing to be reasonable, doctor, there’s plenty of other skilled surgeons in town who would appreciate my business.”

    Knowing that she would have it done anyway, he consented to perform the mutilation.  Against his professional ethics he  amputated two healthy members of her body which she had rejected as ugly.

     During the woman’s month-long recuperation, she happily ignored the twinges in her bandaged feet.  “One must suffer to be beautiful,” she sighed. “At last, I’m rid of those ungainly toes!  Perhaps I’ll have my lower ribs removed also, to give myself a nice wasp waist! Won’t I be the envy of all my friends!”

     Once her feet had sufficiently healed,  she set off to her favorite shoe shop, even managing a little spring in her step.  “I’ve paid the price,” she sang to herself, “to make my feet look nice!”

     What were those shoes displayed in the broad store window, though?  There were comfortable loafers and moccasins and brogans, but the woman was undaunted.  “Oh, those are only the casual styles,” she murmured.  “The dressiest ones would be on racks inside.”

     In vain she anxiously scrutinized each rack, searching for the coveted narrow-toed pumps she’d seen earlier.  Finally a young sales clerk approached her.  “May I help you find something, Ma’am?”

     “Oh yes, please,” replied the lady.  “Young man, where are the narrow-toed pumps which were on display just a few weeks ago?”

     “Oh, those went on clearance sale two weeks back,” he replied.  “To make way for our latest styles.”  Eagerly he gestured toward a huge display rack full of sensibly designed ladies’ shoes.  “Here, Madam, these appear to be in your size range.  Why don’t you have a look, and I’ll measure you for a proper fitting?”

     She felt absolutely sick.  Although the shoes were very smart-looking, every last one of the styles were broad-toed. Now she would feel so foolish to have the young man measure her mutilated feet.

    “They’re the latest fashion,” said the clerk.  “If you want to stay in step, Ma’am, why not purchase a pair or two?”

     She hobbled on home, crying for that part of herself she’d rejected.

 

Looking For Love in All the Wrong Places

 

      Instant friendship is one hallmark of a cult, many say.  True. But coldness is also a sure sign of deadness in a church. People would rather find instant love than wait all their lives for grudgingly given, conditional love.

     I am present in church services all over the world.  But  I listen more intently to the private thoughts of the parishioners than  the somnolent preaching or polished choir performance.

     Here is a summary of some poignant thoughts I gleaned from one alienated man:

 

      I’d better stop singing so joyfully.

      Those gloomy mummies are staring at me.

      Why  won’t anyone sit near me?

      Do I have cooties?

      Why won’t anyone talk to me?

      What makes them act so snooty?

 

     They  came to church just to show off

     Smug little smiles, noses aloft       

     I’m tempted to go hang out at the bar

     With people whom life has likewise scarred.

 

     How embarrassing, my vast, empty  pew

     How everyone turns to stare at you.

     I’d better sit closer to the rear.

     Why do I even waste my gas coming here?

    

     What a stale sermon, what deadpan faces.

     They’re hardly sitting in Heavenly places.

     This place reminds me of a morgue.

      Are they staging this show to honor the Lord?

 

     Pastor’s barred me from church committees

     Till I learn to live responsibly.

     Those proverbs he picked stung like a bee

     Preaching on sloth, he stared holes through me.

 

     Hard on its heels came a sermon on tithing

     He hollered real hard and had me a-writhing.

     The only time I see him excited

     Is when it’s time to feather his nest.

 

     He thinks it’s my fault I’ve been laid off

     And life is so unrelentingly rough.

     I’m doing my best to be patient, though.

     I’m not so sure where else I could go.

           

     I haven't found a single friend.

     I’ll never seek Pastor’s prayers  again.

     He had that “oh, no” look on his face.

     That wasn’t a very sincere handshake.

 

     I might  as well just head on home.

     I feel so stupid, standing here alone

     Unneeded, ignored, unable to mix

     With everyone else  in their close-knit cliques.

 

     They’re snug as a bug in their cozy cocoon

     Hoping Christ won’t rapture them soon

     Away from their toys to realms above

     To ask them how they invested His Love.

    

     Far less risky to worship at home

     I’ll flick my remote for my weekly dose.

     I’ll get my religion from TV Land

     With propped up feet and a beer in my hand.

 

     Who can blame me for thinking it’s better

     Than cooling my heels in in a refrigerator?

     I just don’t belong in God’s elite corps

     I’d rather go elsewhere to serve the Lord.

 

     If Jesus was the same as  them,

     I wouldn’ t want much to do with Him.

     It’s been six long months now, and what have I gained

     From going to church again and again?

 

     I should be taking this nap in my bed

     Wish I had a pillow for my nodding head.

     That sermon sounds so very refined

     Christ redefined for churchified minds.

 

     I feel like a martyr for enduring this church

     I’d better resume my endless search.

     Where on earth will my long search cease?

     The Moonies?

 

 

Kindergarten Kids

 

     I often feel like I’m presiding over one big kindergarten class, the way My children interact with one another. People dutifully pray  that I’ll increase the size of their congregation.  But when I do, newcomers find that the church is already divided up into its little play groups and they’re not really all that welcome.

 

Misusing Love

Matt. 18:21-22; Romans 6:1; Gal. 5:26;

 

     My people are called to be patient with one another in their efforts to grow into My likeness, and this doesn’t happen overnight but over a long period of time.  Throughout that period you are to pray for My love and patience as you need it, so the unity and harmony of My Body is maintained in a spirit of peace.  But there are times My people irritate one another with a callous attitude of indifference, just because I have asked you to forbear with one another and to forgive each other. Grace-testing brothers and sisters want to see if they can try someone else’s patience seventy times seven and still get by with it. On the part of the rebellious saint there is no effort to grow into My likeness, or to overcome their human flaws. All that backslider cares about is receiving My gifts and My favor for his own gratification.

     My love is not some ratty throw rug used to disguise a smelly dog’s mess.  My love covers a multitude of sins confessed and turned away from; faults which are striven against; not evil contrariness which is perpetrated by grace-testers who abuse the love of My other children over and over again.

     Unless these brats repent I shall have to get out My chastening rod and discipline them in tough love.

 

 

Be On Guard

Psalms 146:3; John 2:24-25; Galatians 5:13-15; James 1:26

 

     Not all commonly accepted maxims are supported by My Word.  It is often said: Trust is an integral part of love.  Not so.  I said in My Word:  Owe no one anything, except to love one another.  Therefore, you owe it to your brother and sister in Christ to have love and compassion toward them.  But you do not automatically owe them trust!  My own son knew when it was safe to confide in others, or to be around certain individuals. He did not freely trust all men, not even those who claimed to love Me. Once, he miraculously escaped the clutches of an angry mob which were intent on hurling him over a cliff.  When he did finally face death, He made no effort to protect Himself, because He had come into the world for the express purpose of being sacrificed on the cross for man’s redemption.

         It is neither unjust nor unloving to allow Me to caution you about potentially dangerous attitudes in others.          Love is patient and kind, but: LOVE DOES NOT LIE TO ITSELF!

     I’m not going to mince words. If My Love is totally absent from a person or his home,  then satan is still ruling him, and he is wide open to demonic control!  This applies not only to a hardhearted  Christian who clings to the ways of this world, but the self-righteous ultra-religious individual who spouts all the right cliches and keeps the customs of the group he belongs to, while refusing to love his neighbor.  Nothing on earth gives rise to more meanness than loveless religion. The  religious blindness  of the Scribes and Pharisees put Me on the Cross!

 

Suppressing My Nature

Romans 12:2; I John 2:15

 

     A certain woman had a spiteful, sarcastic nature. She was a professing believer who clung to the ways of the world even while going through the motions of being a devout churchgoer.  She despised those who were meek and gentle in temperament.  She was spiteful and insulting toward weaker souls and didn't care whose feelings she unjustly hurt. She questioned the masculinity of any man with a tender-hearted nature. She drove away faithful friends who tried to bear patiently with her rudeness.  She despised those who were growing in the meekness and gentleness of my Son, whether men or women.

     Such a false believer  more highly esteems people who are rude, aggressive and quick to defend their own rights.  Indeed, many carnal saints use  I Corinthians 9:19-22  as an excuse to adapt to the un-Christlike ways of others, in order to secure the approval of worldly people.  Paul did say: When I  am with the Greeks, I become like the Greeks;  When I am with the Gentiles, I become like the Gentiles.   Paul’s aim was to be able to gain the trust of, and converse with with all sorts of people, in order that he might be able to win some of them to Christ.  But he did NOT suppress the Fruits of the Holy Spirit in his life in order to placate the sinners around him. He never acted like he was ashamed to be holy.

   Beware that you do not unintentionally try to excise from your soul character traits of My Son which I am establishing in your life!  That is just as tragic as a hospital patient ripping open a gaping chest wound just because the sutures irritate his flesh a little.  Only when you are in heaven will you fully realize just how hard I had to work to undo the damage done to the human soul by the Fall of Adam and Eve. Trying to rid yourself of elements of My perfect nature just because My ways are at odds with the world is  much more dangerous than resisting the ministrations of an earthly physician.  You must never be so eager to “get ahead in the world” that you kowtow to the ways of ungodly people or backsliders and begin to find My lovely, guileless nature an embarrassment.  The world despises meekness as weakness, and disparages gentle souls as wimps. That is nothing new. It was the prevailing philosophy in the days of Noah, just before the Flood came and erased most of mankind from the earth.

     If any believer rejects My true nature and  reinvents Christ to suit himself, he also cuts himself off from access to My Life!

 

Being Wary  is Not Unloving

Numbers Chapter 16; Psalms 146:3; Proverbs 4:23;  22:3;  Ezek. 44:10-16;

Matthew 10: 16; 25:34-45; Ephesians 5:15; Hebrews 6:10; Jude 11

 

     My child, I have given you eyes to see and a heart to understand.  I never expect you to place blind trust in others, although you are commanded to share  My  Love even with those people whom it is difficult to like.

     If any believer insists on remaining a spiritual toddler, I cannot force him to grow up.  But that one will not enjoy the same privileges as those who are willing to go on to perfection into the likeness of Christ.  If  a person has repeatedly and consistently displayed un-Christlike behavior toward you, never, ever bare your  soul to that one, even when he makes friendly overtures to try to regain your confidence.  Which one of you, having a new computer or a fine set of crystal, will let a two-year-old toddler have free access to those things?  No one who had spent a great sum of money on his dearest treasures would stand idly by and let the child wreck those costly possessions, just because he isn’t mature enough to know  better.  There are instances in Scripture where I took privileges or honors away from people who had abused My good gifts.  Does this mean I was being unloving toward them?

     The Kohathites, a division of the tribe of Levi, lost privileges of drawing near to Me by betraying My trust.  They were barred forever from ministering in My immediate Presence as priests under the Old Covenant.  Why?  Because Korah rebelled against Moses in the desert.  Against Moses' explicit orders Korah and his supporters took up censors to offer up incense to prove they they were the ones I’d chosen for the priesthood. Such presumptuousness and arrogance. Trying to drum up support among the populace. Jostling for prestige and position. Bickering and backstabbing. Putting one another down to appear better than somebody else, instead of serving one another in love and counting that as the highest privilege!   I feel the pain of this in My Body the Church. What a sin against My love!

     So the sons of Korah were relegated to serving their brethren in the congregation instead of appearing as priests in My immediate Presence.  But under the New Covenant, I make servanthood a position of honor:  When you serve one another you also serve Me, for I am one spirit with My people. It is the sons of Zadok who consistently remained true to My revealed will, and it is they who will officiate as Levitical priests throughout My future Millennial Reign, when literal memorial sacrifices pointing back to the Cross  will be offered up to remind My people of what I have done for them in redeeming them.  I have My own reasons for reinstituting limited animal sacrifice  in a literal Jewish Temple  during that dispensation of time.  This in no way detracts from My own final Sacrifice of Myself, and it does not affect the priesthood of the New Covenant believer who is a living stone in the Temple of My own Body  indwelt by  My Holy Spirit. This unspeakable privilege you receive through grace and being born again by  faith in My Blood, not through being physically born  into a certain bloodline.

     I highly value a heart indwelt by My Spirit, one which is centered upon Me and the things of My Kingdom.  It is of infinitely more value than a new car or computer.  I said in My Word that you are to carefully guard this treasure of yours, and to beware of the influences which come to bear upon it.

      Truly it is those who are willingly blind who are in greatest peril of stumbling and falling headlong into a pit of captivity to satan.  Those who will not heed My cautions are in greatest peril.

     I command all those who have harbored an unloving attitude toward My other children to repent now.  Not a grudging, superficial apology to that one you have  hurt, but a deep, unfeigned repentance.  it  must be directed not only toward the offended one but especially toward Me, the Head of the Body.

      You who are spiritual will be able to tell when repentance is God-directed and deep.  I tell you with great sorrow that some who profess My Name look back wistfully upon the world and all its perverse artifices.  They bristle, chafe and rankle under My gentle Yoke of Love, half-wishing they had never committed their lives to Me to begin with! They wonder if the Door of Salvation is a swinging door which they can exit and reenter at their convenience.  They would far rather be free to deal with others in a mean, petty, selfish, sarcastic manner, as they did before they ever heard the Gospel.  All they’re hanging onto Me for is the excellent fire insurance policy I afford them.  These souls fail to realize that being transformed into My spiritual image is the very essence of My Salvation, and a necessary prerequisite for being fit for heaven!  Their hardness of heart is a grief to Me. They have forgotten their first Love, and do not consider this: Love for Jesus is as Love for Jesus does!

     All those who are truly repentant will rejoice in My grace, and communicate with others of My unspeakable goodness in working in their lives.  They will even manifest godly humility toward those whom they’ve alienated in times past, and of whom they’ve received forgiveness.

       Hearts knit together in My Love and walking joyfully together in My Spirit constitute true Christian fellowship. Where My Love is absent, I  also am absent!

     Love one another freely, in deed as well as in word. Remember, though, only I am worthy of unconditional trust. No one has the right to wipe their dirty feet all over your heart!

 

Reconciliation in Heaven

Mark 12:18-27; Luke 20:27-38; John 21:18

 

     It’s time for my quarrelling kids to bury the hatchet and learn to love and forgive one another.  Some of you were hurt years ago and your last memories of the other person are terribly painful.  Perhaps you never again made any type of contact with people who hurt you, and deliberately neglected to keep track of them over the years.  Or you moved far away in an effort to leave a miserable past behind and make a fresh start in life.

     I recall more than one Christian couple whose marriage fell apart, with a major geographical move being made by one of the spouses  to forget the other person after an acrimonious divorce.  But more often than not, the relocation would do little to ease the pain of betrayal or other damage done to the relationship, and it would take My supernatural power to help the innocent spouse begin to heal.

  There are many Christian spouses who divorced and remarried other believers, often leaving heartbroken children and a lot of bitterness  in their wake. How that grieves My heart. But repentance for wrongdoing would often follow, and I would readily forgive the ones at fault.  In such cases the people concerned would elect to remain in their present marriages, so as not to make a tragic situation worse.

   Many an alienated saint has wondered:  “What if the other person repents and I encounter him (or her) one day again in heaven?  Won’t there be an awkwardness between us?

     Definitely no.  Even in this imperfect, disorderly world I never let one of My saints undergo an experience unless I am certain he or she is ready for it.  Learning and personal progress will continue even in heaven, and even in the absence of the sin nature! I have ordained a time for all things in My plan for this present life you live, and also for the life which is to come.

      In this world, people come and go at will.  That was true of Simon Peter, who as a young man, would get dressed and go socialize with any person he pleased, whenever he pleased. As a believer, it is always wise to spend a brief time seeking My approval before making a journey or going to visit a particular person. How much more do My saints in heaven acknowledge My Lordship over their own comings and goings, and great happiness results.  Heaven is a happy Paradise because there, people always live in complete harmony with their Heavenly Father’s will.  So My saints always enjoy the benefits of My perfect wisdom.

     In the case of believers who were at odds with each other on earth, there is a time of waiting until I decide they are ready to meet again.  But at no time do they harbor evil thoughts or rancor in their hearts, for that would be sin, and sin does not exist here.

     There have been many tearful reunions, but My children always were glad to see each other again!  Forgiveness takes place here, as well as on earth.  As for repentant ex-spouses reconciling in heaven, marriage does not exist in this blessed realm in the sense you know it on earth. My saints comprise one big happy family of brothers and sisters in Christ. Relationships in the Body of Christ reach a level of holy perfection here in heaven which is unattainable in a sinful world.

     Reconciliation is at the supreme theme of My great work of redemption. When I set out to destroy all the works of satan, I was not caught off guard by the ugly mess He would make of relationships in future times.  I am the Healer of Hearts, and I do all things perfectly well.

 

A Time to Draw Apart

Ecclesiastes 3:5; Hosea Chapter 3

 

     So many of you come under feelings of condemnation because you cannot feel warm and effusive toward everyone in your church, especially toward those who have repeatedly hurt you and proven themselves untrustworthy as brethren in Christ. You think that forgiving someone means that you must immediately take up the relationship where it left off before the offense was committed.

     That is impossible, especially when the offender is a reckless personality, immature and  willfully inconsiderate of others.  When a building is demolished by an earthquake, it takes much time to rebuild it.  Sometimes the damage extends even to the foundations of the structure, and it must be relaid with fresh cement. Only I am able to cement My Body together in Love.

     I have seen close Christian friendships break up because I was not Lord of that friendship, and there were major blockages to the flow of My Love.  A  sharp-tongued, manipulative type would subtly bully his or her gentle-natured friend until the damage was so extensive the abuse could no longer be tolerated.  They would then part company, often acrimoniously.  If both parties continued going to the same church, the air around them would be supercharged with tension. The two hostile saints could not partake together at  the Communion Table with a clear conscience. 

     Such a scenario  feels much like a marital split.  This is also true when a believer gives up trying to fit into the life of a particular church and severs ties with  it for good because he feels like an unloved, unneeded appendage. He feels like he’s divorced an entire fellowship!

     Remember the example of Hosea the Prophet, who extended supernatural forgiveness toward   his adulterous wife Gomer.  Her track record was one of repeated betrayal toward her husband.  Hosea had solid grounds for divorce.  But part of my plan for his life was that he demonstrate the kind of forgiveness I repeatedly showed toward Idolatrous Israel.

     But even in showing forgiveness, Hosea exercised wisdom.  He could not immediately be just as close to Gomer as he’d been before her sin.  Before their relationship could be restored to its former intimacy, a new foundation of trust had to be built between them.  Hosea needed  space and time to heal inside.  They were no longer estranged, but a necessary distance was kept between them “for many days” before they became close again.

     When someone deliberately sins against a fellow believer,  fellowship between them is broken.  I must impart a fresh supply of love to the heart of the offended one, or the damage done to their relationship will be permanent.  My Agape Love must be restored immediately. The trust and warm feelings happen later.

 

Living in Harmony

Amos 3:3; II Cor. 6:14-18; Eph. 5:7, 11; I Tim. 5:22; II John 10

 

     I understand the pressure so many of My poorer children are under, with the skyrocketing price of housing, how it eats up their meager paychecks until they feel driven to find a solution...any solution.

     I see the chaos caused when some Christian young person ends up sharing a house with  roommates who don’t know  Me as Lord.  The worst case scenario is when unconverted roommates  engage in acts of immorality under the  same roof as the believer, so that he feels like he’s in a no-win situation.  His roommates exchange foul jokes, get drunk and spread their evil influence in the kitchen and living room.  The atmosphere is so tainted with spirits of lust and blasphemy  that such a  house cannot receive My blessing.  Even when the Christian  shuts his or her own bedroom door  to pray, that one draws the ostracism and criticism of the others for setting himself apart as different, and for being antisocial.

     The same principle applies to putting up people who give every evidence of being  hostile toward My standards of basic decency. If they won’t respect your right  as a Christian host to protect the atmosphere of your home, keep them out. Every dog, however cute and cuddly, brings his fleas in with him. Unrepentant sinners would only  contaminate your consecrated home with demonic influences which might be hard to remedy and cast out after your guests leave.   You need to be wise,  especially if you have a family to consider.  You would not want your child to mimic the words and ways of a foul-mouthed drunk.  Hospitality toward the unholy  is one sticky type of situation where  satan can make darkness appear as light.  Always seek My approval before making a tricky decision of any kind. Once you are sure of it, My guidance must always be final. Even if outsiders think you are being uncharitable in a decision, remember,  I alone am Lord.

     If you must share living space with others because of lean finances, first pray about it  and ask Me to lead you to My perfect solution before you rush into a disastrous situation.  I would bring together young Christian men to live together to edify and encourage one another in the faith, as well as to share living costs. I would also bring my daughters together for the same purpose, so that after they leave their parents’ home they might form friendships and lend support to each other to give one another strength to go out and face an unedifying working environment each day. 

     I send you out into the world to minister My Word and My Life, but I would not have you to bring the world and its wickedness into the peaceful sanctuary of your  home.

 

Justified by Jesus' Blood, Not by Legalism

Deut. 14:26; Judges 9:13; Psalms 104:15; Jeremiah 35:1-10, 18-19; Amos 9:13-14; Matt. 26:29; Luke 7:34-35; John 2:1-11; Romans 14: 3,13-23; I Corinthians 8:8-13; 10:23-33; Ephesians 2:8-9; I Thes. 5:22; I Tim. 4:3-5; 5:23; Hebrews 4:16; and 10:19

 

     Oh, how wearisome to My people, all the man-made legalism they encounter in church.  Things like clothesline Christianity. One group puts you down if you don’t appear prosperous; another teaches you can earn My favor by keeping an austere set of rules:  no jewelry or make-up, no haircuts for women.  Some people have even been warned that taking an occasional glass of wine is a one-way ticket to hell.  Legalists are always tongue-tied when they’re reminded that Jesus’  first miracle was to turn water into wine, and indeed wine was considered an essential part of a Jewish wedding. Christ also promised His disciples that He would one day drink of the fruit of the vine with them again in His Kingdom.  I detest excess which leads to drunkenness, but I would have every believer to grow mature enough to be led by Me as to where exactly to set his o